Disclaimer: Naruto © Masashi Kishimoto


Lust

by

Rachel Cherry Giusette


In a universe far removed from the shinobi world, Naruto Uzumaki and Sakura Haruno found themselves entangled in a different kind of struggle—a battle of emotions that neither of them was fully equipped to handle. They were no longer the warriors who fought side by side against a common enemy; instead, they were two ordinary people, navigating the complexities of a relationship that seemed destined to fail.

The rain poured down on the small, dimly lit apartment that Naruto and Sakura had been sharing for the past few months. It was supposed to be a fresh start, a chance to leave behind the chaos of their previous lives and build something new together. But as the days turned into weeks, and the weeks into months, the initial excitement of being together began to fade, replaced by something darker, something that neither of them wanted to acknowledge.

Sakura stood by the window, staring out at the city streets below. The reflection of the raindrops on the glass mirrored the tears that had been threatening to fall from her eyes for hours. She felt trapped, suffocated by the weight of her own emotions. It was supposed to be different with Naruto, she thought. It was supposed to be better. But now, she wasn't so sure.

Behind her, Naruto sat on the edge of the bed, his hands clenched into fists. He could feel the tension in the room, the unspoken words that hung between them like a thick fog. He hated this feeling—this sense of helplessness that gnawed at his insides. He wanted to fix things, to make everything right like he always did. But this time, he didn't know how. The problems they faced were not ones that could be solved with a simple jutsu or a heartfelt speech. This was different. This was real.

"Sakura..." Naruto finally broke the silence, his voice low and hesitant. He didn't know what to say, how to start the conversation that they both knew was inevitable. "Are we... are we okay?"

Sakura closed her eyes, taking a deep breath as she tried to find the words. The truth was, they hadn't been okay for a long time. They had been going through the motions, pretending that everything was fine, but deep down, they both knew that something was wrong.

"I don't know, Naruto," she said quietly, her voice barely above a whisper. "I don't know if we are."

Naruto's heart sank at her words. He had always believed that they could get through anything together, but now he was starting to doubt that. He loved Sakura, he always had, but lately, it felt like they were just going through the motions, like they were holding on to something that was already broken.

"We keep doing this," Sakura continued, turning to face him. Her eyes were filled with a mixture of sadness and frustration. "We keep pretending that everything's fine, but it's not. We're not fine, Naruto."

Naruto looked down at his hands, his mind racing as he tried to process what she was saying. He knew she was right, but admitting it felt like a failure, like he was giving up on the one thing he had always wanted—to be with her.

"I don't want to lose you," he said, his voice filled with desperation. "But I don't know how to make this work. It's like... we're stuck in this cycle, and no matter what we do, we can't break free."

Sakura nodded, feeling the weight of his words. They had been stuck in this cycle for a long time—fighting, making up, and then fighting again. It was exhausting, and it was slowly tearing them apart.

"I don't want to lose you either," she admitted, her voice trembling. "But I don't know if love is enough anymore. We're hurting each other, Naruto. And I don't know how to stop."

Naruto stood up, crossing the room to stand in front of her. He reached out, taking her hands in his. He could feel the coldness of her skin, the way she trembled slightly at his touch. He wanted to pull her close, to tell her that everything would be okay, but he couldn't bring himself to lie to her.

"I don't know how to stop either," he confessed, his voice filled with a mixture of guilt and sorrow. "But I don't want to let go. I can't let go."

Sakura looked up at him, her eyes searching his for some kind of answer, some kind of reassurance that things could get better. But all she saw was the same fear and uncertainty that she felt in herself.

"We're just hurting each other," she said, her voice breaking. "We keep trying to make this work, but it's like... it's like we're not even the same people we used to be. I don't know if we're just holding on because we're scared to let go."

Naruto felt a lump form in his throat as he listened to her. He knew she was right. They had changed—both of them. They were no longer the same people who had fought side by side in the past. The innocence, the simplicity of their feelings, had been replaced by something darker, something more complicated.

"We've been through so much together," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "But maybe... maybe we're not meant to be together like this. Maybe we're just holding on to something that's already gone."

Sakura felt her heart break at his words, but deep down, she knew he was right. They had been holding on to a dream, an idea of what they thought their relationship should be, but in reality, it had become something toxic, something that was slowly destroying them both.

"I don't want to lose you," she repeated, her voice filled with a mixture of love and despair. "But I don't know if I can keep doing this."

Naruto pulled her into his arms, holding her close as they both let the tears fall. They stood there, wrapped in each other's embrace, as the rain continued to pour outside. It was a bittersweet moment—filled with love, but also the painful realization that sometimes, love isn't enough.

"I love you, Sakura," Naruto whispered, his voice choked with emotion. "I always will. But maybe... maybe we need to let go."

Sakura nodded against his chest, feeling the weight of his words. She knew he was right, but it didn't make it any easier. Letting go was the hardest thing she had ever done, but she knew it was the only way to stop the pain, the only way to find some kind of peace.

"I love you too, Naruto," she whispered back, her voice filled with sorrow. "But maybe... maybe it's time to say goodbye."

They held each other for a long time, neither of them wanting to be the first to let go. But eventually, they both knew that they had to. It was time to let go of the past, to let go of the dream that they had been holding on to for so long.

As they finally pulled away from each other, they shared one last look—filled with all the love, pain, and regret that had built up over the years. And in that moment, they both knew that this was the end of their story.

They had loved each other deeply, but in the end, they couldn't save each other from the darkness that had grown between them. And so, with heavy hearts, they both turned away, each of them walking in opposite directions, knowing that this was the last time they would ever be together.

The rain continued to fall, washing away the last remnants of their love, as Naruto and Sakura each disappeared into the night, their hearts heavy with the knowledge that sometimes, love just isn't enough.