"Life is worth living." That's the only thing I can say in my current situation. Many men have died before me in horrible wars, just so I could one day experience this in peace.

Ciel pouts, her cute face adorned with a blush. "Don't say embarrassing stuff like that... Honestly, I want to be the one teasing you in this situation, you know?" Oh, I'm aware, I'm just immune to such weak, and yet powerful tactics.

Currently Senpai is letting me feel the supreme power that is her butt. Yes, that's right, she's sitting on me just like last time! It goes without saying that my Excalibur is at full power.

I chuckle. "I am feeling pretty teased right now, considering where you are sitting." I thought for sure that Senpai would never want to repeat that experience, I'm glad I was proven wrong.

She puts her weight against me, a smile on her face. "Good, I know you're going on a date with that vampire later, but you better not forget your Senpai!" That's kind of impossible when you helped me so much.

I sigh. "Don't worry, you're always in my mind, and in my strength as well. Feel free to be proud, because you have made a permanent mark on Yuta Okkotsu." It's only because of her that I learned about my true abilities after all.

Ciel blushes bright red. "How did you go and make this situation even more embarrassing than it already was!? That has to be some special talent!" If it's one that let's me see your red face then it's worth it.

She looks down. "B-but thanks, having a pupil has indeed been super nice for me as well. Even if we can't go back to the more physical parts yet." And I sure do want to get physical with Senpai!

I nod. "Yeah, I have a feeling I will learn how to control my eyes soon enough, and my arm will also be fully attached by that time. Then we can start messing with stuff like my new abilities."

I continue. "Any ideas on what yours could be anyways? Like your immortality maybe?" That would be awesome! And it would also fix my problem of being so squishy. Even if I obviously would prefer to not get hurt in the first place.

Ciel shakes her head. "It's probably not, trust me. Instead it's most likely one of my Idea Blood's." Like Vlov's!? But you aren't a super vampire! As far as I know... "That said, ignore my ability for now."

I tilt my head. "Why? If it's something you use then it's worth mastering... Also please elaborate on the Idea Blood thing! I thought that was a vampire exclusive!" With me being an exception, since I'm a cheat. I can even copy stuff like Shiki's eyes after all.

Ciel pushes her glasses up, a proud look on her face. "Well, I possess three Idea Blood's! So you probably got one!" Three!? That's crazy...! "The reason for that is that I killed three Dead Apostle Ancestors, they passed on to me." That's actually insane.

At this point I have already heard from Senpai and people like Arcueid that Vlov wasn't a true Dead Apostle Ancestor yet, since he hadn't mastered his Idea Blood just yet, so I can't even imagine how strong a real one is...

But I guess that just goes to show how incredible Senpai is. I don't think she was as strong as Vlov of course, but her immortality is truly busted, she can come back again and again after all.

Ciel has a smug smile on. "You see, I actually have a bunch of trump cards because of those Idea Blood's... Sadly Vlov hit me before I had the chance of using any of them."

I sigh. "So Rika and I only dragged you back huh? Sorry..." Well, at least we killed him in the end. If I failed then I would really be angry at myself, thankfully everything turned out alright.

Rika leaves my shadow, a sad look on her face. "I'm sorry too Rabbit... Maybe I should start training with Bimbocueid or something." That... doesn't sound like a bad idea, even if I already think you're plenty strong.

Ciel waves us off. "It's fine, you two were way more useful than my trumps cards could have been. In other words, our team was stronger than me at full power alone." She sighs. "Besides, I do have trump cards I could have used, I just didn't find the right opportunity."

She raises three fingers. "Sword, Castle, Therefore Kingdom, Forest. Those are my three Idea Blood's and you have definitely copied one of them Yuta. I can't draw on their full potential, but you might be able too, since your copy ability also let you use Vlov's Idea Blood with no drawbacks."

She smiles. "However, I still stand by what I said before, ignore my ability for now. The one you have copied from Arcueid Brunestud is worth so much more... Honestly it's insane that you managed to copy it."

She sighs. "But then again, you also copied Aoko Aozaki's True Magic... Even if she's right in telling you not to use it." So I should focus on Arcueid's power because it's super strong? I guess that makes sense.

I can only learn so much after all, time spent with Ciel's power could have been spent on Arcueid's power basically. Though I will hopefully master them all one day... I feel like I will need it.

Rika smiles. "Well, I'm just glad we managed to help you Rabbit! By the way, what exactly is an Idea Blood anyways? It has a super chuuni name, like something Yuta would come up with." Hey!

Ciel chuckles. "True." You have lost Yuta love points! Many of them! "An Idea Blood is something that a vampire naturally develops over time, and having one means you possess a seat on the group of the Dead Apostle Ancestors."

I gasp. "Wait, does that mean that you are one!?" That's way too crazy to be correct right? Surely you need more than that to qualify! Wait, am I one!?

She shakes her head.. "I am not, one needs to be a bloodsucker as well... Honestly Idea Bloods are complicated in general, usually they take the form of something based in that specific Dead Apostle's immortality."

She continues. "But the thing is... Normally it takes a millenia to create one, and only a vampire equally as old can truly control it. That's why Vlov maintaining his sanity was impressive, since he was so young... And it goes without saying that you killing him and erasing his Idea Blood is even crazier."

Rika blinks in confusion. "But we didn't erase it. I mean sure the Idea Blood was erased because of Four Eyes's power I'm guessing, but we still have it."

Ciel shakes her head. "That doesn't matter, because your copied Idea Blood won't pass on after you die, so in a way... You two have permanently ended the seat of a Dead Apostle Ancestor."

Suddenly Ciel frowns. "By the way Yuta. There is another exception among the Dead Apostle Ancestors... Michael Roa Valdamjong. He is technically not considered one by the organization itself, but the church considers him one anyways... Even if he's of lower rank like Vlov."

I sigh. "That pain in the ass huh? How is the hunt for him going anyways?" I can't wait until my arm is fully healed, so I can help hunt him down as well.

Ciel shrugs. "It's going fine, I already have pretty good guess on who his host is... I'm mostly here to clean up any stray ghouls Vlov has left." She adopts a serious look. "Which brings me to my next point... Are you prepared to leave this city, Yuta?"

My eyes widen. "Leave!? Why!? Oh shit, is this like the military? Do I have to constantly move?" That would be a major pain in the ass, though I guess I could do it...

She chuckles. "Nope, don't worry. But you will have to take missions, so sometimes travel will be necessary..." That's fine then, it's like Church Naruto. "Well, normally executors do move constantly and I was one of them..."

She pushes her glasses up. "But since my pupil is here I might as well stay for a while! I need to complete your training after all!" She nods to herself. "Besides this city isn't too bad..."

She looks up. "I decided to constantly work a long time ago... And that hasn't changed, but maybe having a permanent base wouldn't be so bad." Oh, so Senpai once tought about leaving.

I hug Senpai from behind. "Souya is now your home, forever and ever. You have no other options!" What will I do it she leaves!? Besides, that probably means no more Noel either...

Rika quickly nods. "Yeah Rabbit! You can't leave! Or I will... I will have no allies against Bimbocueid!" Yes, use your mutual hatred for each other, that is sure to convince Senpai!

That very same Senpai is blushing. "I just said I'm probably staying didn't I!? You two are embarrassing me!" Probably is not definitely! And that scares my little heart. "Besides, all things end one way or another..." You are quite literally immortal! "Or at least they should." Oh.

She pushes her glasses up. "But that doesn't mean you two should be sad. For example, once Yuta fixes his eyes... Our days as glasses buddies will be over, nonetheless I will treasure what we shared." You're still on about that!? Why do I feel like if I wasn't here you would definitely aim at Shiki...?

Rika laughs. "You really enjoy that little thing so much Rabbit!? Hah, you're so immature that it's funny sometimes! It's like a pendulum!" A pendulum huh? I guess that could describe Ciel.

Sometimes she acts like an adult, and yet sometimes she acts like a teenager... I guess that's what happens when you assume such a high ranking position at a young age.

But then again... With her immortality, it wouldn't surprise me if she was older. It's something I didn't think about until now, but it's definitely possible.

Ciel pouts. "Of course I enjoy it... Let me tell you something Rika, when you are separated from someone you will always remember the small things like that." Her eyes are clouded. "So it's good to appreciate them before they become nothing, but a memory."

Rika just looks confused, but I raise an eyebrow... It's time to ask exactly what's on my mind, even if I may regret it later. No, I won't regret it, I'm sure.

I decided way back in the mansion with the twins that I would not just choose to ignore the world around me out of convenience. Ciel is in pain, and I can't comfort her unless I find out why.

My tone becomes serious. "Hey Ciel..." I drop the Senpai for now, I don't wish to talk with my cute upperclassmen, the woman I wish to reach is the one who fought Vlov, one with a constant look of anger and regret.

Now how to word my question... "How does your immortality work? If you don't mind answering that..." If she tells me to drop the conversation then I will of course.

Rika nods. "I'm also super curious about that... I mean, you said Yuta definitely didn't copy it. So it has to be something super special, right?" I think it is, but not in the way we're hoping for.

Ciel sighs. "So you guys finally brought it up huh? I was wondering when this conversation would start... Honestly I was hoping this conversation would start." She looks up. "First of all, I'm not just a high schooler. I guess I should make that clear."

She continues. "I'm actually in my mid-twenties you know...?" Then she blushes. "So I definitely shouldn't be fooling around with a high schooler, seriously what am I doing?" She goes to leave my lap, but I don't drop the hug at all.

Her blush gets even redder. "Y-Yuta, I know this may be shocking, but I am indeed an old lady, so please release me." How is mid-twenties old!? You're an average aged lady!

I shake my head. "No, I'm still aiming to capture your heart after all. Besides, I have a feeling telling your story while receiving a hug will be easier." I can definitely sense a tragic backstory coming up.

Rika nods. "Yuta is right about the hug thing you know? Just take it as a friendly gesture, surprisingly old lady Rabbit." Please don't call Senpai that right now...

Rika continues. "And about the age thing... Yuta is surprisingly carefree when it comes to that. Everyday he calls up Shiki and begs for the cellphone of his little sister Miyako." Don't tell her my greatest secrets! "And don't even get me started on Noel-Sensei... Actually don't even get started on Bimbocueid."

Rika smiles. "So don't worry Rabbit, Yuta still likes you even if you're an old hag." Don't call her that! But it's surprising how supportive of Ciel you are, I certainly approve.

Ciel sighs. "Why am I now a hag...?" Her blush has never looked cuter. "But I can certainly appreciate this." I'm glad Ciel has accepted my affections, she even gave up on leaving my lap.

She looks down. "But about my immortality..." Okay, time to put my serious face on and find out the core of the woman known as Ciel. "First of all my true name is Elesia." The core of the woman known as Elesia...?

Ciel's voice becomes cold. "I... My name is now Ciel, so please keep calling me that if you could. I know it's strange, but I don't want to hear that name."

To that I can only nod. "Got it. I'm used to Ciel anyways." My first instinct is to tell her she should be proud of the name Elesia, but I can't, not until I know more.

Rika nods as well. "Okay, got it. I won't deadname you or anything Rabbit." The irony of people saying that and then referring to her as Rabbit doesn't need to be explained.

Ciel smiles. "That's good. That's really good. If one of you guys called me that I might cry, and I can't cry now." If you say something like that I will naturally get worried you know?

She sighs. "Elesia was a normal French girl for most of her life, but... She was the reincarnation of Michael Roa Valdamjong." Ah, that's...! Wait how is that even possible!? Can you like exorcise him or something!?

Ciel's expression is blank. "He started emerging when I was a teenager, it was horrible you know? Have you ever had an intrusive thought? Like the quick desire to hurt someone? To do something bad? It quickly goes away, right?"

Ciel doesn't shed any tears at all, even though she's clearly hurt. "Roa emerges like an unending barrage of those, and they only get worse with time. It started happening one day. Kill that person, torture that animal, rape that child. With enough time I didn't even know if those were his thoughts or mine anymore."

Ciel's lips are quivering, she doesn't cry. "It wasn't long until that stupid girl decided to lock herself away. A month passed, I think... I'm not sure anymore. But it was a mistake, because the isolation was worse than anything he could do when there were others around."

Her entire body is trembling, the iron maiden does not cry. "Once that stupid idiot left her basement the first thing she did was kill her parents, and with time it only got worse and worse... soon enough the whole town had become hell."

Her fists are clenched so hard she might break them. "It was a despair no human should witness, but Roa's tools never truly fade, so she just kept watching as Roa did everything he said he would. He killed that person, he tortured that animal, he raped that child."

Ciel cannot cry. "That lasted until Arcueid Brunestud finally arrived and put him down again, but Elesia did not die. The world still recognized her as Roa, so she couldn't, Roa is still alive after all."

Elesia cannot cry. "That's when the weapon known as Ciel was born, that's when I was born, I began training relentlessly after my birth."

Elesia cannot cry. "I defeated Dead Apostle Ancestor after Dead Apostle Ancestor, I became colder, crueler, I want to be kinder, I don't want any enemies but... I desperately tried to pay back the only person who survived, but it doesn't matter, because in the end, it doesn't matter how much I repent..."

Elesia cannot cry. "It's like a marathon I can never see the end of, he has been reincarnating for over eight hundred years, so why would I be the lucky one to stop him? There's no reason why. He's eternal, a curse the world can't get rid of."

Elesia cannot cry. It's not fair. "He's a constant ticking bomb I'm pursuing, when is he going to emerge next? Where is he going to emerge next? I need to to know, before he makes another Ciel."

It's just not fair. "I want to kill him. I want to give that girl a normal human death, because she can't die until he does, because she's tired of this marathon. It's not like she's suicidal either, she's fine with dying of old age, but she has to die."

Elesia cannot cry, so I do for her, crying for the first time since my defeat against Vlov. "Ciel, I promise she will, one day Elesia will have a funeral, she will be surrounded by loved ones mourning her loss." I will kill Michael Roa Valdamjong no matter what.

That's my promise to Elesia, a girl I never met. A girl I will never meet.

AN: Originally the Ciel bit was just going to be a small funny skit before the Arcueid date... She ended up stealing the chapter, but I found out the characters who do that are always the one I like the most.

Anyways, now Yuta has Ciel's perspective of the French Incident...All that's left is hearing Noel's.