A/N: Sorry for the wait, I was finishing school (but now I'll have more time to write, yay! XD Thank god for summer break although my mom might be around to nag me more) Thank you darkknight5855 for favoriting! And hello there again Cici ;). GUYS PLEASE REVIEW! Favorites and reviews are my fuel :3

"WAKE UP, GIRL! WHY HAVENT YOU MADE BREAKFAST YET!"

I wake up and groan. Not this again. Every morning at 4AM my foster mother wakes me up in the same way. I'm sick and tired of it.

"I'M COMING MOM!" I yell back and roll out of bed. I walk into the bathroom and turn on the lights. Then I grab my toothbrush and put some totohpaste on it and start brushing my teeth. As I brush my teeth I look at my reflection in the mirror. There are dark bags under my eyes. "ugh…" i groan.

My name's monika. Monika no last name. Want to know why? It's because this world is meaningless. No one here has a last name.

It's something I only just realized myself. But deep down, I think I always known.

I brush my long waist-length brown hair and go downstairs. As I enter the kitchen, something swooshes past my head and hits the a beer bottle. I don't even flinch at this point because it's the same old.

"WHY AREN'T YOU AT THE STOVE ALREADY YET! YOU'RE TOO SLOW!" my foster mother shouts.

"Yeah, yeah…" I roll my eyes and get started on breakfast. First I open up the frige and take out a carton of eggs. I crack the eggs open on the side of a bowl and pur them into a pan with some oil after spreading the oil out evenly. Then I turn on the fire and I cook for a while.

While the eggs fry on the pan,I leave the room and open the door to the outside. Leaning against the door, I take the packet of cigaretts out of the pocket of my ripped leather jacket. I flick my lighter on and light the cigarette. Taking a long drag, I look out at the night sky. The fake sky.

Its dark, just like my heart. There are no star s in the sky. When it's dark like this and i cant see anything adn everything is quite, I can almost forget that it's all just an illusion. I can almost pretend that everything is normal. Like i never realized the truth in the first place. The horrible truth.

But it never lasts long. "USELSS GIRL! YOUR BURNING MY BREAKFAST!"

"Yeah whatever" i say, tossing my cigarete and rubbing it under my toe.

Yeah…so my life sucks. But luckily, i still have on thing. Just one, tiny thing…

At least I have poetry. My only escape.

A/N: Thats it for this chapter! Poor Monika….

Cici: Sorry, I miss Stellaria too ): But don't worry! I have SO much planed for this story.