I met loke today at the guild . he was with other boys and he asked me to join in a mission with him . This was the first time she acknowledged me in front of her school friend's. We had a good lunch and I offered to walk her home since both her friends had to head back to the library.
I don't get why I can't articulate when I'm around that pervy boy . I think I have a crush on him . It isn't like I never had a crush before, why was this so different. I understand how it's like to be nervous around your crush but he takes butterflies to a whole new level. We had a lot of fun but mira turned me into a solo mission girl. I'd stare at him because I miss him , my flirty knight. Oh god, I'm going crazy
Mama
people here are rowdy buzzing today, I was wondering what was going on but when I opened the projection, it showed 30000 jewels for beating bandits in mission .
Fairy tail was back to rebuilt and things were coming around and I'm honestly really scared. I'm scared of falling back to my childhood state of depression whenever I think about dad . I feel like I'm slipping. I wish this was all a dream. The sounds of plates crashing and chairs being flung are really loud. I'm hiding under my table, hoping they don't realise that I exist. I grew out of my Father though he regretted later.
People ask me why I'm scared to go back to my heartfelia residence, it's because I was growing up and more self dependant .My words didn't matter anyway.
Anyway, I'm gonna call loke
lucy
