EPOV

Set right after the bar incident

Jesus, I don't even really know what to do at this point. I roamed around the main strip back and forth to see if I could somehow find Bella. I just wanted to half explain the incident that had just gone down that way she wouldn't think any of what Leah said had any ounce of truth to it. I scanned the roads for about another half hour and decided to head back to the busy N Canyon Rd. Everyone in the surrounding area, or those who were out on the side walks, which wasn't many, were just these happy wanderers. And here I am. An inferno. I stalked back to my truck with my fists shoved into my pockets.

I fucking liked this shirt. I thought as my nostrils reminded me of the copious amount of alcohol that was beginning to dry on the front of my white T.

Leah has a tendency of coming off super brash to others. It's just because of her past issues with her mother being an alcoholic, her dad being a great dad, but not a great husband to Sue. Abuse as well. Just a lot of inner turmoil going on in that heart of hers, it could just be such a deep, dark black hole sometimes. It almost frightened me how quick her flip switches. As soon as my head snapped up to see her stunning figure gliding on over to us I knew it was bad news. A pit formed in the middle of my stomach thinking of it again. "FUCK!" I let out a grotesque snarl as I launched my foot against the same Corolla from earlier. Sorry son of a bitch! She can just be so infuriating at times. No regard for others! Holy fuck I am angry.

I walked a short distant to reach my truck. I yank the door open and take my seat behind the wheel. I'm just gripping the steering wheel as hard as I possibly can. This woman can't just admit her jealousy. Can't come to terms with the fact that her relationship is a dousey, she could never stand to see a woman near me that wasn't familial. One time, years ago we had taken a little 'break'.

Anyways, we end up going to the same place which was inevitable in those times; I couldn't just hermit and cry at home. I had difficult responsibilities and obligations to carry out due to my families business at that time, no matter what happened. So, she spots me first, sees this fine young red head stalking up to meet me at the bar, Leah didn't even let the poor thing sip her drink first. She came up right behind her and slammed her head into the bar.

My brother Emmett was there, being as huge as he and seeing the situation up close and personal. It took one swoop of his arm to carry Leah out of the bar. And, of course certain members of my family really took a liking to Leah, especially my siblings. What does Emmett end up doing? Letting Leah talk him into letting her go and bum rushing me as I'm walking out to assess the situation.

My hands were going numb with how hard I was grasping the steering wheel. Leah is still bat shit crazy. Nothing seems to be new there. I think she had enough wherewithal to not put her hands on Bella. It would just be weird and embarrassing. So she decided to just target me and let Bella flip out on the verbal details. She coulda said anything...but an STD? fucking tapped. Ridiculous. She doesn't even care what comes out of her mouth, she is INCREDIBLY impulsive. It's a good thing everyone packed in that place already knows the deal with Leah and I. What kind of repercussions is she gonna have to deal with? And when... If I went ahead and approached Sam fuck-face Uley about her concern over whom I'm dating, then maybe she would stop.

As much as I could talk in circles about this woman, I have to say she always looks so damn good. She knows how to make a statement that's for sure. I was both turned on and full of resentment towards that demented creature. Such a confusing spot to be in as a man. She is so fucking beautiful but my gosh could she spit out some venom. Although, I did see the pain in her stunning eyes before she stumbled into the SUV with Jessica. I wonder what is actually going on with her? She is too good to be that miserable. If it has even a fraction to do with her current relationship, then she needs to do some deep soul searching.

With the hints I got from Sue when I went to visit I'm sure both Leah and I feel exactly the same. I've tried running from my issues in the past, but it just doesn't feel right. Nor does any of it feel too big to not conquer.

I saw a vision of Leah's delicious naked silhouette that I sometimes see in my dreams. Her striking face appeared next when I closed my eyes and leaned my head back against my seat. My hands went up instinctively to rub her image from my brain. I should be thinking about bombshell Bella and if she even made it home okay. There was just so much that happened in a short frame of time that's got me so fucked up right now. I don't know what I want. I shook my head quickly trying to snap the fuck out of it.

Leah.

I sighed incredulously, "shit, I did this to myself."

I glanced over at my phone to check the time, 2:35AM, I had 11 missed calls and a bunch of texts, all of which I was not going to even attempt to respond to anyone. Night on the town goes sour, I'm sure some people are talking. And here I am wasting fucking time thinking about the one and only Leah Clearwater. She has always been a conundrum to me. I rubbed my sweaty hands against my rough jeans as I began to envision her soft body pressed against mine.

I felt my dick pressing hard against my jeans, I rubbed my hands over myself trying to tame the beast. Why now? Because, my body instinctively knows what it wants. And as much as my common sense is saying to sell the house and get the fuck out of Dodge. My whole being wants to be near her. When we were committed to each other, it was all good. I did fuck up quite a bit towards the end though, made things very bitter and awkward between us. I will take some of that weight, but the anger that courses through her veins must be filled with some natural PCP or something. When I was with her, she only ever smoked weed, smoked cigarette's every so often, and drank. So I know there's no added substance, that's just pure rage flowing through her.

I turned the key to my midnight black dodge and started to pull slowly from my parking. As I did it's almost like instinct was driving me.

My hard on was actually so painful at this point that I inattentively accelerated till I made it to my street about 7 minutes later. It was pitch black, I had pulled into the garage of my little two bedroom home on the quaint suburban road. I wasted no time in immediately ZIIIIPPPP! freeing myself from my jeans. I hissed at the sensation of the cool early morning air hitting it in all directions.

"Ahhh, fuck," I muttered as I began to stroke myself. My heart was pounding in my chest. I quickly released the latch to my seat to recline slightly still holding myself in one hand. I began to twitch between my fingers as I pumped faster.

I want her so badly. I let my intrusive thoughts of Leah's naked soft silhouette come right back into the fore front of my fantasy. I licked my drying lips while stroking more hurriedly. I was envisioning Leah touching herself. I would love to experience her like that again. It used to hypnotize me, watching her glare back at me with so much hunger in her eyes. I wanted nothing more than to disappear between those legs and give her paradise.

My jaw tightened as I stopped to slowly raise my hand. With deliberate motion the muscles in my face began working as I gathered saliva. I spat into my palm, the wetness glistening in the dim light from the display panel in my truck. The sound was a stark contrast to the silence that enveloped me. My fingers flexed as I reached down and continued to pump slowly. I began to groan and hiss at the feeling.

I wondered if Leah ever thought of me when she touched herself?

I could feel the nerves twitching in my thighs. Thinking of Leah sliding her finger in and out while thinking of me too. I was going over the edge. My heart was ready to bust out of my rib cage.

My strokes were fast and determined. The only thing audible now was that and me whimpering, "Fuck, Leah, shit, shit." I barely caught my breath before I came. I tried to contain it all in the palm of one hand as I continued to pump in the other. Chasing that fleeting orgasm as best as I could. It genuinely wasn't the first time I have done this. I have no shame.

I then cleaned myself up with napkins in the center console. Lot's of them. I felt dirty while doing it too.

I am going to lie to myself and say that I completely went black and don't even remotely know how on earth I ended up at Leah's house on that quite dead end road. I was there because it was instinct. Or maybe I could tell myself that I was getting ready to cuss her out for her behavior hours ago...I couldn't help what I was leading myself into.

Sometime after he arrived at Leah's house still EPOV

Magic words. "I will fuck the life out of you if I stay," my voice was strained. "I promise you that, Leah."

The words definitely took her aback a bit. Struggling to process what I'd said. Her cheeks burning red.

"I'm not playing games, Leah," I said, "If I stay, things will change between us. I can't promise you what will happen, but I can promise you it won't be the same."

"I know," her voice barely above a whisper. "But... I still want you to stay."

Fuck.

The way she stared up at me had me trembling.

She gazed upon me, her plump lips parting ever so slowly. I just couldn't help but lean my body into hers. Melting away together as I held her. We both still probably reeked of alcohol, but I didn't care. Don't think she paid much mind to that either. I kept reminding myself earlier on during the drive here to give it time. I couldn't let Leah's psychotic tendencies strong arm me anymore. I was supposed to come over here and give her the business about what went down at the bar. And I tried, I really did. But I am also in slight denial. As far as Lee and I, well, I am not 100% sure if anything will come out of this other than a headache. At this very moment though, I was willing to take the liability.

She stared up at me as I cupped the underside of her head, her dark hair falling like a curtain behind her. Those sensuous opaque circles gazing into mine. Utterly beautiful, from the moment I got back into town she was the first person that popped into mind. And, I'm kidding myself because before my big travel up here I knew for a fact I would do anything to just bask in this woman's presence again. Like a kindred spirit. I've longed to be with her. She feels like home to me. Plain and simple.

I closed the distance even more. Spurred on by the soft moans escaping her lips. I began slowly kissing every part of her smooth face. Her eyelids, her nose, her cheeks, her forehead. Until I finally kissed her deeply, holding each others face. I could feel her needs through that kiss, I knew she really wanted to do this right now. I pressed my hips against her, my dick pushing painfully on the fabric of my jeans. She responded by grinding softly against me. Her kiss was passionate and urgent to communicate something that she wasn't really able to put into words. I was so hungry for more and fought to keep my composure.

I almost became nervous. I moved my head back slightly, removing myself from those magnificent plump pillows on her face that she calls lips. I just couldn't move for a moment, my hands felt hot and sweaty. I chuckled as she furrowed her brows. "What?" She sounded slightly annoyed. My dick perked right up, getting harder noticing her change in demeanor. I always secretly loved when she caught a snippy 'tude. My sultry siren.

I grunted releasing the back of her head all while allowing my warm hand to run alongside her wavy locks. Soft as silk. "Wanna put some music on, get comfortable?"

A mischievous grin splayed on her lips she spun on her heals and ran to the right through an archway near the front door. I kicked the front door shut with my boot and I followed her, completely entranced. Walked through to find her spread out on the large taupe ottoman in the middle of a well lit pale blue living room. Leah had a remote in her hand, she pushed a button and I heard a click. Her hand swung as the remote propelled back towards the couch behind her.

Obnoxiously loud music poured in through the speakers standing in the corner of the room. Limp Bizkit - Hot Dog was playing.

"I've never had sex in here," she says nonchalantly over the intro.

I gave her a hard glare not wanting to even have a single thought about the man that she is engaged to. That probably doesn't appreciate her, or sympathize with her, or please her. And it absolutely-fucking enrages me. My hands clench, which she notices. I don't want to fucking think about that low life scu-

Her hand went down to lift her grey shirt off her hips ever so slightly to show me her bare entrance, I could see glimmers of evidence as to how hot she was, it was on her fingers already. My gut wrenched with a feeling of immense pressure behind my zipper.

Leah is a gift. My literal dream coming true.

I was stunned just watching her. She is breath taking. Her feral hair swaying back and forth as she slowly swung her head side to side reveling in the sensation. My jaw felt as if it unhinged as my face grew hotter. I stood waiting, my eyes glued to the scene with her delicate fingers working slowly around her lips.

Oh fuck.

My knees suddenly felt weak. "Good," I rasped. My throat suddenly felt dry.

I watched unmoving as she entered herself with two fingers, letting herself fall back into the cozy ottoman she began moaning lowly as her eyes shut slightly. Her back arched and her free hand reach up to clasp her breast through her shirt.

I can't take it anymore.

I slipped my boots off and immediately fell to my hands and knees, crawling across the carpet like a bitch on a leash to where she lay.

Fuck!

I would follow this woman into the sun. This was way better than any fantasy I could drum up for a quick beat off.

It felt like it took an eternity to get to her. My arms felt like strings attached to my shoulders, just fumbling forward until I made it. She had me trembling. "My God, baby-" I whimpered as she sang out a wonderful moan. There I was knelt before her unapologetically. "I-urm, you-" I cleared my throat unnervingly. "Can I touch you, please?"

Her other hand suddenly reached out towards mine to lead it under the dainty fabric of her shirt, the painstaking warmth that enveloped my hand as she placed it onto her breast felt like I was discovering human touch for the first time again. Nipples standing hard at full attention. "Come and worship me then." She moaned explicitly. I don't think I have ever received a message so clearly and so loudly ever before in my life. I didn't think twice at this moment. I fucking love this woman. I won't say it. I refuse to say it. But she knows, she feels it too, but refuses to acknowledge it.

She nudged into my hand eagerly. "Your hands feel amazing on me," she griped as my hand stroked her soft flesh.

It is so funny because I can just tell. I used to know this woman better than I knew myself at some points. She has definitely not been fucked in a some time. I can tell. Stupid mother fucker, how in the fuck could he keep his hands off of this woman's sensational body? Not gonna think about it!

I lowered my head to tease her with my tongue, brushing it ever so lightly against her clit. "You know what you do to me?" I rasped between laps. She's gonna know dammit. "I'm so fucking hard for you, Lee." I rubbed, prodded, nudged in a rhythm like a giant pulse. Leah's legs twined around my head tightly. Affirming me to keep up the good work. Clinging to me. Letting me know that I am still the only one to get her to the edge this quickly. "You taste so fucking good, Lee-" I gasped. I felt delirious, wanting to be everywhere all over her at once. Like a blanket covering her body. I couldn't move fast enough, it was absolutely surreal to feel her bare on my hands and lips.

After a couple minutes her hips bucked, "Mhmm, you- uhh- Edward- fuck!" Her hands raked wildly through my hair. Her eyes rolling to the back of her head as I nibbled on her sex slightly. "mmph- I wanted you. I was so fucking mad."

I looked up at her shocked by her honest admission. She pressed a little harder onto me, which I accepted with complete readiness. Her grip on the back of my head got tighter as I circled my tongue faster and faster. She was presumably talking about the incident at The Pit.

In the moment I was just too fucking eager to care about last night. Had to admit that I found her honesty quite sexy. At the expense of my date with me at the time. But, I just felt so greedy as I completely devoured Leah's juices. I am thrilled that any of this is even happening. My hard on was growing increasingly painful at the moment as I licked harder latching myself onto her, groaning at all of the stimulation. My erection pressing firmly against the rough fabric of my jeans I was trying to create any type of friction for myself. I will kneel and suffer as long as she gets what she needs right now.

I saw her wild hair spilling over her shoulders, the expression on her face serious and erotic. I felt a rush of blood down between my legs once again, groaning as I lap faster at her small nub. She was getting ready to come, but I wanted to feel her do that around me, against me, with me inside of her.

I stopped and paused to grasp her face in my hands to kiss her cute pout gently. Her tongue sliding over my bottom lip, sending shivers down my back. Her hands reached down and behind me to rip my shirt off of my back in one fluid motion. Those small hands tracing down my stomach, I felt like I was going to pass out or burst, or both.

"Say it again," I pecked her lips again and stared intensely into hers again. My gaze switching from her pink mouth to her dark eyes.

"What? About me being jealous?" She sighed seriously.

My lips met hers once more and dragged down to her neck in quick bursts of kisses. Her skin smelt like honey suckle, burning my lips as I made my way. Her head leaned back for better access. "Again," I rasped. Letting out another groan, I just wanted to hear her beautiful voice floating through my ear cannels. Imprinting her chords into my very being. I could fully expel with just her voice describing what she wants to do to me, or even, what she'd like me to do to her. Fuck.

She groaned aloud as I nibbled on her neck, feeling my hard member so closely pressed against her thigh, separated by the fabric of my Levi's.

"I want you, now," she breathed out. I swelled against her, holding her tightly and breathing her in ever so fiercely.

I felt her knee shoving me back. My heart dropped until she turned me over and slammed me down, so that I was the one splayed out on the ottoman. Before I even knew what was going on she had my jeans off. This woman is determined.

Always has been.

My breath hitched as she took me into her hot mouth. I cried aloud though the music was definitely drowning me out.

You want to fuck me like an animal! Fred Durst's vocals were ripping through the room as I was contemplating where to rest my hands. I held them up, my elbows at my sides. I just felt so overwhelmed by the sensations. I was no longer thinking straight at this point.

I could feel her vibrating around my dick, humming lowly, gradually soaking me in her saliva as she bobbed up and down rhythmically. I finally placed my hands around her head and thrust my hips meeting her halfway. I could hear the faint sound of wet gagging over the music.

"Oh, I fucking love your mouth on me," I couldn't even hear myself but I'm sure my voice was strained as hell.

I had to look at this sight, her pouting lips taking me in so deeply. Her tongue gliding up so skillfully to the very tip, pumping my length as she traveled. She slapped me onto her tongue a couple times before taking me back down her throat.

My god, her tongue could always work around me so nicely.

I was just about ready to explode. I just really didn't want to yet, I had to have her stop shortly after she began. I started to guide her on top of me. I was honestly feeling like I was floating or dreaming. Maybe both. I just didn't want to ruin anything in case she'd change her mind.

Fuck, she looks too good.

In an instant the thin fabric she called a shirt flew over her head as she swung her knees beside my hips. There she was in all her glory and I held onto her hips for dear life. She used her hand to slip me inside her. There was a slow and painstaking decent to the very bottom. Taking me in fully she began a slow rotation of her hips. As she moved, Leah, riding atop me, looking like a soft apparition, as if she were glowing. Her vagina felt warm and at the same time cold.

"So good," I grunted.

She enveloped me, drawing me in, and at the same time pressing me out. My erection grew even harder. I felt I was about to burst wide open. It was the strangest sensation, something that went beyond simple sexual pleasure. It felt as if our frequencies were matching one another. As if we will have reached full enlightenment by the end of this.

"Does that feel good for you?" She asked as her hands snaked up to move her hair gently away from her face and behind her ears. She moved harder against me as the song changed.

My head nodded instinctively at her question as I bit down a moan. She could've asked me anything. Do you like the Eagles? Do you want to help build a house? A fence? Wouldn't have mattered, I just nodded my head like a dope. A part of me couldn't even believe she had asked me that. Almost like she somehow felt even slightly insecure. I put that thought in the save for later bin in my subconscious.

(Song: Cannons - Bad Dream)

I bought a ticket to your show,

Bass pouring in while I reach behind with both hands to grasp her full ass. This woman has me.

Did you see me did you know?

Complete and utter control over me.

I was standing in the back room, with the lights down low

Fuck, I feel her squeezing hard. "I'm so sorry, I ever hurt you," I whimpered breathlessly.

Didn't know if she could hear me, but, that won't be the last time I'll say it.

I couldn't think of the right words,

The beat drops nicely as I swing my hips up to meet her sensational heat, still gripping her tightly from behind. With each thrust we met each other with equal fervor.

I let out a long low rumble from my chest. "You're incredible, Lee," I growled loudly as I lifted my head to settle in the sweet smelling crook of her neck. Her hair felt like satin against the rough hair around my jaw.

Her hips rocked rhythmically against me as hot air was flying down between our bodies which is starting to sweat and make things even more slippery. "You feel so good," She groaned lowly. I roughly grasp the back of her neck and pull us down. Our foreheads are now touching as I begin to grit my teeth. "Fuck-ohhhhh-" one arm snapped back down to her perky ass and smacked both cheeks.

"Edward-" She bit her lip appearing to hide her pleasure, and I immediately kissed her again.

I moved my head to speak directly near her ear. "Let me hear you baby," I demanded. "Be as loud as you want, don't hold it in." I rubbed her chin with my thumb until she released her plump lower lip. Echoes of her loud whimpers set me off like a firecracker on the fourth. "You've missed this?"

Her eyes shot open, my heart jumped, like I had a jolt of electricity shoot right through her and into me. Her face coiled in bliss and she smirked devilishly at me. Leah's soft hands scratched through my hair and caressed my face. "Wouldn't you love to know?" She teased with her tongue between her teeth.

My left ring-finger moved towards her other hole. Rubbing my fingers around the area ever so gently. Removing my hand to bring up to my mouth to spit on the fingers for better lubrication as I went back to slow circles around her taut hole.

She gasped, that small smile displayed proudly on her lips. "Fuck, yes, I miss this, baby. I miss you-" Her hips swung up and down so expertly as her breasts brushed against me. I wanted to take either into my mouth, my tongue on those solid peaks. I felt so frantic at this point. Like a timer was about to run out.

"I touched myself this morning, thinking of you," I groaned loudly.

We were starting to sound like a chaotic melody. She knows how much she's turned me on. We had no problem in this department all those years ago. Right now it felt like we were falling into the same cosmic dance with one another. I took her nipple into my mouth and cradled the other with my calloused palm. Velvet held by sandpaper. Her hands slid around me desperately, going everywhere. I stroked with my skillful tongue as both of our hearts burst at the exact same time.

I love you, Leah, I love you so much baby.

My mind sunk into eternity. I swear I went deaf for a moment with how strong my orgasm came. Vigorously pushing me down into an abyss. I felt the physical sensation of our lips crashing against each other once again. Singing songs of pleasure into each others mouth loudly. Our bodies throbbed violently as we held onto one another. I felt myself come back up from my forever place. I saw photopsia darting around as I opened my eyes. The room felt unnecessarily bright with the lights as sunrise was just about to start.

I couldn't give a shit what consequence comes of these actions tonight. Leah is absolutely worth it. I can try to fight as much as I can. But inevitably, this woman has me in a choke hold. I just felt so normal and comfortable in her presence. Unlike any woman I'd ever interacted with before.

"Please tell me," I tried to quickly catch my breath, "that I don't have to leave you right away." I held my breath right after, praying she wouldn't look at me and hurt me the way she knows how to.

Her soft lips pressed gently against mine with her eyelashes fluttering as her eyes closed. "Want some food?" She placed her head atop my chest as it heaved up and down. Her body shivered slightly against me.

I smiled while wrapping my arms around her. "You're speaking my love language, beautiful. Let me take you out for breakfast, please?"

"Oh I could never say no to you Edward, not when you sound so sweet and polite," she said softly giggling. "Such a teddy bear now."

"Not a bear," I laughed. She shivered again, my grip on her tightened. "Can I just taste you and make you come one more time before we go?" I asked softly. I suddenly felt her cheeks move as she shook with laughter. I got another smile. "Please?" I was absolutely serious though...

Thanks to whomever gave this a read! Please review, I am open to suggestion and tips on writing style. I am not very good at writing sex scenes. But, while writing this I felt more compelled to keep adding to it. I actually felt comfortable typing this all out.

Hoping the next update doesn't take me as long :) Hope there was some enjoyment while reading this steamy ~ but short chapter. I have come back and revised this chapter. May edit earlier chapters more. I really wanted to focus on the tension in this chapter. So I have been editing since I posted a couple days ago! Next chapter will be much longer. More history discussions about Edward and Leah, also why they truly went their separate ways. Stay Tuned & Be Safe out there!