Struggling To Forget
As we head into the next chapter, Lila will be struggling to fight the horrific memories of her past trauma from the incident with Felipe. RDJ has past memories of his mother Amber. Not only that…all of them will find out some horrific news! But instead of speaking anymore, let's get right back to the story shall we?
Two Hours Later…
Once the party mess has been cleaned up and everything was tidy and spotless, Blu was now sat in his office going through any new messages or emails he may have received regarding daily duties in the hospital.
Most of them were either junk or spam emails. But others even had a 'Private' section on it…Which you can tell clearly from the name of the email was some random horny teenager asking you to watch their chat rooms. Which in reality is a scam. And Blu was a lot smarter than any of these idiots online.
Jewel sat in the chair opposite from him going through the weekly meetings and finances again. Just to double check that she hadn't overlooked anything that may have been important.
"Hey honey? Did you check to see if we've got any impending appointments regarding clients giving us any new patients?" Blu called over to his wife and secretary, as he took off his reading glasses and rubbed his eyes, indicating that he was a little bit tired.
"Nothing as far as I can see? Although I heard that Polly was about to be discharged two days ago, but Lila thinks that she may need a further few weeks. Just so that she doesn't have any further meltdowns." The blue macaw girl remarked, typing away on her computer. "I still think that we need more nurses. Lillian and Lila are stretched thin as it is."
"I know! I know…Haaaa…" The blue man sighed and stood up from his desk and then he sat on the desk in front of his wife. "How about tomorrow, I make some calls and we try to find a new nurse to come here?"
"That's good but…Aren't you forgetting something?" Jewel rose a curious eyebrow rhetorically.
"What do you mean?"
"We also need a new security guard. And to be honest, after what happened with Felipe and that perverted cab driver cunt. We need to maybe get two security guards to operate on different shifts." Jewel suggested and closes her laptop lid down. "Besides, let's not worry about this tonight. In fact…"
The blue macaw female scooted a little closer to him on her chair…then she began to use her beak to pull the zip down on his trousers.
"Oh my…Oh god…An old fashioned BJ!" Blu laid back on the desk and closes his eyes, as his wife was sucking on his erect cock. Giving him a blow job as he sat there with his his beak wide open.
"Mmmm…Mmmmm…Mmmmmm…Mmmmmm…" She was moving her head back and forth as she was deep throating his cock. Being sure that when he were to make him cum, that she would swallow all of his cum.
"Ooooh…Ooooh god…OOOOOH-AHHHHH-AHHHHHHHH…Ffffffuck! Yeah…" Blu sighed in relaxation after he had finally ejaculated into his wife's beak. As she swallowed all of his semen and wiped her face afterwards.
"Ahhhh…Delicious baby…" She picked up a couple of wet wipes and cleaned her face of any remaining semen. Then she sat down on the desk besides him and held onto his hand. "Now…how about we get a good night's sleep. Then we can worry about hiring new staff in the morning?"
"Sounds good to me…Sounds very good to me…" Blu beamed warmly, whilst he stood up from the desk and pulled his trousers back up and sorted himself out. Before turning off the lights and leaving the office. To head to their room for the night.
Let's Check In On Lila…
Despite the fact that the blue female was in a very happy and committed relationship with her boyfriend. The terrible memories of Felipe's despicable actions towards Lila herself, sent chilling shivers down her spine.
The way he had encountered her the first day she arrived at the hospital, when he was looking at her up and down. Staring at her large breasts like food, really really disturbed her.
Even when he had encountered her alone in the security room, when she was stood there by herself. And nobody would have been able to stop him from tormenting her in creepy sexual ways. That would make any person feel incredibly violated by such perverted actions.
It was as if time had stood still when she felt his chilling hot breath breathing down her neck. The way in which she still felt the heavy wrought of his disgusting hand on her large heaving breast. His deliberate and malicious touch was enough to make her feel paralysed in agonising fear.
I mean…even the mere thought of him attempting to violate her by trying to lift up her skirt and try to rub her vagina without her consent. Now that was enough to make her churn her stomach in disgust.
"Hello…Who is the new talent? Ehhh…" The sinister creepy voice of Felipe echoed in her mind, to the point where Lila was stumbling up against the wall. Her chest feeling like she was going to explode in an emotional wreck.
"No…Leave…L-Leave me alone!" She cupped her ears as she pulled herself into the elevator. Pressing the up button to head to the top floor.
The trauma she had experienced that day was so overwhelming, that it left her trembling in the elevator. So much so that tears emerged from her eyes, whilst remembering the terrible things he had done to her.
DING!
Once the elevator had arrived on the top floor, all she wanted to do at this moment was renter the sanctuary of her room. Knowing that when she would be in the presence of her beloved once more. She knew that she would be safe.
"You ever say anything, I'll burst your tits like balloons!" Felipe's voice was so chilling to her that she picked up the pace to get to her room. Knowing that when she gets close to her boyfriend again, her mind would feel more at ease.
"Please…P-P-Please just leave me alone!" Lila cried as all of a sudden, the memories were getting too crazy to handle. That she felt the walls closing in on her, and her mind was going in circles.
Her mind itself was haunted by the horrifying recollections of Felipe's heinous behaviour towards her.
The incident that had taken place three long years ago, but despite this, the impact it had on her was still fresh and raw.
The way he forcefully grabbed her breast, his actions filled with intention and malice, left her feeling violated and powerless to the say the very least.
The fact that he even had the audacity to even sexually touch her in an abusive manner. To touch her most sensitive spot without her consent was beyond comprehension.
The trauma she endured that very day was so severe that it left her emotionally shattered from time to time. Her heart heavy with pain. Seeking solace in the arms of her loving boyfriend RDJ. Who was waiting inside the room for her as she edged closer.
Even the day where he tried to force himself on top of her, to rape her in her own bed that she now shares with her boyfriend. That would he enough to scar any woman for life.
But because of all the chaos that the scarlet macaw man had caused for her mentally and emotionally. It was even harder for her to forget the past so easily. That's why also being intimate with the blue and gold man, was enough to help the pain go away. Knowing that having sexual relations with him, was enough to make all of her problems disappear into thin air.
"Hey sweetie, I was wondering where you…Oh no? Are you okay?!" RDJ opened the front door to the room they shared with each other. Noticing that his beloved was on the floor, laying up against the door with tears rolling down her cheeks. "Honey?! Honey, what's the matter?!"
"Th-Th-They're h-happening ag-g-gain! The memories…They won't leave me a-alone!" Lila stuttered in a high amount of anxiety. That she could barely keep a conversation up without shedding more tears.
"Oh no! Here, let's get you into your comfy clothes and I'll make you some tea!" He wrapped his arm around her lovingly, and gradually escorted her into their room. Sitting her down on the bed as he went to grab her comfy clothes.
"I think they're getting worse RDJ…I'm terrified…" The purple haired macaw female felt like her chest was going to explode. So much so that she had so much in her that she needed to release.
"I know baby I know! But look…nobody is going to hurt you as long as I am here with you, okay? Nobody dares hurt my girlfriend and get away with it!" RDJ placed her comfy clothes on the bed besides her. Then he sat down next to her and wrapped his arm around her in a living embrace. As she laid her head on his shoulder whilst she continued to sob.
"I was fine during the party…but it was that hallway…that hallway where I felt him. Felt him…leering at me with those eyes…"
"He…is…Dead honey. Felipe exploded like a blood bomb. He got what he deserved for the horrors he inflicted on the innocent…"
"But I still hear him! I still feel like he's right there in the room with me! I just…"
"Shhh-Shhh shhh…It's okay…" RDJ gradually lifted her chin up with his hand, gazing deeply into her eyes. As he placed his other hand on her waist. "Listen to me…I'm not going to let anything happen to you. I'd die before I let anything happen to you!"
"Do you promise?" She pouted in a hopeful manner, whilst he wiped her tears away with his hand.
"I swear my own life on it!" He reassured her with a loving kiss on her forehead.
The sound of his voice was just so soothing and so comforting, that she was able to feel so calm in his comfort. And just as expected, all of her fear and anxiety had washed away.
"Hehehe…Well in that case… better slip into something just a little bit more comfortable…" Lila purred seductively like a puma, and even pouted her beak seductively whilst she picked up what appeared to be a package.
Then she slipped into the bathroom and closed the door behind her. Leaving her boyfriend alone to sort out the clothes that he was going to be wearing the next day.
"I don't mind at all. I say just come out of there naked…" RDJ spoke with a naughty chuckle, hearing her giggling mischievously in the bathroom.
As he was hanging around the chest of drawers where he had his underwear and various other clothes. He stopped for a moment and gazed at a small photo frame in one of the drawers.
When he examined it closer, he couldn't help but let out a sigh of disappointment. Mainly due to the fact that it was a photo of himself, and an older blue and gold macaw. Who looked like a woman in the photo.
"Haaaa…Mom…I miss you so much…" The woman in the photo revealed to be his mother. And this small photo must have meant a lot to him, because he felt a couple of tears roll down his cheeks.
RDJ never really spoke about his mother to anyone since the day he first arrived at the hospital. But that was because originally he thought that his mother Amber, had phoned the police and got him arrested for the murder of his sister and thrown into a mental institution. But later on down the line, he found out that it was Felipe who had gotten him thrown into the hospital after he was the one who murdered Iris. And framed the brother of the murder committed.
What made matters worse…was after two years of being in the hospital. He found out that his mother was diagnosed with a very rare form of breast cancer. She sadly passed away three months later.
He never even got to hold her one last time…and say goodbye to her. Felipe stole that from him…so when RDJ pumped him up with oxygen before killing him…in a way he avenged not only the death of his sister…but his mother also.
But the main reason why he did it in the most gruesome of ways, was because of the fact that Felipe had not only sexually assaulted and murdered Iris. He also sexually violated his girlfriend, and attempted to rape her in a state of vulnerability.
After having this brief moment in silence, he closed and locked the drawer with his very own personal key that he had when he wanted to hide away his prized possessions.
"Honey? It's all gone pretty quiet out there. Are you feeling okay?" Lila questioned from within the inside of the bathroom.
"I'm fine sweetie! I was just placing my clean clothes on the bed for tomorrow."
"What's the point in that honey? They're just going to be dirty again in minutes…"
"What are you talking ab…Ummm-Ummm-Ughhh…W-Wow…" RDJ immediately dropped a pair of his boxer shorts on the floor. As he laid his eyes upon the blue macaw girl he so dearly loved.
When making her way out of the bathroom, she appeared to be wearing nothing but a tight pink latex outfit.
The outfit was a hot pink colour, and it was as low as going halfway down her thighs. Covering her sensitive spot by only a few inches. Not to mention that it had a cleavage split doing down the middle, to the bottom of both of her breasts. Showing half of her left and right breasts down the middle. With both of her large nipples piercing through the outfit.
"Well…fuck me…" Both of his eyes were glued to her like they were caught in a powerful tractor beam. Luring him into her allure like she had two imaginary ropes tied around his arms, pulling him towards her.
"You took the words…right…out…of my beak…" Lila cooed into his ear, as she seductively swished her hips from side to side.
Her breasts jiggling as she edged closer to her boyfriend, who at this point had a little drool on his cheek.
"You hungry big boy?" Lila purred once more, as she gradually moved both of her hands up to his muscular pectoral muscles. Then she pushed him down playfully on the bed, before climbing on top of him. Positioning herself so her private area was hovering above his crotch.
"Mmmm, I'm hungry for your touch mi amor…" RDJ began to move his hands up and down the sides of her thighs. Feeling how tight the latex outfit was on her…he couldn't help but use his fingers to slide underneath the edges near her lower abdomen.
"Mmmm…Stop teasing…I wanna feel you." Lila panted as she was in a position to ride him like a horse.
Lila gracefully ascended herself onto RDJ's body, passionately kissing him on the beak. As their tongues exploded every inch of the inside of their beaks. Their hot breath colliding together, making them eager to gasp for more air as the fiery passion inside of them. Was spreading throughout their bodies that radiated a love that was so passionate.
Her figure accentuated by the sing embrace of her vibrant pink latex ensemble.
As he laid there, he wrapped his muscular legs around her waist, as her large breasts pressed up against his chest. As he began to kiss on her neck and her shoulder.
"Mmmm…Ooooh baby…Just like that…" Lila panted whilst she arched her back in ecstasy. Feeling the urge to just rip off her outfit.
"Yeah…You like?" He moaned in pleasure,, moving his hands to her breasts and he began kissing them, licking her nipples as he used his hands to try and remove her latex outfit.
A deep longing coursed through her veins, her desire to have him penetrate her pussy with his large erect cock growing with each passing moment.
RDJ, his anticipation palpable, eagerly awaited for her to really feel his strong touch. With every caress, every breath, and every touch…he awaited to thrust deep inside her.
As their bodies intertwined, a surge of pleasure courses through Lila. Making the purple haired macaw shudder in delight.
RDJ's manhood, a formidable tan inches, responded to her passionate touch, growing harder and more rigid. Witch each caress she bestowed upon him.
Lila used her hands to help her beloved slip her latex outfit off of her. Sliding it off like she was taking off her towel, then throwing it on the floor. As her fully naked body was positioned on top of him.
"Wow…Your tits are so juicy…" He spoke in a sexual manner, whilst he pulled off his shirt. Then proceeded to take off his boxers.
"Ah ah ah! Allow me…" Lila wagged her finger in a cheeky and saucy way. Before pulling out her Swiss Army knife.
"What the fuck?" RDJ was a little surprised by how she wanted to do this…but she shushed his beak with her hand. "What are you…"
"Silence big boy! Do you trust me?" She giggled in a mischievous and sadistic manner, moving the tip of her knife up and down his thigh. "Do you?"
"Do I have a choice?" The blue and gold macaw laughed nervously. Earning him a slap across his face.
"You trust me?! Say it!" She shouted a little louder, but this time with an even wider smirk.
"I trust you!" He nervously responded again, feeling like he was about to be stabbed by a serial killer. But that wasn't the case at all.
"Good! Now…this little piggy went to market…" Lila held his boxer shorts still, and by using her knife, she cut loose the first button. "This little piggy had roast beef…" She cut off the second button, revealing a bigger gap in his boxers.
"Why did Pedro get you that big book of sexual kinks for Christmas last year…" He thought to himself whilst fearing that his dick might get cut by accident.
"And this little piggy stayed at home…" She cut off the thread at the top, meaning she only had one more to go.
"I think you got the piggy's mixed up…"
"SILENCE BITCH!" Lila slapped him across the face again, and weirdly enough this was turning him on.
"Ahhhh! Okay…Okay baby…" He panted in an eager manner, as he awaited for the final step.
"Finally…This big piggy went wee…" She cut the second bit of thread. "Wee…" She cut the last button loose. "Wee…All the way…" She ripped off his boxers and then threw them over her shoulder. "Deep inside me…"
That was when she pushed her tight wet pussy deep onto his hard throbbing penis. Penetrating her deeply as both of them let out a loud moan in pleasure.
"AHHHHH YEAHHHHH…FUCK ME YEAHHH!" RDJ widened his eyes as his large erect cock pushed deep inside her wet pussy. Grabbing hold of her large heaving breasts as she began riding him cow girl style.
"AHHHH-AHHHHH-AHHHHHH-AHHHHHHHH-AHHHHHHHH YEAH BABY!" Lila moaned and panted in between thrusts, as she pushed herself harder and harder on his dick. As it was pushing all the way inside her. "FUCK ME BIG BOY! YOU'RE SO FUCKING BIG!"
"AHHHHH-FUCK-AHHHHH…YES! FUCK YES! OOOOH BABY!" RDJ grabbed hold of her thighs and began thrusting himself deep into her. As his abdomen was touching up against her, pushing his hard erect cock as far as he could go inside her.
"WHOOOOO! OOOOH GOOOOD-OOOOOH GOOOOOD-YESSSSS-YEEEEES! SPANK ME BABY!"
SLAP!
"LEAVE A HAND PRINT! SPANK ME HARD!"
SLAP!
"OOOOOH YEEEEES!" Lila thrusted harder and harder, picking up the pace as she arched her back.
The blue and gold man grabbed hold of her large breasts and squeezed them roughly. As the pressure was building up inside of him.
"OOOOOH BABY…I THINK-I THINK-I-I'M GONNA CUM! I'M GONNA CUM!"
"OOOOH-AAAAHHHH-AAAAH-ME-ME…TOO-AHHHHH!" Lila wrapped her legs tightly around his quads s they were thrusting each other roughly. To the point where the eyes were rolling back in both of their heads.
"AAAAAAH-AAAAAAAH-AAAAAAAH-AAAAAAAAAAAH-OOOOOOOH GOOOOOOOOOOODDDD!" Both of them orgasmed so loud after they finally ejaculated after having fiery passionate sex.
Lila felt weak in the knees as her boyfriend pulled out of her and she rolled over to the side. Laying next to him in the bed. Holding hands with her beloved, who was panting heavily in exhaustion.
Semen dripping from his dick after pulling out of her pussy, that was now absolutely drenched in her hot sticky juices. As well as his cum dripping from the inside of her, onto the bed sheets. Luckily for him she was on birth control and had implant surgery so she can't have children when it came to unprotected sex.
"Ahhhhhh…Wow…As always…You are fucking…amazing!" The blue and gold macaw chuckled whilst he was playing with one of her breasts. "God I love how big your tits are."
"And I loooove, how giant your dick is! Ooooh mama…I'll be weak in the knees for about a month after that!" She giggled in a playful manner, resting her head on his chest.
"Hmmmmm…Wow…I gotta ask though…Oh…" RDJ realised that his girlfriend gave him a cigarette. Which they normally smoke together after having sex. "I thought we were going to try and quit?"
"So you don't want…"
"I didn't say that!" He laughed as he put the cigarette in his beak and lit his with the lighter. Before lighting hers then putting the lighter down next to the ash tray.
Then again they both had one next to them so they wouldn't make a mess.
"Huaaa…So, I needed to ask you about our anniversary next week?" He smiled after taking a drag, then flicking the ash in his ash tray.
"Mmmhmm, what about it?" She smiled at him back, rubbing her thigh up against his lovingly.
"Well, I booked the week off so we could be alone together. And I was wondering how you felt about going to that Italian restaurant in the city? I know the waitress and her husband there from my childhood. Then again I went to school with them when they moved over here with their parents."
"Ooooh, I love Italian food! Especially the tiramisu."
"I thought you'd rather like the double chocolate fudge cake with vanilla ice cream scoops, covered in chocolate syrup?" He cheekily asked her, as he noticed that she was drooling at the thought of it.
"Ooooh you naughty boy! You are trying to tempt me away from the tiramisu? How dare you…hehehe!" The purple haired female giggled as he was rubbing on her chest.
"I know haha! Also, what is up with the knife? How did you decide to cut my underwear off with a Swiss Army knife?"
"It was in the book that Pedro got me for Christmas. There are a lot more darker and more kinky stuff in there but…most of them look pretty terrifying." She scratched the back of her head. As both of them put their cigarettes out. "Okay, I'm gonna find my comfy underwear."
"Oh no…can't I just have one more look?" Him using puppy dog eyes, he wanted to have one more look at her sensitive spot.
"Mmmm, okay baby…" She opened her legs a little and revealed her cum stained pussy. Making her boyfriend lick his beak as she went to put on her underwear. "Now get dressed silky! We've got to get back to work tomorrow."
"Yeah I know. I gotta fix that flower bed…Again!"
The couple laughed together before getting their underwear on to sleep in that night. After their passionate night or love making, they opted to cuddle together before going to sleep. Waiting for the next day to arrive.
But Before That…
"Ughhhh…At least SOMEONE is being satisfied tonight!" A very agitated Lillian thought to herself out loud in a whisper. Clearly she heard her good friend fucking her boyfriend from three rooms down.
"Did you say something honey?" Nico asked with a curious glance, as he was brushing his beak from the bathroom.
"I was saying that I hope Lexi was satisfied by the party tonight." She lied to him with a fake smile on her face.
The yellow canary female's heart sank in her chest, as she laid in her bed with her back turned to her boyfriend. With the distance growing between them emotionally more and more. Despite him only being in the other room.
The lack of intimacy between the two of them in their relationship weighed heavily on her mind.
Was he getting tired of her? Was her boobs too small? Was her thighs too big? Did she put on weight this month? All of these insecurities rolled around in her mind. And the stress was making her physically sick.
This caused a deep sense of sadness that settled in her chest. So much so that she was doing her very best to hold back any tears that she may have felt coming.
Lillian couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt, as she remained in that bed with her back turned to him. Unable to muster the courage to address the issue of their lack of sex in their relationship. As she felt that was driving the two of them apart.
Nico climbed into the bed and gave his girlfriend a kiss on the cheek. "Goodnight sweetie." The way he said this sounded like he was pretty hurt for some reason. Like…he could feel the pain in her heart, and it was affecting him too.
He too, felt the strain of their dwindling physical connection. His heart very heavy with concern as he too faced the opposite direction with his back turned to her.
A deafening silence filled the room as the two of them laid there in complete silence.
The unspoken tension between the two canaries hung in the air, suffocating any chance of the two of them having an open communication about their desires and fears.
The longing for the passion they once shared gnawed at him in a painful way. Leaving him feeling incredibly lost and he was unsure of how to bridge the growing gap between them.
Deep down the two of them were indeed yearning for their deep and loving passion for each other's bodies. That hot, fiery, wild love making that they once had when they first started dating.
Three years had passed by and normally this would be the time where both of them would feel like they had the perfect sexual connection. But their jobs always seemed to get in the way, and it was always so difficult. Considering they both loved what they do so much.
But the fear of rejection. The fear of either of them starting to have sex with other people always made both of them insecure about their own self.
The very thought of losing each other over something as lack of intimacy in their relationship, left them both feeling helpless and despondent.
As they lay side by side in silence, the weight of their unspoken worries threatened to tear them apart. Leaving them in that endless cycle of sadness and non satisfaction.
"Ughhh…I think I'm gonna go and check my emails." Lillian sighed sadly and stood up from the bed. Making her boyfriend give her a weird glance.
"Now? It's like one in the morning?" He pondered with his head sideways.
"Why do you care? You don't normally ask about my emails?" She responded with a very weird glance.
"How do I know that you are not face timing your ex boyfriend?" Nico grumbled after sitting up in the bed.
"Oh my god! Are you really gonna go there?!" Now the two of them were both tired and they were frustrated.
"I'm sorry…That came out wrong…" He apologised with a saddened frown on his face.
"That's okay…I-I know you didn't mean it." Lillian showed a small smile, kissing him on the nose. "I won't be long. I just want to check my inbound messages."
As his girlfriend slipped on her slippers and left her room to go to the security room. Nico remained in the bed and laid back in frustration. Shaking his head from side to side.
"Face time your ex boyfriend? You fucking moron Nico!" He angrily told himself in third person. Right before slapping his head a few times. "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!"
Meanwhile…
Blu remained wide awake after he was taking care of some very late night calls from different people regarding the patients in his asylum.
Some of them were calling him to complain they saw one of their discharged patients robbing a store. Or another starting fights in the streets.
Either way…how would that look on the institutions reputation? Especially if their patients were committing crimes and doing stupid things. That must be a very stressful situation.
"Yes. Yes okay. Okay. What?! Well, it's a bit late notice but..Well…Don't you talk to me like that! You kiss your own mother with that beak?! Don't you dare bring my mother into this! Well…Oh shut up!" The blue macaw man was arguing on the phone with one of the callers. And slammed the phone down to show his frustration.
"Who the hell was that?" Jewel called out from her desk. She hoist she was looking through applications for potential new nurses. Earlier than they wanted to due to either of them wanting to sleep any time soon.
"Jewel, I just got off the phone…" Her husband sighed heavily as he buried his face in his hand.
"Yeah? I knew that already. But what are you so angry?" She replied with a face full of concern.
"They are transferring new patients today? But…"
"But…" She asked him in a curious tone, as she was giving him a back rub from behind.
"They are too crazy to handle…"
Ooooh, now I guess you guys and girls know why it's named Too Crazy To Handle! Blu is going to be hiring new staff which means…New characters! The characters who I have of course got permission from the amazing tanama99 and Lilamacaw to use the OC's I borrowed from them. Thank you so much again! RDJ and Lila had a very passionate night together. Nico and Lillian feel like their relationship is dying. And both of them are very keen to fix it. But are both struggling to find a way. Also, Blu just got off of the phone…new patients are being transferred? Oh dear…things are about to get a little…Crazy! Anyway I hope you all have enjoyed the chapter. And I'll see you all soon for the next one!