BPOV
I couldn't believe this shit.
What did this really mean?
I was fucking... pregnant?
Didn't we have enough problems?
How were we going to handle this pregnancy?
I had read that even just the feeling of having someone inside you changes everything... But I wasn't feeling anything like that...
I was just... worried!
Edward was already behaving like an ass ever since he got to know about his baby with Angela. We hadn't even talked since our fight last week. He said he was only going to talk to me after he figured out this... 'shit'!
It made me so fucking angry!
How could he call his child a 'shit'!
Was that how he was going to talk about our... baby?
And that made me angrier again...
Oh, I guess I did have some feelings for this baby... I was already feeling so protective of it!
But I had to talk to him...
I had to let him know that even if he was hating his one child, he was about to have another one...
"I'm pregnant." I said to him directly as I called him. I knew that he was going to piss me off with his response, but I had to tell him!
"Shut up, Bella," he said in a frustrating tone, "I don't have time for your hypothetical situation right now..."
"I'm not kidding. I'm really pregnant." I said.
There was silence for a few seconds and then he said, "I still can't tell whether you're fooling with me or not..."
"I am not." I said.
"Oh... Wow." He said, "Are you sure? How... Ummm.. Did you test at home?"
"Yes." I said.
"Did you see the doctors?" He said.
"I haven't booked the appointment yet..." I said. I wanted to talk to him about this first.
"I see... Wow. This is certainly... exciting?" He said.
I could sense a smile in his voice.
He gotta be kidding me right now!
He was behaving like an ass with his child and he was telling me that this was exciting!
"Did you talk to Angela?" I said, "I hope you've figured out your 'shit' and you're not acting like an ass anymore!"
"Let's not talk about it..." he said.
"I don't think we can ignore it..." I said, "We need to talk about it."
"I'm waiting for the DNA test results..." He said.
He's waiting for... what?
"You gotta be kidding me right now!" I said, "That woman is dying and you're forcing her into these situations..."
"Look... I feel bad that she's dying and when I thought about it with a calm mind, yes, I feel bad for that kid too... But that doesn't mean I'm going to accept anyone's child as mine... I did some calculations and the math is not right... I don't think I'm the father of that child." He said.
"So now you're questioning if that child is yours or not? Really?" I shook my head, "Is that what you want to do with my baby too?"
"Shut up, Bella," he said.
"You're ridiculous!" I said, "I knew you were an asshole, but you're... so heartless! You know what? If that child turns out to be yours, well, I'm not going to marry you... I'm sorry... No... I can't marry an asshole like you!"
"Oh, you seem very confident that the child is mine! You don't have an ounce of trust in what I say..." he said, "Yeah, I'm fine if you want to call off the wedding if that child is mine... But if he's not my child, well, I'm going to call this wedding off. I can't marry someone who doesn't trust me."