TW: mentions of Suicide/suicide attempt, If you feel this way, please seek professional help or just talk about it
Luz was in her room with her book and another notebook "ok, why didn't I react the way I was supposed to when I killed that guard, why did I even kill him? I mean ya, he was a jerk but not deserving of death of all things, so why, why'd I do it?" Luz muttered to herself as she wrote observations and things she noticed happen with her after an almost dead All for One gave her his quirks in desperation. Suddenly Luz remembers an article she read about how quirks can potentially be linked to how their users personality developed "was that article true, I mean it would explain the personality shifts but how would it explain my want to kill?" Luz would muter before she dropped her pen as suddenly, like a ton of brick falling from the sky, it hit her "I killed someone... o-oh g-god" Luz muttered as all color drain from her face.
"I a-actually d-did k-kill s-someone. Luz would try to stand but would fall to the floor, her shaking knees bot being able to support her weight as she would just curl up into a ball on the ground, crying and mumbling incoherently until she passed out. The next morning Luz's eyes lost their normally vibrant and energetic visage as she numbly picked herself up off the floor, she locked her door and closed the curtains before sitting back onto the chair, writing more and more of what she can do and how to capture and kill her along with everything she can do. she did this in complete silence, filling up the thick book as she then began to use the notebook she was using to write her observations in as a place to sketch weapons that could kill or at the very least prevent her from causing any more problems. After she filled that book up Luz pulled from her verry dark and suicidal thoughts from Eda banging on the door "Luz, Luz! you ok in there?" Eda shouted as Luz began to look around the room, knowing that Eda with her hording habits used this room as a storage area. Luz eventually found what she was looking for, a bunch of collars and bracelets, more specifically quirk canceling bracelets and collars.
Luz took them as she wrote a note to Eda and her mother on a piece of paper before leaving through the window and darting off into the forest. A few moments later Eda burst down the door having not heard a response from Luz "Luz you ok!?" Eda called out only to be met with an empty room, the only thing signifying that Luz was recently there was the fresh ink on the books/notes and the smoking candle "Luz, com on don't hide" Eda said as she walked up to the desk that had the books and notes on it before gaining a shocked and a bit horrified expression as she read her note before bolting out of the house.
/note begin/
Eda, despite what I've done you took care of me, I'm sorry for letting you down. I can't risk killing you with just a look, I can't risk doing that with anyone. I'm dangerous and should be put down. you may be sad now, but just forget about me, as while I loved the time we shared, but at the end of the day, it was never meant to be. This is goodbye, owl lady.
-Luz
/note end/
Luz was deep within the forest an hour away from the owl house. she was currently sitting at the edge of a cliff, wearing all of the quirk suppression bracelets and starring at the last sunrise she would ever see while a raging river flows beneath her and out to the boiling sea "the last sunrise, I'll ever fully enjoy, it reminds me of Mami. I wonder how she's doing, I wonder how the hero society is doing with this quirk being gone. It's probably thriving, at least my death will help everyone, like a hero, like all might" Luz said in a bittersweet tone. Luz sat their for a few more minutes before she put her hands on the ground, getting ready to push herself into the rivers below "Luz! Stop!"
