You ever get sick? Like real sick? Like so sick you can't even go see the doctor? It's weird how that can happen. You'd think after all these years doctors would have all their bases covered. No disease should be able to slip through the cracks and cause mass wide panic. I mean, we pay them buckets of cash just for them to cop a feel. You think they'd use that cash for some fancy research.
But no. You really can't rely on them to prepare with their money. They suck you dry then go hang out with some guy with sketchy private island with tons of people you thought you liked. At least that's what I hear. People sure get their fingers in a lot of places for no reason. Some guy who owns a hotel can preach to us about how we should all be pro-life, but when you look it up you find out they got a 14 year old pregnant and forced them to abort the kid.
What does this have to do with being sick? It has everything to do with it. We're all sick. Mentally or physically. Our problem is that we try to cure it in private and act like nothing was ever wrong to begin with. Be honest with yourselves. Be honest to each other. Just be a sick freak. It's not like the doctors can ever cure it. They're afraid of apples for God's sake. What kind of health professional is warded off with the most basic of fruit?
Probably the health professional that goes to those sketchy islands. Again, keeping things private only makes things worse. You'll only delay all the attention. Be open about being a sick freak. You'd save yourself and your family a lot of trouble.
Although, don't expect the cops to be so understanding.
So, I got covid. It's absolutely not fun. I am in the middle of the next chapter, but I'm losing a lot of focus and drive on that. I think being sick is affecting my drive or whatever. That's why this Monokuma Theater is really rambling and weird.
Some good news in terms of the story is that I've planned more of it out. So, I just need to refine it to make more sense. I'm worried if I'm too wordy or not wordy enough.
I'm tired. I'll be back later.
