Kanan has just sacrificed his life for the sake of his crew. For the past couple days Ezra, Ahsoka, and the Seventh Sister have been meditating on what to do next. It is not wise to do something under impulse. In a soundproof room, Seventh Sister and Ezra were meditating together.
"I don't know what to do…"
Seventh Sister had severe anxiety to admit what she knew. Although, a gut feeling tells her to let it out before it is too late. Before the backlash is too much for her to keep her peace. "Wh… When I spoke with Kanan a while ago… he knew he would have to sacrifice himself," she immediately put her head down.
"Wait… what?"
Ezra was frustrated that Spectre Seven didn't tell him about Kanan foreshadowing his death. He thought they could be fully open with one another.
"I thought we were open with one another, Spectre Seven or whatever your name was! I could have been more cautious and found a way to prevent it if you told me!"
Seventh Sister doesn't want to respond back with anger. She is better than that. Ezra has done everything he can for her. He helped her escape the grip of Vader and the Empire. She was backed by him when interrogated by the Alliance after Malachor. She healed her crystals with his guidance. Seventh Sister replaced most of her anger and rage with the urge to protect and nurture Ezra as a way to fuel her power. Ezra is the reason she was allowed a new beginning.
"I… I'm sorry… Please forgive me… I wouldn't do this without… you…"
Seventh Sister does not remember the last time she apologized genuinely. Not out of fear of torture, but guilt for disappointing the one she loved and cared for. She held both of his hands and stared at him with her sorrowful eyes.
Ezra froze, "I… I am better than this. I should not place the blame on others, only to myself."
He continued, "I'm just lost. I thought we were going to train the person in our vision, but they haven't come yet."
Seventh remembered what Tano and Jarrus taught her about patience. "Well as long as we stick to this path, I believe we will run into them."
"We have dealt with loss all our life, Bridger. With this loss I have learned to really cherish the time I had with my former Jedi master. I may not remember her name or even mine, but I still remember bits and pieces. Those bits are heartfelt, joyful, fulfilling."
Ezra reflected on Seventh Sister's words. Ever since Kanan passed, he keeps wishing he can go back to their fun and even bickering at one another. Although, he knows that all he can do now is be glad it happened. Now, Ezra must focus on what to do to ensure a future free from the Empire.
"I… I am glad you are here with me. I don't know what I would do if you and Ahsoka were not around. Probably something crazy…"
Spectre Seven tightened her hands on his in sympathy. "Well, maybe we need to just wait. We sense what is to come. So it is best to not do anything under impulse." Ezra nods.
"Well, maybe freeing my planet has to wait..." Ezra concludes in his mind.
