Disclaimer: I don't own any Naruto characters, are you nucking futs??
A/N: Well, here it is! The sequel to "Regrets In My Heart"! Go ahead and read to your heart's content. To remind you, this is only a little OOC, even for Orochimaru, but I think it worked out alright. I tried my best to portray both Tsunade and Orochimaru's personalities at heart without trying to screw it all up lulz. R&R, this is for all you Oro/Tsu lovers out there! No body does it better XD
BTW: If you've read the second chapter of Regrets In My Heart, then you've already read this. Go on to the second.
"Hey, Sanosuke!"
"What?"
"It's time for your cake! Hurry up!"
"Jeez, I'm coming, i'm coming Naruto! I just have to find mommy!"
"Be quick about it or else i'm gonna eat your cake!" "Ugh, NARUTO! Can't you stop being a jerk for at least five minutes?! Grow up!"
It was Sakura. Her and Naruto were going out, but even as boyfriend and girlfriend, that didn't stop the blonde shinobi from not growing up.
The birthday boy, Sanosuke, grinned happily at the sight of the large lump on Naruto's head, then dashed off to his mother's office. As Hokage, his mother worked all the time and no doubt, that was exactly what she was doing.
'Or sleeping. Jeez, can mommy do a good job at napping...'
The five year old reached the top of the stairs, not even tired, and continued onwards to his destination. While on h is way, he nearly ran into Shizune, his mother's assistant. "Sanosuke! No running down the halls!" With a big smile plastered to his face, the rambunctious child ran past Shizune and looked over his shoulder.
"Nah, nah!" Slightly fuming, the medical kunoichi gripped her fists at her sides then yelled after the disappearing boy.
"Just you wait, Sanosuke! When I tell your mother, you're going to be in big trouble!"
"Nuh-uh! Mommy never listens to you!"
Before she could say anything else, Sanosuke ran around a corner and dashed as fast as he could. He momentarily reached the doors to his mother's office, his tiny lungs gasping for oxygen.
'Finally. I just hope mommy isn't sleeping again...'
Sanosuke got on the tips of his toes to reach the door knob, turned it clockwise with his small hand. "Mommy, it's time for..."
His words were stopped in its tracks. "Huh?"
He wasn't sure what was going on at first. But oh yes, he was wrong. Completely wrong. His mother wasn't at all asleep. In fact, she was far from it.
'Who is that?'
A man who looked oddly familiar and just like him, seemed to be hugging his mother from behind, or that's what it seemed like to the naive birthday boy. But then, why was his mother bending over like that? Sanosuke looked closely, his mother letting out strangled moans. He immediately went to conclusions.
'That man is hurting mommy!'
The black haired boy fixed his face into an angry scowl, similar to the ones his mother always showed when things didn't go her way. If Sansosuke were to have dashed into the room instead of quietly opening the door, the man would have heard and the five year old would have definitely been caught.
"Please...Orochi...ohhh..." His mother seemed to be in even more assumed pain, gripping the edges of her desk, biting down on her lip.
The mysterious stranger appeared to be biting her neck, whispering inarticulate nothings through soft whimsers. This only fueled the boy's anger further.
'I won't let anyone hurt my mommy! He's gonna pay!'
"Get off my mommy!!!"
Tsunade flew open her eyes, taking in a sharp gasp. She fixated her eyes at the voice, immediately blushing five colours of pomegranate red.
'Oh gods! Not Sanosuke! I knew I should have locked that door!'
When the man lifted his head, his snake like amber eyes stared straight at Sanosuke who became instantly shocked. 'Who is he?...He looks...kinda like me...'
Orochimaru's eyes grew to the size of grapefruits, stupefied, speechless. 'Is that my son?'
The child felt tears welling up in his eyes, hands shaking at his sides. All anger dissipated and was replaced with hurt.
"Mommy?...," He said demurely, averting his glassy orbs from the shocked man to his awe struken mother. Tsunade couldn't speak. The flush at her cheeks deepened before hanging her head in shame. She momentarily found her voice.
"...Sanosuke. Why are you here?..." "But...I...-"
"Didn't I tell you to knock before coming in here?!"
Quivering his lips, her son tried finding some courage within himself. When his mother was pissed off, he usually left her alone. Not this time. Not with his nameless man ontop of her.
"Who is he?!," Sanosuke demanded tearily, stomping his foot.
The blonde haired mother remained silent. She herself trying to hold in her tears.
How did it come to this? Having to go five years without once seeing his father? Five years of Orochimaru having to sneak around just to have a five minute conversation with her. The two were lovers, as much as she was reluctant to say it.
Tsunade was in love with him. Orochimaru loved her just as much. The two would never be accepted as a couple in the village, not a chance. And with the constant issue of Sanosuke having to grow up without knowing his father, it only gave the two parents more stress to endure. And there was only one way to rid of that stress between them.
Sex.
And how lucky were they that after months of not seeing eachother did their son have to ruin their hot and heavy reunion?
"Who is he?!!-" "Sanosuke, leave!," Tsunade screamed, tears rolling down her cheeks as she lifted her head to look at her son.
A gush of tears suddenly sprang from his wife amberine orbs, running down his face as the boy felt even more hurt. Before he could stop himself, her son said the one thing he swore he'd never say to her.
"I hate you, mommy!!!"
Gasping, the Hokage stared at her son with emotion filled eyes. 'Sanosuke...'
The black haired boy gripped his hands, gave his mother and the mysterious man one last glance before turning on his heels and running out of the room, his choked sobs echoing throughout the hallways.
"Sanosuke!-" "Don't. Let him be," The blonde warned the sannin roughly, burying her head into her arms. Orochimaru frowned visibly.
She was upset, he could already tell and it pained him to see her go through it all. To have her endure it so without him beside her when she needed him.
"Tsunade..."
Abruptly, she lifted her head, realization kicking in when she noticed that the door to her office was wide open. "The door. Close it, please." He listened, obeyed, unraveling his arms from around her to close the door.
As he locked it securely, the blonde hastily fixed her bra beneath her shirt before becoming busy with searching for her jacket.
"That...that was Sanosuke?," Orochimaru said more to himself than to her, his eyes full of amazement.
The blonde kunoichi refrained the act of rolling her eyes, fitting her arms into the sleeves of her green jacket.
"Unless I gave birth to two boys named Sanosuke, then yes moron. That's your son..."
He wasn't in the least bit wavered at her fast mouth. He's dealt with it long enough. She could be serious when she wanted to, the cute, snappy remarks only adding to the stress of their conversation.
"Tsunade...it may not seem to be relevant to you in the slightest, but I haven't seen my son in months." "More like a year. Besides, it's not like it's the first time you've seen him. Why's now so different?"
He didn't answer her, only stared. After fixing her jacket, Tsunade let out an exasperated sigh and lifted her eyes to the disappointed sannin. With weariness in her amberine irises, she tried her best to take his mind off the seemingly important topic of their son.
"I have to go find him. It's his birthday party, after all. I can only guess that the guests are ready for the cake..."
Orochimaru continued to stare at her with those disappointed honey eyes. A scowl was quick to form on her face.
"What?"
"Nothing."
Her heels walked up to him, his height and hers nearly equal. Tsunade slowly softened her face torwards him, eyes shining with their forbidden love.
"Wait for me...?" The sadistic sannin was surprisingly pliant when it came to her affections and couldn't stop himself from wrapping his arms around her waist.
"Just don't take too long. My patience can only last for but so long, Tsunade," He whispered gently, leaning his forehead against hers.
Their eyes were so close, she could have stared straight into his thoughts if she wanted to. Two pairs of amberine eyes began to close as their faces drew even closer, lips meeting in a gentle kiss.
"Sure...," She muttered when their kiss ended.
Moments of passion filled staring passed before he whispered his love for her. "I love you."
Tsunade smiled. "I love you too..."
As they met in another kiss, a knock sounded on her door which made her jump in his arms from surprisement.
"Godaime-sama! Sanosuke's refusing to come out of his room! We're ready to cut the cake and everything!"
It was Naruto, no doubt, with that annoying yet worried voice of his. Orochimaru definitely didn't want her to go now. Deepening the kiss, he pulled her body firmly against his, a non verbal threat to never let her go. The Hokage wanted very much to get back into what they were doing before, but found that she couldn't. Guilt wouldn't let her. She had to retrieve her son and participate in his birthday bash. This day meant the world to her little future Hokage dreamer.
"Orochimaru...no. I must go..."
Slowly, reluctantly, he loosened his embrace on her body and ended their kiss. She frowned up at him, those puppy eyes adding to the guilt she was already experiencing.
"Later...okay? I promise."
He nodded, closing his eyes as he felt her kiss his cheek. "Meet me in my bedroom...I have a surprise for you."
Reopening his eyes, the snake sannin raised a curious eyebrow, watching a devilish smirk curve at her lips.
"What is it?"
"...You'll just have to wait and see," Tsunade teased, ignoring the complaining gennin behind her doors.
It didn't take much to make him smirk, and unlike before when it used to sicken her, it actually turned her on in a weird sort of way.
"You vixen. Tempting me only makes my patience with you that much thinner," He whispered slitheringly.
She giggled seductively, accepting his embrace. "Well my seducing must be working because lately you've been rather impatient. I think i'll have to stop. You know I can't live without your foreplay..."
"Come on, grandma Tsunade!!! I want cake, dammit!!!"
"In a minute, you little brat!!!," The Hokage shouted, quick to reply back to the ignorant Naruto.
Coming back to Orochimaru, she was slightly surprised to see a disappointed frown on his face.
"What?"
Sighing, he dismissed it with a, "Nothing", letting her go.
"Tend to our son. I'll be waiting for you."
Tsunade slightly furrowed her brows, reaching her hands up to hold his face. She stared into his eyes softly, easing the visible frown on his lips.
"Okay."
After one final kiss, she let go of his face and watched him leave. Words couldn't describe how upset she was with him, yet at the same time so in love she didn't know whether she hated the man or the village who disapproved of him. She was way too old for having a man sneak into her bedroom every night.
'I'm a grown ass woman. This just makes absolutely no sense. Forbidden love my ass...'
To make a long story short, she was tired of hiding their relationship. But if she were to reveal it, then she'd definitely have her title taken away. And she couldn't have that taken away from her.
With a solemn sigh, she went torwards the door and opened it.
"Well it's about time! What was taking so long?! I thought I heard voices!"
"Not now, Naruto..."
Opening his eyes, the blonde haired boy could see that his Hokage really wasn't in any mood for lectures or anything of the sort. He watched her close the door behind her and started off torwards her son's room. Naruto let confusion take over his cerulean orbs.
'What's the matter with her?...And why did I hear voices in her room? Unless I imagined it...'
"Wait for me, Godaime!!!"
As the teenage gennin caught up with her, Tsunade was trying to clear out her mind, with everything of Orochimaru. If she had even one thought of her sannin lover, she'd surely start going crazy. Just why was it so hard, though?
'Dammit. Stupid thoughts. Damn that man. He'll be lucky if I even decide to let him have me today...'
