Ali POV

I had 2 more appointments before I went back home, and I needed a break. I sat down in Central Park and just watched everything go by for I don't know how long. Before Emily called me. I was instantly in a better mood. She called to give me an update on everything A.D. that I missed. Apparently, she was going undercover with mona to investigate the doctor or hack who did my procedure. I told her to save his name and get a picture. So once were done with this game, I can sue him for everything he's worth. It would be a nice cushion after charlotte left me broke. She laughed and said "definitly" and that Mona said somthing about acid I said, "I love you" she responded "mee too". We hung.

I stayed in the park for a while longer. Then I got up to go to my hotel when I ran into Hanna. We hugged and I asked her to sit and join me. She looked stressed so I asked her "what are you doing here" she gave me a sad look. Jourdan had apparently called Hanna and said he was going to be out of the country for a few days and that she could come and get her stuff. I asked why he didn't just ship them. Hanna said she wanted to get them herself. But once she entered the apartment it was still covered in their lives together and she couldn't do it. I asked if she was over Jourdan. She said yes of course.

Hanna said "once I saw Caleb as much as I loved Jourdan he just couldn't compare. And I still love Jourdan and I'm still Mourning the life we had and could have had together." I Offered to help her once I was done with my appointments she smiled, hugged, and thanked me. Hanna finally asked what I was doing here in New York. I hesitated, but ended up spilling everything to her. She didn't say anything, just took my hand and walked me to my hotel in silence. It was just what I needed. She bid me good night and asked what time my appointment was tomorrow she would go with me. I was about to tell her she didn't have too, but she gave me this look and I just told her what time and went to bed.

My first appointment was at 10 am. Hanna met me an hour before for breakfast and we headed out. She still hadn't said anything. I didn't feel like talking about it, I was psyching myself up for my last two visits, but this doctor was no different from the last. He asked if I was pregnant, I said yes, but this was happening way before I got pregnant. He looked disappointed. I told him i gained over 79 pounds in a year. Next thing I know he starts giving me advice on eating disorder and loosing Weigt with a panphlet in this condescending tone. I started tearing into him, but Hanna stopped me. I was about to apologize when Hanna stops me and threatens him with a lawsuit if he didn't start doing his dam job. She layed into him and she was loud enough for the entire office to hear. When she was done, I grabbed her hand, and we ran out of there as fast as possible. I couldn't stop laughing, neither of us could . I asked her if spencer taught her that she said no there are a lot of lawsuits in fashion. We started walking she took my hand and said my name like question "Ali?"

I started cryin. And saying "I'm so sorry Hanna" she said "for what"

I said for how I treated her weight in high school. This may not be the same thing, but I'd feel like a hypocrite if I didn't say anything. Hanna looked taken a back. She then asked me if I did it on purpose or if I was trying to help her out. I said it was both I could see her getting thin and being just as pretty as me which gave me pause, but I also chose Hanna, so I wanted her to be her best for herself and as a reflection of me. I also explained that I didn't mean to give her a eating disorder, that is just how all the older girls around me lost weight. I didn't know any better. I decided to answer Hanna as honestly as I could. I finished this explanation off with a long overdue apology "I'm so sorry Hanna I really am" We cried, and Hanna said she forgives me. We hugged it out. Hanna then says we should skip my last appointment, and She would call her old doctor. she went to in high school to lose weight to get a recommendation for Alison. They end up at this cute pink and yellow clinic a little outside the city.They have an opening the next day, so we parted ways here.