CHAPITRE 20
I DO NOT OWN SKIP BEAT. Yoshiki Nakamura does.
~Together in the world~
Part four
A sip of a whisper~Reunited~
~Let's drop every masks but one~
Ren didn't know how to face her.
Nested in her welcoming arms, his head was resting at her front, his locks surely ticking her collarbones with his wriggling. He couldn't help it though. His mind was a warm mushy mess. His unexpected and recent bout of emotion had drained all the kept vitality out of him. Hovering over the last ashes of his sadness dying with the last tears he had shed, he was experiencing an out of body experience of the like he supposed.
His right hand unconsciously rises to wipe off the wetness at his face and he wondered distantly when the last time he had cried was. He couldn't remember.
Ren felt like he was floating in the accepting warmth she radiated but at the same time he had never felt so anchored than in her embrace. He was hearing the pulsing beat of her life right into his ear from where he was and every little beating were soothing but also uplifting him. More than anything, he wished he could stay in her comforting arms. On a cloud, he didn't think he could worry about anything as long as he was cradled by those arms. He felt like he could fly. Like he was already flying. Just because she was hugging him. He wasn't even sure he had ever felt as safe in the past as he was feeling at the moment.
Lulled by her caresses in his hair and her beating heart, his head cushioned by her flexible curves, soothed by her heat and scent and appeased from the bottom of his soul because he was able to hold her in his arms and was in hers too.
Most of all, what had him truly inhaled with life again, what had inspired him in smooth but uttered alteration of his beliefs, of his conscience were her sincere words. Her unique view of his past troubles, her way to make him see things the way she saw it. Her acceptance of his faults but also her refusal to damn him without reflexion. Her guidance in making him see the truth.
He chuckled inwardly.
She had totally twisted words and things until I couldn't help but react…
He felt such a surge of tenderness to the figure holding him, overpowered by such deep feelings he didn't have the words to express them anymore. His breath got pinned in his exploding heart and he squashed the subject of his overwhelming sweet torment in a craving hug.
His heart was quenching. Again and again. A weird constricted pain squeezing his chest repeatidly by the force of his feelings. Choked by the debilitating affection he felt for her, clenching in his longing for her.
How can you be pained physically by feelings? How can your very flesh, the muscle pulsing blood into your body can truly quench from invisible emotions?
How can you feel so much for someone?
How can you go on with such a yearning craving to take control? To obliterate everything else?
His answer came so easily he didn't realise it at first and began to detach himself from her warmth, hoping to find his reply in the pool of her kind golden eyes.
For her.
The words came into his mind right before he fell into gold.
Then he tried to speak.
How do you voice such a magnitude? How can I voice it? Nothing I could ever say will ever convey how much I owed her…The depth of what I feel…
He tried to express the endless words of gratitude he felt…The flame that was burning him alive at this very moment but all of them got stuck in his throat and he stayed there with red perplexed innocent eyes and open mouth when she brushed all of it aside with a question.
-Are you okay? Do you feel better? Or worse? You don't look so good? Can I do something?
…
When Ren had pulled away, he had looked at Kyoko so awed and bewildered that Kyoko had thought something was wrong with him.
He looked like he didn't know his right and his left anymore…
So in front of his forfeit face, she had worried and rushed words out.
-Are you okay? Do you feel better? Or worse? You don't look so good… Can I do something?
He opened his mouth and closed it. Once more.
She took his hand and he looked at it with wonders. Before giggling sweetly.
Giggling!
Tsuruga Ren did not do giggling. And Corn neither from what she knew.
It's far too girly for him…
Kyoko looked at him in horror when he started looking at the starry sky with an enchanting content smile.
She squeezed his hand and he stared back at her.
-Earth to Ren, are you there?
-Hum-Hum he replied with a delicate smile looking at her.
I broke him, didn't I? He looks like he short-circuited badly…
Kyoko studied him with a bittersweet smile, half worried, half amused. He looked positively giddy though completely out of it. The corners at his eyes were quite red and humid transparent streaks were still visible on his fair smooth skin running on each cheek.
Still between his bent knees, she drew up again walking on hers. Delicately she palmed both of his cheeks in her cold fingers and brushed the wetness aside with her thumbs looking deeply, desperately into his eyes.
She got shocked by the sight that mirrored in them. Because, no matter how she looked at them and beside all the absurdity of it, he was wearing contacts for god's sake; his eyes still seemed lighter to her than before. No, not just lighter, they seemed the clearest she had ever seen them and more importantly they watched the world with new fire, alighted with blazing life.
It still doesn't make any sense though…I shouldn't be able to see it…
Maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me, it's late after all.
Kyoko wanted to know if he was okay though so she called to him.
-Ren?
-Hum?
-Ren? Please, snap out of it. Are you okay?
She starred at him with worry growing when he seemed to understand that something was wrong. He blinked several time and truly looked at her. Then, though late, he gently replied.
-I'm okay. I think. Just overwhelmed and shocked. Well, mostly. I think?
-You sure? Kyoko asked again because he had really begun to worry her.
-Yes he answered with tenderness seeping out by every pores of his skin while putting his owns hands on top of the one still holding his cheeks. And this time, this time she knew he was back because he gave her the most genuine affectionate expression she had ever received from him. Even his eyes were ignited with something weird coming close to surrender.
Such a terrific face palette…
I should not look at the sun too much or I'm going to melt…
-I have something to tell you he said suddenly with a determinate but grim face and released her hands.
Kyoko watched his air with new concern and dropped her hands, he seemed nearly as stern and nervous as before starting this discussion.
-You look like it's the end of the world she said matter of fact.
-I don't know.
The end of my world at least… Ren thought bitterly.
It can't be more sensitive and intense that what we just talked about, right?
-Where would you put it if compared to what we just discussed? Kyoko asked to prepare herself psychologically.
- Worse? He said with an awkward laugh.
She arched her brow, not amused.
He scratched his neck and wriggled before whispering.
-Everything depends on your reaction actually. So, I don't really know if it will be bad or cathartic or even worse. But it's something you deserve to know.
Must be pretty bad if he thinks I can only react negatively…
And he's so nervous…
It made her anxious to see him so unsure of him…She wasn't use to it…
Kyoko was really afraid of what he had to say now. She was scared of what it could be.
What if he say he doesn't want to be friend anymore?
I stepped far out of line after all…It would be normal…
No. Not that…I wouldn't be able to handle that…I can accept with time that he will end up with someone else and be happy for him…
But…
I want to stay his friend…
I want to stay part of his life…
Her hands started to shake violently.
But he said I had to know…And he accepted to tell me, show me so much already…
It was me who forced him to talk…It wouldn't be right to not him do so if it's important to him after pushing exactly to do that…
She was still terrified though.
But then, everything he had revealed to me until now wasn't what it seemed to be…
And this idiot tended to condemned himself for everything in advance…
Kyoko sighed.
I can't. I can't judge him like that. Not before knowing. Not after everything I learn.
Truth is will set it all.
And part to me want to know…want to know everything he has to say…
Everything he wishes to share with me…
Everything he is…
That's settle it, she concluded.
-Okay Kyoko replied with a more relaxed smile. I'm all ears to you tonight. I already said it, right?
It didn't seem to have the right effect on him and assured him because he coloured a bit and got even more jittery.
Kyoko saw him take a large good inhalation of air before he grasped her hands into his, his owns trembling even more than hers.
-You remember, at the beginning when I told you my name was a stage name, right? He asked with pressing eyes.
-Yes, I remember.
-Well, the thing I want you to know is my true name Ren explained to her with renewed anxiety.
Kyoko blinked. Once. Two.
He inhaled again. Then expired.
-You already met my parents but I will still say it that way. My birth name is Kuon. Hizuri Kuon.
Oh. So that was what he was so…
Hahaha…Hahahaha…
And here he got me worried…
Oh you!
She saw him waiting for her reaction anxiously, nearly itchy so much so he was restless. His eyes begging her to understand; following her every moves, her every breaths.
Awkward big worrywart…
Don't scare me like that!
You silly!
Kyoko softly smiled at him.
Then, she calmly sat back on her feet, laid one elbow on her thigh and put her chin on the knuckles of the same arm, quiet amusement bubbling out of her.
-Yes, that I know.
-I'm really sorry Ren followed. I know you met my dad, I promise you he had no ill intention and I couldn't tell you for the reasons you just lear-
-What?! Wha-What did you just say?
He looked so utterly dumbfounded Kyoko had to check herself to forbid a laugh to get through.
-I know.
-You knew I was Kuon? But since when? How? Why did you not tell me? HOW? Wait. Give me a minute, my head is spinning he said while holding his forehead with his right hand.
Kyoko was ready to answer but after some quick pondering he looked even a bit relieved and started again.
-Wait. There is something else.
He looked at her with pain in the eyes.
-I'm sorry. Nothing that I will say will make it better. I know you will be disappointed but hiding this for you longer wouldn't be correct and I swore to myself I would tell you. But I didn't know how to do so. I didn't want to ruin that for you. This innocence and beliefs you have are part of what you are, I didn't want to be the reason it would change. But I must tell you.
Kyoko watched him with puzzled written all over her face.
What is he talking about? Knowing you are Kuon didn't ruin anything for me…
-What do you mean, she finally asked?
Ren closed his eyes and bent his head low to her until he was nearly folded up over himself.
-Pardon me Kyoko he murmured with agony in his voice knowing what he would tell her will most possibly hurt her and her innocence more than anything he could have done or said. In that instant, he would have done anything, anything for him to be in reality a true fairy. For reality to shift, for her to have met other fairies so that this truth wouldn't damage her beliefs, her amazing view of the world. He begged with all his heart for a miracle, hoping against all odd it wouldn't hurt her and whispered in the quietest and most hurtful voice Kyoko had ever heard coming from him, worse than when he telling his story about his friend:
-Pardon me. I'm going to tell you a story.
She nodded gravely entrapped in this serious atmosphere.
" Once upon a time, he began, there was a little boy visiting a little town while his father was acting. Pushed by loneliness and recent issues he was starting to have in his attempts to act by his own, in flying; he left his dad to his work and adventured himself into the lush green woods surrounding the town of Kyoto. Walking blindly, hoping to find haven and peace here. To not be bothered by anyone, to not be dad's son.
" Then, right past some twist on his path he discovered the most beautiful clearing in the world. A rushing little waterfall splashing in a large river where water light reflection would project thousands different colours and surrounded by rocks of every sizes and shapes. And on each riverside tens and tens of flowers nesting. In this hidden sparkling spot, this clearing looked like some places picked out of some fairy-tale and that little boy decided to stay there while he was in this country. What a surprise he had when the next day as he was simply resting barged a little girl with crying eyes but blazing eyes and ponytails came and asked him are you a fairy?
" At that time, the little boy didn't hesitate even one second and replied that he was. The little girl looked so happy, so excited to have meet a fairy that he didn't have the heart to tell her he was not. So he became one.
" He became one. For her. He jumped as high as he could, flew for her in the sky. He had already acted in his life but never before had he felt such a joy while playing as for the first time he discovered the true passion, the true love for acting while pretending to be a fairy prince. But he was acting on the magic part, he never cheated on what he shared with the little girl. He deeply loved to be a fairy. It was the role he has loved the most until now.
" He never had to pretend to like spending his time with her. She was four years younger, very sweet, very caring, very strong for her age, an hard-working girl that wanted to make her mother proud. Most of all she was an incredible little girl with an unique innocence and amazing imagination.
" So he never told her. He cherished in secret her fantasy about the fairy corn hoping to cheer her up, to make her laugh, to make her smile and loved every minute of it. Unfortunately the time came for him to go home, he was only there to visit after all. Not hoping he would be fortunate enough to meet her again and wanting to erase her tears he gave her his stone and showed her the magic of it.
" Then he had to leave. He never forgot about her but time passed and things became more difficult for him, he still couldn't stretch his wings in the sky and some terrible things happened until he found himself in Japan again reinventing him again under another name. Hoping he would be able to make amends for his sins, to prove himself, to show he was worth of acting and maybe one day worth to shine alongside his parents.
" And then the young man met her again. The little girl. She had grown a lot. She was so different he couldn't recognize her at first. She was seeking revenge at that time and he couldn't accept that. Until one day she dropped the very stone he hadn't seen in more than ten years and shouted as if not a day passed Corn!
" From this moment, he knew it was her, he knew she was the little girl from his past, from his childhood. But time had passed and they had both changed a lot, they didn't even stand each other at that time. They didn't know each other anymore, they were just strangers with memories of bright old days. Even more, he had swear to himself no one should know about who he was until he had proven himself and couldn't trust her at that time. So he didn't tell her.
" Time flew and reasons to not tell her crumbles pieces by pieces. He learn to know who she had become. Discovered that though she had been badly hurt and was seeking revenge, she was still the same little girl; caring and selfless to a fault and more determinate than anyone in the world. He saw her starting to love acting and saw he could trust her. But at the same time he learnt she was still believing in fairies or more precisely in Corn the fairy. " It was adorable but at the same time he felt conflicted and thought he couldn't do that to her. Couldn't tell her the cute little boy she had met was not only not a fairy but also such a wretch of human being. He no, I didn't want to disappoint her and didn't want to crush that beautiful innocence of her more than it had already been by a selfish brat." I'm sorry Kyoko-chan, Ren humbly painfully ended with a bow.
Kyoko stared at him. Endless tears were streaming down her face but she was trying to hold back her sobs until he finished his story.
Ohhhh…
Kyoko couldn't express how dear this moment was to her, how moved she felt he eventually entrusted her with his last secrets, their secrets.
…Silly fairy…
She was so happy.
You finally, finally told me!
Her tears of joy kept rolling and rolling, so happy that she was that he finally told her.
I was hoping one day he would but-…
-I'm sorry. I'm-I'm-…
-You are Corn, my fairy human prince. Yes I know, Kyoko completed for him her voice shaking and aborning a blinding teary smile.
-I'm sorry he eventually said still bent over, I know you must be hurt and disappointed that I'm not a fairy but at least understand I never intended to deceive you, I had no ill intentions. I-
Oh god…idiot.
He is going to keep chastise himself if she didn't do something.
-Not really. I already knew.
One hundredth of second later he bolted upright starring at her crazily.
-Come again. What did you just say?
Kyoko chuckled.
-I said I already knew Mr fairy.
He gaped at her. Floored by her reply. Flabbergasted even.
-Repeat that.
-I knew.
He stared at her frozen, opening and closing his mouth for a while before blurting one word.
-How?
-Well, Kyoko started, Once upon a time there was a man who got himself drugged and got his friend calling some girl to rescue them. At that time, I happened to see your lens and then your roots. From there I kind of figured all out. I kind of guessed you were Corn and then I got curious at what sort of parents you could have if you were human and the answer kind of came itself and so I guessed you were Kuon too.
Resetting his mind, Ren fumbled to get words out, too stunned to cope.
-Bu-But…It was…a month and…half ago. Why didn't you… tell me, he prompted?
Kyoko smile endearingly at him.
-Because, she explained, It wasn't my place to do so. I didn't want to force you to share something you weren't ready to and I kind of got you had reasons to hid it from me. I didn't have the right to confront you about that.
-So, Kyoko added timidly, I kind of just hoped one day you would tell on your own when you will be ready.
Defeated and aghast, Ren observed her with growing amazement. What could he say to something like that?
-But…Wait! You don't look upset.
-I'm not.
-But why?!
Kyoko studied him puzzled with his behaviour. He seems nearly mad at me to not be…mad?
-Why aren't you angry at me? Or hurt? I mean I don't want to hurt you of course but I knew how much It meant to you that Corn was a fairy and I'm not.
-I know silly fairy.
-Then why? Why aren't launching yourself at me? Why aren't you yelling at me?
-Because I'm not angry.
-Kyoko! Please.
-It's the truth.
Don't try to spare me. Be honest damn it!
He was starting to annoy her.
-But I'm!
-I lied to you!
She huffed.
-I know.
-Then why damn it?!
-Ren, did you not tell me to fool me? No. You said so yourself. You didn't want to disappoint me. Plus you had more than enough reasons that explained why you couldn't tell even without that. You bet yourself on your anonymity.
-But you're so calm about it. And you didn't know about those reasons you just learnt them.
He looked even more restless with the answers she provided.
Idiot.
Kyoko suddenly got angry.
-I know at least that much about you even without you telling me. Do you think I would be stupid enough to think that you of all of people would try, she shook her hand in the air, whether it's Corn or Ren, no of them is cruel. No one of them would hurt someone if they can avoid it.
-How can you be so sure of that after everything I told you? I'm so sure myself about that, he pulled at his hairs, clearly upset.
-Because I know enough about you. Idiot fairy.
-But I'm not. A fairy.
-I know Ren. It's completely absurd. Why are you trying to convince me to be angry at you when I try to convince you there is no reason to do so?
He peeked at her with an half-smile for a second before turning back to stern again.
-Because you should be angry. And you are not. Ridiculously so not.
-Deal with it, Kyoko grumbled with still baffled voice on this out of the world situation.
-I suppose begging for it won't help.
Kyoko rolled her eyes, hiding her amusement.
Silly man.
Just accept it. I'm not angry. Why should I be…
Kyoko turned to him and forced him to sit back in front of her. Then she put her hands on his shoulders and tilted her head on this with an encouraging smile.
-Ren-Cor…Kuon…Arghhh How do I call you now? Now that's an issue.
He visibly frowned at her priorities before answering with smile but begrudgingly .
-Ren. I'm too used to it and I kind of like it, now. Though I don't mind if you call me Corn time to time either.
-Okay Ren. Now, I really don't understand why you are trying so much to whip yourself with this. You had good reasons and I guessed them somehow and you just confirmed them. I was even happy, very happy to discover that you and my childhood friend were one and only person. I also felt quick lucky.
Ren shook his head from sides to sides with stupefied amusement.
-You never cease to astonish me.
-And even more, I was mostly the one to declare you as a fairy. Both times, I didn't really give you a choice in the end she added.
He wished he could argue but on this point she was mostly right.
-It's like that she concluded, Put it in your stubborn silly mind. Plus, if anything, I was angry at myself.
-What? Why?
Ren was staring at her like she had lost her mind.
Kyoko smiled with disillusion.
-Because I felt so stupid. For not seeing it before. For being so blind. So naïve. Even more so at Guam. At least as a child I had excuses.
-Don't be ridiculous, Ren said, you weren't naïve, just innocent.
-It's the same idiot.
-No it's not. And it was cute. It's still is. And would you please stop calling me an idiot?
-You don't like your new nickname?
-It's quite vexing you know, are you really thinking that of me, he pouted a bit.
-I'm not. Silly.
He frowned.
And Kyoko giggled.
-I'm not telling you you're stupid. It's an endearing term for each time you are being silly by worrying unnecessarily or condemning yourself or things such alike.
He wrinkled his nose and stared at her doubtfully:
-Endearing term?
She grinned.
-Yup. If you want cuter ones, avoid doing those things.
He gaped at her again.
-You are really not mad?
Tenderly smiling, she caught his hands in her.
-Now, why would I be, she asked softly. On the contrary, I'm overjoyed you told me. And that it's you. Then looking austerely at him, Even if you made me think I was dealing with three different men at the same time, hmm…
Imaginative ears on his head sank and he muttered an apology again.
So cute.
-And about Guam…
-Hmm?
Ren studied her seriously and breathing deeply:
-You said you felt stupid but really it was sweet, Kyoko blushed at that, and as I was being genuine, the only act was the one of being a fairy. And about the kiss I-
-I know. It was part of the act and well knowing you the second one must have been a parting one and a way to say thank you even if I don't really felt like I've help you that much at that time.
Stupefaction couldn't even come close to what strike him in the guts.
And it's the only thing she didn't get right…why this? Why only this?
She got everything and beyond…
Freed me and saved me to the point I can't even think a lifetime would be enough to repay her…
Multiplied my feelings in billions of ways…
Made me want to spend my life trying to make her happy whether or not she can ever reciprocate what I feel for her…
Beaten, realisation hit him. That's just it.
I'm not here to be more than friend right now…
Whatever she sees me like, it's most likely not as a potential lover but it doesn't matter.
I will be whatever she wants me to be for her…And if right now, all she wants from me is friendship I will have to accept it and just hope that one day, one day more would be possible and that I would be able to pursue her freely.
Not that it can prevent to try every single day that will pass but unveiling my feelings doesn't sound good now.
-Yeah. Sort of, he replied at last. Accepting the ways things were but saddened by it nonetheless.
She beamed at him and he thought he imagined the little bit of sadness that crept in her eyes for a short second.
-Kyoko, he asked, starring deeply at her.
-Yes?
-Thank you he fondly said. For, well anything and everything and beyond.
-It's nothing she replied blushing a bit but brushing it aside like it didn't matter.
-No, it's not! He deadpanned a bit hurt by her casualness. You have no idea how much you helped me. How much I owed you for your words. For being so open. I would never have been able to see it the way you made me see what happened in the past without you. To really understand Rick intentions. For the first time ever I think I might reach the point where I can accept Rick's death was an accident. It will still take me some time but now I have reasons to believe it's the truth. Kyoko, It only happened because of you. And it's not nothing.
And to top it all, even with what I revealed to you about being Corn, you would have had every right to be upset, mad forever at me, to blame for lying, to be very disenchanted by what you learnt. Even if you already knew. I robbed you of the magic of that moment and-
-First of all, take that back, Kyoko hardly said before taking his face in her hands again. You didn't rob me of anything Ren, you hear me? I won't let you say or even ever think that way. Yes, that's right, you aren't a fairy. And maybe I was very slightly disappointed about the non-magical part. But I wasn't ever disappointed in you. And never thought that the moments we spent when we were kids or when we saw each other at Guam were less precious or less magic than they were.
She clearly saw he didn't believe her words for a second and was feeling guilty once more.
-But, he tried to protest before she cut in.
She rocked her head from sides to sides.
-I know. You aren't a fairy. But Ren when I discovered the truth, not once did I think that all was fake. Yes I wondered if you had had really some fun because I was younger and I know you spent a lot of time indulging me. Still-
-That's not true, he exclaimed. I enjoyed our time very much. Didn't I just say so?
-Yes. But I was talking about the moment I guessed about it so I didn't know that. But still I didn't enjoy spending time with you because you were a fairy but because you were you, Corn or Kuon, Whatever.
Ren widened. A new emotion breaking through.
-I have cared about you because of you, not because of your magic silly Corn. I would still have love those moments even if I had known you were an human boy.
-Oh.
-Yeah.
-And if you think about it what's made me think you were magic were due to first my imagination and second your act. If you hadn't played along and acted like one, I would have figured it out eventually. Well I suppose anyway. But my point was that you were the reason I believed. You didn't actually show me magic but I still believed in you.
-But that's because you didn't need much to believe I was one.
-Maybe. Still. I would have seen the truth if you hadn't accept to be a fairy for me. Even if I now know it was a trick, those moments are as magical as before for me if not more.
-What?! How?
-Because, Ren. Can't you see? It's you who made those moments special.
You made those moments in the clearing magic. Your companionship was magic. Because of who you were and still are. The way you did acrobatics in the sky. Our laughing moments. Our talks. This time with you is what was magic. Not the idea of you being a fairy or that you had actual magic.
-YOU were the magic, Kyoko ended in a murmur thick with emotion and she heard Ren gasped loudly.
-So, if anything, knowing you became Corn the fairy to make me happy made those times even more precious for me, idiot, Kyoko added finally with frustration getting the better of her and making shake her hands, tears at the corner of eyes.
Trying to control her raging feelings Kyoko didn't notice when large arms firmly captured her before gripping her in a fierce hug. Pinned in a broad chest, she perceived when he quietly whispered:
-Sorry. I didn't mean to vex you. I couldn't imagine you would feel that way. I'm…I'm very glad you feel that way.
-Yeah, you are an idiot. Of course I would care more about you and the times spent with you than if you have real magic.
-Are you sure it's an endearing term? Ren mumbled in half tender half amused half annoyed voice.
PS: Pfiouuu…Another long one…That was tiring…I'm glad this part is finished. The rollercoaster of emotions to portray is a bit too overwhelming for me. And there is a lot of angst and fluff altering. And I'm not finished.
Anyway, I hope you like it. I hope it's clear and not too messy, though as its deep with emotional baggage it's usually normal to it to be messy.
Because with this two clumsy idiots, you get confused by your own story sometimes, trying to get your point across.
Plus the confessing part of Ren's past was already hard enough to tell but adding Corn without Ren crucifying himself for everything and anything is just like pulling teeth.
Little bit of warning, there might be once more okay chapter but then some hard angst and even just harsh chapters will come. Just two or three. Then will go to next part.
Then I might have some explaining to do for the second part so I'm apologizing in advance for the long intro and conclusion I might do at the first chapter of the second part of the story. Things should be clear but though it's my story I know how fans can be picky of changes made by writers, even more in fanfictions and I'm trying to stay canon as much as I can. Loyal to some important lines in it while still moving and making the idiots evolved as I see and want it.
Enough of that. You will see it later and I might answers if there are questions in the second chapter if the 2nd part.
See you soon I hope. But I'm going to focus more on my novel so once the first part is concluded, my updates will be slower. I can already warn it might be once by ten days.
Kisses.
