A/N: Hey! So umm... this chapter is very sexual! I don't know what else to say besides that. Johnny kinda sorta gets his way finally. But not entirely. You'll see! Also MAJOR shout out to nomoxxie on twitter! They did this amazing Maria and Johnny art that I just knew I had to reference for this story. They gave me permission to along with posting it here. Please go check them out! Their art is literally beautiful - I love the coloring and line work so much. Also shoutout to cono69_ on discord who helped me with the chapter title name! It's been a while since I wrote smut so I apolgoize if it's not the best. I hope you enjoy! :)

April 12th, 1973

11:59pm

Johnny's Shack

Song recommendation: "I Want It All" by Cameron Grey

image and inspired by: nomoxxine on x/twitter

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Love or Lust

Johnny

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A few hours had passed since I saw Danny. I planned to not visit him again until tomorrow. Or maybe the next day. Maybe he can be mama's issue until I feel the need to knock his shit in. Sounds like a plan to me! One of mom's damn pipes busted and I spent the last few hours tryin' to find and fix the thing. Thanks to my uncle Hands, I knew exactly what to do. Despite everything, he was almost like a father figure to me. Teachin' me how to fix shit around the house, hunt, skin, and kill. The things most needed. Underneath the house was hot, crowded, and humid. I let out a loud cough before taking off my white shirt before startin' to use it as a towel - wipin' my face and hands on it. God, I was exhausted. Between Danny's surprising arrival, Maria in that dress, dealing with Danny again, and now helpin' mama with her pipes... I'm beat. I could drop and fall asleep right on the ground if I knew I wasn't gonna be woken up by mama bitchin' at me to actually sleep in my shack. I would kill for a shower but I didn't want to risk mama waking up. You never ever disturb her while she's sleeping. Learnt that the hard way as a kid.

I stuffed the shirt into the side of my jeans before grabbing my keys from my back pocket. I hated people rummaging through my shit. Nubbins would come in here and steal my snacks at times, other times it was Sissy wanting to borrow a book, and even mama being nosey and finding my shit. The way she absolutely ripped me to shreds when I was nineteen and had alcohol. It wasn't like the cops were gonna find it. Pigs won't step a foot close to any of our properties. At first there was just a simple lock on the door. But I changed the knob to where you have to insert a key - plus adding another latch on the inside. Just like the rest of my family; I don't like uninvited company.

Except for one person.

I grabbed my keys and chose the one for my little personal shack. I put the key inside the doorknob hole before twisting, unlocking, and swinging the door open. I tossed the keys onto the counter in my tiny kitchen. I turned to the fridge and swung it open. Nothin'. No food, no water, and most sadly - no beer. I let out a sigh before shutting the door closed.

"Missing something?" A voice said from behind me. I flinched before pulling out the knife from my back pocket and turning around. Who the fuck broke in?! Nobody has been able to break in for months - although they've tried. Mainly Nubbins. I can tell by the way he keeps glancing around my shack and the scratch marks on the door - recognizing it's his same messy scrapes he makes with his own knife. When I turned around, I saw... Maria? How the fuck did she get out?! Oh, I swear to god if Sissy had something to do with this - her fingertips are gonna get cut off and stabbed into her throat so she won't be able to sing any more of her dumb songs.

"Maria?!" I called out before taking a step over to her, my knife still raised in her direction, "How the hell did you get out?"

She didn't answer my question, "Do you want this?" That's when I realized the beer in her hand. She shook the glass bottle slightly, almost teasing me. Maria then put the cap up to her mouth, taking it between her teeth, and pulling upwards. The bottle hissed slightly before she extended the beer towards me. I hesitated before taking it from her - my eyes not leaving her innocent hazel eyes. I broke my gaze as I looked down - noticing something familiar. She was wearing one of my shirts - the simple black one where I cut the sleeves off. Maria looked down with a little smile, "You like what you see?"

"What are you doing here?" I asked before placing the beer bottle on the counter next to my keys.

Maria shrugged, "Isn't this your fantasy, Johnny? Your dream? To get your way with me? Don't you want to see me like this?" Maria's gentle voice echoed off the walls as she stood up. She held a little picture up between her index and middle finger. Looking closer, I noticed it was the photo I snagged earlier from Danny's wallet. My eyes widened at the photo - the same one in the white lace underwear and bra set. I looked back into her eyes as she gave me a playful smirk.

"What the hell are you implying?"

"Let's just do it." Maria whispered as a grin appeared, "Who cares what your ma thinks. You want me, Johnny. I can tell. You're hungry... starving... just to taste me." My heart was pounding. She gently touched my wrist that was holding the knife. My grip loosened until the combined piece of metal and wood slipped out of my grasp and clattered against the floor. Maria's hand slid up my arm, tracing the little scars that covered them before landing on my chest. She stared at my equally scared chest as she pushed gently against it, her warm hand feeling how fast my heart was beating. "Do you love me, Johnny?" I swallowed hard before slowly nodding, "Then show me."

That's when I decided to let the hunger - she rightfully claimed that I had - take control of me. I slid my hand through the back of her wavy brown hair and pulled her close. Both our eyes shuttered closed as my lips made contact with hers. At first, smooth and gentle, just trying to get a good feel for her. She smelled of strawberries and vanilla, her scent intoxicating and attracting me more than before. Her lips tasted like a mix of strawberries once again and cherry. Sweet, soft, but with a slight edge. That's Maria for you. Such a sweet and innocent smile with a sharp tongue. I wonder what that tongue felt like. I grabbed her by the chin, forcing her mouth open, before receiving my answer. Our tongues fought against each other as Maria let out a soft moan, making my knees almost buckle in an instant.

God, she's mine. All fuckin' mine. Not Danny's. Not the property of another one of my family members.

She's mine and I'm gonna make sure she remembers that.

I slid my other hand up through my shirt which she was still wearing. The rough palm of my hand touched her tan milky smooth skin before meeting contact with new fabric. It felt... like lace? I smirked against her lips as I realized exactly what it was. This cheeky bitch. Maria's hand on my chest slid up my neck and into my dark brown - almost black - hair before her nails dug deeply into my scalp. A low growl ripped through my throat as she gently tugged at my strands. God, I needed to get out of these fucking jeans. They're hugging me a little too tightly now. Maria let out a soft moan as my hand grabbed onto her breast, squeezing it gently and fondling the lace fabric. God, I fucking needed her. I never knew how much I desperately needed someone before - in every way you can imagine. Sure, little flings here and there from the bar's satisfied me. Getting attention from women was flattering at times. But I never entertained the long run with them. It was just a little flirt, quick fuck, or lead to them being served at dinner. But Maria? Maria's different somehow. Something about her is so captivating to me. I can't place my finger on it. Maybe it's the way she looked while walking by herself. Just at peace with herself and nature. Maybe the dorky smile she had when she thought she found the best place to take a photo of our land's flowers. Maybe it's how sweet she is with that smart mouth of hers. God, I'm starting to wonder if she's a brat in bed. Just her playfully pushing me off would only drive me to teach her a lesson she wouldn't forget.

I took my hands and wrapped them around the bottom part of her ass and upper thighs. Maria almost knew exactly what I wanted. She jumped up and wrapped her legs around me. I held her in place as my head tilted back, our passionate kiss never breaking for an instant. God, I could kiss her for what felt like eternity. I swear to god her body was meant for me. The way her frame fits in the palm of my hands, her delicate fingertips touch my sweaty skin, how our mouths fit together like a puzzle and- FUCK! I needed her. I couldn't decide where to go first. The wall? The kitchen counter? The floor? No. Not yet, at least. Despite wanting to gut him open, I remembered what that shit head named Danny told me.

She doesn't have much actual experience.

I gently plopped her down on the couch before crawling on top of her. My muscles flexed as I supported most of the weight on one of my knuckles. My opposite arm was draped alongside the back of the couch cushion. Maria pressed her core against the tightness of my jeans and I let out a muffled moan before she broke away from the kiss. Her hazel eyes are glazed over with something that I couldn't quite decipher - was it love or lust? Did she feel the same way for me or was I becoming the victims of my past flings - just to be used and never thought of again? As I tried to catch my breath, I inhaled some of that perfume she was wearing. God, I can't tell if it's that or the way her lower body was rubbing against me that was making me dizzy.

"Johnny?"

I looked into her eyes, "Yeah, Maria?"

"Te necesito."

"... What?" I stifled out with a tiny laugh. Maria smiled softly before grabbing my chin, giving me a quick kiss, and gazing back into my eyes.

"I need you." She translated for me. I didn't answer, just leaned down and began to place gentle kisses onto her neck. She let out a gasp as she tensed up before relaxing, her fingers tangling my back into my hair. She pressed against me harder. Fuck, I know I should be gentle with her. I normally didn't give a shit about anyone else. I fucked them however I wanted to. But her? God, I can't hurt her. I don't ever want to. Not unless she's okay with it. But some animal was locked in a cage - just begging and aching to be set free. I just needed her to say the words and-

"Johnny, just fuck me already!" Maria cried out. Good enough for me!

"What do you say?" My voice was in a lower tone as the hand that rested on the back of the couch moved and wrapped around her neck. She tilted her head back and squeezed her eyes shut as my grip tightened.

"Now." There's that bratty attitude I was wonderin' about.

"Uh uh." I shook my head, "Tell me." My grip tightened again, causing her tan face to start turning a shade of pink. I knew how to properly strangle someone in this way - plus any other if I truly wanted to hurt or kill 'em. Maria's mouth hung open as she tried to suck in air, a raspy breath escaping instead. With my other hand, using my knees to balance myself, I pulled the hem of her underwear up before slapping it into place. Her body flinched as she wrapped her hand around my wrist, squeezing it gently.

"I want you to fuck me like you've been dying to. Please."

Maria's throat left my grasp as I reached back down. Her white lace underwear was torn apart by my bare hands and tossed across the room. I slid down before lifting her legs up and over my shoulders. God, she is so fucking beautiful. No matter if it's her face, her personality, her slight curves, or the way her dripping pussy looks in front of me - it's all beautiful. It's all mine. Without my brown eyes ever leaving her hazel ones, I flattened my tongue and gently began to lick her swollen clit. Maria gasped before tugging on my hair. She pulled me in closer to the throbbing heat between her legs. I slowly circled my tongue around her clit before getting a little idea. Extending my right hand, I placed my middle and ring finger against her lips. I watched as she stuck my two digits into her mouth, her saliva coating them. A soft moan came from that pretty little mouth as hers as I slowly inched my fingers deeper. As my knuckles hit her lip, she began to gag and choke on them. I smirked at the sounds - god those fuckin' sounds were like angels singing. Tears whelmed in her eyes before I eventually pulled away, my two fingers dripping with her saliva.

"Good girl." I muttered to her. I slid the two fingers against her entrance, sliding them between her folds, as she bucked her hips up in response. She was aching for me as much as I was for her. She made little desperate whines before I slid not one but both fingers into her. Shit, she was so wet that I knew she could handle it. I began to place little kisses against her tanned stomach and inner thighs, biting and nipping along in the process. Her manicured nails dug deeper into my scalp as I continued to slide my fingers in and out of her, the tips of my finger pads curling upwards against her inner walls, feeling the bumping section. She bit her bottom lip, stifling back a loud moan, as one hand found its way to my bicep. Her nails carved crescent moon shapes into my skin as my tongue found its way back to her clit.

"Johnny, si!" She cried out. I looked up at her as her back arched off the couch. I'm guessing whatever she said was good? I sped my fingers up as I began to suck and lick on her clit. Maria began to breathe heavily as she let out a series of moans, her own body becoming damp from her own sweat. I let out a low growl as I began to exclusively suck on her clit, my fingers working over time before I added a third one in. Maria let out a loud moan as she tugged my hair once more. My once slicked back hair was now messy and in front of my face, covering her lower stomach. I felt like she was close to the edge. I quickly pulled away and Maria rose up on her knees. She went to go take my shirt off but I stopped her hand.

"Don't." I said a little out of breath, "It looks so fuckin' good on you, sunshine." Maria's already flushed face deepened as she blushed at what I said. Maria instead took the bra off, still keeping the shirt on, and tossed it across the room. I slid my boots and socks off before Maria took it upon herself to undo my leather belt. She draped it over the back of the couch as she fumbled with the button on my dirty denim jeans. I joked, "Eager, much?"

"More than you think." Maria's voice was a faint whisper. She slid the zipper down before I stood up and kicked my jeans off before my black underwear. Maria eyed me for a moment - hesitation behind her actions. I was a pretty good size with some decent girth. Not fuckin' massive but just above what some people would call average. Maria swallowed hard as she looked up at me.

"Listen," I started, "We don't have to. We can go back to what we were doin' or I can take you back to your room. I know that-"

"You're bigger than Danny." Maria said before grabbing my wrist, pulling her closer to her. My eyes fluttered as I blinked rapidly, trying to process what she just said. Excuse me?! No fuckin' way she just said that shit. I let out a sly smirk as she nodded back up at me. "Way bigger. You know how to work your tongue and fingers too. I want to see what else you do well."

"You su-?" I was cut off.

"Fuck me." Maria demanded, "Fuck me better than he ever has." With that she captured our lips in a kiss once again. Her hand snaked around the back of my neck as she pulled me on top of her, demanding and needing - no - aching for more of me. I was going to make her mine. Danny never got this far with her. God, I can't wait to tell him and see the look on his pathetic face. The way I'm telling him everything and he's just screaming and crying pathetically. GOD! I smirked against Maria's lips at the thought before the tip of my dick meets right against her core. Maria and I moaned lightly before I grabbed the shaft of my dick, pressing the tip against her clit. Maria's other hand grabbed my bicep, clutching the muscle for dear life, as I began to move the tip down to her entrance.

"One last warning before-"

"Johnny..." She trailed off. The look in her eyes was so desperate. I had to witness this. I gave her a firm nod before slowly inching myself into her warm pussy. Maria's eyes widened as her mouth hung open. I couldn't tell if I just hurt her or not. My cocky smirk dimmed as I examined her face, trying to examine if she's okay or not. Fuck. FUCK! Maybe I should've done more?! No, no, no! God damn it, Johnny! There you go, being a fuckin' idiot again. But before I could ask her if I should stop, she smashed our lips together into a deep kiss. This one was a bit different. It was full of passion from her end. Once again making me raise the question; out of lust or love? Tears rolled down her face as her hips began to roll against mine, trying to force me to keep going. So I did. I slowly slid out of her before going back in, going a bit deeper this time. Maria takes a sharp inhale before wrapping her legs around my hips, the balls of her feet pressing against my ass... just begging to have all of me.

So, once again, I did. I pushed myself all the way inside of her. Maria pulled away from the kiss as she let out a loud moan. It ringed off the walls as her back arched before falling back down on the couch. I began to pick up the pace, going a little bit faster - still hesitant to hurt her. I grabbed one of her thighs and held it around my waist as I continued to slowly fuck her. But sure enough, the hungrier side of me began to come out. I let out a low growl as I slapped her thigh, causing her to jump a bit. But in a better response, she tighten' herself around me. I did it again before my hand reached for her throat. I squeezed her neck once more as I had fully picked up the pace, the couch beginning to shake from how fast I was going at this point. Tears rolled down Maria's eyes as they also rolled back slightly, enjoying exactly how I was makin' her. If it weren't for my self control, I would've came right then and there. I forced Maria's mouth open before spitting into the back of her throat - and slapping her across the face. Maria smiled wide as she enjoyed the sensation. She decided to fight back, slapping me back.

"You fucked up now." I growled into her ear before grabbing both her wrists and pinning them above her head. I began to slam into her warm and wet pussy, the sounds of our body connecting and our loud moans and animalistic growls filling the thick and heavy air. Maria let out a loud yell as I slammed into her as hard as I could. Her voice echoed off the walls and I know for a fact that someone probably heard. Hell, probably down at the family house.

I pulled away and flipped Maria onto her knees, her ass facing me. She giggled at the new position but I didn't. I was going to fulfill what I needed to get across. That she's mine - not fuckin' Danny's anymore. I'm making her my territory. Branding her like our cattle. I grabbed the belt that dangled off the back of my couch and slid it around her neck. I looped it around her neck - almost like a collar - using the excess of the belt as a leash. I tugged tightly, causing the makeshift collar and leash to choke her. Maria let out a choked moan as she reached behind her - trying to find an excuse to touch me. Nope, nuh uh. This is about her getting the point in that pretty little skull of hers. I grabbed both her wrists with my free hand and pinned them against her back, refusing to let her touch me. I tugged harder on the belt as she slammed herself against me and my full length claiming her. I went faster. Deeper. Harder. Yanking the belt every so often and having to fight her hands to remain in place. She let out a series of loud moans and god - I could feel myself coming to the end. I bit my bottom lip as my damp hair clung onto my forehead.

"TAKE IT! TAKE IT!" I screamed at her. She continued to moan loudly before yelling my name off that pretty tongue of hers. I brought her body up to where her back was flush against my chest. I grabbed her chin and forced her head in my direction, captivating her lips in a deep kiss. I was about to cum. I was going to make her mine. She would be my property. She'd no longer be Danny's. I would have her all to myself and wouldn't have to worry about her cryin' and whinin' over him. I wouldn't have to share.

"Johnny! Wake up."

What?

"Johnny. I said wake up!"

That's when a slap went across my face. My eyes opened wide as I looked around, in my shack. The sun poked out through the cracks of the shack and I looked around... no Maria. No way. NO FUCKIN' WAY! That shit felt a little too real. I looked over to the counter - no beer but just my keys. I went to the floor - no ripped clothing. I squeezed my eyes closed before opening them again. Looking up, I saw my mama. Hands were placed on her hips as a large disappointed scowl was stretched across her face.

"... What?!" I muttered out, my voice low and hoarse due to just waking up.

"You need to wake up." She said again, "It's almost noon and you haven't attended to our... guests... yet. Go make them breakfast or somethin'. Tired of you sleepin' all day and lettin' the hogs die." I was so fuckin' confused and dazed out of my mind. So... it was a dream? What type of fuckin' cliche type of luck is that?! That's some shit you'd hear about in the pictures or a book. Not fuckin' real life. I processed what mama said and looked over at the clock on the wall. Sure enough, it was half past noon. I could hear the faint radio chatter of the two men who gave the daily reports. Most of them were missing people - thanks to us.

"I'm comin'." I grumbled as I stood up from my couch, stretching in the process. I was still wearing the same clothes as last night - not bothering wearing just my underwear like I normally do to bed.

"By the way," my mama said as she stood in the doorframe, "next time you have an... issue... take care of it before you decide to oversleep." She said in a disgusted tone. Huh? I gave her a little shrug, not knowing what she was talking about. My mama took her glasses off, pinching the bridge of her nose, before gesturing down at my jeans. I looked down and-

SHIT!

Well, that's fuckin' embarrassing. The only true evidence of my feelings and dream was right there on and inside my pants. Now I had two situations to take care of.