The Potter household had never felt so cold, despite the warmth of the fire burning in the hearth. Snow still dusted the windowsills from the previous night's storm, and outside, the world was blanketed in silence. Inside, that silence had seeped into every corner of the room where James, Lily, and Dumbledore sat. The air between them was thick with unspoken grief, as though no one dared to break it.
Dumbledore had arrived early that morning with news, the kind that Lily and James had feared but couldn't avoid forever. He sat before them now, his face lined with the weight of years and the terrible truths he had come to deliver. His usual calm was gone, replaced by a grave somberness that only heightened the tension in the room.
Lily sat closest to Harry, her hands trembling as they clutched the fabric of her skirt. She couldn't bring herself to look at Dumbledore, couldn't stand to hear the words she knew were coming. Her heart pounded in her chest, every beat heavier than the last. James sat beside her, his expression stern but pained, his hand resting on hers, but there was no comfort in his touch. They had already been through too much.
Dumbledore cleared his throat, his voice quiet but steady, though the weariness in his eyes betrayed the weight of the burden he carried. "I've been searching for months, consulting every text, every bit of magic I know. I've explored rituals, curses, and every possible method of severing the slave bond that Voldemort placed on Harry."
Lily's breath hitched as Dumbledore spoke, a cold knot tightening in her stomach. She wanted to shout, to beg him to stop, to tell her that there was some miracle waiting for them, something that could save her son. But the words died in her throat, and all she could do was cling to the last remnants of hope, fragile as a breath on a winter's day.
Dumbledore's voice softened, as though he could sense her silent pleading. "There is a ritual," he continued, his blue eyes heavy with sorrow as he turned to face them. "It will sever the bond and free Harry from Voldemort's control once and for all. But…" He hesitated, and in that brief pause, the room seemed to hold its breath. "The ritual will kill him."
The words struck like a physical blow, and for a moment, the world stopped. The fire crackled softly in the hearth, but the sound was distant, almost unreal. Lily's grip tightened on her skirt, her knuckles white, her eyes wide with disbelief.
"No…" The word escaped her lips before she could stop it. It was barely more than a whisper, a desperate denial. Her gaze flicked to James, her voice trembling with the weight of her fear. "No, there has to be another way. There has to be."
Dumbledore's expression softened further, his sorrow deepening. "I've searched for every alternative, Lily. This bond is tied so deeply to Harry's essence that breaking it in any other way would be impossible. The ritual is the only way to sever it completely."
Lily's mind raced, scrambling to hold onto any shred of hope, but the walls seemed to close in around her, the truth pressing down on her chest until it hurt to breathe. James, who had been silent for most of the conversation, finally spoke, his voice low and strained but firm, as if the words themselves pained him. "If it's the only way to free him, then we have to consider it, Lily."
Her head snapped toward him, eyes wide, fury rising in her chest. "You want to kill our son, James?" Her voice rose with desperation, shaking with the force of her emotions. "You want to end his life, just like that?"
"He's not living, Lily!" James's voice cracked, his hands balling into fists. "Look at him! This isn't Harry. This is… this is some twisted shadow of him, a puppet. You know as well as I do that the real Harry is gone. His soul was taken."
The truth of his words stung, but Lily couldn't accept it—not yet. She stood abruptly, the chair scraping loudly against the floor. She couldn't stand to hear James say it, couldn't bear the truth he was trying to force on her. "No. I won't accept that. He's still here, James. His body is here. He's breathing. He's—" Her voice broke, a sob catching in her throat, and she covered her face with her hands, as if she could block out the reality closing in around her.
James stood too, taking a step toward her, his anger melting into anguish. His voice softened, though it was no less filled with grief. "Lily… I don't want this. You think this is easy for me? But we can't keep pretending. Every day we keep him like this… it's hurting him. It's hurting us."
Dumbledore watched them both, his sadness like a shadow over the room, but he said nothing. This was not his choice to make.
Lily's hands fell from her face, her tear-streaked eyes locking onto Harry's lifeless body, lying motionless in the chair beside her. His once bright eyes were dull, his face a mask of emptiness, devoid of the boy she had raised and loved. "I can't," she whispered, her voice so quiet it barely broke the silence. "I can't let him go."
James's own eyes glistened with unshed tears as he crossed the distance between them, his arms wrapping around her, holding her tightly. "I know," he whispered, his voice filled with pain. "But you have to."
For a moment, they stood there, clinging to each other in the midst of their shared grief, the weight of the choice pressing down on them both. The fire in the hearth flickered, casting long shadows across the room, but the warmth it offered seemed distant, unable to reach them.
Dumbledore, who had been silent for what felt like an eternity, finally spoke again, his voice low and filled with quiet resolve. "I've done all I can," he said softly. "The decision is yours to make. But know that whatever you choose, I will be here to support you."
Lily leaned into James, her tears soaking into his shirt as he held her, his own grief mirroring hers. The last flicker of hope she had clung to for so long was finally extinguished, leaving only the cold, crushing weight of the truth. There was no saving Harry. There was only the choice to free him from this nightmare or to let him linger in this empty, soulless existence.
"I can't let him go," Lily whispered again, her voice broken and small, as though saying it could somehow undo the reality before her.
James tightened his grip around her, pressing his lips to the top of her head in a gesture of comfort that felt hollow in the face of the impossible decision before them. He didn't respond, because there was nothing left to say. The choice was theirs—but the pain of it would linger for the rest of their lives.
As the fire crackled in the hearth, casting flickering shadows across the walls, Lily's quiet sobs filled the silence. Her tears fell not just for the son she had loved so deeply, but for the future that had been ripped away from her—one she could no longer hope for.
And as they stood there, holding each other in the cold, heavy silence, they both knew that no matter what choice they made, they would never truly be whole again.
