I don't know how I can apologize enough for this, but I can't bring myself to work on this fic, what with the amount of works that needs to be done, leaving nearly no room for me to even touch Google Docs. And when I do have the time to do it, it somehow felt more like a chore than a hobby anymore.
This fic has been in production since last year's November and published in January. For some of the more experienced writers out there, that might not sound much, but for me, 10 months was a really long time.
Not to mention, the quality of the story in on itself is genuinely bad in my own opinion; There's no clear objectives, too many forgotten characters, no memorable moments, little to no emotions, focus on one thing for too long, repetitive, and practically just forced.
If I was a reader, I would've given this fic a solid 4/10, maybe even 5/10 if I'm being generous.
The original plan for this fic is 150k words max. Now it's nearly 200k. That was the mistake that killed this fic for me. I got too overconfident to the point where I forgot to factor in the fact that I have actual, real life works that require my utmost attention.
Moreover, I just ran out of ideas. Like I said, the plan was 150k, which was around 25 - 30 chapters. We're way past that. I'm all out of steam, on a writer's block, and just overall tired of writing this damn thing.
Until the day I mapped out the remaining 8 chapters, cleared my schedules and just have the necessary amount of time to continue this, the fic will be on hold.
Again, I can't apologize enough for this.
P.S. I may sound like I'm ranting, maybe it's because I am. I'm off now, just got off a plane by the time I published this.