Well it been a year now, okay more than a year. I started on the 18th last years. I'm still terrible at this. This was random with many ideas coming from other fanfic. The curve ball, I threw. That surprise me too. I know I have other arcs to write and continue but this was a stress relief. I had so many exams in this month which was concluded on a Saturday the 23rd at 9 am with a two hour exam. The exam was there to pit us against the nation and to see where we are in rank. Let me have this as a stress relief...
I closed my eyes for a few second, when I felt something soft on my lips. As seconds pass by, the pressure on my lips increase. I finally notice a taste, it was a condensed sweetness that was spreading into my mouth. I felt something wet outside of my mouth, prying open my lips. Once in my mouth, it was warm, firm, and carry a sweetness that filled my mouth. It touched the roof of my mouth and it felt rough. I open my eyes.
I saw black iris and a bright light. The firm object in my mouth started to intertwine with my tongue. The movement of touching all the surface of my tongue and pushing it around my mouth. My oral cavity jump started into action. My three paired of salivary glands started to produce serous and mucous secretion to form seromucous, a mixture of a protein secrete of alpha-amylase and mucin (A/N: Yes, I know that seromucous is actually the mixture of serous and mucous and is consider one of the three classified salivary glands, I'm not trying to make it to complicated.). My mouth once dry was now filled with moister.
The iris and I separate from each other. It was then, that Hikigaya-kun was standing before me. At first it was a blurry figure but now that it was in focus. I can tell what had happen, we kissed. No, it was more intimate, the strand of saliva that still connect between us. All leads to French kissing. That firm object that was dancing in my mouth and with my tongue was Hikigaya-kun's tongue. I looked around and notice I was in the club room. I was also sitting on the table on the other side where Yuigahama-san's seat was. I notice that I was sitting uncourteous, my legs were open enough for Hikigaya-kun to stand between them. His hands were on my sides above my waist. My hands were on his chest.
I called out his name but I didn't feel my mouth move, the matter of fact I can't feel or move my body at all. Was I paralyze? And yet for some weird reason Hikigaya-kun replied.
"Yukinoshita? What's wrong?"
Again, I tried to called out to him but nothing.
"I see, you don't have to worry. Only clubs meet today." Said Hikigaya-kun.
That really doesn't matter. I want to know why? Last time I remember, I was going to sleep. How am I here? A-and k-kissing you too?
"Oi, I'm not a pervert. In the matter fact, you were the one that started it." Said Hikigaya-kun.
That must be a lie. I-I would not do that kind of stuff with you. O-o-our relationship is not that close y-yet.
"Well our relationship is like that after all. You did beat your sister to the punch. What did you say to her again? Oh! 'Nee-san, I won't let you steal my Hachiman.'" Teased Hikigaya-kun.
I can feel my eyes widen. I beat Nee-san? Wait! I said what?
"Well you were jealous but to think that Haruno was in love with me was a surprise for both of us." Replied Hikigaya-kun.
Nee-san was in love with you? How did that happen?
"Should we continue?" Asked Hikigaya-kun.
Continue? Continue what? Oh! B-back to kissing. I r-rather not. I-I should leave now.
Hikigaya-kun lean inward to seal my lips again. As he got closer, my heart beat was increasing. I felt it would burst out of my chest any second now. He was a few millimeters away from my lips when we heard the door slide open.
"Ah!"
We both turn toward the door. Hikigaya-kun straighten his back. Standing there at the door was Yuigahama-san and Kawasaki-san. I can tell that I'm blushing. How can I not? That fact Yuigahama-san, no two people were about to see something intimate and embarrassing.
"You were kissing again. No fair!" Yelled out Yuigahama-san.
Yuigahama-san it is not what it looks like. I know you like... really like Hikigaya-kun. But he was the one that kiss me. I-I'm sorry Yuigahama-san. Wait! Again?
"W-well first calm down, last time you rush. You bump your head with mine, Yuigahama." Said Hikigaya-kun.
Yes, please calm down Yuigahama-san.
"Ah! Don't laugh Yukinon."
What? Why would I laugh at your pain?
"You two are mean since you started dating each other." Stated Yuigahama-san.
I'm what! I-I-I'm dating him. Wait! He did say that I beat Nee-san.
Yuigahama-san grab Kawasaki-san's hand and drag her along as she walks up toward us. She let go of Kawasaki-san. She stood in front of Hikigaya-kun and lean on him. Her chest pressed against him.
"Umm…Where my kiss then." Said Yuigahama-san.
What? Surely you are not suggesting that?
Hikigaya-kun faced me then speak out, "Well I'm not sure. You should asked someone else."
Why are you looking at me? Ah! That's right we're dating. Wait! You want to kiss him too and you are asking me?
"Thanks, Yukinon!" Replied Yuigahama-san.
What! As I saw her raise her self, then cover Hikigaya-kun's lip. Yukino, why are just beating bush for? They are full blown kissing each other and not just any kind but an intimate one. And inf ront of you. Are you not the girlfriend? Yuigahama-san pull away from Hikigaya-kun. She gave a small cutesy giggle. She turned to me with a bright blush on her face. What now?
Yuigahama-san got closer to me and embrace me… No that's… Wrong…
She tasted like coffee and strawberries…
Of all things, that was unexpected. My mind was uncomprehending what was going on. Yuigahama-san and I are kissing… The first thing I could think of was the tastes of coffee and strawberries. Well the coffee was from Hikigaya-kun but the strawberry flavor was from her lip gloss. Strawberries… Th first act of defying was eating the fruit from the garden, human was first tempted to eat it. Many scholars believe that the fruit that Eve gave to Adam was an apple or at least that is what was the description of it. I think that is wrong, the real fruit of temptation was strawberries, the softness and plumpness of it. No, that softness was the lips of Yuigahama-san. How can a girl's lips be this soft? Yukino! Snap out of it. Girls' lips are soft by nature. And you are currently kissing your best friend. I'm fine with homosexuality but you Yukino, are a heterosexual person. W-well Yuigahama-san is a good kisser and well s-she is soft to the touch… What am I saying? If anything, I love Hiki… No!
It's not like I hate Hikigaya-kun, it just… that this kiss from Yuigahama-san is affecting my mind. She separated from me.
"Thanks, Yukinon." Said Yuigahama-san.
For what? Making my heart beat faster or the shock of experiencing my first lesbian experiment with my best friend.
"I have to go now, good bye Hikki, Yukinon, and Saki-chan." Said Yuigahama-san while touching her lip.
We saw her go through the club room's door. I turned toward Hikigaya-kun. Hikigaya-kun took a step closer to me when he stopped in his track. I saw a pink face Kawasaki-san holding onto Hikigaya-kun's sleeve.
It can't be. It is just impossible. You can't be serious?
"What?" Asked Hikigaya-kun as he turn toward her.
"… too." Whisper Kawasaki-san.
Hikigaya-kun gently embrace Kawasaki-san. He lightly kissed her forehead, then softly kissed both of her cheeks. He finished it by a tender peck on her lips. They separated.
Why? I notice that I was not sitting down on the table anymore but rather I was standing next to Hikigaya-kun. I was holding onto his shirt. For some reason I don't like this. Why is there this major difference between Kawasaki-san and I... I-I mean us? I feel that you treat us differently. I mean I'm your g-g-girlfriend and you kiss Kawasaki-san with so much care. I know she is not so fragile that she'll breaks with a slight touch. I'm not j-jealous at all. I mean compare our kiss. You kissed me roughly… with so much passion… even with the tong…ue… No! What am I thinking of? There it goes, me blushing again. Damn you! Hikigaya-kun. I don't know how you trick me into becoming your l-lover.
"I-I have to pick up Taishi from school." Said Kawasaki-san.
"Yes, see you," Replied Hikigaya-kun.
"G-good bye." Said Kawasaki-san.
She ran toward the door. She stopped, glanced at me, then bow toward me. She raised herself then wave her hand. She left like the wind. Hikigaya-kun took my hand. I look up at him.
"Should we continue or go to a love hotel?" Asked Hikigaya-kun.
EH!? W-w-w-we have that kind of relationship? I-I know now that we are b-boyfriend and g-girlfriend. W-well statistic states that high school students are already sexually active. I always thought I would wait until marriage… Wait! When did this occur? I don't remember having sex with you.
"Your apartment? Um… I rather not." Replied Hikigaya-kun.
I still can't speak... And why am I suggesting my apartment for those kinds of activities?
"Oi! Don't give me that face. I love you…"
He sighed.
"…Fine! I don't want to. I'm scared of your sister. She might be there." Said Hikigaya-kun.
Well you are right, she might be there.
"Come on Yukinoshita. I know you don't want to remember that trauma. The fact that you with your cat like features and reflex, didn't hear your sister come in with your damn super hearing. That is scary in itself. She could have killed us in our sleep. You have to agree with me here. Haruno sneaked into our bed and slept between us when we were sleeping. That's scary. We were in the nude too. I yelled...Okay a girly yelled but still I was scared. What do you expect me to do? One moment I was sleeping next to a beautiful angel and next moment, I wake to see an equally beautiful monster next to me. "
Nee-san would not kill us. Right?
"A no is a no." Said Hikigaya-kun.
Wait! Why am I walking toward the table?
I turn around to face Hikigaya-kun.
"Fine, but be gentle this time." I said.
What! What did I just say? No, that's not important now but rather I can move my mouth now. I can actually move.
"Hikigaya-kun…"
He sealed my lips and lift me up onto the table. Now that I have full control of my body, he had to take it away now. I try to push him away. Why are you so strong? He separated his lips from mine and started to attack my neck. His hand started to move downward my body.
"Hiki… gaya…kun… wait…" I said while trying to catch my breathe.
Bzzt… Bzzt…
Did I hear a buzzing sound?
I felt Hikigaya-kun's hand under my skirt.
"Wait Hikigaya-kun…"
Bzzt… Bzzt… Bzzt…
The buzzing sound was getting louder and for some reason Hikigaya-kun is not reacting to it. I can feel that Hikigaya-kun has taken hold of the fabric of my underwear.
"P-please wait Hikigaya-kun" I started to beg him.
BZZT… BZZT… BZZT…
This ear-splitting buzzing sounds. My head was in pain. I felt Hikigaya-kun pulling down my underwear and a slight breeze hitting my private parts.
"No! Hikigaya! Wait please!" I yelled out.
BZZT… BZZT… BZZT…
I can feel the fabric of my underwear passing through my knees. I shut my eyes. The ear-splitting sound was causing me so much pain now. My head felt like it was splitting open.
BZZT… BZZT… BZZT…
I can feel his hands moving up my inner thighs.
BZZT… BZZT… BZZT
"I said 'Wait!'" As I sat up. I open my eyes
I looked around. I was alone and in my bedroom...
I looked down...
I was wearing my Pan-san pjs…
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It was a fucking dream! Of all the good for nothing! It was a damn dream. I heard a buzzing sound. I turn toward it, it was my alarm. I turn it off.
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I got out of bed. I went to the restroom to get ready for the day. I walked out of the restroom wearing my school uniform. I prepared my breakfast and took in the nutrients. I turn on my laptop and waited for it to start up. I moved the mouse's pointer to the browser, open it and went to the Google website. I type in my search. Then scan the links that related to the terms I use in the search box. I click on some and read the articles. After reading two articles from two different links, I close my laptop. I got up and went to my couch. I sat down, I grab the pillow. I stuff my face into it and yelled out.
"What do you mean? Sexual frustrated or romantically in love. Why are those the results?"
I just typed in 'dreaming of a boy that involve us kissing and leads us to having sex'. I knew oneirology was a sham of field of study. The scientific study of dreams. Ha! Just a sham, false, bogus and every other word in a thesaurus for 'fake'. I'm Yukinoshita Yukino, I'm not in LOVE with Hikigaya Hachiman. We DON'T have sexual tension between us.
Sigh.
Let's just leave for school.
...
I found myself again siting on my bed in my pajamas. Yesterday, was a terrible day. At first, I was focus and confident but the closer it got to club meet up. I was upset. Why would I not be? He will be there. It was really an embarrassing club meeting. I decided to run away after siting in the club room alone for ten minutes. They were late and my nerves were at its limits. As I ran toward the door and threw it open. I bump into Hikigaya-kun and Yuigahama-san. Hikigaya-kun's solid body knock me backwards. Here comes the embarrassing moment, he caught my arm and pulled me. The force of it cause me to hug Hikigaya-kun and my face to dig into his chest. Why does he smell so great?
Like yesterday, I had another dream. As mention before, I'm siting on my bed. I woke up yelling, 'Why are we watch a sex tape of us?' as I sat up. The dream this time was that I found myself laying down next to Hikigaya-kun. My head was resting on his arm. His bare chest raising up and down with every breathe. He was holding up his phone, viewing something. I was watching it too but it didn't register until Hikigaya-kun pulled me closer. It was at that time, that I notice that the video we were watching was of me and I was mounted on Hikigaya-kun. We were having sex... As in the last dream when I was going to call out to him, the buzzing started. And after a few rounds of buzzing, I woke up yelling.
That's it! Hikigaya-kun, my dear Hikigaya-kun, I will have to punish you. You'll pay for the distress and lack of my REM sleep.
Just wait until I get my hands on you...
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I found myself outside of a house. The dusk sky was at it's lowest. The name plate on gate read, "Hikigaya". I was determined to punish a certain dead fish eye boy. That why I'm visiting him at this time. I was wearing a plain black dress. It had a more mature appearance and the hem reach above my knees. The slit on left side of the dress goes upward and reach mid-thigh. The black heels were the perfect match to bring out the adult taste. The breeze was a bit cooler than I like but that might be because my bare legs. I knock on the door. The door open, there was an older woman. She was wearing a business suit with a gray skirt. The glare behind her glasses gave a fierce appearance. If it was not for her tired expression I would have frozen up. Well I was nervous but anyone would if there was a chance to meet the parents of your lover.
"Good evening. I'm Yukinoshita Yukino, is Hiki…I mean is Hachiman here?" I asked.
"Ah! Good evening, I'm Hikigaya Hitomi (A/N: No real meaning behind this name, I found several names for Hikigaya's mother's name in different fanfic. I just pick this one from another fanfic.) Yes, please come in." She replied.
I enter and took off my shoes. I was then led to the living room. A cute girl with a toothy grin, had wide eyes full of surprise when she saw me.
"Yukino-chan! What are doing here?" Ask Komachi.
…
She bumped the bottom of her fist on the top of her palm, "Ah! Onii-chan and you are going on a date."
Before I could reply the door open again. It was that fool, Hikigaya-kun. He looked around with a confuse look then he noticed, I was standing there. Oh my, look at you. All confuse and cute. I walked toward him, I quickly raise my hand. His eyes widen. Then I brought it across.
PASHI (The sound for 'smack' in Japanese)
I basically slap Hikigaya-kun. There was a dead silence.
"Take responsibility!" I told him.
"Onii-chan! You didn't." Said a crestfallen Komachi.
Don't worry Komachi, he has not physically done it yet.
"Oi! T-there is misunderstanding. Yukinoshita, we should talk. In private." Said Hikigaya-kun as looked around at the others.
"I rather not be alone with you but fine." I replied.
He looked around again, I see Komachi and his parents were still in the room. The tired looking man with glasses got up from the table and walked to the door. I guess that was the initiate that the rest also left us alone.
After the door close behind them, Hikigaya-kun asked, "Can I have a reason why I was just assaulted by you?"
I looked straight into Hikigaya-kun's eye.
"Marry me. No, would it be… Would you marry me?" I replied (A/N: This was the hardest dialogue that I have worked on.).
"Huh?"
KYAAA….
The door burst open, and Komachi rushed in.
"Oh my god! I'm going to have an older sister…"
I looked over to see that Hikigaya-kun's mother was at the entrance with wide eyes and she had her hand covering her mouth from the pure shock.
"…Wait! Responsibility. Marriage. Onii-chan, you actually did it. How could you?"
Physically, he has done nothing. On the other hand in my dreams, he is a beast. Feasting on my flesh. And joying the look of pure pleasure on my face as he ravage me.
"Oi, still talking here. And we didn't even do that. I don't even have a girlfriend. Can you leave. Now." Said Hikigaya-kun.
"Fine" Replied Komachi.
She left us alone again.
"Explain." Asked Hikigaya-kun.
"I want to be by your side." I replied.
It was a logical step. I dream about him, and in one of them we are dating. It's just natural. And like I can tell him that I have dreams with him that we are in a sexual relationship.
"I-I see."
"Hikigaya-kun, you know how my family is. They care for me but I never felt love from them. I don't know what love is. People reject you while I reject people. We are on different end of the spectrum but you are someone I'm jealous of."
…
I was trying to hold back my tears but I want him to know.
…
"You know you have Komachi and your family. You know what love is. I don't have that, the only love I know of is from the literature. Just words on pages. Flavor text. I know it is a flaw. I don't know if I can make you happy since I don't understand love. But I want to fight for it. I want to be next to you, I want to travel this path alongside you even if it doesn't work out…"
You already invaded my dreams. I got closer to him. Standing this close to him, hearing his soft breath. The fading of a stain on his t-shirt.
"I don't know what the future holds. I can't promise you that I can make you happy. I know we still going to bump heads, ego versus ego, hold banters, be angry with each other, and other emotions." I said.
"I-I don't think it going to work out Yukinoshita. We are from different…"
I embrace him as I interrupted him, "Don't! I don't care about what society say. You always damn society so why? Why now? You fight against it but now you are afraid of it!"
"Yukinoshita. I…I don't want…hurt…I don't want to hurt you!"
"Hikigaya-kun, you deserve to happy too. I rather be hurt while being with you than not taking action. You are the one that taught me that. You have conviction for your actions and you follow up on it. You are the bravest person I know. You encourage me, even now I'm taking this risk knowing I might lose you or Yuigahama-san."
Using my toes, I raise up. I place my hand his chest for balance and planted my lips onto his. We separated after a few seconds.
"I want to take the risk." I said.
Hikigaya-kun took me into his arms.
"I'm not sure if I can make you happy." Said Hikigaya-kun.
"I don't care." I replied.
"People will spread terrible rumors about us."
"I don't care, and when have we cared for others' think about us." I replied.
"We might break up because of the possibility of going to different university."
"That might be the case but I still want to try." I replied.
"Your sister terrifies me."
"You have dead fish eyes and they look terrifying in dark." I remarked.
"Your mother hates me."
"You are a sis-con and Komachi is a bro-con. And mother doesn't hate you, she just doesn't acknowledge your existence." I replied.
"I feel like you are also into it for Kamakura."
Oh sweet Kamakura-kun, I forgot about you. Nyaa~ Nya. Don't worry, if it goes wrong and we split up. I'll take you in, I'm keeping the children.
"He just a bonus." I replied as I faced away from him.
"Somehow I feel that the wedding would be Pan-san theme."
"Well his fur still contains white so I see no issues with it." I replied.
Its like I didn't take that into account.
…
He leans inward and gave me a small peck on the lips.
"I guess we will be unhappy together. So yes, Yukinoshita. I'll marry you"
"Yes." I said with a smile on my face.
The door open, and we separated quickly. We face toward the door. Komachi was there with tears running down her face. She ran toward us. Then jump and hugged us.
"Onii-chan! Yukino-chan! I'm so happy. Congrats!" Cried Komachi.
"To think my son is engaged. And to someone so beautiful. But you're still high school so we'll talk about this later." Said Mrs. Hikigaya-kun.
I looked over to an un-introduce father of Hikigaya-kun. He was on all fours in what appear to be depression.
"Don't mind him, dear. It took him four rejections, to finally get a date from me."
"I see." I replied.
"That's lame." Said Komachi.
With the final nail on the casket, the patriarchy of the Hikigaya turned pale.
"Oh, but onii-chan, you never really went on dates with Yukino onee-san." Asked Komachi.
"Well official no. I haven't even confess. I even been rejected twice…As being friends though." Said Hikigaya-kun.
"I don't see a problem. In the end, we are engage." I pouted.
"We kind of skip several major steps, Yukinoshita." Replied Hikigaya-kun.
"Don't sweat the detail onii-chan."
"Oi."
"Ah! But Yukino onee-san, you look so beautiful. You dressed up for the engagement?"
"Thank you, Komachi. But I just worn this because of him."
"Eh? Really?" Asked Komachi.
"Well your brother has certain taste. He has a perverted gaze when he stares at a certain club mate's chest." I replied as I cover my chest.
"Onii-chan!"
"Oi! I don't have a pervert stare." Replied Hikigaya-kun.
Ignoring him, I continue speaking, "W-well to enhance my charm. This dress shows more of my legs. A-and they are bare."
"Oh my!"
"Onii-chan!"
Both of the women in Hikigaya's household exclaimed.
"I feel like you're harassing your future partner here." Remarked Hikigaya-kun.
"Hmph! I recall you gawking at legs. Including Nee-san's, Kawasaki-san's, Hiratsuka-sensei's and mine. Future? We are already partners, Hiki-forget-kun" I remarked.
"You're beating around the bush again. Calling me a pervert is not nice. I feel hurt." Said Hikigaya-kun.
"Just before were you not gazing me up and down? You were concentrating your eyes toward my legs, a bit longer" I asked.
"I'll admit that I looked only because I was wondering why you were you here? I thought I was force into going to another social event again and I forgot about it." Replied Hikigaya-kun.
"Again?" I asked.
"W-well that doesn't matter now."
I cross my arms and glare at him.
"Again?" I asked him.
"You two fight like a married couple. We don't even argue that much." Said Mrs. Hikigaya-kun.
I turn away to hide my embarrassment. A tired Hikigaya-kun just took a seat on the couch. I follow his lead and sat on the loveseat.
"Why are you two seating away from each other?" Asked Komachi.
"I don't see a problem." Replied Hikigaya-kun.
"Indeed." I replied.
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We were embracing each other. Our lips were connected while our tongues dancing with each other in the our oral cavity. We are currently outside my apartment door. I really enjoy this kissing session, it was our fourth time.
Two hour ago, we had a small gathering. Hikigaya-kun's mother and Komachi wanted to celebrate by cooking a feast. I offer to help but I was force to seat next to Hikigaya-kun while we waited for the cooked feast. It was embarrassing at first but I got use to it. That we started to hold hands even. His hands were warm, large, and for some reason had some soft patches. I have to say his family was amusing at first but it gets annoying after a while, I said this because Mrs. Hikigaya-kun decided to call their family to inform everyone about the engagement. Majority of them thought it was a joke or was it just Hikigaya-kun paying an actor to act an engagement segment. Even with emailing them proof of my existence and several phone calls, many were not convinced it was true. I don't really care since there will be family gathering and I'll be with Hikigaya-kun at those gathering just bring me joy. To see all the surprise faces. When I return from the restroom and Hikigaya-kun returning from his room, we had an improv kissing session outside the living room's door. He started it. Let just say that an embarrassed red face Hikigaya-kun is cute. In the end, Hikigaya-kun walked me home. His mother did tell him to hurry back, I guess she thinks two high school age of different gender might celebrate by going to certain locations for sexual activities. Well with all those dreams and I the fact I might have been sexual frustrated, I'll still wait. After all I have the ultimate prize now.
As mention before, we are outside of my apartment. We separated. With the enjoyment of the kiss, I had to bid him farewell. I kissed his cheek before I wave him good bye. I enter my apartment. I took off my shoe and went straight to my room. I met Nee-san in the living room. She was laying down on her back, watching TV on the couch. She sat up to greet me.
"Hello Yukino-chan. Oh my! You are so dressed up."
"Good night nee-san." I replied as I continue to walk.
"Back from your date with Hachiman?" She said with a smirk.
I stop, I really don't like how she is too informal with him, no she is too intimate with him.
"No, I was not on a date with him." I replied.
"I see so you got caught up with the business dinner after all? But you see nee-san really wanted to see this movie."
"I was not at the dinner party." I said with a smirk of my own.
"Eh? Really, mother will be upset now."
"I don't care nee-san, I just got engage with Hikigaya-kun. And so, I'm tired, I'm going to sleep" I said as I walked away.
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"Eh?"
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…
As I enter my room, she asked.
"What?"
I close the door behind me.
"Wait! Yukino-chan, you can't be serious?"
I got undress.
"Y-you're playing a prank o-on me. It's funny Yukino-chan."
I got into my Pan-san pajamas.
"Right? It was funny. Ha-ha. Really funny" Called out nee-san.
I crawled into bed.
"Yukino-chan, y-you're not engage right?"
"It was not a joke! I'm getting married with Hikigaya-kun. We had the celebration today. You can call Komachi for confirmation. Good night." I yelled out.
"It can't be true." Whisper the voice behind the door.
I close my eyes and welcome slumber.
Well that's it. I hope you enjoy it. I also think I'll add more line breaks, it appears to be more appealing than three bold period dots to split the story
