Louise's eyes fluttered open, she has a smile on her face as she'd just experienced her most intense orgasm of her life, she remembers reading about sex and orgasms before she had sex with Scott. The French call it La petite mort which means the little death. She was half expecting to be lying in the hallway or in bed, not in a medical facility. Louise feels lightheaded and her neck is sore, she looks around the room and sees her mum and dad sitting in chairs talking. "What happened?" Louise asked. They look over at her and smile a sign of relief. "You're awake. How do you feel sweetie?" Joy asked and gets up and walks over to her, taking her hand in hers.
"Just feel drained. Where's Ben?" She asked her. "I'll go get a doctor." Joy says and walks out of the room. This confused Louise. "Dad where Ben?" Louise asked him. "He fed from you Lou I'm not letting that monster near you again." James says to her angrily. "Dad don't be stupid. He stopped so he didn't mean to do it." Louise defends Amon. "Krypto bit him, that's why he stopped. He told me himself that he would have drained you dry." He tells her. "Where is he?" Louise asked him.
"Hell if I know as it's been a week it's the 2nd November TinkerBell. No one has seen him." Her dad tells her. "Holy shit, our plane leaves tomorrow, I need to get home and pack." She tells him and begins taking the wires off herself, her dad jumps up to stop her. The doctor walks in with Joy behind him. "I wouldn't advise that Miss Johnston. You lost a lot of blood." The doctor tells her. "Well I'm going home as I'm going to Barbados tomorrow and need to pack." She tells him and looks up at him.
She can't help but find him very attractive with his dark wavy hair and hypnotic blue eyes and clean shaven face. "I wouldn't advise that. I'd like you to stay a few more days just for observations." He tells her. "You have two hours then I'm leaving." She tells him. He just ignores her and pulls his stethoscope from around his neck and indicates if he can use it on her, Louise just nods. "Heartbeat seems normal." Then he checks her ears and her eyes. The doctor pulls back her bandage and is shocked that there's nothing but a scar. "That's amazing, this was still an open wound this morning when the nurse changed your dressing. It's nothing but a scar now." He says to her and can't help but admire hour beautiful she is as she looks so full of life, like she healed in seconds.
"A scar really?" Louise asks as she's never had a scar before, he dad takes a look and Louise notices that he looks very angry. "The man that brought you in said that you were out walking your dog and another dog attacked your dog and you got in the way." The doctor tells her. "Oh shit Krippy. I definitely need to go. So either discharge me or I'm walking." She says and climbs out of bed in her hospital gown. "Lou your gown." Joy says to her and Louise looks embarrassed and grabs the back of her gown to cover up her bottom. "Mum clothes please." Louise asked her. "The chair over there has leggings and a pullover hoodie there's also some slippers." Joy tells her.
Louise grabs the clothes and then looks at the doctor. "Doctor handsome where can I change?" She asked him. He can't help but smile at her. "It's doctor Nelson but you can call me William, and it's the door right there." He tells her. "Thanks." She says to him. "If I can't pursued you to stay, I'll go get started on them discharge papers as you do seem fine as I can't see anything wrong with you." He tells her. "I know this is against your protocol and shouldn't really discharge me but thanks." She tells him sincerely. "As long as you understand." He says and then leaves.
Louise goes into the bathroom and sees a shower, with soaps and towels and decides to have a shower. Once showered and dressed she steps out of the bathroom and her parents are stood there arguing. "Please don't argue as I just want to go home and see Ben and Krypto." Louise tells them. "I think you should come home with us." Joy tells her. "No, I'm going to my house. Guys remember I'm only 6 years younger than you mum I'm not a naive teenager anymore I'm a grown woman. So I'm going home." She tells them.
Her dad storms out, Joy hands Louise her handbag, which has her phone, keys, purse and cigarettes in. They walk out and doctor Nelson is waiting for them. "I have your discharge papers and this is my card, feel free to call me." He tells her in a flirtatious tone. Louise can't help but smile and reaches into her bag and gives him her card. "Feel free to call me." She tells him also flirting with him. Joy finds the whole interaction rather strange.
They walk out. "Mum where are we?" Louise asked. "Greater Lancashire Hospital. It's private." She tells her. There's a black Rolls Royce waiting for them outside and Louise's dad is sat in the passenger seat waiting for them. Louise arrived home and opens her front door and is greeted by Krypto running up to her. "Hello baby, did you miss mummy." She asked him and begins stroking him.
Her parents wanted to come in but Louise firmly said no and that they should go home and pack as they're leaving in the morning and not to be late or let her down as Matilda would be gutted. "Where's daddy?" She asked the dog but he just looked at her with a sad face. "Ben I'm home!" She calls out. There's no answer, she begins walking through the house and heads for the kitchen as she's starving.
She sees a cup next to the kettle with a tea bag in it and an envelope with her name on it. She grabs it and opens its. "My darling Louise. I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I love you so much and it hurts me so much that I almost killed you. I will be there for you come the End of Days but I realised that I can't be with you anymore as I'm to dangerous to be around you. I hope you find someone who will not hurt you. Don't try to find me and don't worry about the Sins as I'm personally going to find them. PS enjoy Barbados you deserve a break. Yours always Ben x." She reads and drops to the floor and breaks down crying.
November 15th
Barbados, Amon was right she did need a break as she feels so relaxed but she cries herself to sleep every night as she misses him so much and hopes he's alright. She takes a look at herself in the full length mirror and her hand goes to her scar on her neck. Her dad explained that it's a mating mark and will never heal properly. She looks down at her two piece black string bikini with a very short matching sarong around her waist and heads outside to the pool where she sees her sister's, brother and parents all relaxing, Lex and her dad are in the pool with Billie play fighting.
Billie is in a black and pink swimsuit. Matilda is sat under an umbrella reading a book that she found in the library and she's wearing a dark blue two piece string bikini with a towel over her legs. Phoebe is sunbathing, laying on her stomach in a green string bikini and has the string on her back undone. Joy is sat under an umbrella also with a book and a brew, she's wearing a two piece purple bikini with a matching long sarong tied around her front. "Hay sweetheart, how are you this morning?" Joy asked her. Louise comes and sits on her sun lounge and curls up into her arms.
"He should be here. I spoke to Amy and Jasmine yesterday and they can't find him. Either they can't or there lying to me." She tells her. "I honestly believe that he's distraught with himself and has gone on this suicidal path to punish himself." Joy tells her. "That's what I'm afraid of. He's very impulsive mum." She says to her. "When we get home tomorrow take tomorrow and Sunday to be by yourself but Monday, you get to work and focus on yourself, if that means partying and fighting or dating. You do what you need to do to make yourself happy again okay." Joy tells her.
Louise kisses her cheek. "Your right mum. I love you. Think I'll go Nana's on Sunday as she always makes me feel better, wish her and grandad came here." Louise says. "Since my dad left the council he's not one for travelling especially on planes." Joy tells her. "I know but this place is so beautiful I get why Ben loves it so much. I think that they would have enjoyed it here." Louise tells her. "Hay Lou, you fancy a walk down to the beach later?" Phoebe asked her. "Your just hoping that them American lads are there again." Louise says to her.
"Well I need help with sun cream on my back." She tells her with a smile. "What would Mo think of these guys putting their hands on you?" Matilda asked her. "Mo doesn't need to know, speaking of Mo, daddy can you get him a bottle of rum please?" She asked not even turning around as her alarm hasn't gone off yet. "Bea there's hundreds of bottles scattered around this mansion just take a bottle for him." Billie tells her as she jumps on her dad's back. "She has a point. Is that okay Lou?" Phoebe asked her. "Yea it's fine, I was going to take a few bottles home with me as I don't have any left." She tells her.
"Do you even drink rum Lou?" Joy asked her. "Now and again but the house is going to feel weird, and wish for it to be as normal as possible and having rum in the house is normal." She tells her. "You missing Krypto Lou?" Lex asks her as he splashed his dad and sister. "I do and I hope he's been good for Amy." She states. "I think a day at the beach sounds good." James says and Joy agrees with him, Phoebes alarm goes off and she sits up, and stares daggers at her dad. "Always ruining my fun." She says to him. "That's me, the fun police." He says laughing which makes Joy and Louise laugh.
"Me, Lou and Tills will not be next you then." She tells her dad. "Why you bringing me into this?" Matilda asked. "Because as much as you wish to deny it, but you are gorgeous and a complete guy magnet. It shouldn't be possible as like Lou always says you are a complete mong." Phoebe says laughing which makes Louise laugh as she agrees, her sister is so beautiful but is so shy and has no confidence in herself.
November 30th
Louise is sat in her office going over schematics from Angela's latest design, Louise is so happy that she decided to stay after her possession, Louise and Amy are friends again as Louise realised that she was being silly as her Amy is so different from the monster on the other world. Louise has a picture of Amy's 12 week scan framed on her desk, she hasn't told Amy about her having a son as she wants it to be a surprise as she's adamant that it's a girl, as her family only seem to have girls.
Her phone begins to ring but she doesn't recognise the number. "Hello." She answered. "Hello miss Johnston, it's William." He says. "Oh right doctor Nelson, can I help you with anything?" She asked him. "Just checking up to see how you are?" He asked her. "Do you normally check up on your patients Doctor?" She says to him and a smile comes out, Angela sees this and smiles as Louise looks so depressed and fake smiles but that one seems genuine. "Only the special ones." He tells her. "Aww you think I'm special." She giggled.
"Oh I think you are very special and wondering if you would be available for dinner tomorrow evening?" He asked her, this completely throws Louise as she wasn't expecting that. "I don't know as I've just been dumped and I don't think I'm ready to date just yet." She tells him. "That's fine and I totally understand as I'm currently 4 months single." He tells her. "Can I think about it as I think you're very cute and I doubt I'll ever see my ex again as he left, like left the country left. I'll call you after I finish work with my answer ok." She tells him. "Where do you work? And that is fine." He asked her.
"I'm a weapons consultant at BDA Enterprises." She tells him. "Wow 18 is a bit young for such a high powered job." He states. "My dad used to make weapons for a security council and I used to test them, he's head of security here and got me an interview and I got the job so I left college and started." She tells him. "I can't wait to hear more. I hope you say yes. Good bye miss Johnston." He says. "Bye." She replied and hangs up and can't help but smile. "So who was that?" Angela asked being nosey. "That was the really cute doctor who looked after me when I was in hospital." She tells her.
"That's nice of him to check up on you, and how cute are we talking?" She asked. Before she can answer Amy and Danny walk into there office. "Who's cute?" Amy asked her in a beautiful red flowing dress with flat black shoes. "You in that dress." Angela tells her. Amy smiles at her. "Who's cute Lou?" She asked again. "A really cute doctor." Angela tells her. "The same doctor that your mum told Kirsten about?" Amy asked with a smile. "Yes and he asked me out tomorrow night." She says sounding conflicted.
"I think you should go Lou." Amy tells her. "I feel like I'm cheating if I do." Louise tells her. "Ben left you because he can't deal, it's just like him to spit his dummy out. I had to fight him the last time he went nuts." Amy tells her. "No, you got your ass kicked and demolished the house in the process." Danny says with a smile. "Zip it you. But I'm not wrong. What type of date is it?" Amy asked while glaring at Danny and Louise and Angela can't help but chuckle and Amy glares at them which makes them laugh. "It's dinner tomorrow night." She tells them.
"It's only dinner, it's not like your going to have sex with him tomorrow." Angela states. "True. I do enjoy eating so you guys think I should?" Louise asked them. They all nod at her. "Just don't talk with your mouth full." Amy tells her. "I'll try to control myself. I'll ring him after work to tell him the good news." Louise says with a smile. "Work here or patrol work as you've been putting in some serious long hours. Are you even sleeping?" Danny asked her. "I'm getting a few hours in." She tells him as it's lonely in her bed without Ben.
"That's it. I'm telling Jazzy to take you off duties this weekend as you need rest and to look good for your date. I'm also sending Kim to yours to help you find an outfit once you get more information on your date." Amy tells her. "Yes mum. Why are you even here?" Louise asked with a smile. Amy just shakes her head at her. "Honestly I wanted to come see how you was doing and to see if you wanted to go for a fag." Amy asked her as Amy never quit smoking but she has cut down a lot. "I could do with a fag. Danny them files are on my desk that you wanted." She tells him and her and Amy leave.
"A date will do her good." Angela says to Danny. "It should." He says. "Are you going to see Imogene today?" She asked him. "Yes. I'm tempted to give her the suppressant as Ben is not here and I still love her and don't like seeing her suffering." He tells her. "In the fridge in the lab, I never gave it to you okay." She tells him. He nods, picks up the files and just leaves without going to the fridge. "To loyal for his own good. I'll tell Amy." She says to herself.
The following night Louise is standing on the front of her house, dressed in a dark spotted daisy print frill tea dress, it's sexy but modest and with ankle strap black heels just makes her legs look amazing especially with her Barbados tan, she also has a matching choker to cover up her scar. Everything Kim wanted her to wear was nice but overly sexy and she didn't want to give William the wrong impression as she just wants food and some conversation.
The taxi pulls up, she climbs in and it takes her to Angelos restaurant. The taxi pulls up outside and Louise steps out and William is standing there in a very sharp dark blue three piece suit. "Wow Louise you look amazing." He complimented her. "You look very handsome. Shall we go in?" She says, "yes." He replied and opens the door for her. They eat their food and Louise is linking his arm as they head towards the Bull & Royal for a quiet drink, Louise gets this tingling feeling in her chests but pays no attention to it.
Across the street up on the rooftops is Amon watching her, dressed in his black fighting outfit. He opens up a portal and disappears, Louise turns to the roof before she enters the pub and sees nothing. They sit down with there drinks and begin talking, it wasn't long before Louise is laughing. "How did they get that stuck up there?" She asks him as she takes a sip of her vodka and coke. "Oh, you'll be surprised what rich people get up to at parties." He laughs. "I really don't want to know." She laughs. "Did you always want to do your job? You said that you was collage, what were you doing?" He asked her. "I wanted to be a nursery nurse as I love love kids and babies. On my work experience I went to a nursery and loved it, even worked there part time for a while." She tells him.
"Did you always want to be a doctor?" She asked him. "Yes I did as it's all I know, both my parents are doctors and my sister is currently training to be one." He tells her. "Wow a whole family of doctors, I feel under qualified to be on this date with you." She states. "Don't be silly, I think you are amazing and very beautiful." He flirts with her. "And the fact that I'm 18 and your 31 doesn't matter to you?" She asked him. "In all fairness, the age thing kind of put me off a little as before I look at your chart I would of said you was 25." He says which make he giggle as she's actually 28 yet her passport says 18 and she can't exactly tell this normal human that she spent 10 years in an alternate universe.
"Funny story is that I've actually looked like this since I was 13." She tells him. He looks at her with raised eyebrows as even he knows that is impossible. "I actually had my first proper drink in this very pub when I was 15 and didn't even get ID." She tells him with a smile. "That's remarkable. So is it just you your mum and dad at home?" He asked her. "No, I have two younger siblings a brother and sister and my dad who is my stepdad, and he has two daughters both younger than me." She tells him. "Would you like another drink?" He asked her. "Yes but let me get them as you paid for dinner and the first round. I insist." She says to him and stands up. "Ok if you insist, I'll have same again please." He tells her. Louise has this thing about letting strange people get her drinks and likes to watch them get poured herself.
A few minutes later she arrived back with the drinks he's sat watching Match of the Day. She puts his drink down. "So you a football fan?" She asked him. "Yea, I'm a Chelsea fan as that is where I grew up and that is where my parents still live." He tells her. "Well beating your rivals West Ham as that's a London derby, should make you happy." She says to him and takes a sip of her drink. "You like football?" He asked. "Oh god no. I hate it. When my ex used to watch it I'd either take the dog for a walk or swim laps in the pool." She tells him. "Your ex had a pool?" He asked her.
"No I have a pool and a jacuzzi and my dog who's my baby." She tells him. "Wow. I thought my parents where rich, but we didn't have a pool." He states. "My parents aren't rich, my ex is rich and bought me a house, and the dog and three cars in the garage which I can't drive as I don't have a license." She tells him. "So you don't live with your parents?" He asked, "not since I was 16, had a flat on my own then I moved into my exs apartment then we got the house a few months ago. Then he left and everything reminds me of him." She says and begins to cry. "I'm sorry." He says to her and puts his hand on her knee.
She uses her middle finger to dab her eyes. "I'm sorry, I've ruined a perfectly good evening and I really was enjoying myself." She tells him. "So am I, breakups are tough, my break up is why I'm in Preston. So I understand where you're coming from Louise." He says to her. "Well it explains why such a hot doctor is single." She flirts with him. "We both are and to be honest with you, I actually forgot that I like this part of dating." He tells her. "Which part?" She asked him as she strokes his hand, which he's now moved to her thigh. "The getting to know someone part, the flirting and witty banter." He says to her.
Louise chuckles. "When was you witty this evening?" She asked with a smile. "Touché." He laughs. They carry on flirting and then finish there drinks and he walks Louise to a taxi. She kisses his cheek. "I had a great time, please call me if you want to do a second date." She tells him. "I will definitely be calling you miss Johnston." He says to her.
December 21st 2007
Louise is currently sat on the sofa with Krypto watching TV in a pair of white booty pj shorts and a thin strap black vest top in her short purple dressing gown. Her and William have been on several dates, she's not slept with him as she's not ready, they've kissed but nothing passionate. It seems with Amon gone all the supernaturals have left with him as it's been awfully quiet. There's been a few robberies and murderers but when someone from the team shows up there's no one in sight.
The fact that she's seriously sexually frustrated and she can't fight it's starting to make her depressed. Her phone goes off. "Hay dad what's up?" She asked him. "Parker and Barrow are dead. Ethan and Kirsten just killed them an hour ago. Amy thinks that Deacon will target them. They've gone to the Lake District for the holidays hoping to draw him away from Preston." He tells her. "Well that's shit as I'm so bored." She tells him. "Train, relax. You need to be on top of your game as we still don't know who's a member of FOG." He says to her. "I know dad. I'll speak to you later as someone is ringing me." She says and puts the phone down.
No one was ringing, she just didn't want to talk monsters. Then her phone does actually ring. "Hello handsome." She answered. "Hay gorgeous. What you up too?" He asked her. "Just had some food and now me and Krypto are watching coronation Street. What about you?" She asked him. "I just finished my shift and was wondering if you fancied coming over for a drink." He asked her. "I'm kind of already in my pjs with a cup of tea and biscuits. If you're not scared of dogs then you are welcome to come here." She says to him.
"No I'm not scared of dogs, I'll be there shortly bye." He says and hangs up, she feels the dog staring at her. "Don't look at me like that. Yes I'm horny but I'm not going to have sex with him. Cameras remember and considering that I don't know how to turn them off. I don't want Ben to see that. So if I do have sex with him, it'll be at his place. Got it buster." She says to the dog. "Why am I even talking to you. Your a dog. But your mummy's baby aren't you." She says and he jumps up at her and he ain't no puppy now as he's grown so much in a few months.
About 30 minutes later there's a buzzing noise meaning someone is at the front gate. She looks at the camera and sees William in his black Mercedes. She buzzed him in and the gates open, there's a knock on the door and she lets him in. He turns up in black joggers and a white T-shirt with a black zip up hoodie. "Weird not seeing you in a suit." She says to him and lets him in, locking the door, and then Krypto comes walking towards William growling. "You said dog not a wolf." William tells her and Louise can smell fear. "He's a giant Alaskan malamute and he's normally a big softy. Krippy bed now." She tells him. He looks at William and growls then snaps his teeth at him before walking away. "I'm really sorry about him. Your just the first male that has been round since my ex left. He must be being over protective." She tells him.
"It's fine, was expecting a small dog for some strange reason and yet again Louise you are just full of surprises to me. How about a tour as this place looks amazing." He tells her. "Yea that's fine, please don't touch anything as I have OCD and need things to be organised and in its correct place." She tells him. Then she sees him smiling. "You just want to see the pool don't you?" She asked him. "I do but I was smiling about the OCD and you have a big fluffy dog. His fur must drive you nuts." He says laughing.
Louise just shakes her head. "My god you have no idea, luckily it's tile and laminate floors down here, upstairs is all carpet, since my ex left I moved his bed upstairs to my room where he sleeps and every morning I get dog breath in my face as he's climbed into bed with me." She says laughing. She takes him to the pool and he's just amazed how big it is. "You fancy a dip, it's warmer than West Views swimming pool, my ex had it installed that it's warm for 7 and a half months and then it drops a few degrees for spring and summer." She tells him.
"Seems your ex thought of everything." He states. "Yep, that's Ben for ya, has to be the smartest person in any room and is always 10 steps ahead of everyone." She says then looks at William. "So fancy a dip?" She asked. "Funny as I don't have any trunks and i don't think you fancy skinny dipping." He says with a flirtatious smile. "Eww no, I swim in there, this and the jacuzzi is a strictly no naughty area. And I just told you my ex thinks of everything. That door there is a closet full of bathing suits for men, women and children, I'm sure that you could find your size. Changing rooms are there on opposite sides of the sauna." She tells him.
"Wow all that's missing is a gym." He says to her, she has a half cocked smile on her face. "Gym is upstairs. So dip as my suits are upstairs." She asked him. "Yea, I'll meet you in the pool in a few minutes." He says and heads to the closet for some swim shorts. Louise grabs a black and gold bikini, it's probably one of her more modest ones.
She walks in with two towels as they are not dripping water through her house. She finds him swimming laps and has to admit that he's very chiselled. As he's swimming towards the entrance he stops and can't help but admire how beautiful she looks. "Wow." He can't help but say. She puts the towels down and then decides to cannonball into the pool. She breaks the water and swims to him. "You want to play a game?" She asked him. "What sort of game and does it involve me getting naked?" He asked her. "Mind out of the gutter Will, basketball swimming?" She asked. He looks round and can't see a hoop or ball. "How we playing with no hoop or ball?" He asked.
"Computer, activate pool games, code BKBALL.1" She says. Then the back of pool lifts up and out pops a basket ball net then a basket ball springs from the water and lands in Louise's hands. "This place is amazing." He states. They play for a bit then it turned into jumping on each other then they begin to kiss and really kiss, they get to the edge of the pool and Louise has her back to the wall while they kiss, there tongues invade each other's mouths her legs wrap around him and his left hand squeezes her ass while his right hand gropes her breast.
He moved from her lips to her neck and the moment he touched her scar she stepped back. "I'm sorry but we can't do this here." She tells him. "Then where?" He asked. "I mean in this house, there's cameras everywhere and I honestly don't feel comfortable." She tells him. She was expecting him to push a little. "That's fine Lou, how about we dry off and then we can continue the tour." He says to her. "Yea that's good, the changing rooms have a showers so you can wash the chlorine off." She tells him and climbs out of the pool, and grabs a towel to wrap around herself.
William climbs out and Louise can't help but see his bulge as he's obviously sporting an erection. "There's no cameras in there is there?" He asked. "No. I'll meet you in the living room when you're done." Once dried off and changed she gives him the tour then he goes home much to his and her frustration. "Oh before I go. Do you have plans for New Year?" He asked. "No why?" She smiles at him. "My boss is hosting a New Year party at Highton manor. Care to be my date?" He asked her. "I'd love to." She tells him and kisses his lips before he goes. She turns around and Krypto is staring at her. "Nothing happened." She tells him
December 31st 2007
Highton Manor, Louise is sat with William and his boss and his wife dressed in a thin strap low cut yellow cocktail dress. "So Will tells me that you are a weapons consultant for BDA Enterprises. What does that entail?" William's boss Harrison asked her. "Well the design team draws up the schematics, I look them over and if I approve they build them. Once built I test them as I'm yet to find a weapon that I can't wield including medieval weapons like swords and daggers." She tells him. "Wow that is fascinating Louise." Harrison's wife says to her.
"My job is quite boring, but my boss Angela is in charge of the whole lab and she designed most of the things. Her sister Kim actually designed your dress Judith." Louise tells her. "You actually know Kimberley Simmons?" Judith asked her. "Oh yes, she helped pick out my dress for my first date with William and she designed this for me." Louise tells her. "We actually get a lot of funding from BDA Enterprises. Mr Asmall has been very generous. Have you met him?" Harrison asked her.
She feels very conflicted as she looks down at her engagement ring which she put on her right hand. "Once or twice." She lied. "I mainly deal with Mrs Summers as she's best friends with my boss." Louise tells them. "Well it was lovely meeting you Louise and I hope to see you later or in the morning." Harrison says to her. "Oh I'm not staying, I have to get home for my dog." She tells him.
She sees the look of disappointment on William's face. She believes he was expecting sex as they've not seen each other since he came round as he's been working through the holidays and tonight was his first night off. When they leave, William turns to her. "I'm sorry I should have asked before getting a room." He says to her, Louise finds him so sweet and gives him a kiss. "If you told me then I could have got someone to watch Krippy." She tells him. "I was trying to be spontaneous. Can you come stay over next weekend?" He asked her.
She does like William and finds him very attractive and she really wants to have sex with him. He's been so patient with her, but there's this nagging feeling that she's betraying Ben that she can't quite shake. Kimberley pretty much told her what she told Amy at prom. It's just sex it's not marriage. "I'd love to." She tells him and kisses him gently on the lips.
The following weekend Louise is laying in William's bed completely naked staring up at the ceiling, while William is fast asleep next to her. There's three used condoms on the side wrapped in toilet tissue. She feels so disgusted in herself and she doesn't know why. William is her boyfriend and she vowed only to sleep with boyfriends and yet she feels disgusting. It's not even like the sex was bad or anything, sure she had to hold back but it was very enjoyable as William made her orgasm a few times and can't wait to do it again with him.
Then it hits her as she looks at her right hand as that's where she put her engagement ring as she couldn't bare to take it off. "Shit. I feel guilty." She says to herself. She puts her hands on her face. "What the fuck is wrong with me. He left me. He told me to find someone who makes me happy and William makes me happy." She says quietly to herself. She rolled to her side and looks at him and moves a strand of hair from his eye, he gently opens his eyes. "Oh shit sorry, did I wake you?" She asked him.
"A little bit, but I could get used to waking up next to you." He says to her. She stares at him then spins round grabbing her phone and shines the light to the ceiling and the stares at him again. "I never noticed how blue your eyes were before." She tells him. He smiled. "I get that a lot." He tells her. She kisses him and rolled over turning off her phone. "Good night." She tells him, he kisses her shoulder. "His eyes are the same as Bens." She says in her head.