A/N: This chapter is definitely M rated so be prepared, It contains explicit consensual sex between two women so if that's not your thing then best to skip it but then again if it's not for you I doubt you'd still be reading...so anyway enjoy.

Chapter 12:

They stumbled into Olivia's apartment, lips locked together and hands grasping at each others hips. As soon as the door closed behind them they started tearing at one another's clothes.

Olivia found her shirt on the floor and quickly started to help divest Amanda of hers. Pants were slipped down two pairs of slim legs, socks toed off and before they knew it both women were stood before one another in just their underwear. Amanda was in awe of the perfectly formed breasts and curvy hips of her girlfriend. She had no words to express how she felt just that Olivia must be a goddess, for it was impossible for any human woman to be this perfect.

Olivia felt hot all over as she watched Amanda's eyes glaze over with lust and pure adoration of her body. She let her own eyes scan the slender form of the young blonde in her arms. Two perky breasts encased in black lace, a flat and perfectly toned abdomen, her strong and slim legs and manicured toes and then her gaze flitted up to the apex of those strong thighs that was also covered in black lace. Her eyes swept up to meet the dark blue pools of desire that were still locked onto her body.

"Manda, you are so beautiful" Olivia whispered in her ear, taking her by the hand and leading her into the bedroom they then found them selves stood at the foot of the bed. Olivia didn't know where to go from here. It was unchartered territory. The novice part of her wanted to let Amanda take the lead and show her all the things she longed to learn but another part of her wanted her to take charge and love this woman like she had never been loved before.

Amanda sensed the brief hesitation of her girlfriend and realised she was nervous and probably a little unsure of what to do next. She nudged Olivia back so she was sat on the edge of the bed and guided the brunette to lean back on her elbows so there was enough room for the blonde to climb onto her lap. Their mouths met again a tender but passionate lip lock. It became sloppy the longer it went on. Amanda reached behind her own back and unclasped her bra, letting it hang off her shoulders when Olivia's hands came up to slide the straps down her arms and off her body and onto the floor. Olivia's mouth became dry as soon as she pulled back from the kiss to stare at the perfect pale mounds that were each tipped with a coral coloured nipple. She couldn't resist any longer and pulled one of the pink buds into her mouth delighting in the surprised and pleasure filled gasp she elicited from Amanda.

Amanda groaned when a hand reached up to cup the other breast that was currently being suckled by her beautiful girlfriend. She had assumed she would have to take the reigns especially their first time together. Olivia it seemed was full of surprises. She rocked her hips against Olivia's gently not wanting to overstimulate the other woman into coming too soon again.

Olivia pulled back letting go of her nipple with a pop. Grasping Amanda's back side so she didn't fall, she sat up a little and reached her free hand behind her to unclasp her bra with one hand. Amanda copied Olivia's movements from before and guided the black garment to the floor to join her discarded bra at the foot of the bed. Olivia's breasts were larger than hers and the skin tone darker. Her nipples were a dark and dusky pink and Amanda was sure they were the most beautiful breasts to ever exist. She let her hands trail upwards to cup them and felt the nipples tighten and harden against her palms. When Amanda felt Olivia's hand grasp her behind tighter and a soft sigh slip between her lips she couldn't help but lock her lips against the older detectives mouth in a frenzied passionate kiss. Olivia let her back fall back and meet the mattress so both of her hands could grip the firm, taught buttocks in her lap.

Amanda leaned forward and captured the tip of a hardened nub between her lips letting her tongue run circles around it. Olivia moaned throatily and thrust her hips up against Amanda's. She let her hands slide up over the blondes hips and take hold of her small waist in her hands. Her eyes opened and locked on the blue eyes looking down at her, She pulled the blonde off her lap and into the space next to her on the bed ,she shuffled up the mattress and Amanda followed crawling up so they were both laid on their sides facing one another whilst reclining against pillows behind their backs.

Olivia dipped her head into the crook of her girlfriends neck breathing in the scent before latching her mouth to the point where collar bone met her long graceful neck. She kissed, licked and softly sucked on the pale skin hungrily. Drunk on the flavour of the other woman and completely addicted to the sounds she was making.

"Jesus Olivia...I want...I want you...please" Amanda begged unashamed of how much she wanted her now. She knew that her underwear must be completely ruined now, She was so wet and so ready for this. She felt Olivia's hands on her waist and then on her hips and she was trying to slide the black lace down and Amanda helped by raising her behind off the mattress and watched her underwear vanish somewhere over the side of the bed. She guided the older woman's panties down long toned thighs and off and now they were completely naked in each others arms.

Amanda moaned loudly when she felt the long slender digits slide between her legs and start to stroke the inside of her thighs.

"Can I?" Olivia husked in her ear. "God yes please" she panted in response and then a finger was stroking up over her mound and sliding between her wet and swollen lips. She gasped and bucked her hips in response. The eager response of Amanda gave Olivia some confidence as she let the tip of her index finger slide up and down the furrows of slippery flesh until she found the hooded little ridge she was looking for and flicked her finger against it curiously.

Amanda's hips shot up against her hand and the panted "God yes...right there!" she instructed breathlessly. Olivia slid another finger into the slit to slide up and down the swollen bundle of nerves a little firmer and was rewarded with more bucking and moans. "Liv...I'm not gonna last long..you're so good baby" She panted "Kiss me please" Olivia let her lips join with the desperately writhing blonde's. Amanda moaned into her mouth "Inside..please" She pleaded against her mouth.

Olivia was a little surprised at the request after what Amanda had disclosed to her but she let the two wet fingers slide down towards her entrance and slide inside of her girlfriend for the first time. Olivia paused when her fingers were fully embedded in her core. She was inside the woman she loved for the first time. She loved her. The realisation brought tears to her eyes and Amanda was alarmed at the sight of the watery brown eyes looking down into hers she tried to pull back thinking Olivia was scared or something was wrong but Olivia shook her her head gently and captured Amanda's lips in a tender and loving kiss whilst her fingers began to move gently in and out of Amanda's sex. Her palm made contact with her clit with every gentle thrust and Amanda was suddenly hurtling towards the edge. As Olivia felt her start to contract around her digits she leant her head down next to Amanda's ear and whispered "That's it beautiful, Come for me. I love you so much" and she ground the heel of her hand against Amanda's clit and curled her fingers forwards to the soft spot on her front wall. The blonde detective was suddenly flying into the abyss and she gushed against the hand between her thighs. " Liv, god yes Liv...I love you. I love you" She panted through the after shocks. Olivia slid her fingers out and smiled down at her and kissed her lips softly.

"How was that?" She asked although she knew the answer and was quite proud of herself.

"You sure you've never done that before?" Amanda managed to get out studying the brown eyes above her "It was incredible" She kissed her lips gently enjoying the after glow immensely.

"Only to myself on many a lonely night" Olivia admitted shyly "I just thought I'd do what I know I liked and hoped for the best" She kissed her nose and then confessed "I meant it you know...I love you Amanda".

"Really? That's why you looked like you were about to cry?" She questioned her.

"Yeah I just realised how much I love you when I was inside of you it felt so right, so perfect" She smiled and then she was suddenly on her back with Amanda on top of her kissing down her neck and down her chest. When she reached her breasts she first cupped then lifted a hardened nipple to her mouth and sucked softly encouraged by Olivia's whimper at the sensitive flesh being manipulated pleasurably.

"Mmm Amanda...So good" she sighed when the young woman slid down past her breasts and stopped to place soft kisses over the tight stretched skin of her belly she heard Amanda whisper "I love you too little one" Bringing more tears to her eyes Olivia wanted to close them but was too entranced by watching Amanda worship her body. When Amanda kissed a line down the centre of her belly and paused to dip her tongue into her belly button she almost came on the spot and groaned when she felt her small hands parting her thighs and positioned her self between her legs.

Amanda took a brief moment to appreciate the beauty of Olivia's aroused sex before the need to taste became too strong to ignore so running her fingers down over the mound of short dark curls and parting her folds she dipped her tongue in for the first time, tasting her lovers sweet nectar.

They both moaned in sync; Olivia from the feeling and Amanda from the appreciation of her girlfriends unique flavour. Olivia was slightly musky but also sweet. Amanda lapped against her slowly but firmly with the flat of her tongue, The first time she let her tongue touch the hard swollen bundle of nerves Olivia wound her hands through her pale blonde hair and groaned "Manda...So good. Such a good girl" She praised and Amanda thought she might come just from hearing Olivia call her a good girl. She never thought she had a praise kink but she could let Olivia call her her good girl over and over. She lapped hungrily and let a finger tip circle the entrance where the desire was pooling copiously. When she finally entered her with one finger Olivia's hips raised off the bed instantly taking the digit to the hilt "Jesus...fuck! Amanda..." She moaned appreciatively. The blonde smirked a little and added another finger to join the first and began a steady thrusting motion whilst she sucked the throbbing bundle of nerves into her mouth for the first time. Olivia responded eagerly, feeling the coil of her orgasm beginning to wind tight in the pit of her belly. Amanda felt the first tiny clench around her fingers and decided now was the time to send her lover into orbit. She curled the two fingers and began tapping the pads of them against Olivia's front wall whilst rapidly flicking the tip of her tongue against the twitching bud between her lips. Olivia swore again loudly "Fuck..Fuck! Amanda..I'm gonna...Ugh...in your mouth" She warned the young detective and then it happened. She saw stars behind her tightly closed eyes and her hips raised into the air against Amanda's mouth as she gushed into the other woman's mouth. Amanda hadn't expected such a large amount but had lapped it up, slowly bringing Olivia down to earth again.

When Olivia's eyes opened she blushed to see Amanda looking up at her mischievously from between her legs. Her bangs were wet and she wiped her chin with the back of her hand before crawling up the length of her body and propping herself on her hands over Olivia's body she asked "You've never done that before? Am I right?" She asked half curious and half proud.

"Nev...never" Olivia stuttered "What the hell just happened?" She was still breathless.

"You squirted" Amanda giggled still proud of herself, she had played Olivia's body like a violin and now the usually confident woman was a trembling mess underneath her.

"Sorry for there being so...uh...much" Olivia was still slightly embarrassed with the way her body had reacted.

"Don't be...it was hot!" Amanda leant down and kissed her. Olivia could taste herself on her lips but found that she didn't mind at all.

"Mmm, you're incredible you know that right?" Olivia was slowly coming back into her body now and she wrapped an arm around her body and pulled her against her chest and kissed her again.

"We need to change the sheets" Olivia mumbled when she felt herself drifting to sleep.

"Not right now, just scoot over to my side and lay against me and sleep beautiful" Amanda shuffled over to the other side of the bed pulling Olivia with her and away from the wet spot so they could sleep.

It was about 6am when Olivia's phone rang and disturbed the two women. Amanda groaned aloud and mumbled a sleepy "Leave it...it's not Cragen's ring right?" She felt Olivia roll away from her and get out the bed to pull her phone out of the pocket of her pants from the floor.

Olivia frowned at the screen which just said 'withheld number' She answered cautiously "Benson?"

"Olivia?" the voice on the other end asked. Olivia gasped at the sound of the raspy voice.

"Elliot?" She asked looking at the blonde in her bed and locking eyes with her warily.

"Yeah it's me...I had a feeling that I should check in with you...see if you're okay?" Elliot asked her.

"Umm..." Olivia didn't know what to say. Why the hell was he calling her, now of all moments he had decided to call in. The last four months she had had nothing but radio silence from him and now when the dust had finally settled and she was happy he was calling now? What the hell!