MA Rating for strong language, sexual themes and graphic themes. 18 over strongly suggested. Read with caution, some events may be triggering to sensitive users.
15 tues. june, 2010
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I waved at Charlie, Sue and Dad leaving in Charlie's cruiser down to the lake for a two week vacation two to three hours away, the parents sought it as a perfect opportunity to get away from kids since the summer was here and all busy with work or moving/moved away. I was housesitting and a house alone and high school graduate, I was already planning a secret party but I didn't know if I wanted to deal with the party drama. I respected Dad enough to not cause chaos or get myself into more trouble, and I couldn't get into trouble with Seth Clearwater around. Jacob and Bella left over the weekend they moved away to Olympia, Paul and Rachel moved away to Colorado, Sam and Emily moved to away and hasn't contacted since, Jared and Kim moved away for college, Embry and Quil also moved away for college. Brady and Collins moved away too, they didn't disclose any plans.
With no threats of vampires or any other mythical creatures after the summer of 2006 after we killed Victoria, we all got permission to stop phasing if we wished. I haven't stopped phasing yet, I loved the rush, plus it couldn't hurt to be prepared just because we've been in the clear for so long doesn't mean that problems wouldn't arise sooner or later.
I don't know how I managed to hide my feelings for Seth, they just built and built over the years. I wish I had to courage to tell him I wanted to have his babies.
I closed the door as they disappeared around the corner disappearing out of sight, I wished they had a great time, I locked the door and joined Seth on the couch as he scrolled through channels for something to watch. We watched two movies and ate breakfast and fell asleep until after 4.
I woke up to the phone ringing, I lifted myself up from the floor and walked over to the phone on the wall, I picked it up and put it to my ear.
"Hello?" I asked groggy and was greeted by the dial tone.
Seth groaned a sigh, groggy, "nobody called, Nao."
My brows furrowed in confusion, I heard the phone ringing, I hung it up and turned to him, "Are you sure?" I walked back over to the floor and sat down as Seth rolled back onto his stomach, "I woke up to it."
I could feel his wolfs heat radiating off of him through his clothes, radiating from four inches away the same temperature as me, he turned his head to me peaking at me through squinted eyes.
He nodded, humming, "I think the televis-," he glanced at the black screen. His lips pressed in a flat line, his brows furrowed voice thick with sleep, "dreams maybe?"
I thought about it, maybe but I don't remember dreaming, but the parents should've called by now. I'm surprised the phone wasn't ringing off the hook, "I don't know, maybe my minds just messing with me." I shrugged and turned the TV back on, and a movie was still playing, I glanced up at the clock on the wall.
It's 5 o'clock, they left here around 7:40 this morning, the drive was at least three hours and thirty minutes to settle in, they should've called around the time of our second movie. I was so wrapped up in the movie that I didn't realize the time, I fell asleep too. I never heard the phone ring, a dull unsettling feeling sunk in my stomach settling there. I looked at the tv screen as a strange aura settled in the atmosphere, I didn't have a good feeling swimming around in me.
My brows furrowed, "They should've called by now. It's 5:14," I sat back down on my legs.
"They'll call, Nao. Don't stress it," He stretches and stands to his feet, "hungry?"
I sighed and sat down pulling my legs to my chest, "not really."
"I'm going to heat up this ziti, I'll put some aside for you." The ovens beeps with the alert of preheating.
I picked at the skin around my fingernails as I watched the TV, "thank you," I wasn't sure if I was going to eat.
I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to sit still until they called, I stared at the TV not following what was happening but property destruction. I decided to lay down and try to sleep and maybe I would wake up to their call. My head was foggy and I felt restless but I couldn't go out and do anything anyways.
Somewhere along the way of my slumber, my dreams went naughty as I laid down on a massive bed in front of a mystery man with an unbelievable stunning body, naked. My body was heavy with lust, desire, my body felt alive and a deep painful ache in my lower stomach as I laid there sexually suggestive, my chest rising to meet his hands that groped and caressed my d-sized breasts. His hands trailed down my torso, over my waist down to my hips to the inside of my thighs before sliding up and pushing them open wider. His hands rubbed my labia majora with pressure that slowly drove me crazy, my back arched as his finger brushed down over my clit and teased the entrance of my vagina. He wasn't much of a teaser as he positioned his massive, thick dick to my entrance, my back arching and pleasured moans leaving my throat. My eyes closing as I heard him groan and begin to move within me, it was sheer liquid bliss as he fucked me at a moderate pace.
This was the best dream I've had in a long time, I mewled and moaned as I fell into a trance of pure sexual pleasure. My hands found hot, strong arms as they slid up to his shoulders and my fingers buried in his hair, he leaned down to me with his lips attaching to my neck and the angle changing and his pace increasing in speed.
"Wake up!" A deep booming voice made my eyes snap open and my eyes widened at a naked over me, the veins in his body protruding as he tried to stop his movements but he couldn't. Seth met my eyes as he clenched his teeth together, I tried moving but I was paralyzed neck down, I see the cruel fight of him trying stop as my eyes caught illuminance inky purple ribbons leaking with supernatural power. I looked over our bodies, these ribbons wrapped around every inch of our flesh, my eyes fluttered at the sight of Seth's hip meeting mine.
"Nice for the two of you to join us."
Seth pressed his body flush against mine, I swallowed the moan from the deep pressure of him inside and on top of me. A protective position despite the fact he didn't stop thrusting into me, my heart began to beat against my ribcage as everything around me settled in. I imagined Seth and I having sex differently especially without an audience and I didn't like the aura of this room, silently ominous.
"You two are probably wondering why you can't stop?" My heart and stomach dropped out of me as I met several pairs of amber, red, and silvery white eyes with no black pupils, the color of their irises were the same color as their pupils. Heavy sinister auras sucking the air out of the small space, "Why you can't move even if you wanted to? I'll tell you what's going on, it's okay, I'll tell you." The one who spoke was the largest whom was bending his back to fit in the room, raised his arm with dark purple ribbons that shot out of his hand wrapped around us.
Deep intense, electrifying lust coursed through my veins fogging my mind as Seth grabbed me by my throat and grabbed my hip changing the angle to piston inside of me. My back arched with my hips widening as waves of pleasure raked throughout my body, my eyes closing as moaned throatily relishing in the gratifying pleasure.
"This is our late night entertainment. You have two choices, one you could obey and allow us to watch the show. Or two, we could fuck her individually while you watch. I'm sure option one would be a wiser decision, I don't think you want to bury your girlfriend in pieces."
"I think option two should be considered, do you see the way she's taking him," one of the men snarled in pleasure and anticipation. "I want to feel that pussy on me."
"Patience, you'll get your fill, my friend. Now which is it? One or two?"
Seth growled managing to pull me closer to him by his own will.
"One, it is. Now, you'll know when you can stop, forget about us. We'll be here, give us a good show. Well, it'll be a good show, I am the one controlling the both of you. Don't worry, you won't remember any of this in the morning."
My eyes opened, I clenched my jaw trying to take control of myself but I couldn't, to Seth staring down at me. His head turned to our audience, his teeth clenched and a growl rolling through, his arms quivering. My eyes fluttered as that wave washed over my head and sinking into my chest, everything fell away.
Forgetting everything but Seth, my hand wrapped around his wrist connecting his hand to my throat, and my other hand wrapping around his wrist on my hip. A throaty sultry moan leaving my lips as I moved my hips to meet his, focusing everything bringing myself to climax all over him. I never fully registered the gaze in his eyes when he met my eyes when I opened my mouth to speak.
"Fuck me, Seth," I mewled trying to get an advantage to flip him on his back.
"Fuck her Seth. Fuck her good, make her beg for more of you." The voice was muffled and erased from my memory as fast as it spoke.
My attempt worked and I pushed him onto his back as he looked up at me and continued to finish what he started, his mouth opened talking to me but I never heard any of his words. I straightened up putting my hands on my naked breasts bouncing on him, loving the sound of my soaked pussy sliding up and down his length. I was in a frenzy for an orgasm, I didn't stop even when my orgasm raked through my body and my legs burned but it was only fuel for me.
I slid off him and moved down to slip my mouth over him, moving with animal instinct as I licked him and brought him into my mouth. I moaned in delight as his hot seed shot down my throat as he twitched in my mouth, I slipped back down his erection and didn't stop for I don't even know how long.
I rode like this one more time, then rode him reversed, he fucked me on the couch, against the edge of the couch, he fucked on my side on the couch, he fucked me against the wall. He made me orgasm from rubbing my clit, he fingered me to orgasm, he ate my pussy to orgasm, he fucked me in my bedroom, the twins old bedroom. He fucked me on the kitchen counter, on the kitchen table before taking me the last time on my knees with my ass in the air.
I fell asleep after Seth backed out of me from behind.
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I woke up to Seth pacing outside my bedroom door, I pressed my legs together as his presence made my dream replayed in my mind. I sat up and ran a hand through my hair as he continued to pace outside of my door, looking stressed and confused. I rubbed my thighs together, okay it was just a dream, I was dressed and within my bedroom confines.
It was just a dream.
"Seth," I called standing to my feet and pulling on a hoodie from my open dresser drawer over my head.
He turned to me and stepped into the room, "why were you moaning my name? What were you dreaming about? Do I want to know? I can smell you!"
I put my hands up, "Seth! Seth, bro, deep breaths. What are you talking about?" He didn't hear me, I knew he didn't hear me.
He looked at me like I was crazy, "You were moaning my name? Were you having a sex dream about me?"
A heavy wave of lust coursed through my veins as the rain pounded against the rooftop, I squeezed my legs together as my mind slapped me with flashbacks of my dreams. I indeed did have a sex dream about him, it was enough for me to soak through my panties and pulse with the absolute need to feel him penetrate me. I lifted my hoodie and shirt to reveal my lower stomach, he looked at me in shock as I slipped a hand under my sweatpants. I don't know what was coming over but I never felt so horny in my life, I felt like I was going to howl from the sheer red hot painful pulse between my legs.
"And what if I was?" I inquired seductively, sighing a moan when my fingers brushed over my erect clit, "would you want me to moan your name again?" I moaned a sigh as I rubbed circles into my clit, I felt myself dampen my inner thighs.
He walked over to me and lowered to his knees I'm front of me as he took in a deep breath, I felt the tip of his nose against my fingers, "Naomi," a growl rumbled in his chest as he licked his lips, "we can't do this."
I removed my hand from pants, edging my hips towards his face, I hooked my fingers on the waist band of my sweatpants pulling them down off my wide hips. He inhaled another deep breath through his nose, I sighed in pleasure when the tip of his nose traced down my erect nub of my clitoris.
"We can't, or you don't want to? Two different answers," my mouth parted as I felt the heat of tongue through my panties.
"I want to," he growled lowly, his hand came up and pulled my panties aside and his tongue slipped between my lips, licking my entrance to my clit, a trail of heat in his wake. "I love the way you smell. I love your taste," he licked me again several more times just like the first time.
My legs went weak as he suckled my nub into his mouth, he grabbed my hips and held me to his face as my fingers gripped his hair. One of his hands went around the back of my leg and his fingers slipped into my pussy, I was done just by that. He suckled on me hard as I moaned loudly, rapidly, moaning incoherently and his name. He let me go, and I stumbled a bit catching my breath with my legs feeling light, my breath fanned against his face as he came out of nowhere and kissed me hard. I was on my desk before I knew it and he was pushing himself inside of me effortlessly with no pain.
It was pure animalistic urge, I could feel my wolf within stir and howl to be mated. We were lip locked the whole time, and cumming together so fast and so hard. I was scattered brained.
He broke off the kiss, "I think we should talk. Nothing bad, just, I don't know what just happened." Panting the whole time he talked, and removed himself from me, "And I know that you initiated it but I want to know what you think. I want to know what this is. And I didn't pull out-."
I put my hand over his mouth as my mind defogged, focusing on controlling my breathing. I heard him and I understood, that just meant we had to take a trip and hope for the best.
"I don't know what happened either," I replied removing my hand from his mouth and slipped off my desk, "it was good, and it was unexpected. I didn't think I would do that, but I don't know what came over me, it was overwhelming. I acted before I fully thought it over. I don't know what we are, I never thought about us more than friends, besides what just happened. All I know, I want to do it again. Let's go see if we can find some plan b."
"How are we going to do that?" he blinked in confusion. "You want to do it again?"
"I have a friend," my face flushed, "not right now," we both looked away from each other bashful.
I grabbed his hand and led him out of the house.
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Brianna fell back onto her back on her mattress, roaring laughing as I just explained to her that Seth and I needed Plan B because we were locked in a house alone. Teenage hormones were bound to join the party. I glared at her as my face twisted in a scowl.
What was funny about this?
"Bre! This isn't funny." I said as she sat up wiping tears from her eyes still laughing.
"This is! This is fucking hilarious!" She stood up and walked over to her dresser, "you fucked Seth Clearwater. Seth Clearwater?!"
I scowled more, "don't say his name like that."
"Girl, Nao, sweetheart, I'm just trying to understand. You fucked him?"
I love my best friend to death but I swear, I wish I could kill her sometimes, "yes, Bre, I did. Please, please can I have it?"
She wiped her eyes, grinning at me, "Yes," she handed me the box, "take it with food. And please call me later with details."
I sighed and sat down on her bed, "Dad never called yesterday, I'm worried."
"Billy's a grown man, he'll call. Now skedaddle before Katie comes home and tattletales."
"Oh goodness," I stood up and kissed her cheek before leaving.
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I popped the pill in my mouth after 15 minutes of digesting cereal and swallowed, I ran my hand through my hair as a migraine weighed heavily on my head.
"What now?" Seth asks timidly.
I glanced over at him fidgeting with his fingers, "wait and pray we don't have a baby and give our parents heart attacks."
Neither of us watched the television, I continued to wait for Dad's call before I started blowing up the other line. I looked out the living room windows with dark clouds tinting the sky, the clock read 5 o'clock, I got up from the couch in a haste and picked up the phone. I dialed the number, it rang once before cutting off with a dial tone, I dialed the number again with the same result. That unsettling uneasiness weight in my stomach. I dialed Charlie's house number and listened to it ring, the phone wasn't broken so why wasn't the call going through? I dialed the lake house number again, it rang once, dial tone, I dropped the phone yelping at the loud, nail piercing shrieking on the other end. Seth hung up the phone as I started freaking the fuck out.
"What the fuck was that? Why isn't the phone line working? Why didn't he call?" My hands started shaking.
Seth pulled me to him, "I don't know, Naomi. Hey, look at me, look at me. Hi. Deep breaths okay, deep breaths, relax. Go take a shower and I'm pretty sure it was nothing." I went to protest when he pushed me gently to the side, "Go."
I walked off to my bedroom, scowling and grabbed a change of clothes. I ran my hand through my hair and closed the bathroom behind me, something strange is going on and I just couldn't … understand. Maybe I was overreacting, but the phone line never connected. I was brushing my teeth with shower running feeling chills run down my spine. I finished brushing my teeth and slipped into the shower, bathing my body and trying ignore the painful urge to have sex was torture. Cleaning my skin with my washrag made my skin sensitive, I ran the soapy washrag over the swells of my breasts, the roughness of the fabric running over the skin sent electrical tingles down to womanhood.
A deep intense ache blooming in my lower stomach, my free hand slipping between my legs, sighing moans as ran my fingers over my clit and dipping a finger into my pussy and back out running my fingers over my clit again and again. Teasing myself. I loved to tease myself, to feel my breasts and nipples, tease myself the way I wanted to be teased, feel my own wetness as I fingered myself or spreading that wetness to my clit. I excited myself thinking of fingering myself, I put my hand with the washrag on the wall and slipped two fingers into my pussy. My pussy was hotter than my skin, soaked and ready, it felt too good too stop, I fell into a trance of pure lust.
My walls closed in my fingers as I moaned loudly climaxing on my fingers. I didn't know if I was hallucinating or if I should've been scared but I locked eyes with a tall man standing by massive bed. I blinked in confusion as I registered the scenery changed to a barely lit room, the second blink I was staring at something else. He was stroking his erection with clear liquid seeping from its single hole, the tallest man I've ever seen, taller than Jacob. The most muscle I've ever seen on a man and I couldn't believe the sheer size of him, he grinned at me. I lost all of my breath as my heart began to pound within my chest, a deep intense ache cramping my lower stomach feeling my juices slip down my inner thigh. I walked over to him knelt down and took him in my mouth effortlessly, my hand going between my legs as my mouth and eyes watered at the thickness and hardness of his dick that barely fit into my mouth.
My juices soaked my hand as I teased myself and sucked on what I could fit into my mouth, losing myself to both sensations until he grabbed me by my hair and backed his hips out. He tilted my head back as he spoke with his eyes, he wanted to fuck me. I climbed onto the massive bed, it was unbelievably soft like a waterbed. I got onto my knees and lifted my ass in the air, my breasts pressed against pillow soft mattress and sheets, I looked over my shoulder feeling massive hands grab the entirety of his hips and thighs. My back arched and my hips widened with a wave of heavy sultriness washed over me, I never moaned so loudly in my life at the feeling of a dick penetrating me. I backed up my hips like a bitch in heat as I continued to moan at the heat of his dick that topped mine, the thickness and the utter hardness of it. He hilted to his base and massaged my ass cheeks and hips, I felt myself pulse as every nerve ending in my body awakened. I was lost immediately in the feeling of a man inside of me.
He barely backed out of me before I felt the intense build up of an orgasm, he pushed back in I heard my juices drip onto the bed as I felt him in my stomach, he pulled out longer this time. Large hot fingers brushed against my clit, he pushed back in stilling, he rubbed his fingers back and forth against my soaked clit, I was right on edge. He pulled back out I felt his tip stilling an inch into me, I convulsed with a knead of fingers on my clit. Then that's when it happened, I seen stars when he did his first harsh shove deep within me, his teeth sinking into my back under my right shoulder blade near my spine. That same moment my vision began to shift into an out of body experience, I began to observe from a third person view, I watched as he repeatedly sunk his horse sized dick deep into my tiny body. Watching repeatedly as I came over and over again so many times by the time he was done with me, I was half-conscious. His large hands holding my body against his as he thrusted up into me, I can see his tip bulging in my lower stomach.
I watched as he drained every last drop of moisture out of my body from the amount of my juices thickly coating his dick, I continued to watch as he came twice in the range of eight hours. I was passed out the whole time, my body the only one reacting to his lovemaking. He left me there. I watched as my body began to heal from his wild adventures.
I watched myself sleep for the next 12 hours until he finally came back and demonically devoured my pussy again, and again. Repeatedly. Days turning into weeks, weeks turning into months.
He groaned belly deep thrusting his hips forward with a death grip on my hair as he fucked my face. My vision began to change, blur and shift before the everything changed. I was looking up into Seth's eyes as I had him against my bedroom door with his dick in my throat and his hands buried in my hair.
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thanksgiving, 2010
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I forgot what I was thinking about as I looked up at Seth breathing heavily labored, his hands in my hair and his dick in my throat. My panties are soaked, my vagina pulsing with pure need, and he's got that look in his eye. A loud sports game playing in the living room, babble of conversations and yelling at the television, music and the thick scent of food. I removed my mouth from his thick erection with a quiet, wet pop, I got into position on the floor knowing that we got aggressive with each other and if we wanted to be discreet this was the only way.
I looked over my shoulder at him as he knelt behind me and positioned him, he rubbed his tip over my clit stimulating me, I sighed in pleasure as his fingers sunk into my tight pussy. He prepared my body as he always does, just like I do, until I was fully ready to take him. His fingers tightened in grasp on my hips as he slipped deeply into me, I clenched my jaw closed tight as he began his pace. After those two weeks this summer, it became undeniable to Seth and I that there was something between us other than hardcore electrical sex. It went all the way back to when we were born, always wanting to be around the other. There was an unspoken bond that couldn't be verbally described, a love that couldn't be verbally explained without getting it right.
They wanted everything good for each other even without each other, always bringing out the best in one another. Growing and rapidly falling in love with each passing year. Eventually getting married, and raising beautiful babies, watching our children begin their lives and create families.
Seth passed away before his first great grandchild was born, I mourned him everyday, I was put into home after more news of deaths of my beloved family members. I was alone in a rocking chair looking out an open window to the view of La Push.
Movement out of the corner of my eye, my mouth fell agape as I recognized that man that fucked me senseless in 2010. That same man the first night housesitting with Seth. His face turned into a distasteful scowl, his arm lifting and his palm out to me as inky purple ribbons bloomed around his hand.
"You have been cursed. I will be a consistent threat to your existence in your every timeline. You have 95 attempts to save your life and your partners by breaking the curse or you will become my mate for eternity."
Everything that is or was began to fade away, rapidly fading into pure nothingness.
95 attempts.
