CH. 4 'Those sound like tomorrow's issues' OR 'What would you do if I said no?'


"Sukuna."

With a small nod, Sukuna slowly pushed forward, breaking her hymen and taking her virginity. The pressure and pain that followed were swallowed as he quickly pressed his lips to hers and absorbed her groans into his own mouth. Allowing herself to be overtaken by him, she wrapped her arms around him as he began to move and thrust steadily within her. She grasped for leverage against his back and shoulders as he licked and kissed greedily against her skin. His hands wandering confidently over her breasts and body, claiming her completely as his own. His red eyes danced with evil mischief as he constantly pushed deeper and harder inside her, laughing as she threw her head back in abandon and lost all sense and reason in his arms. "Say my name again" he chuckled, "I like hearing it come off your tongue."

"Sukuna" she gasped, meeting his eyes. Aizen's eyes? Sukuna's? No. Simply the eyes of someone she loved, she'd focus on only that for now.

"Yes," he said, grabbing her thighs and forcing himself deep within her body. He looked seriously at her, "I am. But whether I'm Kibutsuji Aizen or Ryomen Sukuna, what you mean to me won't change. Whatever that might mean for me - It's the truth." With this he kissed her on the lips as his hips began a movement she couldn't keep up with. Overtaken, Rinami screamed his name and clawed at his back as her body bucked beneath his and wave after wave of intense orgasms wracked her body and threatened to shatter her mind. Dizzy and exhausted she collapsed into a shuddering mess, only to be swiftly collected and scooped up into his strong tattooed arms.

She lay on his chest, trying to catch her breath, and letting the aftereffects of the orgasm subside. Draping an arm across his chest she grasped him tightly and burrowed her head against his shoulder, unable to look at him, and acutely aware of the larger question - if she couldn't even look at him, how would she be able to face herself in the mirror? Yes, she had made a choice, but even she knew it hadn't been a particularly well thought out one.

With a shuddering sigh she turned to face him. As she looked up, Sukuna's devilish red eyes were already staring down at her. His face again wore an amused grin, but behind it she could sense some concern.

Still struggling to catch her breath she asked "I wouldn't think you were one to hold back, what is it?"

His eyes widened and then he laughed, a short merciless laugh. "So you're bold now, are you?" He looked at her curiously "I wonder what you'll do from here? Now that you know the truth? I know you consider me both an enemy and a threat " He took his fingertips and lightly grazed them from her ear down the side of her jawline, letting them come to rest under her chin, his thumb gently running over the skin just under her lower lip. "but I also know you still love me. So what's your plan? Are you going to stay by my side, regardless?"

His face held no malice, just genuine curiosity. Rinami was curious too. She didn't know what she would do. It might have been easier to answer if she hadn't just slept with him, and probably even more-so if she wasn't already feeling an urge to do it again. Not to mention that he was teaching her how to use her powers, and besides Gojo, he very well might be the only one who could do it. Though if she was being honest with herself, the number one complication in this whole matter was simply these feelings in her heart that she wanted to go away, but seemingly hadn't budged in the slightest. Without those, none of this would really even be a question…

She looked at him for a moment, as he settled back to await her response, and then asked him. "Well what would you do if I said no? That I can't accept it and as a Jujutsu Sorceror my 'plan' would be to destroy you?"

Sukuna looked at her silently for a moment and then burst out laughing. "Hmmm, well if you were to say that… First, I'd say don't answer a question with a question. Then I'd say- who are you kidding? We both know there's no way in hell you'd have a chance of that, even if you actually had full control of your technique." He lifted his head and gave her a contemplating look. "Then, I'd answer the question you're really asking – would I kill you if you tried to leave?" Rinami swallowed hard, her body involuntarily shaking. Maybe that was what she really wanted to know. Did she even have an out if she wanted to take one? She'd thrown caution to the wind and made a really dangerous decision today. Maybe she just needed to know if she would have to pay with her life to fix it.

Sukuna leaned forward and placed his fingers under her chin, pulling her towards him. For the first time since he'd revealed himself, an actual real chill ran through Rinami's body. He was arguably one of the most dangerous threats to mankind, and he wasn't kidding when he said she'd have no chance against him. If he so much as thought he wanted her dead she would die right here on the spot, before she even knew what had hit her.

Sukuna placed his lips near her ear, and Rinami could hear the sound of her own blood rushing in her head. Slowly he whispered, "As myself I can't use those three inane little words that humans seem to crave so much, but I've already told you that how I felt under the guise of Aizen was true and that it wouldn't change. I'm not going to hurt you, no matter what. Don't make me repeat that again." He leaned backwards and looked at her, all of the amusement gone from his face. "Though I will admit, the fear in your eyes right now does piss me off a bit. Can't say I really like that."

Rinami frowned. She had been fully prepared for the possibility of a quick death. Now she was just confused. She looked up at him. "So if I just want to leave and go back to Jujutsu High to help them come after you, you would be fine with that?" She asked, eyebrow raised.

Sukuna narrowed his eyes at her. "I already answered your question. Although…" He leaned towards her, eyes smoldering. "I'd think that before you left, I might pull you back to the bed once more and see if I couldn't change your mind…?" Rinami flushed and immediately went to pull more covers around her naked body.

Sukuna laughed wickedly and fell back into the bed. "Seriously, you can do what you want. I won't stop you." He raised to an elbow and looked at her. "I'll tell you what I want, in case you're too dense to have figured it out by now- but that's the most I'll do."

Rinami shook her head, she figured she knew. He'd have her stay.

"Well think about it and let me know," Sukuna said, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her back down to the bed. "In the meantime, I'll enjoy you while you're here."

As she looked into his smiling, molten eyes, he grabbed her face and pulled her into another deep kiss, his hand deftly reaching down and sliding across the inside of her thigh and between her legs. Rinami gasped and tried to clamp down, pushing his hand aside. "Uh-uh-uh" Sukuna teased against her mouth, moving her hand away and returning his own to slowly creep up her legs. As he reached her entrance, he slowly ran a single finger across it, causing her to tremble and draw a deep breath. He watched her face and grinned as he pushed the finger a little deeper and again ran it across her entry. She shivered and her eyes snapped to his. He raised his eyebrow at her and gave her a small smirk. As he pressed his finger lightly against her, slowly slipping it just inside of her. She grabbed his wrist in her hands and tried to hold him in place. Fumbling with the words, she gasped out to him. "This isn't right."

"Hmmm? I don't know what you mean?"

She frowned and sighed as he wriggled his finger a bit deeper.

"How can I figure anything out when you keep playing with me like this?"

"Playing with you?" Sukuna raised his brows in mock confusion. "I'm not sure I follow…" with this he gently pushed the single finger deep inside of her, relishing the feeling of her body tightening around him, her hands gripping hard on his wrist and the sharp intake of breath that she took. "Ami," he teased playfully, "are you sure it's me? She's so wet already…."

Her eyes pleaded with him. "Sukuna" She gasped. "… I'm serious..."

His eyes darkened. "Pretty sure I've told you what it does to me when you say my name." He said coolly.

She held her breath. His demeanor had changed and now her heart was racing uncontrollably. Suddenly she could feel a second finger tracing over her clit. As her head rolled back, Sukuna's mouth found her neck and began its assault there. Her senses turned towards her neck and she felt the second finger join the other and slip inside of her.

"Ohhh-" Her moan was cut off as Sukuna's mouth found its way to hers. His fingers began to press in and out of her, slowly building up their tempo.

"Don't say my name like that unless it's because you want me." He growled into her open mouth. His fingers picked up their pace and Rinami's hands fell from his wrist, one grasping futilely at the bed sheets and the other instead instead rushing to clutch his shoulder. She couldn't tell if she was trying to stop him or just needed something to hold on to, but Sukuna was relentless. As his fingers dug into her, the pad of his thumb struck up a rhythm on the soft bud of her clitoris. As she fell back, her body arching into his hands- his mouth fell upon her breasts and Rinami closed her eyes and gave up on it all. His name became the only thing she knew and the pleasure became associated with only him.

As she finally came down from the high of her second crushing orgasm that day, Rinami turned to the satisfied, smug face of Sukuna and began to cry.

Sukuna found himself taken aback. Centuries of living and this might have been a first. What was going on? He was certain that he hadn't hurt her. Time and experience made him sure of that. But this was the first time that he'd experienced this level of investment in someone other than himself, so maybe there was something that he was missing here.

He looked plainly at the woman sobbing in his arms and felt an immense distaste at the feeling. He already knew that 'love' was a distracting and useless emotion. It made people weak and stupid. It alone was responsible for the fall of so many of history's most powerful. Yet and still, he'd accepted whatever came along with it once he'd realized 1) how strongly he felt for her, and 2) that it was apparently also an emotion that entertained zero regards for his own personal notions about it- Seizing him without his consent and refusing to be dissolved no matter how hard he'd fought against it…. But now this current 'helpless' feeling was a new one, and not only did he despise it, he wasn't prepared for it.

"Stop. Stop that." He grabbed Rinami by the shoulders and lifted her to face him. "I said I wouldn't hurt you. Crying seems pretty damn close to hurting, so if I went too far, then… I'm sorry." He looked away. Apologizing was also new and not at all something he planned to get accustomed to doing. "How do I stop this?" He mumbled gruffly.

Rinami didn't bother to look up. She just dropped to his shoulder and continued crying on it. Puzzled and irritated, Sukuna sat there at a loss. Finally, she slowed down and started to speak in between her sobs. "It's not your fault. I'm just confused and it's frustrating." She looked at him and the look in his eyes brought a fresh round of tears.

Again, Sukuna's eyes widened. The fuck is this? He couldn't get a grasp on what was going on. Rinami tried again "I want to leave. I'm not supposed to be here. I know that. I'm supposed to be helping to…kill you…?" Sukuna stilled. It was to be expected, but even so, hearing the words out loud- from her mouth…

"But I can't leave, and I don't think I'm going to, and I don't know how I'm going to live with that- how I'm going to live with myself." She continued, small hiccups littered between her words and sobs.

Sukuna was again puzzled. It all sounded like nonsense to him. Rinami turned a tear-stained face to him. "I know its probably stupid of me, but I believe you and what you said about your feelings for me. And whether I want them to continue or not, I know what mine currently are. Those are the only things I believe for certain. Because of that I'm going to stay with you. Even if it means I'm a traitor…" She grimaced and hung her head "At least for now. But I won't stand by and watch you hurt my friends or watch you destroy humanity. Even a self-serving traitor has morals too, I guess."

She looked him in the eyes again, "So I don't know what that means for the long term. If you hurt Jujutsu High, I'll leave and then I guess I'll have to come back for you, even if it means you kill me. I don't want that and it makes me sad, but It also feels kind of inevitable. That's why I'm crying "

Sukuna slowly nodded. He guessed it made some sense. Killing her wasn't an option, but at the same time, he wondered how long he could avoid Jujutsu High, and especially those she loved the most. Ami would never admit it, but he knew that Gojo still ranked high on that list for her. Unfortunately Gojo happened to be number one on the kill list for Sukuna. He could avoid it for awhile but at some point Satoru Gojo would have to die. Letting him live would never be an option.

Sukuna turned to her and wiped her face. "Well, those sound like tomorrow's issues. For now, I just put in a lot of work to make you happy and you're ruining it with tears. Come over here to me and let's just be selfish for awhile, yeah?" He pulled her into his arms and held her closely to him, pressing his nose into her neck and placing soft kisses across it. In his mind he began to formulate plans of how he could drive enough of a wedge between her and Jujutsu high so that when the time came he could eradicate them without losing her in the process. He wouldn't worry too hard about it right now. He already had some plans in place. Sure, his reveal today hadn't been part of the original agenda, and it would cause some setbacks, but it would work out in the end. He'd make sure of it .