I'm giving all the credit to AdamZeeper, the original author. I was enjoying the story but the author kind of stop. He gave his reason. Maybe I agree with it, I just felt that my advice for the author is to keep it up. I have written terrible stories and I grew into a decent writer. As you who follow me know that military story I have posted and still in the works...

Yeah, it was bad. I'll rewrite it but I'm working on chapter two and other stories. Well here is my introduction to AdamZeeper's work.

"Expecting others to read your mind is delusional. But... But... I... I..."

"It's not empty words I'm after. There was something else I desired all along. Not mutual understanding, friendship, companionship, or anything of the sort. I don't care about being understood. I simply wish to understand. Understand, know, and rest easy in that knowledge- gain some peace of mind. Wanting to know people inside-out because being in the dark terrifies me is an awful self-indulgent, egoistic, and arrogant wish. It's downright despicable and disgusting. Having a desire like that makes me sick to the stomach! But if it's at all possible to share that desire- if it's possible to have a relationship where you're free to burden one another with that repulsive self-gratification..."

"I know that it's out of the question! I know that it's out of my reach! Even so! Even so, I..."

"I want something genuine." Cried out Hikigaya-kun [1].

I ran away from him. I didn't understand. Even after crying into Yuigahama-san.

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[Events of the original, where the girls found his journal]

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Even after reading his journal. I still don't understand. I have tabs open on my laptop. It knew about friendship, friends, bonds, family bonds, friendship bonds, love, romance, hate, and rivals. I read it all to tried to understand Hikigaya-kun's request.

I found myself reflecting on the events that occur. I want to know. What out there was genuine? The sun would set, and the night would come. Seasons were fated to change year-round. Those were inevitable things, which would not alter their course. At the same time, however, those things bring out problems. The nights in other areas are filled with dangers like hoodlums and muggers. Some seasons were unsuited for growing crops. Despite how much they wish for otherwise, they would come. People learn to adapt, to tolerate, but not eliminate, for they are inevitable. If those inevitable things can destroy you? Are they genuine?

I raise and hug my knees. I place my chin on top [2].

"Hikigaya-kun," I called out into the dark lonely living room

"Hikigaya," Again I called out

"Hiki..." I stop myself calling out to him.

"Hachiman," I whisper.

The feeling that I took a step toward understanding Hikigaya-kun cause me to feel lost. The more I understand of him the more complex he is. His journal that we picked up, was just one aspect of him.

"Yuigahama-san. It might contain his thoughts and monologues but what we ultimately pick up was SparkNotes."

Just a study guide to the subject of Hikigaya-kun.

I felt the author was aiming around this general area but still I'm not the author. So, I'm guessing.

[1] is a quote from the original book, anime, and manga by Wataru Watari

[2] There is no way I wrote this passage, this is from somewhere.

The next story is about a butler...