Fiddleford pov:

I wake up in fords bed, neither ford or bill in sight. I get up and wander through the house cautiously. Still not finding anyone, I decide i feel disgusting and go to take a shower.

Ford pov:

Weeks now of barely being able to take care of my body, everything is sore.
I drop the postcard in the outgoing mailbox, hopefully it makes it to its destination.
I walk to the store, food had been running low in the house faster than it would if i was just me there. Bill had been hiding fiddleford from me, to punish me.

Grabbing some of fiddlefords favorites and a few things i dont hate I purchase the items and begin walking home.

a nice walk later_

I open the door and my heart races. I hurriedly put the groceries away and rush towards the sounds coming from the bathroom.

I open the bathroom door slowly and see fiddlefords silhouette on my side of the shower curtain.

He pauses upon hearing the door open. He peeks around it mumbling apologies until he meets my eyes.

i rush forward and wrap my arms around him, pulling him out of the shower. he hesitates for a moment before allowing himself to hug me back.

"f-ford?" he looks up at me questioningly as i place several kisses on his forehead. i look down at his blank expression and frown.

"im so sorry, this is all my fault. i will find a way to fix it this, he wont be able to hurt you forever." i say my heart breaking as he shrinks into himself.

"h-hes not always violent." he mumbles and i freeze and tilt his face up.

"fidd, hes cut into you, rapes you almost daily, and he almost killed you. he threatens to hurt you every day..." i start and his eyes shift down to look at the floor.

"sometimes bill is nice to me, and he hasnt done anything too bad the last couple days..." he shakes out of my arms and reaches to turn off the water.

my palms grow sweaty. "fidd how long has he been in full control?" i ask afraid of the answer.

he grimaces as he wraps a towel around his waist. "just over two and a half months now." he says refusing to meet my eyes.

my eyes widen as i stumble backwards. "hes not as violent now, he says its more entertaining to keep me alive though, at least i can be useful. hes even allowed me to start working on the portal again, so i have something to do." he says a sad smile on his face.

my chest grows tight as i watch him talk about bill as if hes a good guy after all he has put fiddleford through.

"DONT YOU LIKE MY LITTLE PROJECT SIXER? SEE HOW HE SHAKES OFF YOUR TOUCH! HAHAHAHA! DOES HE EVEN LOVE YOU SSTILL?" bills shrill voice rings in my ears as my world falls black again.

fiddleford pov:

bill towers over me as i wake up. i sit up and wish him a good morning expecting a sarcastic reply, he gives me no response. i make my way to the kitchen and bill doesn't follow me. my stomach grows uneasy at the implications.

i go to make food and the thought makes me nauseous. barely repressing a gag i head to the bathroom and turn on the shower. stripping and getting under the water, the unease grows and i sit down with my head in between my knees. silent tears begin to fall as i see the scars on my legs.

i hear bill get up eventually and come into the bathroom. "dont you have shit to work on for the portal?" he demands and my heart skips a beat.

my eyes widen as he swiftly moves to turn off the water. he grabs me by my hair and pulls me to my feet roughly. "you have five minutes to get to working." he spits out.

warmth spreading from his touch, i nod not wanting to anger him further. my breath short as he lets me go and turns to leave. i automatically reach out to him before i can stop myself. i grab onto his wrist and he tuns back and looks at me a glare on his face.

"P-please dont leave me alone... did i do something wrong? why wont you look at me the last few days?" i ask my voice quiet and shaky, my eyes not meeting his. "you can hurt me if y-you want... hit me, stab me, cut me, yell at me, please dont ignore me." i start crying as bill shakes my hand off.

he starts laughing. "begging to be abused, to be fucked up? how broken are you to beg for this?" he asks shoving me into the wall. my breath catches as my head hits the wall, the pain barely noticeable.

"i knew i broke you, but this level of broken is new even for you. begging for attention even if you get hurt, hell begging to be hurt, maybe i should give you that pain so you shut up." he growls as a hand wraps around my throat.

my already shallow breathing becomes barely noticeable as i look up into his glowing eyes.

he looks down at my body then looks me in the eyes. "kinda fucking sick that this turns you on." he growls and lets me go.

bill is in control again so we are driving as ford again through bills actions_

ford pov:

my left eye opens as i become aware of my surroundings. my body moving on its own, bill must still be in control. i groan internally at the thought, the last time he did this i was forced to watch as he cut into fiddleford.

i look down and shock floods through me. my right hand in fidds hair as hes sucking on my cock. pulling him back his face is flushed and a small smile tugs at his lips. sliding my hand down to his throat i pull him up and kiss him, shoving my tongue down his throat. he moans into the kiss.

my stomach turns at the sight, my heart racing.

i push fidd onto the bed suddenly, and he moans at the roughness. lining myself up with his ass i thrust in, he cries out, his eyes closed in pleasure.

i slap him across the face hard enough to leave a handprint, he doesn't flinch at the slap.

"such a pathetic little slut begging to be hit." bills voice growls from my mouth, as i thrust hard into fidd.

his hands go up to the mark on his cheek. "ha-harder... you can hit me harder if you want.." he moans out, breathless and needy.

as i slam into him faster i grab his wrist and hold it firmly, digging my nails into him. his eyes glassed over with pain and pleasure.

is this the same sweet man i fell in love with anymore, what had bill done to him? i wonder as i hear fiddleford beg to be hurt and fucked harder. my mind growing numb to the sights and sounds before me.

a painful scream snaps me back to being alert. his wrist in my hand, cum covering his chest, his wrist starting to swell up, as i feel myself cum in him.

"hmm it broke..." bill words fall out of my mouth and ring in my ears.