Before there ever was a Wendy and while there was a Tara, There was Jenna Jenna Winston. She was Opie's younger sister and Jackson Tellers one true love. The two were always on and off while they were teens because of his love for Tara till she skipped town. The day that Tara left Jenna found out she was pregnant with her and Jax's first son Abel. Jackson stepped up and was the father he had to be but her and Jenna could never see eye to eye because of Tara. But the pair continued to fool around and just love each other when moments were tough or hard on them the most. Jax loved her because she understood the life he lived and respected the ask and don't tell rule.
Now Jenna was around six month pregnant and raising a six year old little boy. Jackson was of course was a good father to their son but their love faded and spent but Jenna always made sure he had a home to come to. It was six am and the alarm was going off. Looking at the clock Jenna sighed and rolled over. She felt Jax laying in bed next to. She though he must have came in while they were asleep. She covered him up and shook her head. She knew the crew had just invested with Gemma's new Latino papi in the match making game so she didn't wanna know who he was with the night before. Jenna just rolled out of bed with a medium sized bump but she could feel lots of movement. then said to her belly "okay I'm getting up princess. I have to get your brother fed to." She put her feet on to the floor and tip toed out trying not wake Jax up. Abel was still fast asleep so she knellt down and rub his tummy and said "Hey lil Man. It's time to wake up." She started to tickle him making him stir and giggle. She then asked her son who rubbed his eyes waking up " What do you want for brakfast? you have three choices french toast pancakes or cereal." Abel was still rubbing his eye and said "What is sissy hungry for?" He was so happy to be a big brother. Jenna smiled and said "I think she was smiley face m&m pancakes." "yum" he said running to the living room to watch cartoons. The first thing she did was start a pot of coffee cause Gemma would be here soon to chat then some of the members would later to meet with jax n take her on errands for her safety.
Abel put on the disney plus app n watched mickey mouse cartoons. Jenna started to mix up the pancake batter as she felt her daughter kick. "hey it's coming" she said to her stomach. Once she finished she put a strawberry smile and whip cream eyes on Abel's. She left her plain. "Time to turn it off and eat. Then you have to brush your teeth and get dress. Grammie Gemma will be her soon." She said watching her son do as he was told and ate his food. Jenna loved being a mom even though she and Jax were but weren't together. She knew she would be stuck in this life when she chose to love him as kids and that love grew and they starts a family unconventionally with secrets and things that they don't talk about which keep her guessing. But she knows in her heart it will be okay. As soon as Abel was done eating his food dashed to the bathroom. Jenna walked to his room and set out his school uniform. She hollered "Your uniform is laid out. You got it or you gonna need help?" she asked him as she peaked in at him trying to flex like Jax does as she brushes his teeth he said "I got this." Jenna just shook her head she was now realizing she was raising the mini version of his father and could believe it. When she walked around the corner she jumped seeing her surrogate mother n the kids grandmother Gemma sitting at the table and she said "just like Jax." Jenna laughed and said "tell me about it. He wants a dirt bike for Christmas he's 6" "my grandson will not have some Japanese pos dirt bike." Gemma said in protest Jenna nodded and said "I know that's right but Jax n i though about one of those mini power wheel motorcycle that looks like jax's" Jenna said talking ideas fr Jackson's birthday which was in 3 months around her due date,
"hows he feel if you have her on his birthday?" gemma asked. Jenna smirked watching her son run from the bathroom to his room to change out of his star wars pajamas. "Well i'm not suppose to tell but it would be the best gift ever caause that shows how important he really is that his little sister wants to share his day. but don't tell." She said making a hush tone. Then she heard her bedroom door open. "House Guest?" Gemma asked being noisy wanting to know if she was screwing anyone else. "No your son. But I don't wanna know wheres he's been or whats been going on at the moment I have a daughter growing in my belly and I will not have the same thing happen to her that happened with my son." She said trying to to think about the day her son was born. Gemma grabbed her hand as an understanding she knew how painful that day was. That was the day everyone would have lost them both because of his stupidity and thinking with the wrong head much like his father. "Do you gotta work tonight?" Gemma asked. Jenna was a former porn star under Luann when she was younger She still did time to time but only girl on girl for jax's sake and her own but now she was a nurse at saint thomas after getting her RN. Jenna shook her head no eating her pancake. "I take it Jax didn't tell you. I was asked to quit at the hospital which i think is for the better though er is tough when you pregnant. He wants me to bartend or do books for whatever with whatever venture he's in with you new man but I'm not sure i can take that especially with how pregnant I am." She said after swallowing her food.
"ah the insecure phase trust me love they are all plastic and cheap thrills. Wait to you have that little girl and then you will be back to looking smoking hot. Look how fast you bounced back after abel." Gemma said sipping her coffee. That day was tough on everyone when Harley had come back from the doctor as soon as she found out the sex of their baby in her seventh month and she walked in on Jax in the rough with no one other than Tara when he acted all happy with her. Tara was back and that broke her heart to see them. Jenna had to have a c-section and lost a lot of blood and Abel barely made it But Jenna's faith kept them both alive. Jenna shook the though from her head when Abel ran down the hall way. "Help Me...Help Me..." Jenna looked up and able was all caught up in his shirt. Shaking her head she went to get up to help him but Jas walked up behind him and shook his own head. "How did you do this son?" Jax asked kneeling to his level. "The buttons was stuck." Abel told him standing still so his dad could undo the buttons to get his head through. Jenna loved watching Jax as a father he was a good one making sure that they were both taken care of even if they werent official. Once he fixed Abel's shirt he looked up and said "Hi mom." with a smile. "good Morning son late night?" Gemma asked watching him stagger behind his little boy who could be his twin as a kid. "yup but I got an early morning. Opie me and Tig are going to stockton. We are looking at another house with Nero." He said not wanting to get into to much details because of Jenna.
Jenna just stood avoid avoiding her feelings like she always did and went to do the breakfast dishes. She asked "do you want M&M pancakes i made you some i wasn't sure when you would be up." "Yeah that be great" Jax said sitting with his mom at the dining table as Jenna went into the kitchen to heat him up the pancakes that were luke warm by now. Jax shared a look with his mom and said " don't start." "you were with her again weren't you. How many times i gotta tell you she will cost you your family or don't you remember." Gemma said hushly so neither Abel nor Jenna could hear them. "I remember but i love her too mom i can't turn it off." Jax said keeping an eye out for Jenna to come around the corner. In the kitchen she waited for the pancakes she let a few tear drops fall then wiped them so no one saw them. Opie her older brother snuck into through the side door. He watched how broken his sister was and what Jax was doing but couldn't say anything to fix it. He knew his little sister only had eyes for jax even when they were all kids and she would be dedicated to him forever. She even got a crow tattoo on her lower back for him. Opie smiled and said "hey little sis." Jenna turned her head and wiped her eyes "Hey big bro" She said standing on her tiptoes to hug him but it was difficult. Opie embraced his pregnant sister not wanting to let go and let her cry it out but they did have business to do. Letting her go the microwave went off. "I see you are craving chocolate." Opie said smelling the pancakes.
"do you want some too?" She asked knowing she could whip another batch up quickly. "Yes please.." he said with a smile. Jenna shook her head and said "his highness is sitting in the dining room waiting for his serving there is coffee made and Abel has cartoons on before school." She said shaking her head. Opie headed into the dining area just shaking his head at Jax. He thought is was disrespectful to his sister that He was fucking Tara Knowles and then crawling into his sister's bed but he never said anything out of respect for Jenna. "morning." he said just shaking his head. Opie knew all about him and Tara Sneaking around Fucking in the club house seeing each other without Jenna knowing because he always had to lie to her about it. Jenna brought out Jax's without a word and just looked at everyone in dead silence. She just shook it outta her head and said "Your's will be done shortly op..Should i just make a bunch who else is coming by the house for breakfast." "Just Tig and Juice. Juice is going with you to the doctors appointment and whatever else you gotta do." Jax said with a smile rubbing her belly and kissing it. She put her arm around him so he could hold her belly. Jax asked "How's my daughter doing this morning?" "Good fed along with your son and pretty sure she's sleeping because she is not using my stomach as a soccer ball right now." Jenna said with a smile removing her arm and heading back to the kitchen to make sure the other pancakes weren't burning.
Gemma looked at the time and said "hey kiddo why don't you get your shoes on its almost time for school" Abel turned off the cartoons and went to the door putting his light up spiderman shoes on before giving his parents each a hug and kissing Jenna's belly before gather his bag n hoodie . "have a good day munchkin" jenna said watching them leave and Happy and Juice Pull up. Jenna finished with the pancakes and bacon and set it on the table. for the guys. "im going to go get dressed when I have to meet Lyla at the studio for something." jax raised his eyebrow. "don't worry not for that she just needs me for legal stuff since my names on the lease on the ownership i guess." jenna said kissing his forehead before heading to the bedroom. Opie looked at Jax who look defeated and scared. "bro you gotta stop this with Tara it's not gonna be good for you or my sister." Opie said hushed angered. "say it a little louder i don't think she heard you." Jax said snarly to his best friend. "Look She's my sister and your my best friend and you and i both know she has never n will never be with another male as long as your alive. So you need to either let her move on and be with Tara or you need to let Tara go before it ruins my sister bro." It was almost a plea for Jenna's sake. Jax just stayed silent as Tig and Juice walked in and seen breakfast. Tig Said "man that was a crazy party last night at diosa." as he sat down to grab himself a plate. Juice was quiet still dealing with his own hangover. "where did you sneak off to mr president? Did baby ma's ex girlfriend Ima sink her claws into you?" Tig asked with a smirk.
"i don't kiss and tell." Jax said with a smirk. "Well i do and those triplets Oh my god." Tig said eating some bacon. Jenna had come out of the shower in a black silk rob bump in bloom. "Not now Tig or i will puke my breakfast up then i'll have an upset baby growing inside me." She said with a smirk giving Juice a little wink. Jax paid no attention which he never did but she hoped he might show some compassion or love. But part of her knew that love died the day their son was born. She just kept up with this life because it's what she knew and how she was raised to be a good old lady. Jenna grabbed her phone off the kitchen counter and then went into their bedroom not saying a word. She didn't realize but she grabbed Jax's they had the same phone since he bought her a new one. The phone went off with a text and the name read Tara.
Tara: hey last night was amazing. can't wait to see you tonight. Lemme know when your done playing house.
That's the straw that broke her back. she set the phone down on the beside table and just sobbed her heart out just rubbing her belly. Her heart to see that and she felt broken inside. Her tears just fell as she sobbed but she sucked up her tears hearing Jax's voice headed to the bedroom. Jenna wiped her face and quickly got dressed in a pair od tight jeans that hugged her ass and a SOA grey maternity shirt that hugged her body. She began putting on key pieces of jewelry leaving a ring off that jax gave her that she never took off because it represented broken promises. she sprised on a lil perfume after she put her rosary on. Jax finally walked in and saying "Lemme get dressed and ill be ready." He seen Jenna sitting at her glam station in the bathroom doing her make up. Jax kissed her head and said " I won't be home for dinner tonight but i will be home to tuck Abel in." Jenna finally had enough "You can tell your lies somewhere else. you'll be in her bed and crawl into mine when your done like always." She said finishing putting on her lipstick. Jax just rolled his eyes "You are acting hormonal again." He said grabbing his clothes and started to get dressed. Jenna just shook her head and said "Yeah use that excuse Jax. It's okay im use to it. But i hope she keeps you warm at night. This may be our house but i don't want you here as long as your in Tara Knowles bed. Now i have baby appointment and errands to run. I don't wanna see you in my bed ever again not as long as you are fucking her." She got up the stool and walked out in her louis vuitoon heels. Jax was left in aw and scared not knowing how she knew till he heard his phone going off on the beside table. Jenna put on a fake annoying smile and gave Tig and Opie each a kiss on the cheek and said "i'm glad you guys enjoyed breakfast. Please put the dishes in the sink." "will do darling" Tig said with a mouthful. she shook her head sharing a look with Opie. "You okay?" opie asked his sister. "We will talk later." Jenna said motioning to juice as she grabbed her phone she wanted to leave hearing Jax's boots.
Opie could tell that his sister been crying and that she grabbed another phone instead of the one she took in the bedroom. Jax walked out as he exited and said "Let go boys." Opie just glared at him behind his back completely pissed off knowing all that he knows. The boys headed to Stockton and Jenna was arriving at the studio to meet with Lyla and the girls. But she needed to see Ima first. Her and Ima were always paired together in films and shared a bond that no one else could fill but Jax. As she and Juice walked in he already was eyeing a girl he had been hitting on for ever. Lyla was talking to a director and Ima was sitting at a glam station. Jenna walked as fast as she could and to have a moment alone. As Jenna poked her shoulder Ima smiled brightly and the two shared a hug "look at your bump she really showing." Ima said with a smile. "just like me a show off. Can we have a private moment?" Jenna asked. The make up artist knew she would have to fix that work but let Ima go. The ladies headed into the bathroom. Jenna made sure the door was locked before letting Ima pin her to the door to share an intimate passionate kiss. Ima was Jenna's sexual relief which she wanted all the time when she is pregnant. Ima smiled and said " we have to be quick cause you are not here for signing papers all the crew set up a baby shower for you." Jenna smirked and blushed. "so what does that mean?" she asked Ima said undoing Jenna's jeans and said "I'll make you cum and you owe me." "I like that idea but when." Jenna said as ima slipped a finger into her Ima whispered "we will find time." Jenna let out a deeper moan as Ima slipper her fingers into her deeper. "mm so wet for me today. Has he been inside you?" Ima asked like a dom which is what Jenna needed. "No He hasn't been inside me for a while." she responded quickly as Ima kissed down her body and belly before sitting her on the counter.
"mmm good more pleasure for me. He really doesn't know what he is missing out on." Ima said licking ler lips from jenna's wetness. Jenna just ley out a moan as Ima dove her face back into her snatch and fingering her. "right there..." Jenna moaned out to Ima who knew all Jenna's trigger spots from their time working together. "Yeah right there. Do you wanna cum for me?" Ima said as she started fingering her faster adding a third and felt Jenna's pussy squeeze around her finger. "That pussy is so tight" Ima added getting turned on herself then pinched one of Jenna's seemingly breast filled nipples "You didn't answer me. Do you wanna cum?" "Yes I wanna cum..please i need to." Ima let go after a lil milk spit out and kept finger her harder and rubbing her clit. Then Ima said the Magic words in her ear "Then Cum for me.." Like it was a command Jenna let go and came around her fingers. It left her quivering for a moment and her belly moving. "seems she enjoys when mommy gets her relief" Ima said licking her fingers cleaned. "Both my kids in womb enjoyed that." Jenna said grabbing toilet paper to clean herself up befor zipping her jeans up. "i remember just remember you owe me." Ima said before kissing Jenna's lips as their was a knock on the door it was Lyla. "Jenna you okay not hurling up breakfast are you?" Lyala asked. Jenna just said "No just nonstop blatter issues I'll be out in a second." "Tell Ima to hurry her skinny ass up to." Lyla said knowing damn well what was going on which was something she kept from Opie even though Opie told her everything about Jax and Tara's love affair. She thought Jenna deserved a little pleasure if Jax was getting it. The two girls unlocked the door after fixing their hair and seen the all the pink balloons and gifts along with cake and mocktails. "surprise" everyone from cast to crew to the office said.
Jenna was stunned at this and didn't know what to say. she just let Lyla and Ima take her hand to take her mind off everything and enjoy this pregnancy. While Jenna was trying to enjoy herself at her baby shower Jax had the Guys go ahead of him and went to stop and St thomas to see Tara. Jax and Tara were in the breakroom hand in hand talking and kissing like teenagers. "Sorry i didn't respond to your Text Jenna got my phone on accident and Read it." Jax said kissing her hands "So she knows..What did she say?" Tara asked. "looks like more nights in the dorms for us." he said with a smile. Tara bit her lip not wanting to share her own news with him. "Look i gotta tell you something Jax. I got a job opprotunity in Vegas I think im gonna take it?" She said having him let go of her hands. He looked confused and said "Then what was all this for fun memories." He was pissed off a little knowing what he was ruining with Jenna for Tara. "No Jax But St Thomas is merging with County Gen and my job was given to someone more qualified. I don't leave for another three months." Tara said trying to plead with him and put her hand on his chest. "Lets make the most of it please." Jax kissed her lips and said "fine we will talk more later I got business i have to do and i don't want Jenna catching me here." Tara smiled kissing his lips as he left and she went back to work on the NICU floor. Jax got on his bike and drove by the porn studio seeing Jenna's car still there which was a good thing. He sped off to Stockton. The girls were all chatting and having fun till Jenna's pnone went off and it was her dr appointment alarm. "I'm sorry to cut thi fun short ladies but i have to get to the doctors and see if this one is ready for her close up." She said giving both girls a hug.
Lyla smiled giving her a hug and rubbing her belly "We need to have a girls night somewhere i know you can't drink but you look like you need fun and girl time before that lil one is born and your stuck in mom world." she said. Ima just hugged her and said "You owe me still." "I know" jenna whispered back to her. She got to the car as juice was kissing the puerto rican star he liked goodbye. Jenna smirked and said "you are something else Juice you know that." as he got into the car. Juice just laughed it off taking her to When they headed to her OBGYN off Jenna locked eyes with Tara who was always trying to avoid her. Jenna just had that shit eating grin on her face as she walked passed her and bumped her like she was better than her cause she could concieve Jax's babies. While Jenna was inside with the doctor Gemma arrived at St Thomas. She was on a mission to find Tara to have a chat. Gemma was sporting her usual tight jeans black tee and a leather jacket. When she pulled up she seen Tara sitting at a picnic table eating lunch. Gemma lowered her glasses n shook her head befor getting out of the car. she grab a cigarette out of her pack and headed towards he making Tara jump. "Mind if I sit down." Gemma asked sitting across. "and if I said I mind?" Tara said with a witty comeback. "we both know i don't care if you mind or not. Because we need to talk about you and my son." Gemma told Tara bluntly. Tara closed the book she was reading and asked "which part the past the present or the future?" "don't get smart with me tara my martha stewart is wearing thin right now. I don't care about the past or the present. But I swear to you If something happens to Jenna and that baby I will hold you resposible." Gemma said before getting back up seeing Jenna and juice walk out of the hospital.
Jenna was smiling at the ultrasound pictures as they walked out and headed to her car. she noticed that Gemma's car is here. She just figured she was here to pick Wayne Unser up from Chemo. As she opened her car door she felt a hand grab her shoulder and Gemma said "New Ultrasound pictures of our little girl in there?" Jenna said "complete bill of health for both of us and she will be right on schedule she is suppouse to be due the week after Abel's birthday. " "thats good." Gemma said eyeing all the pink bags n roses n some balloons in the back of the car. Jenna said "Lyla and the girls through me a surprse baby shower." "You see your girlfriend." Gemma asked knowing about her and Ima. "of course but we both know where my heart lies." Jenna said rolling her eyes seeing Tara head into the hospital with her nose in a book. Putting on her sunglasses she just shook her head. "You know your son is fucking her and then coming to my bed right." Jenna said being a little jealous. Gemma said "I kind of figured when she came back to town." Gemma said shaking her head in Tara's direction. "How did you know and how are you handling it?" Gemma asked the mother of her grand children. "I'm dealing I told him not to come home or to my bed. I cant do that again not after Abel was almost lost to me. He still has rights to his son and i will never step in that way but i'm tired of coming in second when i use to come first." Jenna didnt wanna cry but her hormones were all messed up due to her current pregnancy "good girl I taught you well. She'll leave again and it will all be back the way it should be and if not my sons loss." Jenna looked confused at the statement Gemma explained "My son tends to think with the wrong head his father was known for it as well as Clay. But if he wants to ruin his life on a fairytale with a horror ending thats on him. But If he does stay with her. you deserve to be happy to wether its with the pornstar or someone else." Gemma said with a smile and being completely honest.
Jenna grabbed her knife from her purse and cut one of the ultrasound pictures off the strip she was given and handed it Gemma saying "No Matter what happens You be Grammie Gem to this little one and Abel. " "You know i hate that word unless they say it." Gemma said smiling at the picture. "its better than Grandma." Jenna said with a smile. "So where you off to next?" Gemma asked. Jenna looked at her calendar on her phone. "I am going to go take this stuff home and then I have a nail appointment. Then i have to go deal with the horrid PTA moms all priss bitch types like Tara and all look their nose down on i might add to work on some murals in the halls. Who knew my art would pay off at a school like that." Jenna said cockily. "if you hate the school why send him there?" gemma asked. "because its the best school and he deserves the best after everything he's gone through." Jenna tried not to think on every horrible thing that happened to her son because of Jax cause she didn't need to stress. "Well if you need anything call me." Gemma said giving her a hug and resting her hands on her belly feeling her granddaughter kicking. "She's gonna be a wild child just like you." Gemma teased her. "I hope she'll be able to keep her father on his toes and theats a lot of Kharma after everything he's put me through." Jenna said sneering a little but breathed it out. Gemma just hugged her again seeing the tears in her eyes. "Go take care of you and those kids. I'll handle my son. okay.. you don't need to worry about him." Gemma said kissing her cheek as Jenna did the same. Juice was in her SUV waiting for her. Jenna let go of Gemma's hand and got in putting her seat belt on as Gemma closed her door for her and finishing her cigarette. She hoped Jax would come to his senses and just leave the past in the past before he lost everything in his life.
While in stockton Jax acted distracted geting texts from Tara and his mother so he turned his phone off and enjoyed his time even if he wasn't partaking in the women. Opie sat next to him watching his best friend twirl his rings on his fingers "Penny for your thoughts?" opie asked handing Jax a drink. "just thinking history everything. What life would a been like if i left with Tara liked we planned when we were 18 everything." Jax said taking the drink. Opie took a sip of his beer and said "yeah but you and my sister have been in love since you were kids. You two were each others first everything. Tara was always a way to hurt Jenna when she tired to make you jealous when you acted like an ass as teenagers." Jax laughed knowing that was always. "i know but there is Something about her i can't give up." he said swallowing his shot in a gulp. Opie understood that feeling but he said "I get it but she almost cost you your son and my sister her life." He was reflecting on Abel's premature birth and Jenna battle with post partum and tried to Od on the pain pills the doctor gave her for the pain of the birth. Jax grabbed another shot off one of the girls tray and gulped it. "I know and i never let myself forget it Op." "I hope so cause i don't wanna see her like that again and possible lose her. She our best friend and a pain in the ass and she's my sister." Opie said finishing his beer before saying "Im gonna get outta here promise Lyla and the Kids Dinner and Movie. What about you?" Jax looked around and said "I'm gonna stick arounf her a bit longer and wait for Nero to finish buisness and head to Diosa for the night to sleep in the dorm since she kicked me out." Opie sat back down and grabbed them both a shot. "woah she knows..How?" opie said downing his shot.
Jax said "She grabbed my phone since ours look alike and Tara sent a Nude and texts and seen them this morning." He drank his shot thinking on it. "do you want me to talk to her?' Opie Asked him. "Nah she'll talk when she's ready. Go Home Opie." Jax said patting his best friends back and gave him a brief hug. Opie's said by to everyone that was there and got on his bike as Jax just sat on a couch wallowing in drink and watching a blonde beauty that looked like Jenna before she was pregnant as he waited for Nero While Jenna was in the nail shop with juice she convinced him to get a mani pedi. "you better not tell the guys about this. they give me enough shit as it is for being put on baby mama duty." Juice said as they sat getting their pedicures. "Well I am glad you are because the only other one i would want here is Opie But I need him to watch Jax's back." She said thumbing through her social media acounts. "You really always put him first." he just said questioning a little. Jenna said "My children are first but It's always been him since we were kids playing house and them using me to get away with their scheme all the way till we were teens and in love But he seen a way out once but i stood stong n faithful like i was taught in this life and always will hense why im about to have baby number two seven years later." Juice laughed as the and said "Hope to find a loyal old lady like you." Jenna rubbed his head and said "Im sure you will. You a keeper trust me." she said laying her head on his shoulder to give what of a hug she could to him while the pedicurist did there feet.
Jax had come home early to meet Tara at diosa. Nero saw them and shook his head knowing what that boy was throwing away. Jax and Tara fucked and thats all it was but she wanted to talk after. "Why don't you come with me?" Jax looked at her confused and a little mad "what and leave my kids." "you always complain about this life and everything going on in this town. we can get custoday of the kids after she had your daughter and leave." Tara said honestly. Jackson looked discussed at her and said pushing her off "I would never do that to her and you know that. Why do you want me to go with you Tara?" "Because you are better than this this town and we desreve it and you desreve me not a two bit biker whore you had puppy love with." She said Honestly. Jax sat up in the bed and said "I think you need to leave and stop texting me. This is never gonna happen again." "so i say some honest things about your bisexual biker porn whore and you get defensive and kick me out. You owe me three months or i'll tell her about Chicago and what you made me do." Tara said blackmailing him with the abortion she he made Tara get when he found out Jenna was pregnant with Abel even though it truly her choice cause she hated charming at the life style but had a weakness for Jax. "three months Tara and Get out." He said throwing her clothes at her as he went into the bathroom to pee not wanting to talk or see her anymore. "I'll see you soon love." Tara said getting dressed in her scrubs and leaving walking passed Gemma and Nero smugly.
Jax came out shortly later and Gemma rolled her eyes. "He talk to you?" she asked Nero "no but she just left give him time. Now if you would stop being an over protective parent i'll talk to him man to man." He said kissing her cheek as she left herself to go to the house to feed her birds. Jax went out to the patio and thumbed through the ultrasound pictures jenna sent him on text. Nero smiled looking over his shoulder bring out a bottle of his finest Tequila. "I remember when my daughter was born she threw my world upside down." Nero said handing him a cigar. Jax took it and said "If she's anything like her mother ill have a heart attack by the time she is 16 and a corninary at 18." He love Jenna in those days she was wild and free and home and he always loved her but he always hurt her. "yeah your mom told me about Jenna and i heard some stories." Nero said with a laughing smirk. Jax got on to it once he mentions his mother "Look if my mom sent you to talk to me she'll be gone in three months before abel's birthday and my daughter birth so then it will all go back to normal." "no she didn't but how can you guarantee that? Is it really ruining all those years she been hurt enough how do you know this won't truly send her over the edge be over your you." nero said pouring shots. "i don't need a daddy speech ahd two that never tried to." Jax said taking his shot. "Its not a speach but just a little in sight on what secrets can do to true love. cause i had it once She was my oldest daughters. we were young loves like you and Jenna and i had another that i couldn't leave alone. She was my other true love but she wasn't good for me. Much like your story my 1st love found out and she was pregnant and couldn't bear the pain. She decided to kill herself and the baby when she caught us and took some crank just enough to kill her first then our daughter." Nero said drinking his and pouring another round. Jax asked "What happend obviously your daughter lived?" "Samantha my 1st love drove her car off the bridge where i proposed when we graduated. But some one saw it. The doctors were able to save my daughter but Samantha was lost and i'll never forgive myself for breaking her like that." Nero said downing his shot. The two continued to drink and smoke the cigars in silence occasionally talking about business.
Jenna was in their home with Abel watching The Lion King on the couch eating popcorn. Abel asked "Is daddy gonna be home in time to tuck me in?" Jenna wiped her tears so he son didn't see them she tried to keep all hers and Jax issues away from him cause he didn't need that trauma too. "Im not sure. daddy uncle tig n Uncle Op went on business so he might miss it but mommy will tuck you in and even let you fall asleep to any movie you want and Ill cuddle with you." She said kissing the top of his blonde hair. abel just said "Okay" and continued to watch the movie. Once it was over Abel was passed out in her lap. He looked like Jax use to when she was pregnant with Abel and would fall asleep to him kicking in her belly. She let a few tears drop and picked him up. It was hard because he was a little heavy but she didn't want to wake him. She needed to have her own moment. Laying him in his bed she tucked him in and made sure he had his favorite stuffed bear that Jax won at fun town when he was a baby and he never let it go. Jenna smiled at her sleeping child as she turned his night light on and the overhead light off. Going to her room she peeled out her clothes and went through the drawers and found one of Jax's shirts and put it on. It barely covered her belly but it smelled like him. Crawling in bed She grab Jax's Pillow and just started to let out sobbing tears. Finding out about Tara again was a devastating blow just when she thought things would go back to normal. She had to act normal on the outside because of her son she need to be strong for him. But her soul and heart were broken and they never mend themselves after this and she had to be strong. But she just let her tears fall sobbing out all the emotions she could never show in the daylight.
Jax pulled up to the house and seen all the lights out. He knew he shouldn't be here but after hearing Tara's new and what she wanted him too do. But this was his home and he knew who he was hurting but it was a part of him that wanted out of this life but it all was wrapped in it and his heart was wrapped in Jenna and Abel even though he was feeding some need to piss off his mother even if it meant his own family. He used his key and slowly walked in. He seen a plate of food on the counter like she knew he would leave their home or their bed. Jax heard a light flicker and looked down the hall it was the bathroom light across from Abel's room and he knew he was in for a guilt trip. Jax heated up the food and got a gatorade for himself and a juice for his son. Abel had see his fathers bike headlight pulling in cause he woke up to Jenna's sobs. Jax smiled as his son sleepily headed for the fridge. Jax stopped him and said "Hey I got you a juice box right here." Abel rubbed his eyes and climbed up into his chair next to his dad. The two sat in silence as Jax ate Abel was still half asleep But had one question to ask "Daddy why does mommy cry all the time?" Jax was stuffed by this he had no idea how Jenna was cause he never really bother to ask cause she acted like her usual self. Swallowing his food jax asked "How do you know mommy cries?" "cause i hear her sometimes at night when you not home after bedtime. Sometimes she cuddlle me n thinks im sleeping and cries. I dont like when Mommy is sad" his son said to him and this broke his heart cause he knew the cause of all of it.
Jax rubbed his head and said "I'm not sure buddy but ill make sure she never cries again i promise." he knew he was breaking that promise already cause he had come from Tara in the dorms and came home. Abel finished his juice box and tossed it out. "how bout i tuck you back in and ill put on scooby doo for you?" jax said throwing out the juice box and putting his plate in the sink. Abel took his father's hand and walked to his bedroom. He crawled into his bed and grabbed his stuffed animal. Jax turned on a little tv and put on scooby doo cartoons for Abel to sleep to since he was like heis mother and needed sound to sleep to. Jax tucked his son in and kissed his head and said "good night my son. "good night daddy." Abel sid as jax turned off the peaked through the bedroom door and seen Jenna in one of his shirt like usual when he was gone. I barley covered her bump and revealed a black Panty. He was getting a little turned on at her sight. But he heard her start moaning and kicking in her sleep. She cried out "No Please Jax your kids need you.." His heart stopped as he opened the door wider and got closer to the bed she cried out again in tears and sat up moving her blonde hair out of her face . She woke up in a sweat and saw him standing there in the door way. "I thought I told you not to come back." She said putting his pillow back on his side of the bed. "but you still left me a plate of food." He said walking in with a smirk. "Old habit die hard don't they." She said taking a jab about Tara. "Ouch." He said removing his jeans and sitting next to her before removing his shirt revealing Abel's Tattoo.
"Why are yo here Jax? She's back and here to stay apparently. I saw her working at St. Thomas" Jenna said trying to hide her own tears from him. Jax pushed her hair oaway and seen her tears. "I'm here because She's leaving town and i was wrong about her i always have been just blinded by her unquieness and how different she was but this is my home and this is where our family is and where i want our kids to grow up." He said lying through his teeth as he put his hand on her belly. He just was gonna have to get crafty the next three months before she left which was right before abel's birthday and their daughters due date so he thought he would be safe. Jenna placed his hand on his and let a few more tears fall before he wiped them away. "how do i know your not lying to me?" She asked. "Because I promised our son you'd never cry yourself to sleep again." Jax said taking her face into his hand passionately kissing her lips. Jenna fell into his kiss and his arms believing the lie for another night. Jax deepen their kiss pulling her body into his. His hands gravitated to her ample breast and he said between kisses "I love when your breast are so big like his and my shirt barely fit you." she let out a moan as he kissed her neck. He slid his finger into her panties and they were soaked he whispered in her ear "How many times did she make you cum?" "once didn't have time for more cause they had a baby shower for me."she said moaning into his mouth. He smiled and kissed her lips biting her bottom lip and said "mm i forgot how horny carrying my spawn does daddy need to make Mommy cum again?" "yes daddy" She pleaded to him. Jax smirked and grabbed a hand full of her blonde hair pulling her head back and pissed her neck. Before peeling his shirt off her exposing her milk filled breast. He slowly suckled on each nipple getting a little milk out of each "Mmm your milks in i like it." He said making her giggle before sliding his finger into her tight hole."Daddy hasn't been using his little whore enough it seems Daddy needs to rectify that." He said ripping her panties off
Jenna wanted to moan but not wake their son up. Jax put his hand over her mouth as he freed his hardon from his boxers and flipped her on to her hands and knees. "How bad do you need Daddy?"
He said teasing her entrance with just the head. "very bad Daddy..I need Daddy Dick please give it to me." She cried out in a whisper. Jax slammed into her forgetting how good she felt to be inside. He grunted before slamming into her again keeping a fast hard rhythm and rough like Jenna loved it. They made love and fucked at once and it wasn't like that with Tara. He watched her face as their hands joined and he kissed her neck. He started to feel her tighten around him and he was gonna bust "Mmm It feels like some one wants Daddys Cum inside them is that what you want." "Yes Daddy I need you to fill my tight little hole please I need to cum with you." She moaned into the pillow as he smacked her ass hard leaving a hand print. "then cum for me slut." He said pounding hard er and faster than he had. With his words she found her release tightening around him more making him explode as well. Their bodies quvered together as jax pulled out and rolled off of her before lleping her to her side. He pulled her on to his chest "so can I stay in bed tonight?" He said teasing her. "Yes but we will talk about he next days later." She said teasing him knowing that she would let him stay whether they fought or not. "Lets sleep before our son wakes up hearing us. up and wants in our bed and neither of us want that especially if i want morning sex." He said kissing her forehead and putting his hand on her belly and Jenna fell asleep while he had to figure away to get Tara outta town faster or he knew he was gonna lose his family.
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