Here I am beside my t'hy'la, watching him sleep peacefully.
Humans can be the most illogical, emotional, and warlike species I have ever met, yet I fell in love with one.
They do have their redeeming qualities.
My father thought so when he married my mother. Their bond with each other is as strong as mine is with Jim.
I am half-human.
Sometimes it is an inconvenience. I must control my emotions at all times.
I rarely show my emotions to others, but with Jim - I can express my love for him without shame.
Jim is a special kind of human.
He accepts me for who and what I am without reservations.
I find that quality appealing.
That is not the only reason I fell in love with him.
There is Jim's mannerisms, appearance, and strength of beliefs - his ship, his crew, and me. He believes we can conquer anything, including prejudice, ignorance, fear, and evil.
Perhaps all humans can be this way eventually.
It is enough - Jim is who I want him to be - himself.
There are others with whom I'm friends - Leonard, Scotty, Nyota, Christine, Hikaru, and even young Pavel.
They are all different in personalities but have one thing in common - Loyalty.
Loyalty toward Jim and I. I am grateful.
They celebrated with us when Jim and I were married.
The emotions I felt almost overwhelmed me, but a kind word from my friends settled my nervousness.
I gently touch Jim's forehead and feel his emotions while dreaming. They are very passionate right now.
I feel the same about him. There is plenty of time for physical pleasure.
For now, I'll let him sleep, and so shall I.
We might even have the same dream together.
I look forward to it.