Leah Clearwater Pov

*Flashback*

16 Years Ago

On my side, Laying on a blanket I glance out off the cliffs. The sky was breathtaking.

For spring-time, it was too beautiful.

This place mixed with a bit of sand and grass was our spot.

Looking over at Jacob who was sitting not so far away, he paired down at me with that smile I adored, then turned his head.

I laughed a little.

When I woke up this morning... who would've known by 7:00 pm we would be married and laying on a beach after.

"What's so funny?" He asked, lowering his body to mine. Lifting me high enough to place himself underneath me.

I sighed propping my chin on his chest, laying on top of him comfortably.

"I love it when I catch you looking at me, then you smile and look away." I admitted.

He smirked, laying his head back, and I sat up to straddle over top of him.

On my knees, I placed my hands on each side of his head glaring down at him.

"You're blocking my sun." He joked, reopening his eyes.

"We've been out here for too long, the pups are-"

"Not caring whether we're there or not. My dad and Rebecca are watching them, not to mention Elena and Mason. Sarah is most definitely alright with Embry bogarting her day and night. So, stop whining and enjoy the peace and quiet with me. The sun is about to set. Enjoy this please." He said pulling my arms from underneath me, causing me to collapse right to his chest.

I sighed, not wrestling against him and enjoying the fact that I love these tiny getaways.

The warmth of the sun on my shoulders wasn't as hot as Jacob's heat from beneath me.

The best thing was I felt no soreness anywhere, like I did this morning.

I listened to the sound of the wind that was barely blowing, intertwined with the rhythm of Jacob's heart beat.

It was beautiful.

I love his sound.

It feels so nice to finally relax.

He's amazingly mellow, I could literally die like this at the fact that being with him was already heaven.

"I don't think I could ever get bored of this... I mean it's not sex, but it'll have to do." He says.

"Is that what you always think about? Getting me naked, Black." I said.

"85% of my time, yes." He joked though I knew all of it to be true.

Rubbing one of my thighs against him, he quickly reached down to stop my movement.

"What?" I teased.

"Can you not do that?" He said and I laughed rolling my eyes.

"Fine, but don't think we're going to spend our entire honeymoon just lounging around in the bed with our clothes on."

"That's exactly what I want us to do. You know what the doctors said." He stated.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah. I don't want to hear that." I said and he suddenly grabbed me tight, flipping me onto my back.

"Jacob- " I stopped as he planted himself directly on top of me. "I was comfortable." I protested.

He smirked. "Who says you have to make love to be intimate?" He says.

"Ugh." I said, rolling my eyes annoyed.

"Aw... is someone a little sexually frustrated?" He mocked.

"Not."

"In a couple months... things will be back to normal."

I shrugged, "I don't know about that, we have a newborn now."

"I suppose you're right." He shrugged.

"I'm always right." I'm not, but he'll only argue hard against it if we were in a heated fight.

One of the reasons why I love him. He wouldn't ever try to change me, He'd keep me with every flaw.

"If you say so." He muttered.

"Oh, I do."

He laughed. "So... Mrs. Clearwater... Two hours of marriage... How do you feel?" He asked.

"Like a wholly different person." I smirked. "This is huge."

"Yep." He nodded in agreement.

"We did it, so divorce is not an option." I stated.

"I know."

"Like it should never be a thought." I say.

"You don't have to tell me twice, so when you get pissed and think of leaving-"

"When I get pissed, I'll be fine. I won't leave. You're the one who sulks for days. ." I stated.

"Best part of working it out is self-control. I've got that." He smiled.

"Says the guy who flipped out and fell out the hospital window." I smirked thinking of what Embry told me of what happened when I was kidnapped. When Jacob shifted he fell out the hospital window just to keep from hurting a nurse.

"Never gonna let that one down are you?" He rolled his eyes.

"Being married to you is not going to be easy... but I have to stop thinking of it as an alternative end... at least I'll have no shame in locking you in our basement with the dogs." I joked.

"Stop listening to that little girl inside of your head that's afraid of everything. You're perfectly safe with me." He said putting his nose to mine.

"I know that." I told him.

"I didn't make it better but, just like you, I'm afraid of failure... and divorce is failure to me. I will never fail you." He said low. "You're my amazing catch. Can't lose you. Who else could manage Josh, Daniel and Caleb all at once." He whispered.

"Those power rangers are a handful sir, but not too bad. I wouldn't take back all the bad stuff that's happened between us, because it brought us here." I said and Jacob nodded.

"This will be good. It can be as easy as anything if we stick together. I don't want to miss out on anything that keeps us from being a family. Even dealing with Embry as a future whatever." He admitted.

"Son-in-law." I say. "But at least we have another adult to pay for Disney World. Let's just hope this time our planning won't get rudely interrupted."

"Absolutely." He said giving me a fake smile and I knew he was replaying what went on yesterday. "Forever, for worse or better. We've been through the worst... therefore there's nothing else left but the better. Right?" He asked.

"Right. Sweet as pie, Like the week I came back here ten years ago."

"Or like...15 years ago but those days weren't so sweet." He stated.

"One in the same as we were. Remember we almost moved to Canada when Josh was five?"

"Yes." He noted. "I'm happy we know now what we didn't before." He said and I instantly wondered what our kids would say if something like what Jacob and I went through would affect them.

If we would tell the kids everything about our past friends, family and our enemy's. What would they say? How could I protect them from not having to regret the choices we made or at least help to prevent them from the pain?

I thought about it and suddenly remembered when I was watching the movie "The Notebook". How the old man was reading to his wife who was suffering from dementia. It was a tale of their young life.

"Jacob, you know what I think I want to do?"

"What's that?" He asked.

"I think I want to write an autobiography."

Jacob narrowed his eyes confused. "A what?"

"Autobiography, a book."

He snorted. "Seriously?"

"Yeah," I nodded. "I want to tell our story."

"Our story?"

"Yeah." I answered.

"About the wolves?" He asked.

"About everything."

He let out a huge breath. "Alright, well... If that's what you want to do, I'm not going to stop you ...but don't you think it'll be a little weird when people start to ask questions?"

I shrugged, "If anyone asks, I'll tell them the truth ..because when you think about it... when the world is aware of vampires that are out there... then they can protect themselves."

"That... would be beyond breaking the treaty here and anywhere else." He stated unsure it would be the right thing to do.

"I think it's time for the treaty to be broken. It's a new world now with hybrids and whatever... it's time to tell the truth about us and them."

"You're making it sound like if you don't do this it'll be the end of the world."

"It's not about telling secrets, Jacob. Writing a book is to let our children see what we've been through. What I've been through, Don't you want to protect them from the pain that we went through? I lost my dad over a secret that could've helped me if I knew about it more."

Jacob sighed, nodding his head. "Yeah, I guess that's a good point. You're right." He stated. "If telling our story helps all, then I guess you'll need my help."

"I'll always need your help, no matter what I do." I clarified.

He smirked. "Okay... so... We,mostly you... are writing an autobiography on our lives about everything. What should we call it?"

"Good question. I don't know yet..." I said laying my head back, to stare up at the sky.

"At least the world will know you're stuck with me now." He said, wrapping his arms tightly around my waist.

"Yes, you have the right to mark your territory now that we're married."

"Is that what you think?" He said more seriously.

"No, no I'm joking." I said playfully, kissing his cheek.

"It's not that I need you as much as you need me anymore... I need you more than you need me. I don't want you to ever change your mind about us."

"I wouldn't ever think so." I said pulling his lips close to mine, so close though they did not touch. "I love you. I will never leave you."

"Good." He smiled with a bit of doubt.

"I love you way too much to change my mind, we always fit. Do you seriously think I would pass up on that?" I said, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"No, I guess not. I would change your mind if so." He said, kissing my lips sweetly.

*End Of Flashback*

As Jacob walked in, he shut our bedroom door and leaned up against it.

This week has been tough and the most enlightened days we've shared in a long time. Jacob moved from the door to my side in a matter of seconds.

Kneeling down, he stared at my eyes as he lifted my leg one by one to remove my sneakers and socks.

I was capable of doing it myself, but something tells me he needed to do it for me way more than I needed him to.

His warm, strong hands were working their way up my pants thighs to unbuckled my dark green jeans.

I leaned back just enough for him to unbutton my pants, and then the sound of my zipper gave me chills. I licked my lips.

"How are you feeling?" He asked.

I exhaled. "Much better that Sarah is home. Now, we can look after her properly together."

Jacob didn't say a word pulling down my pants and underwear slowly at once. I swallowed as his eyes never left mine.

"Are you sure you want to take off from the cafe?" I asked.

Jacob nodded. "Yes, positive." He stood and I did the same.

"Would you like to join me in the shower?" I asked him.

"No bath?" He asked.

I smirked. A hot bath was always my go-to. "Not tonight."

Jacob lifted my shirt over my head and gently reached his arm around my body to unhook my bra.

I stretched my back and arms, closing my eyes at how good and freeing taking off a bra felt.

Jacob soon dropped his pants and stepped out of them, then unbuttoned his dress shirt.

My eyes locked on his arousal. "Shower it then." He stated.

Inching closer towards him, he scooped me into a warm, bare-naked hug.

I breathed. "Do you ever think of how our lives would be if I never returned or married you?"

"No." He answered too fast.

I narrowed my eyes confused. "No?"

"No." He repeated, then unexpectedly laid me down on our bed and placed himself in between my legs.

"Jacob?" I warned him in a tone to be careful with me. "It's too soon. I cannot risk getting pregnant again so early." It's only been two weeks.

"Don't worry," He kissed my lips, pausing for me to kiss him back.

Once I did, his hips pushed forward. I gasped as he fully entered me slowly, yet ever so gently.

Wrapping my arms around his neck, Jacob held my entire body up as if there wasn't a bed beneath us.

"Just let me know… alright?" He says, eye to eye and I nod in understatement.

I will let him know when it's been too much.

Little did he know that my body needed him as if it's been miles and miles away from him.

We never had to close our eyes... We never had to speak more than needed and we certainly were always satisfied in the end.

It has always been obvious that his passion has been to make others feel good, inside and out.

Jacob Black was a perfect wonderland all in one form, to where you think he's just a beautiful dream.

At times I scare myself into believing he wanted someone more than this broken mess all over his bedroom floor like glass. You can say I've always been this way.

His tanned skin glowed and I was flushed in pleasure, now moaning out my orgasms.

I loved him in a way that I knew I would never love another, except for my children.

I loved him so bad that I knew I wanted to be much of a comfort to him as he has always been to me.

"I love you." I whispered as I'm sure he already knew.

It has been a long couple days, but Jacob has had the most patience that I once questioned if I deserved it.

He pulled out of me, yet pulled our bodies close and groaned against my hair before kissing my head sweetly.

"You have no idea how much you have me." He muttered with a laugh.

I smiled as I knew what he meant. "Wrapped around your finger? After twenty six years… sweet success." I say sarcastically.

Jacob laughed and I tapped his shoulder. "Come, let's shower." I said and he instantly groaned rolling over.

"Fine, let's wash then get back to cuddling. I'm beat." He says and I quickly grew tired as well.

Following Jacob to our bathroom he switched on the shower.

I soon took a glance in the mirror and tossed my hair back.

"I completely forgot to buy shampoo earlier." I say and Jacob kissed my shoulder, then grabbed his bottle of men's conditioner.

"Just use mine."

I laughed. "Never again, the last time I used that, my hair itched for a week. No thank you."

Jacob rolled his eyes. "Come, before the water gets cold."

Lately, since the house has been mighty full, hot water does not last long.

Jacob reached out his hand to help me in the shower and the hot water was instantly comforting.

Tilting my head down beneath the water and allowing the stress of the last couple days and weeks, wash over me, and down the drain.

It wasn't long until I felt Jacob's strong arms fold me in from behind, as the soon warm water turned to cool.

"I love you." He kissed my neck and it tickled.

I exhaled, leaning my head back against his bare chest. "Let's drive to Portland in the morning, I need to eat at a restaurant that I have never been to before."

"Just the two of us?" He asked.

"No, with the pups. It's been a while since we had them all to ourselves. I miss that."

"Me too." Jacob nodded.

We completely deserved to be each other's winning prize, I loved the courage it took to let him love me and for him to trust in me the same.

The End

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