Reckless

Chapter 10

"I just want to hold you," Spencer whispered back. He sounded like he meant it, even though the press of his body on hers suggested that he wanted more.

The brief conversation stopped when Toni felt his mouth against hers. She wasn't sure if she kissed him or he kissed her. But the moment their lips touched, her entire body warmed. Little tingles of electricity shot all the way down to her toes, which she lifted herself up and onto so that she could wrap her arms around Spencer's neck. She felt the wall against her back as her tongue slid against his.

The kiss was slow and sensual, the kind that she knew would leave her panting with swollen lips when it was over. His body moved against hers, stoking the fire that was already lit between them. Toni lifted one leg, bending her knee and hiking it up his side. Her thigh rubbed against the outside of his hip as she rocked against him. Toni felt him push the fabric of her robe out of his way as he gripped her shapely thigh, lifting it a little higher and keeping his hand there to support the weight of her leg.

They were dangerously close to completing the act that Toni started when she wrapped her arms around him. She could feel the hard press of his dick against her center. Since she wasn't wearing anything under her bathrobe, the only thing separating them was his pants. Toni pulled her arms down from around Spencer's neck, sliding her hands between their bodies. She was fumbling with his belt when Spencer released his hold on her leg and caught hold of her hands with his.

"Slow down." His words came out on a soft breathless plea, his chest heaving as he gasped for air. "Slow down just a little…"

Toni peered up at Spencer through her dark lashes. She raised one eyebrow, the corners of her full lips turning up into a slight smirk. Slow down, she thought, he's got to be kidding. She'd been fantasizing about this for the last six years. This wasn't the time to slow down, it was time to lose the clothes and get horizontal.

Since Spencer stopped her from taking his clothes off, Toni reached for the fabric belt of her robe and pulled it loose. She pulled her robe open, revealing her naked breasts and everything beneath them. Toni spent a lot of time in the gym and it showed in her physique. There were some old faded stretch marks between her hips from her pregnancy, but her stomach was flat and toned. Her hips still maintained their natural fullness, she didn't ever want to work out to the point that she lost her curves. But it was her breasts that he was focused on. They were high and full, tipped with small dark nipples.

His hazel eyes went dark with desire as he cupped one the soft globe of her breast in his hand. Toni moaned, arching her back into his touch. Then she brought her own hands up and started gently working his tie loose. She flicked open the buttons of his shirt one by one.

"I want to feel your skin," she murmured as she threaded the last button through and pulled his shirt open. Toni ran her hands over Spencer's chest, stroking under the stiff fabric of his shirt as she caressed every part of his upper body that she could reach. His skin was soft and warm. Toni slid her arms around his slim waist and pulled him against her. When his bare skin pressed against hers, the sensation brought a soft humm of pleasure from her.

Toni gasped as his thumb stroked across her hardened nipple. Cupping the back of his neck, she reached up and pulled his lips down to meet hers. She expected the kiss to be more sloppy and frenzied than before, now that there was less clothing between them. But he kissed her with the same slow building passion as before. It sent a surge of heat to her core. Their lips were still locked together when he shucked off his shirt and jacket, dropping them on the floor near his feet.

When Spencer broke their kiss, Toni sucked in a hard breath of air. She took a few deep breaths as she watched him rid himself of the rest of his clothes. Spencer tried to toe his shoes off. But he had the laces so tight that he had to kneel down and untie them. Toni giggled when he hurled them away into a corner. More laughter bubbled out of her when Spencer shucked his pants off to reveal a pair of purple boxer briefs. But Toni's laughter faded into a smile as she focused on the bulge in his shorts instead of the color of them.

Spencer glanced at her, a slight expression of concern marring his features. But Toni's warm smile and the heated look in her eyes was enough to reassure him that her laughter wasn't meant to upset or offend him. "Come here," she encouraged, reaching out with her fingers impatiently curling in the air. Spencer was the one laughing as he let her pull him back into her arms. He smiled into the kiss when he dipped down to press his lips against hers.

Her hands roamed over the newly exposed parts of his body as they kissed. The hard points of her nipples pressed into his chest as her hands slipped under the waistband of his shorts. She cupped his ass in her hands, her fingers digging into his flesh as she pulled his hips against hers. Toni felt his hands slide between them, cupping both her breasts. His agile fingers fondled her soft globes, gently kneading and exploring her curves. She tilted her head back as he kissed a hot trail down the cords of her neck. The aching tension between them was building, leaving her desperate for a release.

Toni pulled one hand out of the back of his shorts, reaching to her left. She swiped at the lightswitch, darkening the room. Spencer paused, his lips hovering against the hollow of her neck. His head popped up and he reached over towards the lightswitch, swatting it in the opposite direction. The light flicked back on and Toni laughed when she saw his gaze was focused on her breasts.

Her laughter dissolved into heated moans of pleasure when his tongue flicked across her nipple. She could feel his hard length prodding against her hip. Toni wriggled, shifting her hips in an attempt to get some friction against her swollen clit. She was already hovering on the edge of oblivion, eager and pliant and ready for anything he wanted to do to her. Her thoughts were swirling in a red haze of lust. And for some reason unknown to her, their conversation from earlier came floating back into her mind.

"I lied earlier," Toni said, her voice coming out in a breathless pant. "...when I said I didn't have a kink."

Spencer stopped his ministrations, letting her dusky nipple slide from between his lips with a soft pop. He lifted his head up and met her eyes. There was a look of curious amusement on his face. He must have known she was lying to him earlier in the car.

"Tell me what it is," he encouraged.

"Kiss me first," Toni pleaded. She moaned when his tongue parted her lips. Her hands tangled into his hair as they kissed. When she pulled her lips from his, it was to kiss along the line of his freshly shaved jaw. Toni's warm breath ghosted across the sensitive skin behind his ear as she whispered her secrets to him. "I dream about you all the time. When I was with my ex, I would close my eyes and pretend he was you."

Toni felt the quick shift of Spencer's body. He didn't pull away from her. But he jerked his head back so that he could look into her eyes. The expression on his face was one of uncertainty and disbelief. Almost like he thought she was toying with him, which she wasn't. Her dark eyes and hard panting breaths spoke to the truth of her admission.

"What are you going to do now that you're with me?," he asked, speaking in a low husky whisper. Toni could feel his dick pulsing against her hip. She caught one of his hands in hers, moving it between her parted thighs. His fingers slid between her slick folds. She kept her hand on his, guiding his fingers until the tips of them were coated in her desire and pushing against her eager slit.

Like the kiss, he entered her gently. The tip of one finger slipped inside her, making her writhe against his hand. When he added the second, she leaned forward and whispered the answer to his question into his ear.

"I'm going to come all over your hand."

Toni's words broke the last shred of his self control. She gasped as she felt his fingers plunging into her as deep as they could go, stretching her tight walls. His palm was rubbing against her clit. She dug her fingers into his arms as her climax washed over her in intense waves of pleasure. She came with his name on her lips, reveling in the fact that she knew what it was now and could say it instead of biting down on her bottom lip.

Toni could feel her knees giving out. But she was too lost in her pleasure to stop it. Spencer caught her, holding her against him as he walked her backwards towards the bed. By the time she felt the blankets against the backs of her legs, Toni was aware enough to at least scoot herself all the way onto the bed before she went limp against the mattress.

Spencer grasped her knees, lifting them and easing them apart before he lowered his body down on top of hers. Toni's insides were still quivering with the aftershocks of her orgasm when he entered her. Her hips rolled against him, allowing him to sink a little deeper inside her. She Gripped his shoulders as her insides stretched to accommodate his hard length. He was large enough to create just the right mixture of pain and pleasure when he thrust into her. His slow pace was agony of the absolute best kind. Her heels slid and pedaled against the mattress and she rocked her hips up to meet his.

Toni moved her hands down, filling them up with the firm globes of his ass. She held on as she snapped her hips against him, eliciting a loud moan of pleasure from his lips. Encouraged by his obvious enjoyment, Toni repeated the movement. She bucked her hips, lifting them up to fuck him from underneath. When Spencer's weight came down on top of her, pinning her hips against the bed, she let out a soft whine. He was buried inside her but she was barely able to move.

"Hey," he whispered, shifting his body so the top half of it was supported by his elbows. Spencer caught her face between his hands and kissed her. "Look at me." It was a soft breathless request. One that Toni was helpless to do anything but comply with. She slid her hands up, catching his and twinging their fingers together.

His eyes were so expressive, his pupils blown wide enough that they were almost taking over the lighter amber colored iris around them. Toni lost herself to him in that moment. The feeling was so strong, it would have frightened her if their bodies weren't joined together. She watched the changing expressions on his face as he started to move again, this time letting him set the pace. The heat built up between her legs, like a delicious coil inside her.

"Kiss me, kiss me," she gasped. "Oh god I'm going to come."

As his lips met hers, every muscle in Toni's body went tight. And then she came. Her insides flooded with heat as the spasms of pleasure shook her body. His lips muffled her cries of pleasure. And then he was the one moaning as he lost control over his movements. He buried his face in the crook of her neck as his hips bucked and pounded into her. Toni felt it when he found his release. His dick throbbed inside of her, filling her with heat and the thick ropes of his seed.

Time got a little hazy for them both after that. The next coherent thought Toni had, she was lying haphazardly across the bed with Spencer's head resting on her stomach. He was tracing the lines of her constellation tattoo with the tip of his finger. Toni lifted her hand, brushing his hair back from his face before she twined her fingers into his soft waves.

"Hey sexy," she teased, twirling a stray lock of his hair around her finger. Spencer lifted his chin up, meeting her eyes and smiling before he pressed a kiss against her abdomen. Toni tensed slightly when his hand grazed across the smattering of stretch marks on her lower belly. She wasn't sure if he knew enough about women's bodies to have an idea where the marks came from. But she was sure that she wasn't anywhere close to ready to discuss her son with him. Thankfully, Spencer was more concerned with her tattoos than he was with her bodily imperfections.

"This one is your zodiac," he confirmed, running his fingers over the Taurus constellation on her hip. "But what's the one on your ankle?," he asked.

Toni smiled. The constellation tattoo was something she got done with all her brothers. But the little half filled heart with the 2P next to it was one she got done with her favorite brother.

"My brother Benny is only ten and a half months older than me," Toni explained. "So we're basically twins. We got those done together, except he has a 1P. Player one and Player two."

"Is he the one that's married to the dildo salesman?," Spencer asked, smiling when he felt Toni's chest shaking with laughter under his cheek.

"No, that's my brother Carlos." Spencer glanced up again, asking Toni how many brothers she had. "I've got four," Toni said. "Miguel, Carlos, Matias and Benny. All of them are older. I'm the baby." Toni wasn't ready to talk about her son, but she didn't mind talking about her crazy ass family. She had five siblings, but none of them looked alike because they all had different fathers. Her mother was an interesting individual, to put it politely. Toni's oldest brother pretty much raised the rest of them. Her brothers all still worked together at the bail bonds business Miguel took over when he was nineteen. "Matias and Benny have been kicking my ass since I learned how to walk. Miguel got sick of it, so he enrolled me in karate. I think I was about four at the time." Toni brushed her hands through Spencer's hair, moving down to rub at his neck and shoulders. "Do you have siblings?," she asked.

Spencer gave a slight shake of his head. "No, it's just me and my mom."

"You must be close," Toni guessed. She wished she was closer with her mom, or at least that she had the type of mom she could be close with. But she was grateful she had her brothers, even though they drive her crazy sometimes. Miguel was still angry with her for moving so far away. And for having a baby and raising it on her own. And for not telling him who the father was. And for whatever else she'd done to irritate him lately. He didn't like her job. He thought it was too dangerous. Toni appeased him by filling out paperwork that would give him custody of Romeo if anything happened to her, but Miguel still wasn't impressed with her life choices.

"We are. I took her on a trip to Paris a few months ago."

"That's amazing," Toni commented, covering her mouth as she yawned. "Sorry, I'm just beat after the last two days." She really did want to hear about Spencer's Paris trip, but she was starting to have trouble keeping her eyes open.

"You're exhausted," Spencer observed, his voice filled with concern for her. "We should go to sleep."

Toni nodded. "Do you think it's okay for you to sleep here?," she asked. "I don't want everyone seeing us come out of my room together in the morning." She wasn't embarrassed to be with Spencer. Not by any means. But Toni didn't know where the relationship was going, or if it was going anywhere. And they were actually really breaking protocol by having it in the first place. If people at the bureau found out, it would lead to more gossip and drama than she cared to deal with.

"I don't want them to see us either," Spencer agreed. "If Hotch finds out, he might make one of us transfer to another unit." Hotch was not opposed to violating department policy if it meant saving lives. But he might not be so willing to look the other way so that two of his agents could get one off with each other. "Rossi already knows, but he won't tell," Spencer added. In response to Toni's questioning glance, he elaborated further. "He's the one that told me I should come and talk to you, and make sure you were okay after what happened earlier."

Toni responded with a soft laugh. Rossi must have sent Spencer straight to her room knowing what was going to happen. What a sly old dog, she thought with another chuckle. He probably gets more play than the entire task force put together.

"I can set my phone alarm to go off early, before everyone else is up," Spencer offered.

Toni knew the smart thing would be for him to go back to his room now. It would lessen the chances of anyone catching them together. But Spencer's body was warm against hers and she was enjoying all the snuggling and pillow talk. She wanted him to stay and sleep in bed with her.

"Okay," she agreed. Rolling out from under him, Toni kissed Spencer before she climbed off the bed and headed for the bathroom. It didn't take her long to relieve herself and brush out the tangled knots from her damp hair. But by the time she stepped out of the bathroom, Spencer was already asleep under the covers.