I'm labeling this and the next chapter firsts, though they aren't "big" firsts. Enjoy

Olivia sat next to Trevor with her knees pulled up, and her arms resting on top of her knees. She looked out over the roof. "Well, you should know I've been forced to perform oral sex twice in my life. It took me years to get here, but I'm finally in a place where I enjoy it again." She felt Trevor's hand on her back. "This is one of the most important things I need you to understand. I know my limits and I need you to trust me, that I know what I'm doing and how far I can go. "

Trevor nodded. "Okay, noted. Anything else?"

Olivia nodded. "Uh yeah, this is the other important thing for you to know. My scars… look, what William Lewis did to me is always going to be part of my story, just like the scars I have left, though faded, will always be a part of my body. But don't focus on my scars. My scars, what happened to me, are not who I am."

Trevor looked at her and turned her face so he could look into her eyes. "I'd never, ever, reduce you down to your scars. I knew you before. I know who you are. The badass, compassionate woman, the police officer, the mom. All of those are more important than your scars. What happened to you may have helped shape you, but I promise you, no scar will make you any less beautiful. I won't focus on them. I promise."

Olivia smiled at him, leaned in, and kissed his lips softly. It felt good kissing Trevor, natural. Like she had been waiting all her life to start kissing him and now that she had, she never wanted to stop. "I could kiss you all night," she whispered.

Trevor kissed her again pulled back and looked in her eyes. "I could kiss you forever."

Olivia lay down and pulled Trevor on top of her. "Let's make up for lost time," she smiled and caressed his face. "And make the most out of our night together." She kissed him passionately. They kissed for a few moments and pulled away. She looked into his eyes, her breath heavy. "Rules for tonight." She ran her hands over his muscular chest. "Clothes stay on, hands can go underneath the clothes but all body parts have to stay covered.

Trevor smiled. "I can live with that, I think it's a good idea that we aren't rushing into intercourse."

Olivia smiled and nodded. "Outercourse is wonderful. So much fun, and we can do it with our clothes on."

Trevor took her hand in his. "I'd enjoy some kind of outercourse today. I've wanted you for so long, Olivia. I've wanted to hear you moan for me for some time, and while I waited to kiss you, now that we've kissed, I can't wait to hear you moan for me."

Olivia kissed his knuckles. "Well, I can promise you if you touch me, I'm gonna moan. I'm so turned on."

Trevor kissed her passionately, slipping his tongue past her lips and gently touching her breast over her clothes.

Olivia broke the kiss and moaned, arching her back. "Trev," she whispered and pulled him in for another kiss.

Trevor smiled. "You're so beautiful." He ran his hand over her body, over her clothes. He gently rubbed over her pussy, still on the outside of her clothes. She sighed and parted her legs slightly. "You want more?" Trevor asked in a whisper.

Olivia moaned. "Please! My god Trevor, I'm so wet for you."

Trevor grinned. "Yeah? I suppose I should do something about that, hm?"

Olivia arched her back. "Finger me. Please," she begged.

Trevor smiled and slipped his hand into her leggings and under the waistband of her panties. He felt how wet she was and he groaned. "Fuck, you weren't kidding. You're soaked."

Olivia smiled. "Mm, don't stop," she whispered, closing her eyes.

Trevor rubbed her clit and watched her mouth open in a silent scream. "That's it Liv. Feel this."

Olivia felt him push two fingers inside her slowly and she moaned loudly. "Fuck!" She pulled him into a passionate kiss. "Yes," she mumbled against his lips.

Trevor moved his fingers hard but slow, he broke the kiss and kissed her neck, her moans hung in the air and he smiled. "That's it, just like that," he whispered in her ear.

Olivia thrusted up into his hand. She wanted him, more, faster. "Oh, please! Faster!" She gasped and rested her hand on his wrist. "Fuck me with your fingers."

Trevor was watching her come undone, something few men got to see, and he was honored that he was one of the few. "I'll fuck you, but you need to be quiet, it's getting late and we don't want cops up here to find us fooling around."

Olivia looked into his eyes and nodded. "I'll be quiet. Please, just fuck me," she begged quietly. She needed a release and she was already very nearly there.

Trevor smiled at her. "Your wish is my command beautiful," he whispered and kissed her again, moving his fingers hard and fast. He felt her start to milk his fingers and he knew. "That's it, beautiful. Cum for me. Cum around my fingers."

Olivia arched her back and let go. "Trevor!" She whispered his name, biting on his still-clothed shoulder, muffling her moan. She rode out her orgasm and fell back onto the pillows and blankets. She was breathless.

Trevor grinned and pulled his hand away, holding himself over her with the hand that wasn't pleasuring her. His other hand moved to his mouth, licking his fingers clean.

Olivia moaned and watched him. "Oh, that's sexy," she whispered. Once she regained a little strength back she flipped them and straddled him. "How shall I make you cum?" She asked with a mischievous grin. "You want me to grind against you or use my hand on your big, thick, cock?"

Trevor looked up at her. "How do you know it's big and thick?"

Olivia shrugged. "You're a giant. Just a guess."

Trevor chuckled. "I'm not a giant."

Olivia giggled and leaned in to kiss him. "Fine, you're very tall." She kissed his neck, up to his ear. She whispered into his ear and smiled. "Am I wrong?"

It was Trevor's turn to go into overdrive and feel like he was coming undone. "Not in the slightest."

Olivia smirked. "So, the question still stands, how do you want to cum, Counselor?"

Trevor thought a moment, feeling himself getting harder. "Grind on me," he whispered.

Olivia smiled. "As you wish, Counselor." She kissed him and stared moving her hips into his. She let out soft gentle moans as her hips switched patterns, wildly grinding into his.

Trevor held her hips and groaned. "Fuck, Liv!" He closed his eyes and panted. "Just like that. Mhm."

Olivia panted and whispered in his ear. "So hard." She started grinding her hips harder and letting out soft moans into his ear. "Jesus Christ, Trevor," she smiled and kissed his neck up to his ear. She bit his earlobe and gently sucked.

Trevor gripped onto her hair with one hand and gently tugged. "Fuck me, Olivia."

Olivia let out a shaky breath. "This… oh my god!" She moaned as his cock rubbed against her clit. "This is as close as you get tonight."

Trevor groaned. "You're a damn tease."

Olivia giggled. "It was your idea to take things slow."

Trevor flipped them over and started grinding into her. "Take things slowly, yes, fucking with our clothes on was your idea."

Olivia smiled. "It's better than nothing. Cause I know that once we started kissing, I'd get so turned on. Outercourse is stimulation that at least I need, I don't know about you." She moaned and caressed his face. "And I'm so close to cumming again, don't stop." She whispered, grabbing his ass, pulling him closer.

Trevor groaned. "I'm so close," he rested his forehead on hers.

Olivia looked into his eyes and moaned gently. "Cum for me, you've made me feel so good, I want you to feel good too. Cum for me."

That was all the encouragement Trevor needed. He ground into her a few more times and he came hard. "Oh, Liv!"

Olivia came again and arched her back. "Trevor!" She collapsed back against the pillows and blankets and felt Trevor collapse on top of her. She sighed when he rolled off of her and she rolled on her side, cuddling up to him. "Mm." She closed her eyes and nuzzled into him.

Trevor wrapped her in his arms and kissed the top of her head. "That was amazing."

Olivia smiled, her eyes still closed. "You were amazing." She opened her eyes and looked into his. it wasn't sex, but it still left us feeling amazing."

Trevor kissed her softly. "I'll take it." He kissed her forehead. "Don't fall asleep on me now."

Olivia closed her eyes and smiled. "No sleeping, just cuddling with you."

Trevor rubbed her back. "Cuddling we can do. We just don't want to be up here too late. Martha does need to go home sometime tonight."

Olivia looked at her watch. "Mm, we should probably head down, it's 10:30," she groaned. "I don't want tonight to end. It's been so perfect."

Trevor smiled. "How about we bring these things back downstairs, send Martha home, and we can cuddle for a little bit longer in your apartment before I have to leave."

Olivia sat up and looked into his eyes. "I'd like that. A lot."

Trevor sat next to her. "Come on, let's gather all these things up."

They stood up and gathered the pillows, blankets, charcuterie board, and wine bottle and glasses walked back into the apartment building, and took the elevator back down to Olivia's floor. Olivia opened the door and let them both in. She put the pillows and dishes down walked over and gently woke Martha up. "Martha, we're back, you can leave now."

Trevor put the blankets down and walked over to Martha and Olivia. "Let me walk you out."

Martha got up, Olivia paid her, and she and Trevor walked out. Trevor hailed her a cab and made sure she got in it safely before going back up to Olivia's apartment. He gently knocked on the door and smiled when Olivia opened the door. "You don't have to knock," she said gently. "Come in, make yourself at home."

Trevor walked back into the apartment and took his shoes off, he walked over to Olivia and wrapped her in his arms from behind. "Let's cuddle."

Olivia smiled and leaned back against him. She felt him kiss her neck and let out a breath. "Bedroom or couch?"

Trevor smiled. "Wherever you're more comfortable."

Olivia took his hand and led him to the bedroom. "Um, I have some men's clothes here, no boxers, but pajama pants and t-shirts, if you'd like to clean up and change."

Trevor smiled. "That'd be nice."

Olivia got him a pair of pajama pants and a T-shirt and gave them to him. She showed him the bathroom and got him a washcloth. "Let me know if you need anything."

Trevor smiled. "Thank you." He leaned in and kissed her passionately, but softly. "I'll be right in."

Olivia moaned into the kiss and rubbed his chest. "I'll be in the bedroom." She turned and walked out of her bedroom. She went to her dresser and took out a pair of sleep shorts and panties. She changed in her closet and put her clothes in the hamper, getting into bed. She saw Trevor come out and she smiled. "There you are. Find everything okay?"

Trevor smiled and put his clothes on the chair. "I did." He walked over to the bed and sat on the opposite side of her. "Cuddle time?"

Olivia smiled brightly and nodded. "Definitely." She watched him lay down and open his arms for her. She lay down and snuggled into his arms. "Mm, this is nice." She whispered. "I'm going to warn you, I may fall asleep."

Trevor gently rubbed her back. "Then fall asleep. I'm here."

Olivia smiled and looked into his eyes. "Stay?" she asked in a whisper.

Trevor stroked her hair. "For as long as you want me to."

a/N: Thanks for reading! Leave a review if you're so inclined. See you soon!