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Jamie walked into their apartment hours past the end of tour, still in a daze from the events earlier in the afternoon. After leaving Sydney's apartment, he'd driven around aimlessly in rush hour traffic, trying to process everything and more importantly, plan how he was going to tell Eddie about Sydney and James. In the end, he decided there was no point in delaying the inevitable and there was no better way to deliver the news to his wife than to lay it out just like it had happened.

He was putting his gun away in the entryway when Eddie walked out of their bedroom with her work bag packed and ready to go for her tour later.

"Hey! Where have you been? I've been calling you!" she said, one brow arching up and silently questioning the uniform.

"Hey," he greeted her. He couldn't offer much more right now. He was trying to keep his expression neutral despite the emotions duking it out in his head.

Eddie approached him and looked him over. He looked terrible. "Jamie? Hey, what's wrong? Why are you still in uniform?"

"Uh, can we sit?" he asked and took hold of her hand to lead her into the living room without waiting for a response.

Eddie followed without hesitation but the seriousness of his tone and the fact that he needed to sit her down before they talked was scaring her. The nerves in her belly prompted her to fire question after question, readying herself for news that someone was sick or hurt. "You're freaking me out a little bit, babe. What's going on? I called the precinct and Salazar said you left hours before the end of tour. Now it's hours after tour. Where have you been? Is everyone okay?"

"Well, it's kind of an unbelievable story," he said and sat down, leaning forward to brace his arms against his thighs as she filled the spot right next to him.

"I'm listening," she said and rubbed his tense back.

"I got a surprise visitor while I was at the desk today," he began.

"Who?" Eddie asked.

Jamie turned his head to explain. "This kid showed up. He asked for me by name and when I asked who he was, he told me his - James Reagan Davenport."

"Huh? Who's that?" Eddie said, not recognizing the name as a whole.

Now for the bombshell. "He said I was his dad, Eddie. Sydney's his mom."

She must have heard wrong. Eddie's head tilted and her jaw dropped. She stared dumbly at her husband. "Sydney? As in your ex, Sydney?"

"Yeah," he replied, ringing his hands as the afternoon played out in his mind.

"But that was like," Eddie began, trying to remember how long ago he'd been engaged to her when Jamie beat her to it.

"I haven't seen her since my rookie year. It's been ten years. She was pregnant when we broke up and she never told me," he said softly.

The pain in his voice was palpable. "Jamie...I…Jesus," she said when the obvious question, one everyone would consider even if they didn't voice it, passed her lips. "Are you sure he's yours?" All Eddie could think was that this was some sort of sick joke or ploy for God only knew what reason. She didn't know what else to think.

Jamie reached into the pocket along his left thigh and pulled out the photo Sydney had given him and handed it over to her. He looked at Eddie as she took in the image, her eyes widening at the undisputable similarities between alleged father and son. "You should see him in person. Weirdly enough, when I first saw him, my initial thought was 'wow, I looked a lot like him when I was a kid.'"

If Eddie were to ever wonder what a son of theirs might look like, this would be it. The kid was the spitting image of her husband.

"Oh my God, Jamie. Are you okay?" she asked and brought her arm up around his back.

Jamie stared ahead. He let out a sad laugh and shook his head. "I don't know."

If her emotions were any indication, she could only imagine how he was feeling. And he had actually met him in person. "What's he like?" she wondered out loud.

"He's nine. Good looking kid, right?" Jamie deadpanned.

Eddie smiled sadly at the joke.

"We talked a little, just about basic stuff. According to him, he's a good student, likes to read, play basketball, the usual kid stuff. Sydney didn't tell him about me, he figured it all out on his own. He took off after school and came down to find me," he said.

Call her crazy, but he sounded a little proud about that last part. "A detective in the making," she commented.

"Yeah," he snorted. "I let her know he was with me and took him home."

"So you talked to Sydney too. How did that go? What did she have to say?" Jesus, first the kid and now he was dealing with his ex. Eddie was upset for Jamie. It must have been hard to face all of this alone. She wished he would have called her but understood why he didn't. It came out of nowhere and his first impulse would be to get some answers first before bringing her into the loop.

Jamie filled her in on her reasons or excuses, whatever Sydney wanted to call them. Knowing the type of person he was, he would have wanted to marry Sydney knowing they were expecting a child together. Eddie agreed that if Sydney didn't want to marry him, he would not have forced her to. She was livid at the other woman for not giving him a chance to be a father to James. Normally, she was the type to react first, but she saw what this was doing to him already so she tried to be supportive. Everything else she felt, she would bury for now. For her personally, this was a hard thing to consider as his wife.

"What's the plan?" she asked. Despite how fresh all of this was, she knew Jamie better than anyone on this planet. Her husband already started to put together a plan or plans, depending on how he wanted to handle this and all of the possible outcomes.

"I don't know exactly," he started and turned to face her. "But if you're okay with it, I want to know him, be a part of his life. When we talked about kids before, obviously it was about us having them. I know this is not what you signed up for, Eddie," he trailed off, worried this might be too much to ask. They were newly married and barely had a year together as a couple before that. He worried how this could affect them.

She could see the concern in his eyes and the real question they held - whether this was something that could send her running for the hills. This was never how she envisioned having a child in their life, but there was nothing, not even this, that could keep her from his side. "Hey, I signed up to be a part of your life and if that includes this little boy, I'll be right there next to you," she proclaimed.

Jamie pressed his lips together as his chin trembled and pulled her to him. "God, Ed, I love you so much."

"I love you too. We're going to figure this out," she promised and held him tight.


So Eddie knows, but is being the always-supportive partner and wife. The family finds out next, plus we'll also see how Eddie is really feeling about all of this.