Jack flew into Antarctica in tears. Once he touched down to the solid ice covered in the arctics snow. He fell to his knees and hands, dropping his staff to the side. He looked at the snow as his tears fell and froze upon the white ground. "Why was I so stupid?" Jack asked himself. "Why did I ever think anyone would ever accept me? Why did I so blindly trust them and believe they wanted my friendship and wanted me to become one of them? When really all they wanted was to use me to get rid of the Nightmare King. I realized too late, and now they turn their back once I make one mistake that was not even my fault!" Jack began to punch the ground as he cried silently, keeping his screams inside and letting his questions out.
Jack got up after a little while and whipped away his frozen tears. His throat was soar from keeping his scream's caged. He looked at his staff with emotionless eyes. He forcefully turned away and began walking deeper into the arctic cold.
He started to put his hands into his pockets as he passed a steep cliff near the frozen ocean. He flinched when his hands barely touched a hard surface. He reached further into his pocket and pulled out his golden tooth canister. Jack's eyes went wide as he saw the golden bow with his face on it. His teeth tightened as his eyes squinted. He gripped the canister hard as he looked intently at it. "This stupid thing is one of the main things that caused me to get blamed." Jack thought. His grip tightened to a point the tooth canister looked like it was about to get frozen with his magic or popped by his growing anger.
Jack didn't hesitate as he threw his childhood memories away. He was in to much pain from what it had caused him. As it hit the water something seemed to break in Jack. The boys eyes weren't full of its usual fun nature. It was full of nothing.
Jack turned away as the box finally sank beneath the icy waters. He walked as snow fell down around him, making everything seem like a white cloud. As he walked through it he continued to change. His expression was emotionless and he walked slower as if is his limbs were freezing. Suddenly Jack's body hit the ground with a thud. He struggled to breathe as he looked into the white void. "What's going on? Why does my chest feel cold." Jack got on his knee and looked as his chest as he put his hand to it. "Are my powers doing this?"He asked absentmindedly. His eyes changed to a grayer blue.
Jack sighed as he dismissed the numbness growing over the cold. He continued walking with his bare feet in the snow. His breath began to show as his hand tightened around his heart. He walked slower and more unsteady. His eyes were set forward though, as he went towards a glacier. "Why am I so tired.
Jack reached the snow glacier that toward a little into the sky. He looked at the area numbly as he slowly slid down the wall onto the snow.
"So this is what dying feels like, maybe?" Jack questioned himself with no real curiosity.
"I guess this is what the dullness of emotions feels too like when you're broken..." Jack thought as he looked into the white void. His eyes a paler blue with his mischievous glint gone. They looked like dull glass with light blue ish grey in the middle.
Jack slowly lifted his right hand to his heart again as he kept his attention to the hazardous blizzard probably cause by his emotions. "A frozen heart caused from my own power, maybe... I never knew my emotions could cause my powers to be so strong and out of hand. Blizzards I understand but I guess it's different now that I finally got a taste of companionship." Jack put his open palm angst his chest and breathed a shaky breath. The hoodie that once only held frost on its shoulders was turning into ice.
Jack didn't say a word as his mind went on with the reality of what the world truly was. "I guess that's what happens when you falsely trust people... and before you know it they break that trust with a knife to the back..." Jack closed his eyes as he sat with his head against an icy glacier.
"I was so desperate... I didn't even see the signs that the guardians were just using me... for their own gain. I guess... one little mistake you make in front of people can truly reveal a person full nature that's hidden within... And the true nature of the guardians is just plain evil... From what I saw just a few hours before, it looked like they are just as evil as Pitch. With all their mind games and manipulation." Jack thought as his fingers, toes, lips and cheeks turned blue.
Jack put his blue and ice covered hand away from his heart as the ice continued to spread from it. His hand rested on his lap as he shivered. He breathed in another shallow breath. Jack dismissed the numbing sensation filling his body as he thought "And to top it all off of what the guardians have done that makes it even more hard to bear, they broke my center. I didn't even know existed. And if I truly do have a center then it is probably gone from what ever this cold is."
The ice continued to spread. "I don't know what a broken center means but to me it doesn't matter anymore..." Jack thought as he felt his body becoming heavier.
The ice had finally taken Jack's body as it slowly drifted up to his head. Jack struggled to take a breath. "I don't care about anyone... or anything else anymore. The pain of this world has broken and taken away everything that I love... And so I no longer care what happens to it..." Jack said in his mind. Jacks hair frosted over completely, but turned into thick ice soon after.
He relaxed a bit as his thoughts filled with sadness. "All I want is for everything to just go away. All I want to do is see Ella again..." Jack breathed out one last time as he turned to ice.
"I miss my little sister." He thought faintly. A tear froze down his cheek as his thoughts finally disappeared with not having a soul to think them.