Bokigo: Shego's nightmares

Chapter 5

Shego was out and about in Upperton. She is looking for a teen redheaded former cheerleader, but always a hero. There is something on her mind today and she needs to get it off her chest. Oh did she ever have something on her mind. She has to tell Kim exactly how she feels. It's burning a hole in her heart and mind and she has to tell her pumpkin that she is in fact in love with her. Gay or not, she needs to know. She can't stop thinking of her Kimmie, just last night she had a dream about her. It was rather more of a nightmare. Kim and her were locked in battle because of Drakken's synthrodrones. Shego had no idea that Drakken had manifested a boyfriend for Kim. And when he unleashed his Diablo toys to attack Middleton. Hope that his drone would have broken Kim down enough to rule over everyone in Middleton.

But what Drakken didn't know, is that in no way was Kim going to stay down for the count. That's not who she is, or ever will be. She is so much stronger than that. She and Shego were fighting and Kim let her know how she felt about her and Drakken's plan. She tried to tell Kim that she didn't know about the whole synthrodrones, but she wasn't buying cause of how hurt and angry she is. All she could do is try to tell the redhead, is that she honestly had nothing to do with that part Drakken, kept her in the dark on that one. But Kim didn't believe her. Course it's no surprise she would think that, with all the other things she had done. "I would believe me either" she told herself.

"After what you have done, I hate you more than ever" the hero said to her before she kicked me into the radio tower. I don't know how tall it was, but I think it was more than I thought it was. And when I hit the bottom, I couldn't move. It hurt to much. I know I have broken bones in several places. And I taste blood. All I could do is lay there and wait for help. Breathing is a little difficult. Every inhale is painful on my right side. Probably a collapsed lung. Help can't come fast enough. Then I blacked out.

I awoke in a hospital bed with tubes and wires attached to me. I have casts on both legs and my left arm from when I landed as hard as I did. And yes my lung in deed did collapse. I have a mask on with a tube going down my throat. Breathing is still painful. It hurts everywhere, and I can't move. For the first time in my life, I'm genuinely scared, not that I came this close to death, but of who did this to me. It wasn't my fault her heart got broken. I tried to tell her that. But she just can't believe me. I hear the doctors outside talking, and it sounds like Kim is talking back to them. It sounds like that if they take the mask off, I'll die from all the lung damage. Did something happen to my left lung too? That doesn't hurt. Oh, Kim is coming in, great I can tell her I'm sorry.

"Hey Shego, how are you feeling? Did you get a little boo boo? Oh boo who on you! Do you have any idea how bad you and Drakken did to me. I cried for days it hurt so bad!" Kim quietly yelled. Tears are welling up in Shego's eyes. She tried to mouth to Kim that she didn't have anything to do with it. Obviously she won't believe her. "You know, I actually started to admire you, in a way. I mean, we are pretty well matched when it comes to fighting. You're like my greatest rival, enemy if I dare say. I actually loved fighting you. And the banter we had, I think that is what kept us going to have the best fight. But alas, it seems we found out who is the best of us this time." Kim continued. Letting every last bit of it out. She even smirked a little. "But it's time to put an end to what we had, and what we were. Two almost equally match fighters." She is standing by Shego's bed, the side with all the gizmos keeping me alive. Shego has a desperate look in her eyes, almost pleading, with the hero to not do what she thinks she'll do. Tears streaming down her face.

"Do you have any last words before I shut you off?" Kim asks while leaning down over Shego's face.

Mumbling, she says to Kim, "Please don't do this. I didn't know... I didn't know what he was doing to you. I promise you, I didn't know."

The hero stands back up, "Know matter how many, or how, you say it, I just don't believe you. Goodbye Shego, it's not been a pleasure knowing you!" And with that, she starts turning off her machines, one by one. Slowly, she starts to drift off to the other side, watching as Kim started to fade away, slowly as her eyes closed for the last time.

Shego jumps out of bed taking in deep breaths,as if she was suffocating. "Oh my god!" She screamed. "Kimmie would never do that, would she? I mean she didn't when it happened." Pulling her legs up to her chest, tears are running down her face. "Oh Kimmie, tell me you wouldn't do that to me? Tell me I'm not that person anymore? Tell me you believe me, that I had nothing to do with that part of Drakken's plan? That's it! I have to talk to her as soon as possible. I can't take these dreams anymore." The raven haired ex villain sat in her bed, talking to no one but herself. These dream started after that that awful kick she got, into the radio tower, that ended Drakken's little Diablo plan instantly.

Drakken was hauled off to prison, while I was sent to intensive care ward at the hospital, where I was in a coma for two weeks. Kim came to see me as soon as I started waking up. Well, she did all the talking till I was able to. She even apologized to me for what happened. I think that's when I started to remember how I really felt about the red headed hero. The fact that she would come and see me, even after all that. We definitely became really good friends. Turns out we have a lot in common. When it came to my trial, after I recovered enough, she was there and actually defended me, oh yeah, she told them about my part of the incident, but when it was said an done, I got off with probation and community service. Which, I'm proud to say, I completed with flying colors, and never complained about what I had to do, or how gross it was.

Now all Shego wanted to do is settle down. Find the person of her dreams, and live a happy life with someone she truly loves. It just so happens that Kim is the one she wants. Even though Kim said she wasn't gay, she still wants to try anyway.

The ex -villain has been driving to every place she can think of looking for the red headed hero. She went to the restaurant where Kimmie likes to study alone, not the. She drove to the to the Upperton University, not there either. Maybe in the sports center or on the field practicing her cheerleading or working out in the gym. Still again, no Kim. Where can she be Shego asked herself.

Bonnie walked out of the locker room, after she showered and dressed after practice. She instantly notice the pale green woman she had seen Kim with. The raven haired woman looked confused and defeated. The brunette was thinking that she would, go over and see what she looking for. Bonnie was a little nervous about talking to her, Kim never talked about her. She looks like someone that Kim would actually would fight. Hope she isn't here looking for Kim, cause I'll tell her that Kim and I are dating now.

The brunette walks up to Shego, "Can I help you with something miss?" She asked.

Shego turns around and sees the cheerleader talking to her. "Well, maybe, have you seen someone named Kim Possible around here somewhere? She has red hair, looks really fit. I've looked at all her usual haunts. Is she in the locker room over there?"

Bonnie looks at the pale woman's face and replies. "She's not here. She is on a mission to stop someone named Dr. Dementor from reeking havoc in Middleton. I guess he is going to rob a bank or a lab. Something like that. Is there something I can help you with?

Sitting down on one of the bleachers, Shego looks up at the brunette, "Aren't you Kimmies cheerleading rival, Bunny?"

Bonnie sat down beside her and did not get mad at being called the wrong name. "It's actually Bonnie." She said to the pale woman. "You Kim's not going by Possible now. She's trying to hide out from her family, after she broke up with her boyfriend."

"I know that. She told me about the hole situation." Shego said to the brunette cheerleader. "Do you think you could leave her a message for me? Can you tell her that I need to talk to her at her when she has a minute? It's not urgent but I really do need to talk to her."

"Well maybe I could help you with your problem?" Bonnie asked with Smile. Just being curious of what this woman wanted with her girlfriend. "I'm a good listener. And you look like something is really bothering you."

"I don't think you can help me with this. It's kind of personal, and I think only Kim can help me with this. "

Bonnie would not let this stand. She knows if it's personal, it could only mean she is trying to steal Kim away from me. "Look, I know you don't know me. But I'm really good with personal problems. Let me try to help if I can."

Shego lets out a sigh and starts to spill what's been bothering her. She tells the brunette about how her and Kim would always ended up fight over one thing or another. The banter that would irritate each one to keep the fights going. Then she tells her about what happened with the aliens and the kick into the tower. And what her nightmares were about and when she was finished, she had tears in her eyes.

"What do you think? What does it all mean? Would she be able to just pull the plug?"

"Well I can tell you one thing, no matter how angry Kim gets, she would never do anything like that to hurt anyone. Bonnie replied with and smile. " Kim would move heaven and earth to save anyone and to do no harm to anyone. She's a hero after all. And a good one at that." She concluded, while putting her hand on the pale woman's shoulder. "Besides, if she was going to do anything like that, she would have done while you were in the hospital."

Feeling a little reassured, the pale woman reached out to the cheerleader, putting her hand on the brunettes hand. "Thank you. I feel a little better now. I think I would feel even more better if I heard it from her mouth though. I mean, it was nice of you to try and help though. " Shego smiled at Bonnie.

"Anytime. I get that it would be better to tell her your self. I was just trying to help. Is there anything else I can help you with?" Bonnie asked while giving Shego a concerned type of look.

"I don't think I should say anything else. Besides, the other thing has to do with my feelings. And I don't think Kimmie would like if I told someone else before I told her." Shego said while wiping away the tears that were still seeping out of her eyes.

The brunette cheerleader looked at Shego with an almost shocked expression. "Oh..oh my. You're in love with her aren't you? She asked before spilling the beans on her and Kim's new relationship. "Well I think I should inform you now that Kimmie and I are dating now. I know she said she wasn't gay, but it turns out she is. I hate to break it to you like this."

The raven haired woman stares at Bonnie after her revelation about their dating info. "Figures. I'm late again. But I thought you guys hated each other. You guys were always st each others throats. Least that's what Kim said while I was recovering."

Bonnie looked down at her feet. "Well I guess it's my turn to share." As Bonnie went into her relationship with Kim when they were growing up. She told about her jealousy at the hero always getting better grades than her. Jealous of how she would go on missions and save the world. No matter what she accomplished, she was always over shadowed by Kim. How angry she would get at her for it. The time they were stuck together with and went on a mission with the hero. And how she got a better understanding of what it was like to be Kim on that mission. How they grew a little closer when over it. They still were not close friends, but they did get along better. But when they graduated, Kim and Ron went to England so she could study art. How she ended up at this school, and her emotions towards Kim when she suddenly showed a coup!e months ago. And finally how they started their relationships over one night of pure passion that came out of know where.

"Wow!" Said Shego. "I never knew she had it in her like that. I bet it was amazing."

"It was all that an more." said Bonnie with a totally satisfied look on her face. "It's not the way I really wanted to start this. But the way she made me feel, I can't complain. She switched her hours at GJ, so she can come home earlier than before, so we can spend some time together before we go to bed. I hate to brag in front of you, but I couldn't be happier now that we are dating." She finished off and looking over to Shego again.

More tears started to run down her face as she took in the last few words of what Bonnie had to say. "Well I guess I'm happy for her. You sound like you two love each other very much. Now I wonder what it would have been like if Kim and I were dating. Guess I'll never know." With voice trailing off, the raven haired ex villain just seem to silently cry to herself over het missed opportunity.

Bonnie, not trying to be her old self reaches over to the pale woman and gives her a hug to try and calm her down. "I'm sorry, Shego, isn't that your name? I'm sorry that things didn't work out for you and Kim. I know she likes you as a friend though. So you can at least be friends with her. I won't stop that. It sounds like you and Kim at least have some things in common. She and I have a lot in common too. You are always welcome to come over to the dorm for dinner with us some weekend. I know she would like that."

Standing up they gave each other another hug before they went their separate ways. Without even a thought about what she was doing, Shego gave Bonnie a quick kiss on the the lips. Both woman looked each other in the eyes and jumped back.

"Oh my god! I'm so sorry." Shego said as she pulled away. "I don't know what came over me. Please don't be mad. I don't want to come between you and Kimmie." She plead to Bonnie.

"It's ok. Just don't let it happen again." Bonnie said rubbing her lips. She now understands what Kim must have felt the first time Shego kissed her. The warm lips of the older woman, must have been just magic. With each saying their goodbyes they both left the sports center to go in their own directions. Neither one feeling very comfortable after what has just happened. Neither one is planning on telling Kim about it either.

In Drakken's old layer, the new owner is taking inventory of what he has now claimed as his own. The gadgets, the special room with cuffs hanging on the wall, waiting for someone to be restrained. "That could come in handy", thought the figure. There is a plan in the works to kidnap Kim Possible. The reason is clear, nobody does what she did to him and gets away with it. "Just wait Possible, your time is coming."

Bonnie is on her way home from the gym, and is touching her lips, as she still can't get over how warm those lips are on the raven hair ex villain. It felt so good. Not like Kim's kisses, but a close second indeed. There is nobody like her Pumpkin. One one can take her place. If she never changed her mind on being with the brunette, then she wouldn't know if she could find another person as perfect as Kim is.

Kim on the other hand was just getting back to Upperton after her mission. She drove past a music store and seen the guitars in the window. Remembering that the guitar she had, she left with Ron in London, because of her quick get away the night she left him. She pulls into the parking lot for the store and walked inside. She walks around the store and looks at an acoustic guitar that was marked down. Picks it up and starts play a few notes. The store clerk walked over to see if she needed and help. "Can I help you miss?" He asked. Immediately she tells the man that this is what she wanted. Pays for the instrument, then leaves the store to get back to the dorm room. It's been a long day, she is tired and needs a shower and a hot meal. She thinks to herself, "I wonder what my Bonnie is cooking for us today?" As she pulls in to the dorm parking lot, goes in to their room and places her new instrument under her bed till she ready to practice again. Climbing into bed, she instantly fall asleep, waiting on Bonnie to get home.