Just sleep
Lily and Sirius sat face to face.
"Padfoot..." She held out her hands to him.
"What did you want to talk to me about?" He gave his to her.
How cute, he doesn't expect it at all, Lily thought. "I wanted to make you a proposition."
"Tell me."
"Would you like to sleep with me? Just sleep," she suggested. Speechless, stupefied, he's worth eating.
Sirius took long seconds to speak. "And where, Lily?"
He wants, he does… "Where do you sleep with your girls?"
"I never sleep with my girls. I've never slept with anyone except my brother, when we were little."
Ugh… poor… that's why he wants… she thought. "Oh... And don't you have somewhere to be with them?"
"Yes, of course, I have my places, but they are not comfortable to sleep in."
Oh… he's never done it in a bed.Shall I take him to the Room of Requirement?I'm sure he'll keep it a secret, but I don't know if it'll be occupied today.I'm going to suggest first going to his room.Remus has gone to the Fidelius with Cecile. "And in your room, if we wait for Remus to fall asleep?"
"Booff... But you'll have to wake up very early, James fell asleep early, before twelve," he objected. "Better let's leave it for another time."
No... I want… "I have a place to take you, but it is not certain that we can enter. Let's at least try."
"I know where…" excited.
"Oh really?" Lily asked.
"Yes, this afternoon Remus gave me clues when they talked about where to have the party. You know the Room of Requirement."
Lily laughed. Sev already told Remus off at dinner. "Bravo, Padfoot...! You're so smart…"
They smiled openly.
"You know, I know every inch of the castle, Remus has talked about a third large place and Sev has responded that not many people should know about it," Sirius explained. "It was very easy to guess."
"True, however I haven't realized it."
"Sev has. He has told him twice 'Think before you speak'."
"It's true. You and Sev are perfect for each other," said Lily.
"You know, snakes."
They laughed.
"Then you understand that we have to keep the secret, right?" she warned.
"Of course. If you want, I won't tell Remus or Sev that you revealed it to me, I would never betray your trust."
"Don't worry about that, they can know that you know. Sev has revealed it to whoever he saw fit, I also have the right to do so."
"Sure. In any case, I prefer that you tell him if you think it is appropriate, I would be very embarrassed to tell him that I have slept there with you," he said.
"Of course, Padfoot, I understand you, and if you don't want to I won't tell him anything either, he doesn't tell me everything he does either."
"I'll leave it to your discretion, Lily. It's your relationship."
"No, it's ours. You can also decide."
"Then I continue to leave it to your discretion, that is my decision."
"Brilliant. We're going to need an alarm clock and the Map to keep an eye on Filch. I'm going for them," she said.
"Cecile will notice that you are leaving the bedroom again."
"Cecile was going to sleep with Remus today. They have left the house, you haven't noticed because you haven't turned around, they do have their own comfortable place to sleep."
"Wow... and that?" interested.
"Ah... secret. I don't betray the trust of my friends either."
"You are doing well. It's enough for me with a secret a night."
They laughed.
"I'll be right back," she said.
Lily went up to her bedroom, to the bathroom, grabbed her alarm clock and the Map and came back down. She sat next to Sirius, cast the Disillusioner and the Muffliato again, and unfolded the Map.
"Wow… how awesome, nothing to do with ours," he said.
"I'll show you during the day, with people. Remus, Cecile and I are golden in color."
"Of course, we are not seen here because we are Disillusioned."
"That is. When we leave, look at it and you will see me," said Lily. "Sev is silver, you can't see him either because he is in his bedroom, the bedrooms don't appear, except those of the malefics who have already left."
"Of course, I see them, one here at home and two at the Rave house."
"Sev's escort also has a color, green."
"Oh…"
"And the malefics had it too, red for the Gryffs and blue for the Raves," she continued.
"Excellent."
"The old man's little toy."
"Yeah, I'm so angry, now he has us all under control," Sirius lamented.
"But it was worth it, it saved Sev's life."
"Yes, of course it was worth it."
"Filch is in the dungeons. Let's go?" Lily proposed.
"Tell me where it is, so we don't have to talk on the way."
"Here," she pointed it out to him.
"Wow… it's here next door! That's where we caught Sev!"
"Of course, he was entering the Room of Requirement."
"Ugh… poor…" he was overwhelmed.
"Come on, don't get overwhelmed again, Padfoot, it's over. You were happy."
"Okay okay. How do we get in?"
She explained it to him.
"And what are we going to demand?" he asked.
"A bedroom with a bathroom, do you think?"
"Brilliant."
"The room is not multiple, if there is someone inside we will not be able to enter, that is why not many people must know it and those of us who use it take turns using it," she explained. "If one day you want to do it, all you have to do is tell us and we will reserve it for you."
"If one day you want it, Lily, I only want it to sleep with you."
I eat him… "Padfoot, you can think of many more interesting things to do. It's the Room of Requirement, you can demand whatever you want. Sev is learning to play the piano there."
"What are you saying?" very amazed.
"What you are hearing. Cecile is teaching him, that's what he was going for when you hunted him down."
"Ugh... and we broke his arm…" suffering.
Ugh… I must be much more tactful with him, something more in common with Sev, enormous sense of guilt. "I'm not telling you so that you get overwhelmed, Padfoot. I'm telling you this because the topic arises."
"Does Cecile play the piano?"
"Yes, since she was four years old, her mother is a teacher. She also goes to play there when she can. We'll go one day so you can listen to her. Do you like music?"
"I've barely listened to music, only at school parties, neither at my parents' house nor at James' is anyone ever listening to music, not even the wireless," Sirius explained.
"Oh... another thing in common with Sev. He discovered it at Easter with my father and incidentally he had an aptitude for it. This summer we are going to enjoy a lot of music, in the Muggle bars of London, the concerts, and also at my house, my father has an excellent discotheque."
"What's that?"
Ugh… he's even more ignorant than Sev when it comes to Muggle things. "A collection of records, the media where you listen to recorded music," Lily explained.
"Oh…"
"A lot to learn, Sirius."
"Indeed," he admitted.
"Lets go. Filch is patrolling the first floor."
"Come on."
They got up, Lily folded the Map to see the seventh floor and handed it to Sirius. They left the house, went to the entrance to the Room of Requirement, demanded, but the door did not appear.
Occupied.I am not satisfied. "Is Filch coming?" she asked.
"He isn't."
"Then let's get Disillusioned to talk."
They leaned against the wall and did so, Sirius also cast the Muffliato.
"If there is someone inside there is nothing to talk about, right?" he asked. "You can't enter and that's it."
"The Slys have it occupied. I think I know what they have demanded, if I'm right we can enter."
"But we will find them inside."
"No problem, by now they will be sleeping and there is plenty of room for everyone," Lily explained.
"Let's try then. What is there to demand?"
"Space for Study and Training in Forgotten Sorcery."
"Wow... and that?" Sirius asked.
"I'll explain it to you another day with more time, or on the way. I have never been, it is an outdoor space with a huge house, with almost twenty bedrooms."
"Oh!"
"I already told you that you can demand whatever you want," she continued. "The old man does not know that you can demand natural spaces, Sev discovered it."
"Wooow… Sev is the bomb…"
"Of course he is. Is Filch coming?"
"He isn't," he responded.
"So, let's go."
They demanded. The door appeared.
"Bingo!" Lily exclaimed. "Let's go inside."
They entered.
Let's turn our Lumos on," she said.
They lit their wands.
"Do you see? We are in a forest," said Lily.
"True."
"There is a path, let's follow it, the house is about ten minutes away."
They did it, they started walking down the road.
"I've never been in a forest at night other than transformed," Sirius commented.
"I had never been in a forest at night. It's magical."
"Of course."
"Why don't you transform, Padfoot? This way I see you," she proposed.
"It gives me a bit of trouble."
"Well... please... you should be proud of it."
"I don't look very nice, I'm quite scary," he excused himself.
"Come on... I'm not going to be scared. When I become an Animagus I will be a lioness, I will also be scary."
"But a lioness is much nicer to look at than the way I look."
"Do something, conjure your Patronus to give me an idea," Lily suggested.
"Okay, yes."
Sirius conjured his Patronus, the enormous dog emerged, running away down the road, glowing in the night.
"Wooow..." she exclaimed, admired. "I love it, it's very powerful. What is your happiest memory?"
Sirius didn't respond.
It's with me… I love him, Lily thought. She took him by his arm. "Come on, tell me, Padfoot…" with her mischievous plea that never failed her with Sev. "Don't leave me wanting to know... I told you about the Room…"
"Ugh, Lily... I seem to be rushing…"
"What does it matter, if we go to sleep together...? That didn't seem like a rush to you... You have to learn to say what you feel…"
"Alright. This moment. That is my happiest memory."
"Wow... you don't know how happy it makes me to know that," she said. "I'm going to try it too, I'm sure at least it's an incorporeal."
She conjured the Patronus. Incorporeal. "Have you seen? You're making me very happy too," said Lily.
"Conjure your lioness."
"Okay." She did it. It also walked away shining down the road.
"It's magnificent," Sirius said, admiring.
"True." I'm not going to insist that he become an Animagus, I don't want to break the magic of the moment, she thought.
"Sev hasn't told us anything this afternoon, it surprised me, because the rumor has spread around the school about his practical Defense exam yesterday, there was nothing else talked about in the Common Room," he said.
He doesn't ask me what my memory is, he already knows it's not with him. "Sev is very modest. He knows how much he's worth but he doesn't brag about it. He probably told his friends at home because they asked him and they took it upon themselves to make it known, so that his name would be cleared and the Chair would be awarded."
"You don't know how proud I will feel when my name is linked to his forever, for the history of Hogwarts. I'm also going to clear my name."
"They'll be together for many more reasons than that, Padfoot," said Lily. "We're all going to be together for life."
"If everything goes well."
She took his hand, intertwining their fingers.
"It will go, have confidence." She squeezed it, he reciprocated.
"I feel in the clouds, Lily, I have never felt like this…"
Wooow… "I have, but I'm also feeling it again now…"
They continued walking in silence, holding hands, until they reached the clearing where the house was.
Sirius spoke, "Will it be here? It's a shame there's no moon, we can't see anything."
"Better. This way we can see the stars better… it is a beautiful night. Sev told me that you really like Astronomy."
"Of course, because of my name."
"Well, tell me what constellations can be seen from here," she asked.
"If you know them too, Lily."
"But I want you to tell me."
"Okay, I'll explain," he agreed. "Let's go a little further, to see everything around."
They did it, they moved a few more steps forward.
"Let's turn off our Lumos," Sirius said, and they did. "We're looking north. You identify the two Bears and the North Star, right?"
"Yes, of course, those are very easy."
"Between the two is the Dragon."
"Yes, I know that one," she said.
"Near the North Star is the Corona Borealis, seven stars in the shape of a diadem, do you see them?"
"Of course."
"Just to the south is Hercules, that one is very big and not very bright," he continued explaining. "The main star is Ras Algethi, diagonally from Vega, the brightest in the summer sky, do you see it?"
"Yes, I see it, I didn't know the name of that star."
"Oh... Do you see the most populated band of stars, the Milky Way, from east to west?"
"Yeah. It's spectacular," Lily admired.
"Let's turn around to see it better."
They did it, without letting go of each other's hands.
"Do you see the three brightest stars above it?" Sirius asked.
"Yes, I see them."
"Altair, Vega and Deneb, the Summer Triangle."
"Which one is each one?" she asked.
"Altair, from the Aquila constellation, the closest to the zenith. Aquila is shaped like a rhombus with an extra star aligned with the two on the narrower diagonal."
"Yes, I see it."
"Deneb, from Cygnus, which is shaped like a large cross, do you see it?" he asked.
"Yes, I see it."
"Deneb is the summit of the constellation, the northernmost, the tail of the Swan."
"Oh…"
"I continue. Vega, the brightest in the summer sky, of the Lyre, very easily identified by its rhombus shape," Sirius continued. "Do you see it?"
"Yes, I see it."
"Just to the south of the Cygnus, halfway between its head and Vega, is Sagitta, the arrow, those four that are lined up, two of them very close together, do you see them?"
"Yes, I see them," Lily responded. "I didn't know that constellation either, you see?"
"Oh... Let's go now with the ecliptic, to the south, which is not visible in winter. Do you identify Scorpius? It is the easiest, because it is actually shaped like a scorpion. The brightest is Antares."
"I got it."
"It's my zodiac sign," he said.
"Oh really? What date are you from?"
"From the third of November."
"Wow... you are water, like the Slys, and you have very little left to be of age," she commented.
"True. I continue. Next to it, Sagittarius, is where the center of the galaxy is located."
"I didn't know that either."
"Muggle culture. Books that Remus has gotten me that I barely understand a few sentences of," Sirius laughed.
"Oh…"
"If I had not chosen Defense, I would have liked to study Astronomy, but I was researching and I needed Divination and Arithmancy and I do not have either elective."
"Ugh... what a shame," Lily lamented. "Valerie also wanted to take the NEWT and she couldn't either because she didn't have Divination. Both she and Sev are thinking about studying the corresponding Muggle career after the war. You could do it with them, you don't lack resources."
"Oh... it hadn't occurred to me."
"The bad thing is that you have to catch up with Muggle maths, and I imagine that you didn't even go to school when you were little."
"No, I didn't go to school when I was little. I don't know all about the numbers," he admitted.
"Don't worry, they will help you."
"Oh... something more in common and something more to thank them for."
"Don't worry about that, Padfoot, I've already told you before that ours is for life," she reassured him.
"I also know a lot about the origin of the constellations, about mythology. I'll tell you with more time."
"Brilliant."
"Next to Sagittarius, Capricornus, Sev's sign," Sirius continued explaining.
"True... Did he tell you his birthday?"
"Yes, James asked him. And next to it, Aquarius."
"Mine," Lily said.
"Oh... when is your birthday?"
"January thirtieth."
"How good… you are from the same month," he commented.
"Yes, we are three weeks apart."
"And you are air, like eagles."
"Yes, many times we have thought that if we had known that we could fight with the Hat, we could have both fallen into the Rave House," she told him.
"Of course, you are both very intelligent."
"A shame. Do you know how we found out it could be done?"
"Say."
"Because I heard you tell James that you had done it," Lily remembered.
"Oh... so Sev already knew…" laughing. "When I told him he pretended that he didn't know. He is an exceptional liar," admired.
Lily laughed too. I have to ask Sev for the Celtic horoscope book to share it with Sirius, I want to know his characteristics.He's going to love it, he loves the zodiac. "True."
"Two other constellations of the ecliptic that do not count for the zodiac, Ophiuchus and Serpens," Sirius continued.
"Wow... the snake... like you."
"Sure. You're a lot of snake too, huh?"
"But only because of Sev's influence," she admitted. "You know, we have communicated our qualities to each other."
"Sure. Now the planets. Mercury must have recently risen in the east, but it is not visible through the trees."
"Oh, what a shame."
"Venus will rise even later, but it will not be seen, because it will do so just after the sun, at three thirty," he explained.
"Sirius…" very amazed. "Do you know what time each planet rises?"
"More or less, I consult the ephemerides every week."
"How awesome... you're really passionate about it," Lily was amazed.
"Of course. I often escape to the courtyards and the Astronomy Tower, when the night is clear and I have insomnia, to look at the sky."
With Potter's invisibility cloak.And two more things in common with Sev, insomnia and breaking the rules. "Wow... Now you can do it from here, have you seen? You now have something interesting to use the Room for."
"True. I also do it on holidays, James lives in the country, there the sky is also very dark and pure," Sirius commented.
"Oh…"
"And at my parents' house, which is in a park in London, you can also see the sky quite well, but there is lighting and pollution there, you can barely see the Milky Way if the sky is very clear."
"What a shame," she lamented.
"One more reason to leave. I continue. Mars is not visible either, it rises around eight. To the east we have Jupiter, it came out more than an hour ago, as we went down to the Common Room."
Like the first day Sev took me to the Haven, Jupiter had recently risen, Lily recalled.
"Jupiter was the main God of Roman mythology, the most powerful," he explained. "For the Greeks, from whom the Romans took their culture, he was called Zeus."
"Oh…"
"And the goddess of love was Venus, Aphrodite for the Greeks."
"Sure…"
"Mars, Ares for the Greeks, was the god of war," Sirius continued. "Both, Aphrodite and Ares, had an affair."
It could be us, I think that's why he's explaining it to me. "Oh…"
"Mythology is exciting. You don't know what a good time I had during the long and tedious holidays at my house or at James'. We will give you books this summer."
"Brilliant."
"Saturn won't be seen either, it comes out shortly before six," he said.
"Oh…"
"Do you have enough for today? I'm very tired."
"Sure, let's go look for the house," she proposed.
They turned, turned on their Lumos and advanced towards the center of the clearing, they saw it.
"There it is," said Lily. "Do you have to go to the bathroom? There is a latrine."
"No, I went to the one in the Common Room while I was waiting for you."
"I don't have to go either. Let's go in."
They entered.
"Wooow… what a huge room," Sirius was amazed.
"The orgy room. Look." Lily approached the fireplace and lit it with her Lumos. "There are furs and blankets. Do you feel like sleeping outside, under the stars?"
"But it dawns very early, the sun will bother us."
"You're right. We'll leave it for September, then. Let's go up."
They looked for the corridor, they found it on the right. They walked to the end and went up the stairs.
"East to the left, west to the right," said Lily. "Which do you prefer?"
"Anywhere we don't meet anyone."
They laughed.
"I'm sure the Slys prefer the left, like their location in the Great Hall," she deduced. "For us then, it's due the right, like ours."
"Okay, let's go."
They opened the first door on the right and went through, there was a bed for two.
"There it is, right here, perfect for us," said Lily.
"What luxury... I have never slept in such a big bed."
"I have, just once. How do you sleep? Do you prefer the left or the right?"
"I don't care, Lily, I'm so exhausted I'm going fall asleep instantly. How do you sleep?"
"Huging the pillow."
"Well, don't leave me without a pillow."
They laughed.
"Of course not, because today I'm going to hug you," she said.
They laughed.
"Come on, let's go to bed," she proposed.
Each one approached from one side, Lily left the alarm clock on the bedside table and said, "Ugh... it's almost three o'clock, I must have also brought the Time-Turner."
"It doesn't matter, Lily, there are no obligations tomorrow, we'll take a nap."
"But it would have been nice to be able to indulge in some pampering when we woke up."
"Well, we'll indulge. What time were you planning to put it on?"
"At nine," she answered.
"Put it at a quarter to nine."
"Brilliant."
She put it on, they took off their nightgowns, turned off their Lumos and got into bed, Sirius lying on his back, Lily holding him close, in his lap, he held her close with his arm. How he hugs… Three minutes later they had fallen asleep.
. . . . . . . . .
Sounded the alarm.
No… I'm still very sleepy and I'm sure Sirius is too.We're not going to enjoy anything, what a disaster, Lily thought. She left him to turn on her Lumos and turn off the alarm clock, got out of bed and opened the shutter a crack. The bedroom was left in gloom. She turned off her Lumos and set the alarm a quarter of an hour later, at nine.
She climbed back into bed, and turned to Sirius, who was looking at her.
"Come here, come on..." he told her, very sweet.
She hugged him again, and he hugged her.
"How do you like pampering?" he asked her.
Lily laughed. He's meant to be eaten. "How they turn out."
"I just don't know if I will know how to give cuddles, you know, I always go where I go."
"Of course, and you were never pampered as a child," she deduced.
"That is."
Ugh… poor… In some ways, he had an even worse childhood than Sev. "And you didn't cuddle with your brother?"
"Nor, you know, two boys," Sirius replied.
"Oh…"
"When we slept together we did it secretly from my parents, it would have seemed bad to them."
"Ugh… how awful, Padfoot," Lily lamented. "Come on, don't think about that now, sorry for bringing up the subject."
"Okay, I don't think."
"I'll give you the pampering, that way you'll learn."
"Okay."
She pulled away from him and lay on her side, looking at him. "Turn to me."
He did it, they lay face to face, looking into each other eyes, he looked at her with adoration. Lily began to trace her features with her fingertips, following them with her gaze.
"You have a very peculiar beauty, there is no one like you, very special," she told him.
"Oh... You are also very special, your hair and your eyes are amazing."
"And your eyes... I have never seen others like them, gray. And how you look, you are very expressive."
"That's what Sev told me," he said.
Lily laughed. "Forget Sev for a while, come on. Last night you couldn't stop talking about him."
"I'm also in love with him."
Also.The other is me.But he won't tell me directly. "And he adores you," said Lily. "Are you still very sleepy?"
"No, I'm used to sleeping little."
"Ugh... well you should sleep more, at least eight hours."
"Yeah."
"Next year, go to bed early even if you also get up early, so the other one doesn't bother you with his snoring," she suggested.
"Well, it's a good system."
"Sure."
"Are you sleepy?" Sirius asked.
"I am, a lot."
"Oh... Then we hug each other again until the alarm goes off."
"No, I prefer to enjoy like this. Look at me like you know how to look," Lily asked.
"How?"
"How you flirt with girls."
"Ah…" he laughed. "I don't know if it will work out."
"Try it, go ahead."
Sirius looked at her seductively.
"Wow, it turns out…" said Lily very admired. "You are spectacular."
"Hours of rehearsal in front of the mirror."
They laughed.
"So that's what you spend your time on..." she said.
"Well yes, I haven't really gotten into my studies until this year. It has gone well for me because I have talent."
"It is true that you have talent, yes sir, and it is very good that you recognize it."
"I told you in confidence, I don't like to boast either," he admitted.
"I know, Padfoot, I know you better than you think, I've been living with you for five years."
"Of course, I know you too."
"It's incredible how we haven't discovered much sooner in each other how much we like each other."
"Yours is very understandable, Lily. Until last summer I was a real asshole. And this year I haven't shown what I really felt either, I haven't shown my face."
"Well, but in the end you did it, that's what matters."
"Yes, but it was you who had to take the first step. I will be eternally ashamed of it."
"Eternally not, Padfoot. In time you will get over it."
"Booff… too many things to overcome…"
Of course, another deeply wounded soul, like Sev. "I already know. We will help you together, you have to learn to open up and trust others, to express your feelings to get out everything that hurts you."
"Sure…"
"You have had a very bad education, so you must forge yourself with the help of your friends, look for your own family by affinity," she encouraged him. "What we are doing in the Army with the squads, well the same in all life aspects. What I told you last night, that we will be together all our lives, no matter what, because we have chosen each other and created very close ties."
"Of course, like me with James and Remus."
"That is, but it is necessary to surround oneself with more people and even more so on the brink of war, since any one of us or many of us can fall."
"Now I've made good friends with you and Sev, and I'm going to make good friends with the Slys in the summer," Sirius said.
"Of course, the Slys already appreciate you a lot too. You are already one more. Trust any of them, they are great."
"Who could have said it? Enemy Houses."
"That's nonsense..." said Lily. "People matter, and tonight we will also meet many Raves."
"True, I'm afraid I'm going to meet several girls I already left."
They laughed.
I think he had so many lovers looking for the human warmth that he has lacked since he was a child. "You're a heartbreaker, huh?" with tenderness.
"I'm no longer proud of it," he admitted. "I think I've done a lot wrong in that regard too."
"Well, Padfoot, don't torture yourself about everything. Did you force them?"
"Not at all."
"Did they want to do what they did?" she asked.
"Of course they wanted to."
Like what happened to Sev.They have been the ones who have used him and not the other way around, I will explain it to him at another time. "Then it was their problem. Did you treat them well? Did you make them happy while they were with you?"
"Yes," Sirius responded.
"Well, that's it, matter settled. Now you have entered another stage of your life, more mature, more adult, and as soon as you realized it you have changed the way you behave. I have told you before, you have not received a good education, you are making yourself."
"Sure. Let me try it now."
Lily stopped petting him. "Go ahead."
Sirius began to caress her with his fingertips, as she had done. He looked at what he touched with unprecedented concentration, narrowing his eyes, and didn't say anything else for several minutes.
Wooow… how he lives it, Lily thought. What he told me, that he lives relationships very intensely.He is thoroughly enjoying it, just caressing my face.And to think that he has just discovered it... The road ahead of us is going to be an amazing adventure, for both of us.
He is not a virgin, I will not be the first for him in that regard, but I am going to be the first in everything else, in the experience of deep feelings, because he is very deep and until now he has not been given the opportunity to discover how much, he didn't understand himself.
Finally he asked her, "Do you like it? I am doing it right?"
Lily smiled. "You're doing perfect, honey."
Sirius closed his eyes and took several deep breaths.
He was very touched just for having said a kind word to him. He's adorable.
He opened his eyes again and looked directly at her, intensely. "I'm going to tell you what I'm dying to do, but I'm not going to do it, not today," Sirius said. "It's enough for me to tell you, for me it will be as if I did it."
"Okay, say."
"Kiss you."
"You can do it if you want," she said.
"No, not today. Maybe next time."
Tomorrow, it's a new moon. "Will you do it if I ask you?"
"Yes, if you ask me, I will," he agreed.
"Okay, get ready, it won't take long."
He smiled.
"Meanwhile, I'm going to ask you something else," Lily continued.
"Ask."
"Touch my lips."
Sirius took another deep breath, this time without closing his eyes. He's getting horny… wow… Finally, he took her chin in his hand and slid his thumb over her full lips, very slowly and intensely, parting them. His gaze at them accompanied the intensity of his gesture. Wow… he's already turned me on too, just with this.
Sounded the alarm. Saved by the bell.
He fell onto his back on the bed, looking away from her, breathing deeply. Lily turned off her alarm again.
Sirius said, "Ugh... what danger we have, Lily…"
"Yeah, I realize…"
"I knew it, that's why I told you last night that only a quarter of an hour. You can't provoke me like this, if I start I don't know how to stop. If it weren't for the fact that I absolutely want to go to the game, I would spend hours with you here."
"Sorry, Padfoot, it wasn't what I intended. I don't know you well in that aspect, I'm also discovering you."
"Let's see how we learn to handle it. I think the best thing for the moment will be not to return here. If you want me to kiss you soon we will do it somewhere else, not in such a tempting place."
"I agree with you."
"That doesn't mean we can't come and sleep together, but what you told me, just sleep, at least until I learn to contain my impulses," he said.
"I don't want you to hold back, I love how you are."
"Ugh... but I want to do things right with you."
"Don't worry, I won't get carried away," she said. "I do know how to contain my impulses."
"Alright. I will let myself be carried away by you."
I urgently need a copy of the Red Magic that the Slys are doing.Deadlines, Lily thought. I won't catch Sev at breakfast anymore, I'm going to have to ask him for it at lunch and have him give it to me tonight.Ugh, what a bummer, walking around with the parchments around, let him only pass me the first chapter, I'll ask Genevre to keep it for me until we go home. "I'll know how to do it, honey. Come on, don't give it any more thought, let's get ready to leave."
"Hug me please."
"Sure…" Lily hugged him, he put both arms around her as he knew how to do and kissed her head, taking a deep breath from time to time. He's already learning to cuddle on his own.
"You smell so good... I like everything about you, everything…"
"And me about you, my love..."