Adam

I AM AN ANGEL! I AM AN ANGEL! I AM AN ANGEL! I AM AN ANGEL! I AM AN ANGEL! I AM AN- the mantra continues on repeat. It's the only thing that kept him standing strong in front of his sons but now it just sounds hollow. Angels have gold blood. It's the only thing that proves without a doubt they are angels, without it what is he?

He can barely even recognize the person hugging him through his tear filled eyes he only knows they are there because he can feel them tensing as he digs his nails into the shorter person's back. All the aches and pains now made sense, he was turning into a demon or a fallen angel or something else equally terrible. His teeth were wiggling as they were preparing to fall out and be replaced with fangs. His nails turning brittle was a prelude to claws. His spine feeling terrible wasn't just his normal height problems but the growth of a tail. The vision blurring headaches, made by forming horns. Would his wings stay or would they change like the rest of him?

What was the cause of his transformation beginning? The lack of his halo? Not that it mattered his own daughter didn't believe he had a shred of holiness in him anymore. The hatred in her eyes, the same hatred he bore into her from the moment she breathed air, was now turned on him. He never thought that his kids could ever hate him, but considering how much they shit talked their own children and siblings when they realized they weren't in heaven, he really shouldn't be surprised. Still he never imagined having that look of pure rage when he touched her directed at him in all his life.

Seth still loved him almost to an obsessive degree, his hugs irritated the wounds Mammon left on his back a few days ago. He's unsure if they have opened or not, but considering the trickle he felt down his back earlier they could have. He had to keep petting Seth's hair to stop him from upsetting his sore body even further with his need for attention. It was a good distraction from the trembling fear that the sight of his own blood gave him. His poor son looked like he was going to die when ordered to leave.

Abel on the other hand seemed to ignore him, never meeting his eyes and never actually talking to him. Did his oldest son really think he was a demon like Aclima did? The thought alone made him sob harder. His little angel-faced baby boy who he'd gladly fight all of heaven and hell just to know he was safe, didn't even seem to acknowledge him as a parent anymore. Adam's body heaves trying to breathe as his nose drips with snot. It's disgusting but he can't make his body stop, as his mind shuffles through questions and reasons he'll never have.

Was the nine hundred years of populating the earth not enough for God? Was the thousands protecting heaven not significant? Did he still have more to do or was this the punishment for letting Lilith into heaven? Was he not enough? Was he ever enough? It never seemed like he was the perfect being he was told he was… If he was, why did his wives leave him? Why did he constantly have to suffer? Why did he never feel fulfilled? Was he just made wrong or was he always supposed to fail? What was his real purpose anyway? A glorified breeding stallion for the human race? Was that why seraphim seemed attracted to him or worked him like a farm animal?

A thought of humor hits him but it could very well just be insanity. If I'm going to become a demon anyway, why did I bother trying to follow God's design? Why not indulge in my worst impulses to my heart's content? Why did he beg for forgiveness every time he messed up with Sera? Who would stop him from engaging in senseless slaughter, partying, and women to his heart's content? No more rules, or shame. He's been thinking like he's been in heaven this whole time forgetting the freedom of earth and by extension hell.

His voice is hoarse letting out a horrid laugh that cracks oddly as he gasps for air only to keep laughing as his tears dry on his cheeks. His grip slips from the person he's holding on to. Whipping the tears from his eyes as she struggles to breathe for a different reason. Adam flops back on to the bed laughter dying down to a small giggle. The person he was holding onto who he vaguely recognizes at Lucifer looks terrified with his drastic shift and the lazy smile on his face.

"A-Adam? Are you alright?" Lucifer asks lightly, patting one of Adam's legs hanging off the edge of the bed.

"No." Adam deadpans tone harsher than it needs to be, with a sigh he tries to explain. "You saw my little girl, she hates me, who knows what Abel's thinking, and Seth just looks broken. How am I supposed to be alright? That's not even mentioning what I'm becoming…"

Lucifer squints attempting to find an answer presumably. The demon then hops up on the bed laying down next to Adam with his hands clasped over his chest. "I… Is there anything I can do to help?"

"What could you possibly do to help me? All you've ever done is ruin my life." Adam turns away from Lucifer choosing to stare at the wall instead.

"I thought-..." Lucifer starts saying something but cuts himself off. "Look, I'm sorry. I don't want to keep fighting and even if you don't believe me, I do want to help you."

"What's the point? I lived doing what I was supposed to do then died and did the same, but is it enough? No! Why do I have to keep following the rules if I get punished either way?" Adam voices his dilemma.

Lucifer tries to roll him back over so they can look at eachother but Adam is stubborn. "I thought similarly when I offered you, Lilith, and Eve the apple. I wondered why you weren't allowed to think like us angels, why you had to be ignorant to everything? You nearly died countless times but didn't even notice."

"Ignorance is bliss, Sara practically preached it when I asked about something I wasn't allowed to know." Adam agrees. "Still didn't appreciate finding out hyenas want to eat me outside of Eden."

"I was only given a second chance because all the others that became sins vouched for me when I freed Lilith, but when they said they'd cast both you and Eve out of Eden we started a revolt and were cast out of heaven because of it." Lucifer continues.

Adam glances at Lucifer with skepticism. "Mammon, Leviathan, Asmodeus, and Belphegor started a revolt? Mammon maybe, possibly Levi, but Ozzie? Yet you expect me to believe Bel would even wake up enough to fight?"

Lucifer smiles a bit. "Oh trust me they got pissed, don't ever mess with Bel's favorite sleeping spot if you value your life. Ozzie isn't a pushover either, he's just a sweetheart so you've never seen him get mad."

Adam doubts that from the memories he has of the lust sin. "If you say so…"

"Speaking of Ozzie…" Lucifer mumbles, suddenly he looks skittish if Adam is reading him right. "I was talking to him a bit ago, about… things… and well I want to ask you something but don't know if right now is the best time."

Adam rolls over not understanding what he has to do with anything Lucifer and Ozzie talk about. "Fuck's that got to do with me? If you've got something to say, just say it, not like today can get much worse."

Lucifer lets out a nervous chuckle rubbing his neck awkwardly as Adam looks at him. "Alright then," He takes a deep breath before looking directly into Adam's eyes with a serious expression. "I think we should talk about what's going on between us, I mean we've slept together, but you act like nothing happened and I just want to know if that was a one time thing or if it meant as much to you as it did me and-"

He continues to ramble looking more and more disheveled as he goes on. Adam can only blink, confused and not really able to follow whatever the sin is talking about. Rather not wanting to understand what he's talking about, he hadn't really wanted to even think about what he willingly did with the man he claims to despise. Lucifer just keeps talking, pulling at his hat, rubbing face, or fiddling with his hands every so often. Adam can only recognize mentions of people like Lilith, Eve, Charlie, and Mammon through Lucifer's growing panicked rant. Adam doesn't really want to confront the part of him that made him sleep with Lucifer but Lucifer's panic begins to let his powers grow erratic so he has to do something.

Adam grabs Lucifer's shoulders trying to shake him out of this winding mental spiral he's burying himself in. All that does is give Adam a front row seat to the terrified tearfilled eyes of his enemy who's still talking. In that moment a primal part of him takes over, he doesn't even realize he's moving before he's already kissing Lucifer in an effort to shut him up. Something about a creature so much more powerful than yourself begging for something only you can do is intoxicating. A part of him now understands why Lilith left him, it was for the power high. Yet he doesn't want the power, he never did, he just wants to protect Lucifer from whatever he's so afraid of.

Lucifer is too shocked to react so Adam starts to gently blow air into Lucifer's mouth, forcing the panicked king to match his breathing. It takes some time but Lucifer starts to relax, breathing in sink with Adam. The man pulls back after he's sure Lucifer's breath is back to normal, holding him still, silently asking if he's calmed down. Lucifer nods slightly embarrassed judging by the pinkish tone over his cheeks.

"Don't have a fucking panic attack over sex, damn." Adam crassly says trying to evade the question despite how important the answer may be to Lucifer.

The dark look that washes over Lucifer's features makes him regret his word. "...Yeah, silly me… Guess I have my answer, at least."

"NO! THAT'S NOT-Ugh."Adam drags a hand down his face wrestling with years worth of emotions he never wanted to think on, let alone talk about. "I-I dont- I didn't- It's just- I DON'T KNOW, OKAY?!"

Lucifer watches him malfunction trying to find words that remotely make sense. Lucifer pauses drinking in his words then a hint of hope brightens the dower look on his face. "Well, then maybe we could find out together?"

Adam narrows his eyes at Lucifer. "Now, really, you want to do this now?! I've got like a fuck ton of other shit to worry about but sure I can just drop it so we can TaLk AbOuT OuR FeElInGs." He mocks the last bit in a baby voice.

Lucifer nods, not at all disturbed by his mocking. "It's healthy to talk, it won't make you any less of a man if that's what you're scared of."

Adam glares, he doesn't want this conversation in the slightest. It has to happen eventually and it will only get worse the longer he waits but he really isn't ready to acknowledge whatever conflicted emotions he has for Lucifer. "You start then, asshole."

Lucifer looks down quiet for a moment trying to organize his words and remain calm this time. "Okay, well I know we haven't had the best relationship in the past but we used to be friends in the beginning. I was hoping we could at least try to rekindle whatever friendship we once had, since you don't seem to outright hate me."

"Last I checked friends don't fuck their firend's ass." Adam growls out. "So do us both a favor and just say what you want from me, it's my ass isn't it? Got you addicted to my perfect body with just one taste."

False bravado, Adam hates his body but if he regains his asshole persona enough he can pretend he doesn't care about what they are talking about. Lucifer looks far more horrified at the implication then he thought. "NO! No I wouldn't ever- Is that what you think I've been after all this time? Your body?"

"Yeah." Adam's more confused about what else Lucifer could want from him if not that. "I mean Eve and Lilith both told me they weren't with me for my sparkling personality, they just needed me to reproduce with or for protection."

Lucifer's eyes get impossibly wider, suddenly he springs forward wrapping his arms around Adam. "Adam, I-I'm so sorry. I didn't know, I thought you understood my feelings for you were more than that. I didn't realize you think so little of yourself"

Adam shoves him away confused by the worry of the sin. "I don't think little of myself, I'm handcrafted perfection it's their loss for not seeing what they had." Denial, yeah that always works well.

Lucifer doesn't even hide his mistrust of Adam's words but relents knowing better to push Adam even more. "Look, I… I want to try whatever this is, and if you don't want to sleep with me anymore that's perfectly fine. I just… I want my friend back, the one who would ramble about whatever animal he saw that day or when he would lazily strum the harp I gave him watching the stars."

The memory of Eden is a cheap shot, worming its way under his harsh exterior and reminding him of the garden. Adam wishes it was that simple to forget the years between and return to the way they were. He doesn't have the energy to keep hating the king of hell, but something else is preventing him from being honest. He didn't hate sleeping with Lucifer, nor Mammon strangely enough at least not the act itself he much preferred Lucifer giving him the option to refuse at any point unlike the clown. Maybe… Maybe he was bi? Is that what they called it? He still loves women but he didn't hate being with men. It's still a sin and could be the very reason he's turning into a demon.

Adam keeps contemplating things in his head, not saying anything as Lucifer patiently awaits an answer. Adam's head falls into his hands as he whispers. "I still won't forgive you, but I didn't hate sleeping with you…"

Lucifer leans closer giddy beyond reason, Adam refuses to look at him. "Do you mean what I think you mean?"

Lucifer's tail is wagging like a dog and his horns are probably showing as well. "Fucking short shitty seraphim fuck- You heard me! I'm not repeating it even if you beg me." He grumbles curses before grabbing Lucifer by the shirt and boldly shouting in his face.

The sin's sharp teeth show as his smile grows, tail wagging like a whip. "Can I- Can I kiss you?"

Adam drags the king's small frame closer instead of answering with words. Lucifer takes the hint locking their lips together. Adam can feel the spit tongue prodigy at his mouth, asking for entrance. A split second later he can feel the muscle moving around his own tongue. It's sloppy, and sounds as vile as it probably looks. Adam takes the chance to nip at Lucifer's lips when he pulls away for breath, earning him a few interesting sounds from the demon.

Lucifer is trembling with excitement but holds back enough to ask. "Can we keep going?"

Adam knows he should probably be thinking about a hundred different things at the moment, and properly process the events of the day. His children's reactions to him, alongside heaven's next steps. Whatever he's becoming. What Mammon will do if he finds out. The list goes on but right now he wants to take his mind off all the troubles he has in favor of some fun. He'll probably regret this later anyway.

Adam drops Lucifer on his back, so he can tower over the sin, caging him between his arms. "Only if I'm doing the fucking this time."

Lucifer chuckles. "How romantic, but I did promise, so I guess I'll let you."

Adam doesn't know where the predatory growl comes from, he only knows he's making it. Lucifer makes a show of unbuttoning his dress shirt and undoing his bowtie. His skin is unblemished porcelain, smooth to the touch as Adam runs a hand over his chest. It's so different from Eve or Lilith he has to marvel at it especially how small the angel is. Obsently he wonder's how he'll fit in such a creature.

Pushing off the fabric Adam leans in gently kissing at Lucifer skin, occasionally he sinks his teeth into the warm flesh happy to hear Lucifer's needy whines. Lucifer for the most part is struggling to remove Adam's clothes not wanting to be the only nude one in the room. Adam finds it funny to watch him fuss about but agrees that his clothes are a hindrance, sitting on his heels he starts stripping off his clothes.

Lucifer licks his lips hungrily watching the first man expose himself but his eyes land on something that twists his expression to a more sour one. Adam looks down and is reminded of Mammon with the two gold rods stuck in his nipples. Lucifer reaches to his chest examining the metal with interest and a hint of irritation. Adam rolls his eyes, he could possibly play it off as him wanting the piercings but considering he said the one in his tongue came from an angry Mammon, he's pretty sure Lucifer's putting the pieces together.

"How recent are these?" Lucifer asks poorly, hiding his emotions.

"Little under a week." Adam responds.

Lucifer glares at the object before placing hands on both of them, his hands glow slightly. Adam can feel the metal shifting and when the glow disappears Adam can see the piercings have transformed into a snake with its tail and teeth around apples at the ends. Lucifer smugly rubs around the reshaped gold. Adam smirks at the pettiness of the demon, a part of him wonders if this new design will make Mammon's next tantrum even worse.

"Much better, don't you agree?" Lucifer asks, bringing his mouth to one of the new snakes.

"Mhh, tacky more like." Adam teases.

Lucifer bites at one, retaliating at his design being called tacky. Adam hisses through his teeth, noting down to get his revenge sometime later. Adam grabs Lucifer's legs, yanking him up so he can see exactly what he's working with. Luifer yelps as his back becomes flush against Adam's stomach. Adam get's a delicious look at the base of Lucifer's tail, the small hole he will have to ease open and the tell tale sign he's bedding a man rather than a woman. Lucifer's legs dangle limply as the demon wonders what Adam will do next.

Racking his brain Adam remembers what Lucifer did to him as well as the times he pleasured Eve, thinking its a similar process. One hand wraps around Lucifer's midsection securely holding him still and the other starts to tease the demon's tip. Lucifer's tail wraps around Adams neck, the pointed end indicates to the hole, the sound's Lucifer is making makes it hard to deny the request. Adam starts to lick hesitant strips over the orifice, slowly gaining confidence as he starts to understand how to ease a male open rather than a woman.

The taste wasn't as bad as he expected but not something he'd ever crave. He slightly digs his tongue in feeling the clenching heat tight against the muscle. Lucifer, not to be out done by the first man, cranes his head back seeing that he is about at the same level as Adam's dick. Using his shapeshifting to transform his tongue, it wraps around the member lapping at the sides with ease. Adam's grip tightens as he starts to work harder, attempting to ignore what Lucifer is doing to the best of his ability. Adam slowly adds fingers to help open Lucifer up. Both men seem to try and push the other over the edge before they even get to the main course.

Adam continues to treat Lucifer like a ragdoll flipping him again so that his legs now drape over Adam's hips. Adam prods at Lucifer as he resumes his earlier biting habits. Lucifer starts to caress his wings, making the man shiver and retaliate with a few harsher bites. Lucifer chuckles, pulling Adam by the jaw so that they can kiss.

"You ready to take the dick master?" Adam smirks.

Lucifer holds back a laugh, if only to not ruin the mood. "Let's see if you're really as good as the reviews."

Adam frowns at the comment, his ex-wives talking about his skills didn't fill him with confidence but he'll ignore that for now. He's still not sure Lucifer can take him so he nods to the nightstand. "Might want something to ease this a bit more, your highness."

Lucifer rolls his eyes at the sarcasm Adam addresses him with, crawling over to dig through the drawers instead. It takes a bit but soon the king is waving a bottle of clear liquid over his shoulder. Adam wraps Lucifer's tail around his hand, enjoying the demon's reactions as he gives it a light tug effectively dragging him back into position. Taking the bottle from the king and flipping off the cap he smells a faint scent of apple pie. He glares at Lucifer who sheepishly shrugs at Adam's annoyance over his insistence on apple themed items.

Adam doesn't stop the judgment in his eyes as he drizzles the fluid between both their legs. It's cold but won't be for long, Adam's hands help spread the lube on himself and Lucifer. Quickly he's lining himself up giving Lucifer enough time to back out if he wants. The king just looks up at him with a loving smile, so slowly Adam presses in making sure not to harm the smaller man. It's been so long since he's had the nice surrounding heat of another Adam almost forgot how good it felt as his tip pops in the tight body.

He slides in watching Lucifer for any hit of discomfort, ignoring his instincts to just move as he pleases. Lucifer tenses, digging his claws into Adam's back, upsetting the wounds Mammon had given worse than his son already did. Hissing through his teeth Adam stops letting Lucifer adjust to his size, before continuing, it's agonizing to be considerate since his mind screams to pursue his own pleasure. Thankfully, Lucifer relaxes far faster than anyone Adam's met, probably something to do with being a seraphim or a shapeshifter.

Adam starts at a gradual pace, speeding up only when he knows Lucifer is okay with it, listening to the quiet mews of pleasure the demon makes for guidance. As he gets faster he picks up the king bouncing him on his lab like a toy so he can hear the sweet sounds closer to his ear. A stray thought hits Adam full of lust and greed, the sheer oddity of it confuses him. Could I get Lucifer pregnant? He had heard from Lilith that Luci had carried Charlie so but that holds a host of implications that don't make sense. Could the sin do the same for his child? Did he want another kid?

Some animalistic part of him pushes him to at least try. Grabbing Lucifer's sides he speeds up further, how with a vicious pace seeing Lucifer writhe in pleasure. The demon playfully glares at him not wanting to be outdone by the angel, the man soon feels the sin's tail poke at his backside.

"Oh don't you fucking-gah!" Adam can't finish the sentence before he can feel the spade wiggle into him.

Adam gasps hating how the sin now knows where to press from inside him. Lucifer licks at his chest, starting to play the man's body like a fiddle. "You didn't expect me to just take it, did you? Thought you knew me better."

Adam grumbles finding one of the horns in his face and tentatively licking, hoping to find some erogenous zone. Luckily he does judging by the moan Lucifer makes. He continues to rock his hips up trying desperately to ignore the tail pressing his prostate or the mouth and hands on his chest. Nibbling and licking at the horns of the king in hope he will finish before Adam does. Sadly for Adam it's been too long since he was on the giving end, he can't hold back as long as he wishes.

Gripping Lucifer he slams him down, closing his eyes and panting at the intensity of spilling into the demon. Adam's slightly embarrassed but not for long since Lucifer comes not long after dirtying his chest. Lucifer kisses him again, pulling his tail out of the angel as he does. Adam can't help the disgusted face he makes as he feels the drying substances. So without pulling himself from Luci he gets up and walks to the bathroom wanting to clean up. Lucifer squeaks a bit, holding onto the man like a koala to a tree.

Testing the water a bit he steps in easing out of Luci and placing him on the ground. Both men help clean the other. Adam silently still thinks about the possibility of having a kid with Lucifer. Why did he think that? Would that even be possible? Lucifer notices his out of character silence. His worry is evident, probably thinking Adam regrets sleeping with him in an actual sober state.

"Don't look at me like that. I had fun, but I still don't want you going around and telling people we've slept together." Adam says to dissuade the worry in Luci's eyes.

"That… That's fair, Mammon would have a tantrum to hear that I even touched you." Lucifer agrees.

"You don't know the half of it…" Adam whispers to himself, hoping the sin won't notice any new marks and stays to their new agreement.

Lucifer doesn't catch his words. "When is he coming to get you again anyway?"

Adam blinks, not recalling the demon saying how long he'd get to stay. "No clue, he just vanished like normal but with any luck tomorrow."