"Kim darling! Your phone is ringing again!" Adam was annoyed. It was too early for this crap. "Okay. It's Erin." Kim was confused but answered. "Hey Erin! What's going on?" Kim sat up a bit trying to wake a bit. "Shit I woke you! I'm so sorry!" Erin felt horrible. "It's okay. What's going on?" Kim asked realizing it wasn't work related. "I really just need some female friend time. I need new clothes and some advice. Would you mind coming shopping with me?" Erin asked almost whining. "Sure I'm good with that. What time? And are dropping Jay off here?" Kim asked trying to figure out when she needed to get up. "How about noon? And yeah I'm sure Jay would love to hang out with the kids and Adam." Erin offered hoping noon worked. "Yeah that works for me. So I will see you soon." Kim was excited to help out her friend. "Bye girl! See you soon." Erin hung up after that.
"You are hanging out with Erin today and Jays coming here? What time?" Adam was more awake now. "Noon. She feels bad for waking us though." Kim smiled as she snuggled into Adam's side again. "Well that should be interesting. Erin hates shopping so good luck." He laughed knowing Kim was in for a real treat. "Lovely. Well she also needs advice. Probably about being a mom. It's scary for sure. There is no instruction manual for this. So I get it. Let's just enjoy our morning for a bit." She snuggled closer kissing his neck. "I like where this is going this morning." He shifted his body so he was facing her. "I figured you would." Kim wrapped her leg his hip kissing him deeper. He wrapped his arm around her moaning into the kiss. Kim broke the kiss moving to his neck, she felt him moving giving her better access. "Loving this baby!" He moaned adjusting them just enough to enter you.
"God baby!" Kim moaned feeling him inside her again. "I think this is my favorite!" Adam whispered close to her ear as he started to move slowly. "God me too!" Her body covered in goosebumps. Her fingers digging into his shoulders. Adam hissing in sweet pain. "Darling I love it when you scratch me." His grip on her body getting tighter. She kissed him again running her fingers down his body. She felt all his muscles tensing as her fingers got lower. "No you don't. You need to finish first. Not me." He moved her hand, wrapping his fingers with hers. He moved their hands much lower to touch her favorite spot. He allowed both their fingers to caress her spot. "Damn baby!" Kim shuddered feeling all the sensations. But this felt naughty but also sexy and hot. She started to tremble, moaning softly.
"Let it go. You need it and so do I." Felt her starting to buck slightly. "That's it darling!" His fingers left her moving to her clit giving it loving too as she came hard biting his shoulder to muffle the moans. Adam hissed but came right behind her. Has they came down together he removed his fingers and hers. He sucked them clean before kissing her again. Their naked bodies never stopped touching. "Beautiful. So crazy good." Kim sighed her breathing still ragged. "So crazy good. Did you enjoy your fingers in the mix?" He wondered what she thought. "Having our fingers together there was so good. It felt naughty, dirty. But I know that's okay. I know that doesn't make me a bad person. Does that make sense?" She asked looking slightly confused. "Makes complete sense. And it's not wrong. It's healthy. It's hot, sexy, maybe even erotic." He knew she had been told it was wrong in the past so he was happy to hear she was okay with it now.
"Should we shower before the kids get up?" She asked but he saw the glint in her eyes. "Yeah! Let's go!" He helped her up as they headed for the bathroom. Adam waited till she started the shower before grabbing her hips pulling her closer. "Work Kim's making an appearance. I saw it in your eyes." His arms wrapping around her resting on her abdomen. "Well we both like her and she likes to play. But she truly is more the real me. I love letting her shine here with you more often. One day she will be all me." She bumped her hips back against him break hold and jumping into the shower. Laughing at his surprised face. "Oh you are going to get it!" He laughed getting in behind her. "Yeah see I don't think you are up for that!" She mused, challenging him. "You know I never back down from a challenge." He scooped her up pulling her against the tile wall. She squealed laughing loudly.
Adam gave her no time to think before he thrusted inside her hard and fast. "Challenge accepted!" Not giving her any time to adjust. Thrusting hard and fast giving her little time to breathe in between thrusts. Kim was left speechless but her body told Adam everything he needed to know. He could tell she was close, maybe too close but that was fine. He wanted to finish her off first always. Her body spasmed, her mouth formed an o as she came hard. No sounds were made but it wasn't any less powerful. She hadn't even realized he was chasing his own release. With just a few more thrusts he exploded groaning loudly as he came. His head thrown back in pleasure. "God I need to challenge you more." Kim sighed contently. "Oh yeah love a challenge." His head now resting on her chest.
"We really need to wash up." Kim smiled seeing him kissing her breast. "Can I have a few more minutes?" He asked before returning to his mission. "God yes!" Kim moaned as her fingers rested on the back of his head. His fingers finding her core bringing her to another blinding orgasm. "I promise you can shower now." He winked licked his fingers clean. "How kind of you!" She sassed keeping the playful game going. It was fun that's for sure. "Okay sassy pants! Let's get your badass washed." He moved her under the shower heads getting her washed quickly before stepping under himself. They knew the kids would be up soon. Adam was dressed and ready but waited for Kim. Kim was drying her seeing Adam was watching her. She just smiled and continued the process. Once she was about to leave the bathroom she stopped for just a minute looking closer in the mirror. She sighed and opened the closet looking for her hemp lotion.
Adam had watched her face turn to frustration and heard her looking for something. "Hey what's going on?" He was worried about her change in attitude. "Um just looks like a small eczema spot. Might not be but I would rather start the lotion process." She couldn't even look at him. "Hey look at me. I don't see it but even if I did it's not a big deal. We will handle it." He watched her nod but she never looked up. He forced her head up so he could see this spot she was worried about. He watched her point to it. "I honestly think it's nothing. But let's do the lotion so we can get moving." He took the lotion from her hand and rubbed some on that spot. Letting her do the rest. He watched as she started to put the lotion around her eyes, her whole forehead, on both sides of her nose, the corners of her mouth, chin and behind her ears. He felt horrible for her. But he loved her, eczema and all.
"You ready to check on the kids?" He asked seeing her still looking over her skin. "Yeah. I'm interested in how the night went. Though Gunner never came in so maybe it went well." Kim shrugged unsure what they would see. "I'm hopeful. They asked for this. So I think this was a good thing for them." He watched her nod as they headed to the kids room. The door was cracked open since they got the dog in case he needed to leave. They entered to see both kids still sound asleep. "Well let's let them sleep a bit longer. Gunner potty time." Kim ushered him out the door and down the stairs. Adam let him out watching him run around the yard. Kim smiled starting breakfast for her family. When the dog came back in Adam moved to the kitchen to get him food and fresh water. He loved having a dog and he loved helping to take caring of the dog.
"How are feeling about the kids still sleeping?" He knew they were both shocked. "Um I hate that they were ready for a bigger bed. But happy they are comfortable and sleeping. Proves they were ready." Kim shrugged hating that they were growing up. "Hey I know you want them to stay small forever but that's not reality. They are doing great and so are you." He hugged her as she cooked. "Yeah I know! Still sucks!" Kim laughed a little knowing she was being crazy. "I hear them moving. How about you go get the kids and I will finish cooking?" He watched her move to the bedroom. He took over cooking loving the family vibes this morning. "Good morning babies!" Kim walked in seeing both kids sitting up stretching a bit. "Morning mommy!" Both kids smiled bright. "How did you sleep?" She asked knowing it seemed good. "So good thank you!" Milo got off the bed running towards her. "I'm glad sweetheart. How about you go to the potty okay?" Kim watched him run off. Mia not far behind him hugging Kim and then running to the bathroom.
The kids followed Kim downstairs seeing Adam in the kitchen. "Adam!" They ran to him. He picked them both up hugging them tight. "Are you guys ready for breakfast?" He asked seeing them nodding. He placed them in their chairs as Kim grabbed the food placing it on the table. The small family settled around the table eating their breakfast. "Was the mattress better last night?" Adam asked knowing that was big for Milo. "Yes! So comfy! So soft!" Mia yelled but Milo was nodding along. "Well I'm happy to hear that. Now maybe you won't be up super early anymore." He gave them a knowing look but they just laughed. "You kiddos are crazy!" He just laughed a bit more knowing they were too cute for their own good. "So today mommy is go shopping with Erin and you guys are going to stay here with Adam and Jay." Kim explained to the kids. They cheered! They loved having fun with Jay and Adam. And shopping wasn't there thing.
"Okay well let's head up to get ready for the day." Kim needed to get the kids moving. They headed up the stairs to get a bath. It was always messy but they laughed the entire time splashing as they went. Once done Kim dried them off sending Mia back to her room while Kim carried Milo so he was forced to get dressed. They didn't need a nudist moment today. Kim did notice Gunner was upstairs watching them making sure they didn't fall on the stairs. The kids were dressed and Milo was headed back downstairs to Adam who had cleaned up the kitchen. Mia was getting her hair dried and styled for the day. It was easy enough but Kim always tried to keep it back so it wasn't in her face as she played. The ladies returned down the stairs seeing the boys playing with trucks.
"Are we having fun?" Kim asked seeing the boys playing. "Yeah love trucks." Milo replied excited to play. "I know bubba. Just enjoy playing then." Kim smiled loving how happy the kids were. Mia started to color happily. "Okay so we have a few hours to kill before they get here. What should we do first? Look for a new fridge? Or look into a short vacation?" Kim asked sitting on the couch looking towards the boys. "I'm going with the short vacation. Fridge shopping sounds awful." Adam shuddered knowing shopping wasn't his thing and appliances he didn't really care about. "Okay go vacation it is." She tossed him his phone so he could look at the area they talked about and start getting ideas of things he wanted to do. While he had grown up around water it was always lakes and there is only so many water sports you can do on a lake. And hang gliding really was a mountain thing or a sand thing so that would have to be done on the east coast at some point too. She really wanted him to experience everything.
She saw his eyes looking at the sights. She saw he was liking the idea even more than before. "So I see why you picked this place. And the weather should still be good since it's further south. Maybe leave on a Thursday after work and come back on a Monday night?" He wasn't sure how long she was thinking of going for. "Yeah that works. We just need Voight to sign off on it. But I think it's the off season but still warmer that it will low key and relaxing which we need." Kim knew they both needed some time off. "Agreed let's just get some ideas together and then we can talk to Voight Monday." He watched her nod as she looked at different places to stay. They would need a two bedroom for sure and Kim would rather not stay in a hotel but she would if that was the only option. But it appeared to be a decent amount of places of Airbnb and VRBO. And a lot were water front which was perfect for them all. She wasn't sure if Adam had ever seen the ocean before. Wilmington had both the ocean and lots of rivers and creeks. Water everywhere so it was a perfect getaway.
"Darling! This is the perfect getaway for us. It's adorable in town and lots of ocean front places to stay. The kids will love that. And honestly so would I. I've never been to the ocean. Lakes yes but not the ocean. I want to experience this with our family." He moved to sit next to her wrapping her arm around her. "I can't wait. It will be amazing for sure." She smiled kissing his cheek. "Is that all I get?" He laughed a bit. "Well the kids are in the room and they hate us kissing." Kim laughed but so did Adam. They pulled away hearing whining from the dog. Gunner was by the door waiting to go out. "Okay buddy I'm coming!" Adam headed to the door letting him out to potty. The kids were now by the door also wanting out. "Coats first kids. It's a little cool outside." The kids ran to grab hoodies putting them on before heading outside. The laughter was loud and over the top but they wouldn't change it.
Kim heard the door bell ring so she headed to the door. "Hey guys! Come on in!" Kim opened the door wider to let them in. "Hey good to see you. Sorry again for waking you." Kim felt bad but hugged her friend. "God no problem the alarm was going off soon anyway." Kim wasn't bothered by it. "Well I can hear the kids so let's go see them." Jay was ready to run around with the kids. "They will be stoked to see you both." She laughed moving towards the kids. She opened the door letting them onto the deck. "Kiddos look who's here!" Kim called them over. "Jay! Erin!" Both kids ran over yelling. They were excited. "Hey kids! Good to see you!" Both Erin and Jay hugged the kids. "Okay so we are leaving. You kids behave please." Kim got hugs before they ran out to play. "Love you babies!" Kim watched as they barely looked back. She sighed. "You know they love you. Head out. Have fun. We will see you later. Love you darling!" Adam hugged her knowing she was slightly upset. "Love you too. Have fun." She sighed as they headed out.
The girls headed out for some shopping. "Okay girl! What's going on? You said you needed advice." Kim had been curious what she needed help with. "I just need to know how to do this. I'm scared about being a mom. I'm scared I can't do this. That I will turn out like my mom. How did you do it?" Erin was freaking out. But it was normal she just didn't know that. "So first off all this is normal. Every first time parent is scared of all of those things. Truly and honestly. But you will never be like your mom. You are amazing with my children. You are amazing with the kids we find at crime scenes. You know exactly what not to do! You got this! I promise you!" Kim tried to assure her. "Maybe I'm just scared. Everyone says it's normal but how do you change it?" Erin really didn't get it. "You don't. You will always be somewhat scared. But that's because you care. Because you love your child already." Kim smiled seeing she was getting through to Erin.
The boys were running around till the kids started to crash. "Kiddos nap time. Let's head up to your new beds!" They were crashing quick. They nodded so Adam scooped the kids up and took them to their room. He got them tucked in and they were out cold. He headed back downstairs to find Jay resting on the couch. "How's it going man?" Adam asked knowing Erin was hand full right now. "I'm okay. Erin's struggling. She's scared, so am I. Hoping Kim can get through to her." He shrugged looking defeated a bit. "That is exactly what Kim thought was going on. She said it's totally normal. That being a parent doesn't come with handbook. But Kim said this is all normal. And you guys are amazing with the kids. But I get it. I feel the same when I came into this relationship. Taking care of kids that aren't mine. Kids that Kim protected with her life. Kids that have seem more than any child should. But the love I feel for them overrides all the fear, it out weights everything else. It's crazy amazing the love for a child." He could see Jay processing his words.
"I know we can do it. I think it's just the nerves till they get here. And I know that's normal. Everyone tells me that. I think since their room isn't done it's making things worse." He sighed. "Well let's finish it then! It can't be that hard to finish. What needs to be done?" Adam was shocked that was the big concern and that it wasn't done. "We've been so busy with cases and too tired after to get the stuff put together." Jay sighed knowing it was a cop out. "That's bullshit. What's the real reason?" Adam asked calling him out. "It becomes too real for her. She scared shitless." He hung his head. "Okay but he's the deal. This baby is coming, scared or not. So after the kids wake up. We are heading to your place to start working on it. The kids will be fine hanging out at your place for a bit while we work. Sound good?" Adam knew this needed to be done. "Yeah thanks man. I do appreciate it." Jay was thrilled but humbled.
"Have you picked out paint and a theme yet?" Adam was trying to figure out what needed to be done most. "Yeah we decided on light green and a safari theme. It's good for either." Jay looked relieved a bit. "Perfect let me get Kevin, Antonio and Dante on board and we will bang it out today." Adam started sending a text to get everyone together to make this happen. The three responded right away saying they were happy to help. He then texted to Kim to give her the heads up. "Alright everyone is in to help so once the kids are up we are headed out. We can get it painted and the furniture done while the paint is drying. Did you guys buy the bedding yet?" Adam was a loss for what they needed but he knew from the kids room what they had. "Yeah and it's been washed. Every time I try to push getting it done she gets upset. Overwhelmed, over stimulated. I feel bad but this needs to get done. We have less than 3 months till they are here. I need this done and I need her to get over the insecurities. Or at least work through them better." He sighed heavily.
"We all get it. From how she was raised this isn't surprising at all but you are right. This needs to be done. And she needs to ask for support. We got you." Adam tried his best to support his friend who was obviously struggling a bit. "Let's make some lunch and then we can work on the next steps." Adam moved to the kitchen to start making sandwiches for them and the kids. He knew they would be up soon and Kim would want them to eat healthy. Fruit and veggies were cut up to go with the sandwiches. He heard the kids moving around so he headed up to get them. They returned excited for lunch. Adam placed them in their chairs and put their food down. They started to eat right away. "They love fruit and veggies huh?" Jay was surprised. "Oh yeah Kim instilled that in them from the start. She even made their baby food and canned it so they got the best nutrition always." Adam smiled seeing Jay surprised. "She's amazing. She needs to teach me. I think that would be helpful for our kid." Jay was surprised but shouldn't have been.
"I'm sure we can make that happen. She even makes her own ice cream for the kids. Right kids?" He watched them both nod lighting up with excitement. "Is there anything they won't eat?" Jay asked knowing normal kids were very picky. "Um not really. They are willing to try everything. Do they find things they don't like sure but they love food. So that's not an issue. Which makes things easier for me. I find myself flying by the seat of pants sometimes. But they make it easy." He smiled seeing the kids enjoying the fruit he cut up for them. "Adam?" Mia was looking at him sweetly. "Yes my sweet." He loved how happy she looked. "Can I have more fruit please?" She asked smiling sweetly. "Of course my sweet girl. Milo you want more fruit too?" He watched him nod as Adam placed more fruit on their plates. He had cut extra strawberries in case they wanted more so he was happy he had planned ahead.
"You know I think just seeing you step into this role so well lets me know we will be okay. I just need Erin on board." Jay had been watching Adam being a father to two kids that weren't his and that didn't call him dad. "It wasn't always this easy. Earning their trust was hard. And I was scared that it would never happen. That Kim and I would never get there because of them. But I just tried to be the dad mine wasn't. Present, available, kind, dedicated, showing up, keeping my promises, never letting them fall both literally and figuratively. You both just need to remember that you aren't your dad and Erin isn't her mom. I never met your mom but from the things I heard she was lovely. You turned out great because of her. So hold on to that. Maybe try talking to her. I know she's not here anymore but go visit her. And Erin needs to visit Camilla. That's how you guys get through this." He watch Jay nod. He wished his mother was here to help him experience all this. But she had been gone for years.
"Are we done kids?" Adam saw they had stopped eating. "Yes." Milo answered. "Okay let's wash up your hands and face and then you guys can play with Jay while I clean up." He washed them up using baby wipes before he let them free to run around. They loved playing and didn't care who the adult was. It was just great for them. Especially positive male figures since they had a horrible father figure for the first two years of their lives. Adam cleaned up the kitchen hearing the laughter coming from the living room. He was happy the kids were doing so well. He started the dishwasher before joining the kids again. "Kids. So Jay needs lots of help at his house getting ready for the new baby. So we are going to go over and help get the babies room ready. So are you two okay with that?" He watched them nod. "Okay let's head out. We are meeting Kevin, Antonio and Dante there." The kids ran to get their shoes on again and their coats before running to the garage.
The kids were loaded and they all headed out. Adam knew Kim and Erin were shopping for maternity clothes at this same time. He knew Erin had to be bitching up a storm. She hated shopping normally let alone pregnant. They arrived at Jays with the team waiting. Will was also waiting with the paint and painting supplies. Adam got the kids out of the car. They were excited and wanted out so the quicker the better. They both ran to get hugs from everyone except Will. They had never met him before. So they returned to Adam looking for assurance. He picked them both up holding them tight as he brought them closer to Will. "Mia, Milo this is Will. He's a doctor at hospital and he's Jays brother. Can you say hi?" He encouraged knowing they feared people outside their home. "Hi!" Both kids held out their little hands for a shake. "Well hello! It's great to meet you both. I've heard lovely things about you both." Will was amazed by how different they looked.
"Really? I'm so sure it's not true!" Mia joked causing everyone to crack up. "Well I'm happy to meet you both. Should we head in and start working?" He asked everyone. They all headed in to the apartment to start working. Several people started to paint the room while the others started to work on putting the furniture together. The kids worked on art projects for the fridge while everyone worked. When the paint finally dried the furniture was moved in and the room set with what they had. But it also gave Kevin and Adam an idea of what they needed for the baby shower. Kim knew to bring Erin home after they finished shopping. As they entered the apartment Erin was shocked to see so many people in her home. "Hey Er. We have a surprise for you." Jay watched her take in his words. They followed her as Jay led her to the babies room. Her eyes covered as they brought her inside. Jay uncovered her eyes hearing her gasping. They watched as the tears started to flow.
"It's beautiful. Thank you so much!" Erin cried. Jay hugged her letting her cry it out. "It needed to be done. And I didn't want you to worry about it. You worry enough. So it's done for the most part now." He just rubbed her back till she was calmer. Erin hugged each and every person loving her family more than she ever thought possible. "Should we order food to thank everyone?" She looked to Jay. "I'm good with that. I'm sure everyone is hungry. So yeah let's order something." He smiled having everyone follow to the living room again. Kim was on the couch snuggled with the kids. She had missed them terribly. "Do you find anything while shopping?" Adam asked sitting close to her. "I did. I got a few things for the kids that they needed. A few things I needed and even a few for you." She was happy with her day and loved messing with him.
"Really? What did I need?" Adam was confused. "Oh you think I haven't seen those holy work out shirts? They will be gone later tonight!" She teased. "So that's how it's going to be? What about your holy jeans?" He teased back. "That's fashion. Not worn out! And yes that's how it's going to be." She sassed back. "Okay. If that makes you happy, then it's all good." He just laughed knowing he would never tell her no about that. The team had been watching and laughing at them. "Did you guys hear back about the house?" Kevin asked as the settled around the room. "Yeah we move in 30 days. We are excited about it. It even has a pool which won't get as much use out here but we are excited about it." Adam smiled excited for this new chapter. "That's great! We are all excited for you both!" Kevin was so happy for them. They were defying the odds. "Thanks we are excited for sure. I still had time before I have to invest my capital gains from the Queens house if this one didn't work out but luckily it did. And we didn't have to get a mortgage so that's even better. I couldn't be happier if I tried right now." Kim was beaming.
"Sounds amazing! Can't wait to see it!" Erin was very excited for the small family. "It's pretty great. I can't wait to see what the kids think." Adam knew the kids would love the space but he figured they would lose their minds over the backyard. It was large and plenty of room to run around. "They will go nuts! I know it. Maybe by then they will want to try sleeping in separate rooms again." Kim had hope it would happen but it was on their time frame. "It will happen one day. It took what 8 months to get them out of the same bed. They just need time feeling safe. But I know it will happen." He watched her smile fondly. "You two are too sick for your own good. You guys know that right?" Antonio asked watched them. "Oh yeah we know. But I wouldn't have it any other way." Kim laughed at them all. "Let's eat dinner just arrived." Jay shook his head as he moved to the door. They all moved to get plates and silverware and get the kids washed up for dinner.
"Thank you Erin and Jay for dinner!" Kim hugged them both feeling a small kick on her belly. "Sorry little one! Thank you too!" Kim placed her hand on Erin's belly feeling the little one kicking away. "Wild child is going nuts!" Erin laughed but was in discomfort in the moment. "I hear ya. It's pretty magical though." Kim smiled remembering those days. Adam was watching her intently. "It is magical but I wish they would stay off my bladder." Erin joked sitting next to the kids watching them eat. After the team finished eating they clean up and headed out for the night. Erin was falling asleep and they needed time to relax together. "How was shopping with Erin?" Adam asked as he drove them home. "It was good. She needed advice. She needed to feel heard and like she wasn't crazy for how she was feeling. She is afraid of turning into her mother. Not knowing how to be a mom. If she could do it. All completely normal thoughts and feelings." Kim explained watching him drive.
"Sounds like they have similar fears. Jay was feeling somewhat the same. He did mention he wants you to teach him how to make and can baby food. I guess he wants to be more like you were with your kids." He watched her smile wide. "I think we can do that. Would be interesting for sure." Kim laughed a bit but she was willing to give it a go. "Yeah it would be great for sure. They will need all the advice they can get. So we will be there to help, always." Adam held out his hand for her to take. She happily took it. "Life is pretty great right now!" She looked back to see both kids out cold already. "Yeah it is. I'm so happy we got here." He smiled looking at his family. "Me too!" Her smile bright and wide. "Let's get them to bed. They were can enjoy some down time together." He knew the kids would be easy and the dog needed to go out but he really wanted to just enjoy time with Kim, alone. "Perfect." Kim started to get out of the car, closing her door softly. She helped get her daughter out while Adam got her son. Both kids woke for a brief second before they were out again.
Kim opened the door moving them inside heading to the deck to let the dog out before going upstairs. Adam followed close behind. The kids were placed in their beds and dressed in jammies. They left the door cracked so Gunner was able to join them. They headed back downstairs grabbing drinks and crashing on the couch. He wrapped his arm around her feeling her shifting to rest on him more. "Your face tonight when you felt the baby kick was a face I haven't seen before. It looked like you remembering the past but the good times." He whispered right as she shifted. "Yeah I was. It's hard to explain how it feels when they kick the first time or anytime. Knowing you made this little person. Knowing they are growing strong and that you are doing a good job in helping them grow. It feels like bubbles popping in the beginning then feels like little taps. It's crazy. And I did love those moments. I don't regret it you know." She saw he was smiling looking at her.
She adjusted herself so she could look directly into his eyes. "You want kids don't you? Your own children right?" She asked holding his gaze. "Yes. I love your children like they are mine. But I want to expand this family one day. But I'm not rushing that. And if it doesn't happen that's fine too." He knew she wasn't sure about more. "And then you would resent me?" She asked wondering. "Never. But I can see why you would be concerned. Are you thinking you might want more after feeling that kick?" It was the real question that he really needed answered. "Maybe. I don't know." She shrugged a bit. He could tell she was still processing her thoughts. "I have always wondered how it would be to be supported through pregnancy. To share in the joy of feeling them the first time, holding them in your arms that first time. Covered in blood and goo, screaming bloody murder, crying looking at this perfect little baby you created together." She saw his eyes watery.
"I want all that too. I know we aren't ready for that. But one day I hope you will be ready and give me that incredible opportunity. I love you so much! I love your children so much! I love this life together. This is life I always wanted but wasn't sure I would have." His left hand moved to the back of her head holding her as he started to kiss her slowly pouring every ounce of love into the kiss. "I love you too. So damn much!" His lips moving down her neck. "This life you have given me is more than I could have hoped for. And I love you so much for it." She pulled apart so he was forced to look at her. "Upstairs." Her eyes said everything as he scooped her up bringing her to their room. He closed the door as he entered the room. He tossed her on the bed watching bounce giggling happily. "What do you want darling?" He asked as he stripped her of her clothes. "Everything. Anything. You. All of you." She grabbed his shirt pulling him closer. Kissing him with all the fire and hunger she could muster.
"You can have anything you want. You know that. So take it." He was breathless but loving how her mind was working as her hands moved lower. She almost ripped the belt from his jeans needing them gone and fast. He removed his shirt as she worked on his lower half. Her arms wrapped around his neck once he was free of his clothes. She started to kiss him as she pulled him on to the bed. "Take what you want?" He whispered letting her take charge. He felt her push him back as she moved to straddle his lap. His hands reaching for her hips holding her steady. They continued to make out as she rocked her hips over his erection. "God inside you please!" He begged groaning feeling her wetness on him. She pushed up smirking madly as she moved to take him inside her. She watched as the pleasure washed over her face. She loved how he would lose his mind over the simplest touch.
"Sit up baby." She wanted to wrap her body around his. He loved this position and loved feeling her chest pressed against him as she rode him. Kim arched her back moving her breast closer to his mouth. Urging him to take them in his mouth, hands she didn't care. She just wanted them touched. He groaned feeling them on his face happily taking one in his mouth hearing her moaning softly. Her hands gripping his shoulders holding on as the pleasure took over. Her body trembling, his body getting weaker. His breathing getting more ragged breaking from her breast. But his head still rested on her chest. His fingers moving to her core pushing her there faster. Her bucking started, shattering hard over him, her head thrown back as her groan left her mouth. He finished behind her biting her chest to muffle the groan as he came. The couple left trembling long after their bodies relaxed never breaking their hold.
Kim lips pressed on his neck as she relaxed in his hold. "My god darling. You literally rocked my world. Absolutely insane!" He kissed her head never letting her go. "I feel more like me. More and more everyday and that's because of you. You allow me to be me. And take what I want when I want it. I have never had that power before. I literally love it, love you. You, my kids are my whole world." She cried tears of joy. "I love you too. You, the kids are my whole world too. I never want to be away from you all ever again." His grip almost possessive. "My family always." The couple stayed locked in each other's embrace. Knowing this would be it forever. It would still take time and more hurdles to work through but they would get there. With the air clear and their dreams more defined they felt more connected in a way they hadn't before. It felt more real, more open, more beautiful than either could have imagined. They both fell asleep that night dreaming of the future that lie ahead for them.