Warning: This fanfiction contains sexual themes, nudity, coarse language, and sexual intercourse. Reader discretion is advised.
Shido sat alone in his room, the dim light from his desk lamp casting long shadows on the walls. His mind replayed the day's events, the failure that had left him in this dark state. He had tried to save a new Spirit, but things had gone horribly wrong. The weight of his inability to protect her crushed him, and he couldn't shake the feeling of despair.
A gentle knock on the door broke his reverie. "Shido?" Tohka's voice was soft, filled with concern. "Can I come in?"
He didn't respond immediately, but the door creaked open, and Tohka stepped inside. Her usual bright energy was subdued as she took in Shido's slumped posture and the dark circles under his eyes.
"Shido, you haven't eaten anything all day. Everyone's worried about you," Tohka said, sitting down beside him on the bed. She placed a hand on his shoulder, hoping to offer some comfort.
"I'm fine," he muttered, though he was clearly anything but.
"You're not fine," Tohka insisted, her voice trembling with emotion. "I know you're hurting, but shutting everyone out won't help. We're here for you, Shido."
He sighed, his gaze fixed on the floor. "I failed, Tohka. I couldn't save her. I don't know how to make it right."
"Sometimes things don't go as planned," Tohka replied gently. "But that doesn't mean you should give up. You've done so much for all of us, and you can't carry this burden alone."
Shido shook his head, feeling the weight of guilt pressing down on him. "I don't know how to move past this."
Tohka hesitated, searching for the right words. "Maybe... maybe you just need a distraction. Something to take your mind off things for a while."
He looked at her, his eyes filled with sorrow. "And what kind of distraction do you think would work?"
There was a moment of silence as Tohka pondered. Then, she leaned closer, her cheeks flushing slightly. "Maybe... maybe we could spend some time together. Just the two of us."
Shido's eyes widened, catching the hint of something deeper in her words. "What do you mean?"
Tohka's heart raced, but she pressed on, determined to help him in any way she could. "I mean... we could be together. Intimately."
His breath caught in his throat. "Tohka, I don't think that's a good idea."
"Why not?" she asked softly, her eyes searching his. "If it helps you feel better, then isn't it worth trying?"
Shido hesitated, torn between his need for comfort and the fear of complicating their relationship. But as he looked into Tohka's sincere, pleading eyes, he felt his resolve weakening.
"Alright," he whispered, his voice barely audible. "If you're sure."
Tohka nodded, her expression resolute. She stood up and walked to the door, locking it behind her. When she turned back to him, there was a determined look in her eyes. She reached up and slowly unbuttoned her shirt, revealing a glimpse of the lacy lingerie she wore underneath. Shido's breath hitched at the sight of the black, sheer fabric that clung to her curves.
"You look amazing, Tohka," he said, his voice filled with a mixture of awe and desire.
Tohka blushed but continued undressing, slipping out of her shirt and then her skirt, leaving her in just the lingerie set that accentuated her large, G-cup breasts. She let the straps of her bra slide down her shoulders, revealing more of her ample cleavage. Shido watched, a mixture of emotions swirling within him. He felt a pang of guilt, but also an undeniable desire.
She walked over to him, her hips swaying seductively. "I want to make you feel good, Shido. Let me take care of you."
Shido watched as she knelt in front of him, her fingers deftly unbuttoning his pants. She looked up at him, her eyes dark with desire, before pulling down his boxers to reveal his hardening length.
"You're already so hard," Tohka said with a sultry smile. "I haven't even started yet."
She wrapped her hand around his shaft, stroking him slowly. Shido groaned, the sensation of her soft hand sending shivers down his spine. Tohka leaned forward, her lips parting to take him into her mouth. She began to suck him, her tongue swirling around the tip before taking him deeper.
"Tohka... that feels incredible," Shido moaned, his hands tangling in her hair.
Tohka continued her ministrations, taking him as deep as she could, her eyes never leaving his. She hollowed her cheeks, increasing the suction and eliciting more moans from Shido. Her hand moved in tandem with her mouth, stroking the base of his shaft while she focused on the tip.
"God, Tohka, you're amazing," Shido groaned, his hips bucking slightly.
She pulled back for a moment, a string of saliva connecting her lips to his length. "I want to make you cum, Shido. I want to taste you."
With that, she returned to her task with renewed vigor, her mouth moving faster and her hand stroking him more firmly. Shido's breathing grew ragged, and he felt his climax approaching.
"Tohka, I'm close," he warned, his voice strained with pleasure.
Tohka only increased her efforts, her free hand cupping his balls and massaging them gently. With a final, deep suck, Shido's control snapped, and he came hard, spilling into her mouth. Tohka moaned around him, swallowing every drop before pulling back and licking her lips.
"Did you like that, Shido?" she asked, her voice husky.
"That was incredible," he panted, his body still trembling from the intensity of his release. "But I want more. I want to make you feel good too."
Tohka smiled and stood up, her hands moving to the clasp of her bra. She let it fall to the floor, revealing her large, perfect breasts. Shido reached out, cupping them in his hands and kneading them gently.
"Your breasts are amazing, Tohka," he murmured, his thumbs brushing over her hardened nipples.
Tohka moaned, her back arching into his touch. "I want you to use them, Shido. Use my breasts to make you feel good."
Shido's eyes darkened with lust at her words. He guided her to sit on the edge of the bed, positioning himself between her breasts. Tohka pressed them together around his shaft, creating a warm, soft tunnel. Shido began to thrust, the sensation of her soft skin driving him wild.
"Do you like that, Shido?" Tohka asked, her voice breathy. "Do you like fucking my tits?"
"Yes," Shido groaned, his movements becoming more frantic. "Your breasts feel so good, Tohka."
Tohka leaned forward, licking the tip of his shaft each time it came close to her mouth. The combined sensations of her soft breasts and wet tongue pushed Shido closer to the edge once more.
"Tohka, I'm going to cum again," he warned, his voice strained.
"Do it, Shido," she urged, her eyes locked on his. "Cum all over my tits."
With a final thrust, Shido's control snapped, and he came hard, his release spilling over her breasts. Tohka moaned softly, her hands spreading the warm liquid over her skin.
"You're incredible, Tohka," Shido panted, his body trembling from the intensity of his release.
Tohka smiled up at him, her expression filled with love and desire. "We're not done yet, Shido. I want you inside me."
Shido's eyes darkened with lust at her words. He gently pushed her back onto the bed, his hands trailing down her body. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of her panties, slowly pulling them down and revealing her wet, glistening core.
"You're so beautiful, Tohka," he murmured, his fingers brushing over her slick folds.
"Please, Shido," she begged, her hips lifting off the bed. "I need you."
Shido positioned himself over her, his erection pressing against her entrance. He looked into her eyes, searching for any sign of hesitation. Finding none, he slowly pushed inside, both of them moaning at the sensation.
"Shido," Tohka gasped, her hands clutching his shoulders. "You feel so good."
Shido began to move, his thrusts slow and measured at first. He watched as Tohka's expression shifted from pleasure to ecstasy, her body writhing beneath him. Her large breasts bounced with each movement, and Shido couldn't resist leaning down to capture one of her nipples in his mouth again.
"Harder," Tohka begged, her voice strained with need. "Please, Shido, be rough with me."
Shido's eyes darkened with lust at her words. He increased his pace, his thrusts becoming more forceful. Tohka cried out, her nails digging into his back, but she welcomed the rougher treatment.
"Is this what you want, Tohka?" Shido growled, his voice low and commanding. "Do you like it when I'm rough with you?"
"Yes!" Tohka cried, her back arching off the bed. "I love it, Shido. Don't stop."
Shido gripped her hips, pulling her harder against him with each thrust. The sound of their bodies colliding filled the room, along with their shared moans and gasps. Tohka's legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him deeper inside her.
"You're so tight, Tohka," Shido groaned, his movements becoming more erratic. "I can't get enough of you."
Tohka's eyes fluttered closed, her body trembling with the approach of her climax. "Shido, I'm going to cum."
"Me too," Shido panted, his release building. "Let's cum together, Tohka."
With a few more powerful thrusts, they both reached their peak, crying out each other's names. Shido collapsed on top of her, their bodies slick with sweat and still joined. They lay there, breathing heavily, the room filled with the afterglow of their lovemaking.
"Thank you," Shido murmured, his voice thick with emotion. "I don't know what I would do without you."
Tohka smiled, brushing a strand of hair from his face. "You'll never have to find out. I'll always be here for you, Shido."
As they drifted off to sleep, the darkness that had consumed Shido's mind began to lift. With Tohka by his side, he felt a glimmer of hope that he could overcome his failures and find a way forward.
In the days that followed, Shido found himself healing, bit by bit. Tohka's unwavering support and their intimate moments together provided him with a strength he hadn't known he possessed. Though the memory of his failure still lingered, it no longer consumed him. Instead, he focused on the love and connection he shared with Tohka, finding solace in their bond.
Every night, as they held each other close, Shido felt a renewed sense of purpose. He knew that no matter what challenges lay ahead, he could face them with Tohka by his side. Together, they would continue to protect the Spirits and each other, forging a path forward filled with hope, love, and unwavering determination.