The last time jervis had seen Jonathan crane was when they kissed in his grandmother's Barn

He can still feel those chapped lips on his, the wetness of the tears staining the ginger boys cheeks as he begged him silently to stay just a little bit longer

But he couldn't, and life went on

Something in him hoped he would see John again when he came back to America, but the paths never seen intertwine again

Until now, until he saw the man on the other side of a therapist desk, the man had changed in the years they were without each other's company, he still looked as fragile and breakable as he always did, but his eyes have hardened, he seemed stronger somehow

But that childhood weakness returned to him when he finally noticed who sat before him, for what felt like an eternity they just looked at each other

It's jervis who finally breaks the thick silence

" so, I suppose I should be telling you how life's been without you"

Jonathan blinks once then clears his throat a slight blush coloring his cheeks

" yes, I believe that would be a good place to start, and seeing as I already know how your childhood was", he says leaving out a little laugh at that final comment

The blonde Giggles as well and relaxes in his chair

Later back in his cell jervis rubs a finger on his lips the memory of that first kiss in childhood more fresher in his mind, he wonders what John's lips feel like now, if they've become soft in his new life

His thoughts are interrupted by a tapping at his cell, he looks over to see Jonathan holding a tray of food

" I thought I'd bring you your food personally", John says when the blonde is in front of him

" thanks", jervis responds taking the food and just standing there thinking of something to do

" you know", he says finally causing the brunette to turn back from the walk he was going to take back to his office," when I get better maybe we could do... Go out to lunch sometime"

" maybe we could have some food right now", the brunette inquires rummaging through his coat pocket, I'm pulling out a key card

" yeah, that'd be nice", jervis responds hoping that he'll be able to feel how Jonathan's lips have changed in their time apart

And he does and they feel so soft, and so perfect

The end