A/N: Posted this first on AO3 on my account ravingwritingdesk. Part 1 of 3.

Set some time after Lee Sookyung's incarceration. Kim Dokja has had some time to process, but is still confused. Trauma-typical angst.


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ORV #5: "Why?" [Kim Dokja (2)]

A poem from a young Kim Dokja to his mother.

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I didn't mean to
Make the choice I made for us
You and I know that
Everything was done by me
But why'd you say it was you?

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