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Chapter 24
July
Bella POV
After what felt like hours sitting in darkness, I finally started to feel my body lighten up. I didn't feel as heavy anymore. My ears were ringing, but slowly it started to clear as my hearing returned. All I could hear was an annoying beeping. It wasn't a crazy beeping sound, but it was slow and steady. I was actually kind of grateful to actually be hearing something.
I heard something else, but I still couldn't move or open my eyes, shoes tapped on the floor coming closer. This is torture, I can't see who this is. Where am I. "Good morning Bella. You look good today, your fever is down, but why is your heart rate so elevated" Carlisle! Thank goodness. I have never felt so relieved in my life. If Carlisle is here then Edward can't be too far off.
Carlisle patted my hand, trying to soothe me. I wished to reach out and hold his hand. Let him know I'm alright. It's like I'm stuck in my own head! "Masen made you another drawing. I must say he is getting quite good at painting. Edward says he is really getting into it. I'm sure it's all for you though" Masen. I missed him. How long have I been sleeping? It seemed like hours but the way he is speaking, it seems like it must have been much longer.
"If you can keep up with a normal temperature, you might be able to bust out of the ICU and into a regular room. I'm sure Edward will get you a nice private room. He's been so worried about you. His heart breaks not being able to be here with you. He knows he should be with Masen but his heart is here at the hospital" I'm in the hospital? Oh god I'm getting a headache. I could hear Carlisle walking away; and I tried with everything in me to even just wiggle my fingers, but I wasn't able to get anywhere, at this point.
My hip was aching and my head was pounding. I just needed to sleep and lucky for me, sleep is the easiest thing I can do right now. So that's what I did. I'm not sure how long I slept but it must have been hours. I woke up slightly every now and then. I could hear the door opening and closing. Carlisle voice would fade and in out slightly. I heard other people as well. But no one I knew.
Each time I awoke, my head would still be pounding, but my hips and my side seemed to be easing up some. Definitely wasn't as tight as it was before and breathing was getting easier each time I woke up.
This time when I woke up something was different. Not only was my hearing was better, I could tell the difference in light changes. I wasn't just in the dark now. I still tried with everything to wake up, but it just wasn't happening and I didn't have a lot of energy as it is. Today there was a lot of voices in my room. Carlisle's being the only one I wanted to hear right now. I had to strain my hearing but eventually, I could hear his soothing fatherly voice.
"Alright now, listen up. Miss Swan is my daughter and I expect you all to treat her with care. She just fought a deathly infection and high fevers, so be gentle with her and make sure you keep your hands clean and make sure everyone else coming in and out of here does too" All of the sudden we were moving. My eyes were assaulted by bright lights and I flinched but still my body stayed completely still. No movement. No reaction.
I could smell the sickly clean air of the hospital now. The chatter of the nurses and beeping of other medical equipment on this floor. The ding and big bumps confirmed that we were entering a elevator. I wasn't sure if Carlisle was still here, or just how many people might be in this elevator with me.
They didn't keep me in there for long. Soon we were moving once again. This place was not as loud and didn't seem to have as much going on. All I could hear was the clicking of the shoes on the floor and the beds wheels clicking as we moved along. I longed to know if Carlisle was still around, but everyone was quiet. Only a few nurses spoke about a mixer in the break room later and even that was short. I wished they were talk more. It's been forever since I've heard people talk and I would love to hear more.
The bed was clicked into place with a loud pop. Maybe it wasn't usually that loud, but it seemed like everything was very heightened right now. "Dr Cullen, the patient is stable and everything seems to be in order sir. Is there anything else we can do?"
"No that should be all. Thank you Hannah. Make sure the nurse staff gets her medication list and her allergy list as well. I don't want any mistakes happening with Miss Swan" And once again I'm back in the silence and darkness. Why can't I just open my eyes already. I can hear everything. But I lay here like a sack of potatoes. Unable to even move my fingers.
I want Edward. Why haven't you come to me yet. I need you. Please come Edward.
I was jerked awake by the door slamming closed. I definitely wasn't used to the sounds in this new room. I listened to the sound of shuffling feet as they came closer. A soft thud sounded near my head as the fresh showered smell of Edward filled my nose. My whole body relaxed as the realization washed over me.
My Edward. He was here, he finally came for me! I felt the bed give as he leaned over me. His tears hit my cheeks making my heart break. "Oh baby. I'm so sorry" he leaned over me and sobbed. His body shaking so hard it shook me around.
Edward grasped my hand, holding it gently between both of his warm hands. I didn't realize just how cold I was, till I felt how warm Edward was. Not only was he warm, but he smelled so nice. "I'm so sorry I haven't been able to see you. You were just so sick and they made me stay away. You needed to get better"
I wanted to pulled him into my arms, but yet I still laid still. Unable to let him know I was ok or to even just comfort him a little. "I wanted to be here with you. But I know that Masen needs me too. I wish so badly I could be in two places at once" My poor sweet Edward. I have left you alone to deal with all this. I can't even remember what happened to me.
Edward moved away from me going to sit down I'm sure. My whole body seemed to panic at him being away, as I heard the annoying beeping got louder and more chaotic. "It's alright, baby I'm right here" I let his soothing voice fall over me like a wave. His warm hand found my cold one and held it close. His lips occasional kissing the back of my hand. "Masen misses you so much, Bella. Your walls here are covered in all the pictures he has made you. He's really been getting into doing arts and crafts" I will believe it, when I see it. My son does not do artwork. I can't get him to sit still that long. But if anyone could get him to draw, it would be my Edward.
"Today was his first day of school" SCHOOL! What the heck. There is no way I have been sleeping for a whole year! "I found a very nice daycare for him Bella. Masen had a big say in where he was going. We looked about probably ten different daycares till we found this one. Both me and Mase fell in love with the place" Oh. He found him a daycare, and made sure Masen was happy with the place too.
"He's in a pre preschool class. His teacher is so very nice and he's already made friends with these twins in his class" My big boy! Of course he's made friends, who wouldn't want to be friends with my baby. "He was a little nervous when I dropped him off, but his new friend quickly found him and made sure he wasn't alone" I could hear the smile in his voice. The pride he had when he spoke about Masen. I never realized just how much he truly loved my little boy.
"It felt so odd leaving him there. For the past almost two weeks we have been together non stop, only being separated from one another for a few hours" There is no way I have been sleeping for two weeks straight! What happened to me, why am I in the hospital. I just want someone to explain why this is happening. Edward continued to speak, unaware of the turmoil going through my head. But it actually helped me calm down some. I listen to his calming voice and tried to relax.
"Happy one year, my love. When you wake up, I'm going to ask you to officially be mine forever. I hope you say yes" We missed our anniversary! Our very first one too. Wait did he say he was going to ask me to marry him! I knew he was waiting till our anniversary! "I brought you a big bouquet of roses, baby. 12 roses for 12 months of getting to love you" My sweet, Sweet boyfriend. How I love you so. "You need to wake up sweetheart so you can see them"
Edward stayed for hours and talked to me. He would hold my hand and kiss my lips, my hands, my cheeks. He was being so gentle and so loving, it made me want to cry. He told me the stories of burning all the pancakes he tries to make for Masen, and the fun of trying to get him up and out the door on time for an appointment. It was wonderful to hear his voice and listen to him laugh about his stories with my son.
I tried and failed to show him in some way that I could hear him. I wanted him to know, that I was doing better even if they couldn't see it yet. I could feel my side and hip healing as the days went by. All I needed to do was wake up already. I just don't understand why I couldn't do just that.
Soon, Edward told me goodbye. Stating he didn't want to be late to pick up Masen on his first day. It was so sweet of how well he was taking care of Masen. I couldn't imagine anyone else taking care of him while I couldn't.
Our days went on much like this. Edward would come see me every morning and spend all day with me till Masen was out of school. My dad and Sue would come at night and spend the evening with me. I normally wasn't able to stay away their whole visit, but it was nice to hear their voices all the same.
Carlisle check in on me every morning. He would tell me how I was healing and if my fever was still good. I was very thankful to have someone keeping me updated. He might not know that I can hear him, but I highly appreciate it.
It had been four days since I've been able to hear people again. This morning I didn't hear from Carlisle. It's like he didn't come to my room. Maybe I'm awake very early, it's not like I can keep time for heaven sakes. It felt like I had been lying there for hours when I finally heard the door being pushed open. I didn't hear the normal clicking of Carlisle shoes on the floor. Something was off. Maybe it was a new nurse.
"Well I am not used to failing. But seeing you like, this doesn't seem so much of a failure anymore" Who is that. I don't know that voice. "What no hello? Are you not going to wake up to see me, Little Swan?"
No! How is he here, why is he here. Where is Edward! I felt his slimy hands running around my cheek. The strong smell of cannabis fill my nose, just like that night four years ago. "You see, I thought I would be able to just finish the job at the school. It was so easy to get into your classroom, I just figured the rest would be just as easy" he tsk'ed his tongue at me. His fingers continued to run over my face.
"But you are still the fighter. I have tried to fill my mind with pointless women, but it seems like I was always just a bit too rough, because my playthings never lasted long. It was because I need you, my littlest Swan. I need your calming nature to be the balm to my anger" His fingers tighten around my throat, I was gasping and writhing trying to get away from him. But my body still laid there, helpless.
Like a fright train the memories hit me. James in my classroom. His car speed towards me. There crash and impact taking all the air out of my lungs. My eyes shot open and my whole body lurched forward with a jolt. I clawed at the bed sheets trying to catch my breath. Everything was closing in on me. James, he's coming for me. I will never be safe. Masen! I need to find Masen.
"Miss Swan, everything is alright we need you to calm down" My wide panicked eyes found the nurse next to me. Her mouth was moving, but I couldn't hear what she was saying. "EDWARD!" I screamed. My voice was raspy and my throat was dry, but non the less I called out for Edward over and over.
I felt a little prick on my arm as everything went back again.
Edward POV
It has been almost a week since Bella has been moved into a private room. Each day she's been doing better. The infection has cleared up and her lungs look much better. We have spotted her eyes fluttering behind her closed lids. On more then one occasion she's wiggled her hand trying to find me. All of these are amazing signs of brain activity and that she hasn't gotten any trauma on her brain from being in a coma for over two weeks.
Masen was chopping at the bits to go and see his mother. Everyday he asked to come with me to the hospital and every night I had to hold him while he cried for Bella. I just couldn't take it anymore, so I'm bringing him to the hospital after school to see Bella. I think it will help her, just as much as it will help him.
Last night was a terrible night. I tossed and turned for hours, before finally giving up around four in the morning. I just felt off and I was hopeful that I wasn't getting sick, but I certainly didn't have time for that. Plus if I got sick, that means I wouldn't be able to come and see Bella. And that wasn't gonna happen.
I cleaned up our rather messy home. I am a little behind on the housework and Masen certainly doesn't help, in fact he makes it worse by bringing all his toys out his room and into the rest of our house. Im trying to teach him that his toys really should stay in his room and to try and clean up his mess as he makes them. But it's not working out very well.
I cursed as I stepped on a pile of legos in front of the kitchen sink and kicked them out of the way. Why do those things hurt so damn bad. I now know why my mom would yell at me for leaving legos laying around.
I was wiping down the island counter as Masen stumbled out his room still holding onto teddy and dragging his baby blanket behind him. "Good morning, Masen" He walked over to me, lifting up his arms for me to pick him up. Which of course I did. "Are you alright buddy?" He nodded his head, which was laying on my shoulder. He let out a little yawn, his hand reaching up to rub the sleep out of his eyes.
"Are you hungry? I can re-heat you up some pancakes that Nana made and maybe some bacon?" Masen nodded once again. After the many attempts at making pancakes I finally gave up and brought a bunch of different frozen breakfast items. At least I could use a toaster. One night at dinner with my parents, Masen mentioned that he liked the freezer pancakes, but they were not as yummy as the one Bella would make for him.
After that, Esme refused to let Masen eat another freezer pancake and started making big batches of homemade pancakes that were still frozen but apparently way better then the store bought. I don't understand it, but I'm just thankful that Masen gets to start his day with something that is not processed.
Masen surprisingly enough let me sit him down on the barstool so I didn't have to hold him and try to cook breakfast at the same time. Since the accident, Masen has been very clingy to both me and Esme. He loves his school, but never fails to tear up when he tells me goodbye. When it's time for my mother to leave, he will throw a huge hissy fit and eventually will wear her down till she just stays the night with us, or has us stay at their house.
Soon I had our food done and I sit down a plate full of steamy pancakes and bacon in front of Masen, who has yet to say a single word. "Eat up bud. You will need you energy for today" I ruffled his hair and smiled as he stared shoving the food into his mouth. "Don't choke, Masen" I told him. Mase nodded and deliberately began chewing slowly.
Shaking my head, I went over and quickly made my own self a plate and a steamy cup of coffee.
The rest of our morning went the same way it does every morning. After breakfast, Masen goes to his bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face, while I wash the dishes we used. (I sometimes don't get to the dishes everyday, but that's alright)
Masen then goes to his bedroom and picks out what he wants to wear for the day. I usually have to go and help him do the dressing part. He gets a little confused on which way to put on the shirt and he has a difficult time buttoning his pants, which is why he need the help from time to time.
Once he's looking presentable for his day, I quickly rush to get myself dressed and to try and brush my teeth. After I throw together a quick lunch for Masen, we are on our way to his school. He's still been loving his school and I love that he loves it. It gives me such peace of mind to know I can go visit with Bella and Masen is safe and happy.
Somehow we actually made it to his school on time and Masen did his usual routine of holding onto my leg and hiding behind me. Once he spotted his little friends, he would perk up, some and go off to play with them.
Miss Barbs, give Masen so much grace and time to get settled in. She knows what all we are dealing with at home and has been a god send for Masen. Without her and my mother helping me while Bella was in the hospital, I would be a nervous wreck by now. I don't know how Bella can handle everything without seeming to have any trouble.
"Alright Mase. I will pick you up in a few hours, have fun today" I crouched down on one knee and met Masen's open arms. "Ok Eddie. Give mommy a kiss for me" I nodded, letting him go and be with his friends. "He is in good hands Mr Cullen. We will see you at three"
"Thank you, Miss barbs I'll see you then" I peeked on Mase one more time, before leaving the school and making my way to the hospital. I had just refreshed Bella's flowers yesterday, so I can go straight to the hospital this morning. I know this drive like the back of my hand now. Somedays I will make this drive not just once but twice a day to go and see Bella. But it was worth it, she was more then worth it.
The nurses have learned who I am so checking in has become a lot easier. Once they spot me they immediately start printing my visitor sticker and all I need to do is sign the paper and I'm in for the rest of the day. When I got to Bella's floor the nurse called me over to the nurses station.
"Mr Cullen! She woke up" What! I'm sure I must have been looking at her like she was crazy, as she continued speaking. "She woke up early this morning, around 3am and sadly slipped into a panic attack, we had to give her something to help sooth her nerves and she is sleep now but she should be awake soon!" Why hadn't someone called me. I could have talked to her and helped her calm down.
"I told everyone here to call me the second she wakes up" I tried to keep my voice quiet, but it was harsh and raising with each word. "I should have been called damn it! She's been here alone all night and no one had the decency to call me!" I slammed my fist on the desk making the small girl in front of me jump.
I-I'm sorry M-Mr Cullen. I-I am not sure why n-no one called you s-sir" I scoffed and walked away from the desk. I didn't wish to be rude to this girl, but inside I was furious. How could no one have called me. She had woke up five and a half hours ago and I was just now finding out about this. Where is my father, does he know of the news? If he does and he didn't call me...well I just don't want to go there.
I made my way into Bella's room. She was still sleeping, but her cheeks were flushed and she had perspiration on her forehead. Grasping my hand around hers, I leaned down and whispered in her ear. "It's alright, my love. I am here now, you can relax baby" I pressed a kiss to her warm head. Since she was still sleeping I took the opportunity to freshen up her room a bit and I also had a few more pictures Mase had colored for her to hang on the wall.
I continue to talk to her about my morning; just like I always did. I wanted her to know everything that's going on. I don't want her missing anything, I knew it would upset her if she woke up and had missed out on something.
"I think your son, might have a crush on his new little friend" I chucked. "He just loves to talk about how pretty Sarah is and how nice Sarah is, because she shared her toys with him"
"No one is good enough for our boy" A raspy voice filled my ears, being a peace that I haven't felt in almost three weeks. I slowly turned around and found those soft chocolate brown eyes that I have missed so much. "Bella" I breathed.
Bella POV
This time I didn't stay asleep for days. It felt like I had just closed my eyes when I heard loud voices in my ears. It sounded like Edward, but he sounds so angry, a tone that you don't ever hear from Edward.
It wasn't long before I heard the heavy door being pushed open. I heard Edward muttering to himself as he walked into the room. I was so excited to see him, but I felt scared to open my eyes. What if it was all just a dream, just like last time. I felt his warm hand grasp mine as he leaned down and whispered in my ear. "It's alright, my love. I am here now, you can relax baby" Edward pressed a kiss to my forehead and stayed there for a while. His lips just pressed against me, his breath washing over me.
Edward pulled back and I heard him going about the room, cleaning things up and making it all nice and tidy. I peeked through my lashes and tried to see, but everything was so bright and blurry. Reaching up I rubbed my eyes, but hissed slightly as it tugged on my IV. When this happened my eyes popped open to make sure I wasn't bleeding everywhere and I was pleased to find that everything was in place.
Looking over, I spotted Edwards lean back as he pinned more pictures on the already full wall. There was probably about 100 different drawings on the wall. Some were done so nicely where other were done a little sloppy and painted was dripping down the paper in some places. It made me smile so wide my cheeks hurt.
On the the small dresser in front of my bed, was cover in different vases full of flowers of all kinds. Get well cards were lined up in front and a large get well banner hung above the tv and I spotted my students names on there who signed. My poor kiddos, who has been teaching my class! How could I have not even thought about them.
My class room. That's where James found me. He attacked me in my own classroom. How did he even get into the school after hours? I know the janitor always locks the doors once the last child has left the building, so who unlocked the door for James was the biggest question at the moment.
Edward still had his back to me, facing the wall and trying to find a free spot for Masen's newest drawling. He was wearing his favorite pair of worn jeans and a black T shirt, his copper hair shined in the sunlight. He looked so yummy and I wanted to jump out of this bed and run into his arms. I have missed him so much.
"I think your son, might have a crush on his new little friend" He chucked. "Masen just loves to talk about how pretty Sarah is and how nice Sarah is, because she shared her toys with him" Edward shook his head.
I swallowed and tried to speak for the first time in weeks. "No one is good enough for our boy" My voice was cracked and raspy, just those few words left my throat raw and scratchy.
I heard the gasp leave his mouth and his whole body was tense as he ever so slowly turned around to look at me. "Bella" His voice was just above a whisper. His green eyes were pooled with tears. "Hi" A laugh and a sob slipped past his lips. Faster then I could blink Edward was standing in front of me holding my face in his hands.
"Oh my sweet Beautiful, Bella. You have no idea how truly happy I am to see you" He peppered kissed all over my face making me laugh. "Oh God! I missed that sound" Finally he rested his lips on mine. Our kissed lasted for awhile, until our lungs were burning for air and we finally had to pull away.
"Can I get some water?" I asked, my voice just a whisper. That seemed to be easier then talking at a normal volume. "Of course Love!" He rushed over to the lunch tray that was sitting on the table near my bed. He filled up the cup with water and put the bendy straw inside.
"Here baby, let me help you" Placing the straw against my lips, I opened my mouth and pulled in big mouthfuls of cold water. It did wonders to soothe my throat, but all the water made me start to feel a bit nauseous, so I pulled back and thanked Edward. "Is that any better?" I nodded smiling softly. I rested my head against my pillow and cupped his cheek in my hand. "Will you lay with me?" I asked Edward.
"Of course I will, Bella" We pulled the covers back together and after he slipped off his shoes and climbed into the bed with me, pulling my body close against his. "We can stay like this for a few minutes and then I should go and find my father" I nodded, not wanting to answer. I was far to comfortable and warm for the first time in weeks.
Even though I had just woke up, I found my eyes getting heavier as I fought to stay awake. Listening to Edward's heart beat under my ear was the perfect lullaby. Soon our breaths were the same rhythm as we both fell fast asleep.
When I woke up again, I was in bed alone and a nurse stood to my right, pushing buttons on some machine I was currently hooked up too. "Wher-" I swallowed and cleared my throat, trying to help my sore throat. The nurse seemed to understand that I was struggling with talking and handed me a warm cup of what looked to be tea.
"It's a warm broth. It will help soothe your throat and also get some protein in your system. Dr Cullen wants you to stay on a liquid diet just for a few days, we don't want to upset your stomach" I nodded, bringing the cup up to my lips and took a small sip. It actually wasn't to bad and it felt heavenly on my throat.
"Where is my boyfriend?" The broth was doing wonders, I thankfully didn't sound so raspy this time, and it certainly didn't hurt as much. "Well it's a little after three o'clock, so he should be going to pick your little boy" I smiled at the nurse. I guess I could forgive Edward for slipping out to go pick up Masen.
"I'm your daytime nurse, Shelly. I'm here from six am to six pm so if you need anything just press that button and I will be right in. Nurse Hampton will be your night nurse and she's just wonderful, she will bring you your dinner and introduce herself tonight" I nodded. "Is there anything else I can do for you?"
"No, I am fine thank you" Shelly nodded and after she checked my IV bag, she left me alone with my thoughts.
Looking around my room, I could see just how hard Edward had worked to make my room feel cozy and not like a sterile hospital room. I had a throw blanket from the living covering my legs and Edward has brought my pillow here too, making me as comfortable as possible. I still couldn't help, but wish to be home and in my own bed, with all of my things. I would also absolutely love a shower right now. I don't think I have ever felt this disgusting, even after I gave birth to Masen, my body didn't feel this gross.
Taking small sips of the broth, I was already feeling so much better and also had more energy. The nurse was definitely right about this broth, but I couldn't lie and say I wasn't craving a big fat cheeseburger right about now. I flipped though tv channels, but I couldn't find anything good, and it hurt my head to try and focus on the screen. It was half passed three and I wasn't sure if Edward would be coming back or not. He hadn't left a note and I had no clue where my cell phone might be.
The nurse came in and brought me some crackers and a cup of water. Since I was able to keep the broth down with no problems, I'm able to have two saltine crackers. It's not much, but at least I get to chew this.
"Hurry up, Eddie!" My whole body perked up at the sound of that little voice. My heart was racing with each passing second, I couldn't wait to see my son! I've missed him so much and I cannot believe I have been away from him for this long. The door pushed open and Edward smiling face came into view.
"I've got someone who's very excited to see you" Leaning up some, I nodded my head, motioning for them to come inside. Masen stepped through the door, holding a red stuffed teddy bear and a red balloon with the word I love you across the front. Masen stood there by the door, clutching onto Edward's hand, he wasn't sure what to do and I wasn't going to have that.
"Are you just going to stand there, Masey, or are you going to give me a big hug?" I stretched my arms out and Masen's whole face lit up as he rushed forward over to my bed. "Can you help him up, Edward" I asked. Edward picked up Masen and carefully sit him down to my side, allowing me to wrap my arms around my son. "Mommy! I missed you soo much. Eddie says you have been sleeping lots so you could get better"
"Yes baby, I've been sleeping so I could get all better and I can get back home with my two favorite boys." I tucked one of his long curls behind his ear. My baby desperately needs a haircut. "Are you coming home now mama?" I shook my head no, giving him a sad smile. "Not yet, my boy. I still need to stay here for a few more days, but hopefully very soon I will go home" Masen handed Edward the Teddy bed and red balloon, so he could cuddle into my chest.
I held him tight and rocked us the best I could. I began humming a old beetles song, as I ran my fingers through his curly headed hair. He told me all about his school and his new teacher. We laughed about his stories of Edward burning his pancakes. Masen ratted out Edward for sleeping on the couch every night instead of our perfectly fine bed.
Edward gave me a guilty look as he shrugged his shoulders. "I couldn't sleep in our bed without you" I patted his cheek and pulled him down for a kiss. "I wouldn't have been able to either." I looked down and found Masen dozing softly as he cuddled against my side.
"Thank you for letting him come see me. I've missed him so much" Edward kissed my head, his eyes were shining with so much love and happiness. I felt so incredibly blessed that I was here with them. Everything would work out. I just know it will.
August
Bella POV
A little over a week has passed since I woke up. Each day I get physically better. My ribs were completely healed, only having a slight throbbing sensation every once in awhile. The stitches in my head have been removed and the scar is healing beautifully. I will still be rocking this big cast for the next two weeks and then my doctor is going to be me in a smaller cast that I can actually sit in. I won't be able to walk for at least another month and I'm dreading the fact that I will be in a wheelchair for Masen's birthday, but I will just have to get over it.
The police have come to see me quite a few times. Apparently they found the blood in my class room and saw the security footage of the car crash. They were starting to believe that there might have been something underlining here and they were right. I was trying to get away from James and that's what I told him. Right now James is no where to be found and have wondered if he went back to Phoenix. But I don't think he would go that far away. James is sloppy but he wouldn't leave me here alive to tell my story. He will come back, he always does.
Next week I will finally be able to break out of this hospital, after eight long weeks. I cannot wait to go home and be with my boys all the time. Masen's birthday is fifteen days away and I'm so behind on party planning. I haven't made any plans yet and Masen doesn't even know what he want to do for his birthday. We will probably just go to the big park and invite his new friends from school and have a nice little party. I'm sure he wants it done in Batman.
Esme and Sue have been helping me as much as possible with the party planning. Along with Masen's teacher Miss Barbs. She was able to pull together almost all of the parents information and phone numbers so that we could invite their children to his birthday. I didn't want to leave anyone out, so I was planning on sending a stack of invitations to school with Masen for him to hand out to the class.
It wasn't going to be a super huge birthday party this year, but I wanted to make sure that Masen had all of his friends there and any other people he might want to be there. Sadly Emmett will not be joining us this year either. Him and Rose both wanted to come down, but it just didn't work out with their schedules and work hours. The rest of our family will be there at least. Besides Masen has so many friends coming this year, I don't know if he will even notice the few missing people.
Edward had already come and visited me for the day and so had Masen. They stayed here with me for hours, till I finally made them get goingI was finishing up writing down the addresses for his invitations when I knocked sounded on my door. "Come in" Charlie walked in, holding a carry out bag from Olive Garden. He had brought me soup! "Hey baby girl" Dad walked over and kissed me on my head, asking me how my day has been.
"It's been fine, way better now! I'm starving" I grabbed the corner of my table and pulled it over my legs and Charlie sit the bag down in front of me. "They were out of the mints" I frowned! How could they be out of the mints!
"Aww and that's the best part" My dad smirked, shaking his head. "I just knew you would say that, Bells. So I got you these" He held up a bag of Andes mints with a big smile. "Yes! You are the best dad ever" ignoring my steamy bowl of soup, I tore open the bags of mints, popped one in my mouth, and moaned at the chocolatey goodness. Heaven I swear.
"Now don't just fill up on sugar, girl" Charlie scolded me like I was a child, pushing the bowl closer to me indicating for me to eat it. Just to make him frustrated with me, I picked up another piece of chocolate and popped it into my mouth, letting it melt on my tongue savoring each second. "Isabella" He said shaking his head. "Now I see where Masen gets his attitude" I rolled my eyes at him but did as he told and brought a spoon full of soup to my mouth. It was so delicious and just what I needed today.
"Are these the invitations for Masen's birthday?" I nodded. I pulling a bread stick out of the bag I dipped it into my soup and took a bite. "Has your brother said if he's coming?" I nodded again, once I had finished chewing I answered him. For someone wanting me to eat so badly, he sure is chatty.
"Em said that him and Rosalie won't make it here this year. Something about Rose's business booming and he wants to see us, but they are just slammed right now"
"Well, I'm sad we won't see them, but I sure am happy to hear that Rosalie's business is finally starting to pick up. That girl has worked her behind off" He wasn't wrong. Rose wanted her dispensary to work out, so she put her heart and soul into that store. It's her baby and it's hard for her to pull herself away from it. I don't blame her, when you work that hard for something you can't easily trust someone to handle everything while you're away.
"We will see them at Christmas, just like we do every year. I kinda wonder if something more is going on then just Rose's work, but I can't be sure" I shrugged, taking another mouthful of my food. Charlie gave me an odd look, but didn't say anything else. He snatched my tv remote and plopped down on the recliner my night nurse brought in, I think with the hopes that Edward would stay out of my bed, but that wasn't going to happen.
Charlie flipped on the news, I guess he thought the news would be better then some sports games that might have been on. I finished up my dinner and my nurse came in and gave me the only dose of pain medication I take now. I only take it to help with the pain in my hip. Laying down to sleep is definitely not the most comfortable thing I've done.
I was starting to doze off when I felt Charlie kiss my forehead and pull the covers up to my chin. "Goodnight babygirl. I'll see you tomorrow"
Edward POV
Todays the day! Today Bella gets to come home, finally! Yesterday she got her huge cast removed and now she's in a much smaller walking cast, though she's still not allowed to walk yet because of her hip. She doesn't need to be in the cast up to her hip anymore, but it's still healing and she needs to take it easy.
Carlisle was able to get Bella a wheelchair and luckily we live in a one story so we don't have to worry about that. Our shower is a walk in and it has a little seat like thing inside, that way she can sit down and shower without needing to stand up for a long time. I will always be there to help her too. Well not always I guess. I had to go back to work a few days ago, I hate it but I couldn't leave my clients any longer. I had huge court cases coming up and I haven't prepared at all.
Alice promised me that her and Kimberly would go over and spend the afternoons with her so she wouldn't be alone. Esme will pick up Masen from school and bring him home for me, since I don't get off till half past five. My mom will bring him home and she's also been helping me get a start on dinner so we're not eating takeaway every night.
Alice would leave when Esme gets there, so that way Bella won't have to be alone at the house just in case she might need something, or if God forbid she fell down and needed someone's help. I don't even want to think about her getting hurt again, that is my worst nightmare right now: I don't ever want to see her in that hospital bed again.
I called off of work today, I wanted to be home with Bella all day and I'm also going to pull Masen out of school early so Bella can be with me when I get him. I want her to see his school, even if it's just the outside. I'm not sure if she would want actually go inside today, seeing as she hasn't been out of the hospital in eight weeks.
I was at the hospital right after I dropped Masen off at school. He has no idea that Bella is coming home today. And we are both so excited to surprise him. Though if Masen paid more attention to the little odd things, he would have noticed something was up.
I have worked endlessly the past two days cleaning the entire house, from top to bottom. I didn't want Bella coming home to a messy house. I cleaned our room, like dusted and everything. Fresh sheets and bedding was put on, new air fresheners in these little things Bella has in the walls, so it has the whole house smelling like pumpkin pie. One of Bella's favorite things about the upcoming fall season is the all the holidays fragrances to choose from.
The bathroom were deep cleaned, kitchen has been cleaned, countertops disinfected and all the dishes put away. The entire house has been swept and mop, the joy of having hardwood floors. Rugs have been vacuumed and the house looked brand new, but I was exhausted after that. Me and Bella normally work together to share the chores around the house, that way it doesn't fall all on one person, so doing it all by myself, all while making sure Masen doesn't hurt himself when i wasn't looking was a challenge.
But I did it. I got everything cleaned. Yesterday evening we cleaned out Bella's room and I put all her flowers, balloons, cards and pictures in our room and some in the living room, that way Bella will be able to still see them. That's another thing, I can't believe Mase didn't notice. We didn't really try to hide any of it and if he asked I would have half way told him the truth, but he was more interested in the fact that the new Spider-Man movie was on Netflix.
I went straight to the hospital from Masen's school not wanting to wait a second to be with Bella. I wasn't sure if they were going to let her go home right away or not. I'm sure my father will do his best to move it along faster.
Parking near the entrance, I grabbed the empty suitcase i brought to pack away the rest of her things. We didn't empty out her dresser drawers or pack away her toiletries, just in case she might have needed anything though the day or night.
Walking into the hospital, I went through the check in process for one last time. It was a little bittersweet, but I won't miss having to be at the hospital all day. And I'm sure Bella is feeling that way, even worse then me. She's been here for weeks and at time she's here all alone. I still beat myself up over the fact that I could stay there with her. I tried, but everyone Bella included told me to stay at the house with Masen, that he needed me as much as Bella, or even more.
Thankfully the nurses were super helpful in making sure that Bella wasn't always alone. They would go in and check on her, making sure she was alright and she didn't need anything. I don't if I would have been able to leave if they hadn't reassured me that she would be taken care of.
Walking up to Bella's floor I was met with two nurses both wearing big smiles on their faces. After my little temper tantrum, I apologized to the nurse that I had yelled at and even brought her a large bouquet of flowers to try and make up for it. She understood why I was upset and was probably more worried that I would tell her supervisor of their mistake. I definitely wouldn't do something like that, after standing there yelling at her. I don't think she will ever make the same mistake again.
"Todays the big day! I bet you are so excited Edward!" Shelly practically squealed as she hopped from one foot to the other. Bella's night time Nurse Pauline just stood there with the same big smile on her face. "I'm more then excited, works can not express how I feel to be taking Bella home today. Thank you both so much for taking such amazing care of my girl. These are for you" I handed them both a card with their names on it. Each containing a few gift cards and a letter from me, my mother and Sue and Charlie. Masen even drew them both a picture for taking such good care of his mommy.
"Thank you!" Their words echoed with each other, making them both giggle and bump their shoulders together. "This was unnecessary, Mr Cullen. But thank you very much" Pauline said. She reached out her wrinkled hand and grasped mine, giving it a gentle squeeze. "Take good care of that girl. She will need lots of TLC in the next few weeks" I nodded.
"Isabella, will be treated like the queen she is. We already have everything worked out and she will be very comfortable" I nodded my head and gave each of them a little hug, before going to check in on my girl.
Like a beautiful ray of sunshine, Bella was sitting on the bed with a new green cast starting at her toes and ended a quarter of the way up her thigh. She had her legs hanging over the bed and I had to bite my tongue, to keep myself from telling her she needs to be lying down and elevating her leg. She hasn't been able to sit like that in so long.
"Well, don't you look beautiful" She gave me that breath taking smile, tilting her head up and puckering her pouty lips for a kiss, which I gladly granted her. "Thank you sweetheart. Shelly helped me shower and she even braided my hair for me" Bella's long hair was done in a beautiful braid hanging down to the middle of her back, tied with a red band. She wore her favorite navy blue jumper with the word Mama written on the front and some stretchy leggings, she even wore a converse on her one foot. Her eyes were shining bright and she looked so happy.
It didn't take me long to finish packing up the rest of her things. The last few of her doctors came in and signed off on her discharge papers and making sure she keeps up with her doctor appointments and to keep the cast taken care of. Shelly and Pauline came in to say goodbye once more. Both telling her to call if she needs anything.
"I will be fine girls! Dr Cullen is just a call away and he will be right there like that" Bella snapped her fingers together to make her point. She wasn't wrong, my dad has already promised me that he would be close by just in cases anything was to happen. There is no one else that I trust more then my father, especially when it comes to the care of the most important person in my life.
Picking up Bella, I just sit her down in the wheelchair, all while she huffed and puffed that she could have helped make her way over. Thankfully Shelly spoke up and was telling her she needed to take it easy and she definitely didn't need to try and walk anytime soon. I could just tell these next few weeks would be so much fun!
I can't explain the look on Bella's face when the warmth of the sun hit her face. It was surreal and beautiful. She took in a deep breath, breathing in the cool crisp air. I was more then happy to stand there forever and let her bask in this moment, but she soon opened her eyes and gave me a sweet smile.
"Let's go and get our boy, Edward" I could see on Bella's face that sitting in the car was a bit uncomfortable, but she was handling it like a freaking champ and hadn't complained once. She was just so happy that she was finally out of the hospital. It was so nice to have her in the passenger seat again, to be holding her hand in mine. I've missed this, I've missed her.
We managed to get a parking spot right at the front entrance of the school and I stand sitting in my seat, but Bella unbuckled her seatbelt and looked at me, like she was waiting for something. "What?" I questioned looking at her. "Are you gonna go get my wheelchair or are you going to just sit there looking pretty?" I frowned.
"You want to go inside?" She nodded giving me a duh look. "Alright, I'm getting the wheelchair" Hoping out of the car I jogged over to the trunk and pulled out her wheelchair. It took me a second to get it to pop out, but I eventually got it and pushed it over to Bella's door, helping her into the chair and making sure she was comfortable.
One of the teachers here just happened to be walking out as we were walking up and kindly held the door open for me to push her chair through. "Thanks" He nodded his head at me and continued walking outside. Luckily Masen's classroom was on the first floor and we didn't have to worry about the stairs. "Miss Barbs is wanting to go ahead and move Masen into the preschool class a few months early. Maybe after his birthday we could talk about it" I explained to Bella. Masen has already complained that he already knows everything that they are teaching, but I don't want to pull him away from his friends so soon. He just got placed in this class and I wanted him to be adjusted, but at the same time the longer he's in there, the harder it will be to pull him away.
After checking Masen out at the welcome desk, we were able to go right to his classroom. Walking by the window looking into his classroom, they were all standing on the circle rug, singing a song and following the motions Miss Barbs was doing. Masen's back was to us and he was singing his little heart out. It was so cute.
I carefully opened the door, trying to be as quiet as possible, not wanting to interrupt the kids. I parked Bella's wheelchair and stood by her with my hand on her shoulder. Bella was quite as she took in the room and watched Mase interact with the other kids. It was times like these, that I wished I could read her mind.
Masen's friend Sarah spotted me standing by the door and tapped him on the shoulder and pointed at me. Mase turned around and his whole face completely lit up when he saw Bella there with me. Without wasting a second he ran over and wrapped his arms around Bella the best way he could. "Mommy! You are all better now" Bella's smile shined bright as she returned his tight hug. We we're finally together again and I Will do everything in my power to make sure, we are not separated again.
Sorry this took me so long, I'm in a new relationship and it's been so hard finding time to write in these past three months. I'm trying, but I can't make any promises! Lol.
I hope you enjoyed this chapter, please let me know what you would like to see before this story comes to an end. Till next time~Jade
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