A/N: Warning! NSFW


18. THIS SHOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED, BUT IT WAS EXTRAORDINARY

"Please, don't push me away..." She breathes out softly as she wraps her arms around your neck and kisses you tenderly.

This time, you kiss her back.

Your mind is still running a mile a minute, but the moment her hands roam around your waist and find refuge on the small of your back, your brain shuts down. Against your better judgement you stop thinking and start acting. This is wrong. So, so wrong. Yet it's delicious.

Santana is gently prodding your lips with her tongue, asking for an entrance that you grant almost instantly, and you are not able to swallow the soft moan that erupts from your throat the moment her tongue brushes sensually against yours. You can feel Santana regaining the confidence of the sexy vixen she is. Her movements are bolder, her hold on you is tighter and all her body is fuzzing in anticipation, you can feel her heat against you even there are a few layers of clothing separating your skins.

You know where this is leading.

And you are not going to stop it.

Consequences be damned. You'll deal with them as they come.

As you drown in all that is and tastes like Santana, your body starts to respond to the orders your brain is giving. Your hands wander gingerly down her sides, and you take a second to let them enjoy the feeling of her amazing curves, to then let them go further down and back, to the back of her thighs. With a swift movement you pull her up, making her release a surprised gasp into your mouth as she wraps her legs tightly around you.

The kiss is broken for a second and the moment your eyes meet you know you couldn't stop what is happening even if you wanted to. All about her screams sex. Her wildly ruffled hair, her mocha eyes with blown pupils, her sensual lips partly open as her chest heaves raggedly for the oxygen you just deprived it of, the way her hands dig into your hair and her nails scratch your scalp softly, and her heels firmly pressed against the back of your thighs. You wish you could photograph this moment.

"God, you are so sexy..." You breathe out and her answer is to close the gap between you two again, kissing you with such force and passion that you end up falling backwards to sit on your bed with her on top of you.

Soon you have lost your t-shirt and your breasts are on full display, your nipples stiffing proudly under the hungry eyes of Santana, who takes a few seconds to look at you like a hunter looks at it's next prey, before she dives in and runs her warm and wet tongue painstakingly slowly over your left nipple. You can't help but moan wantonly and throw your head back in pleasure.

Santana takes advantage of the momentum and pushes you by your shoulders until you are lying on your back. You can feel her hips rolling on top of you, involuntarily looking for more friction, and when you open your eyes you see her taking off her own shirt, uncovering and extremely sexy red bra that you know will hunt your dreams forever. You are almost drooling.

When you can't take it any longer, you hoist yourself up and in a swift movement you turn around, throwing Santana onto the bed instead and you crawl up her body, pressing every inch of you against her until you lock your lips with hers again in a hungry kiss.

Her hands move from your back, to your stomach and up to you breasts, and you can feel the sea of goosebumps she's leaving everywhere she touches you. She's caressing you as if she already knew your body, but also as if she wanted to memorize it forever. And you can feel your wetness pooling between your legs. She's driving you utterly and absolutely crazy.

In a frenzy of touches and kisses, she has lost her bra, and you are magically naked. How did that happen? You can't recall, but you sure are not complaining. The expertise Santana is showing with every single move almost makes you doubt that she is actually married to a dude. The next thing you do is pull down her pants as your eyes devour every inch of her body. Soon you are both naked.

"Are you sure...?" You whisper as you straddle her hips and she runs her fingers up and down your taut thighs. "We can still stop...but if we go further, then there's no turning back..." You add swallowing hard as your eyes fixate on her chest, moving up and down quickly as she breathes shallowly.

One of her hands finds your core and rubs your clit with her fingertips deliciously. You can't help but let out a guttural groan.

"I haven't been this sure of anything before in my entire life." She says, her voice thick and deep. You are sure you just had an eargasm just listening to her.

Then one of her fingers finds your entrance and she teases around it until you are shivering in need.

"God, you are so wet..." She mutters as she licks her lips, her eyes fixated on your glistening core as you move your hips against her hand.

"Stop teasing me, Santana." You spit out, and it comes a little harsher than you wanted it to, but Santana doesn't complain, actually she seems very pleased by your domineering attitude.

"Your wish is my command, ma'am..." She says, rolling every word over her tongue like thick smoke. Nobody has called you ma'am before, but it sure just ignited something inside you. Something feral. Something wild. Something empowering.

You are about to say something else, but you are cut off by two of her fingers diving firmly into you. You gasp at the intrusion, but soon you are rolling your hips deliciously on top her as she curls her fingers inside you.

"Mhmm, yeah, that's it, baby, ride my fingers. You want more?" She mutters and all your senses are in overdrive. You can't deny that dirty-talking has always been a top turn on for you, but the way she's doing it is above everything else you have ever experienced. It's not even that dirty, but she knows what to say, and when to say it. The way she said ma'am is still playing in your mind on repeat.

You can't do anything else but nod as your moans fill the room, and soon three of her her tan fingers are buried deep inside your warm and tight confines. And you must have done something right because Santana is moaning too and her eyes are fluttering close every now and again. You could look at her forever.

You tease her too as you play with your own pace, from fast and wild, to deep and hard, grinding against her every time you impale yourself with her fingers. Her free hand is all over the place and you love how you can make her lose focus on her actions. For a while you even make a show of yourself, rolling your entire body with the rhythm of your hips, and wrapping your hands around your own hair and pulling gently. Santana loves it.

With a perfect curl of her fingers the exact same moment you are sinking down, she hits your g-spot perfectly, though, and she unexpectedly throws you over the edge in the most powerful orgasm you have felt in a very long while.

After she has helped you come down from your ecstasy high, you fall forwards as a dead weight on top of her, and take a few seconds to just breathe her in and listen to her heartbeat.

When you have recovered a little bit, you obviously want to return the favor, but when your hands start roaming up her legs and get too close to her intimacy, she grabs your wrists stopping you and scurrying away, leaving you a little confused.

"Don't worry about me, this was amazing." She mutters as she maneuvers your body until you are curled up next to her. Since you are still in a haze of orgasmic bliss, you don't give it a second thought and soon the darkness is swallowing you into a dreamless sleep.

Your brain is a bitch though. The second you are about to fall asleep, reality hits you like a ton of bricks and you open your eyes with a gasp.

"We shouldn't have done this," You whisper worriedly into the darkness.

"Do you regret it?" Santana asks and she sounds a little hurt.

"No..." You say instantly as you shake your head too against her to make your point.

"Because I think we should have done it sooner." She adds and you can't help but chuckle. "Sleep, my dear, tomorrow will be a new day..." She muses and you can hear in her voice that she has more on her mind than she's saying, but the sweet kiss to your forehead that follows her words is enough to send you back to dreamland.