The Cosmodrome, a fallen filled wasteland, the perfect place to do to them what I can't to them at the Twilight Gap.
I gut open an alive fallen captain, as it's squad is stuck in stasis, the captain coffs out blood as I grip its heart and squeeze it slowly sniffing out it's life painfully, I stare at its eyes until they become lifeless, smiling with glee.
Ripping out its heart, I stuff it in a dregs mouth before slicing it's head off with a butter knife. I shatter dive it's dead body into shards that pulverise the two other dregs while laughing loudly.
In a cold sweat I sit down on my bed, breathing hard, crying. I look at the falle... At my Eliksni girlfriend laying in bed next to me worried sick about me, I sit on the bed and look at the traveller through the window.
" You had that dream again..." she says before resting her head in my shoulder, "...do you want to talk about it?".
I get up and away from her affection, guilt fills my heart like a million knifes. " My Sweet Teddy, I know about your past. I know what all guardians did to protect humanity...".
"You don't know anything!" I scream, holding ace of spades to my scalp. "Daddy?" I hear murmuring, I quickly put ace away and force a smile, " Ghara, what are you doing awake at this hours?" I ask my Eliksni daughter as she rubs her eyes.
"Why are you crying daddy?" she asks.
" Daddy had a nightmare about his past. You know Ghara, you can't change the past, but you can learn from it to the future" says Ghana with motherly tenderness in her voice. Ghara nods while looking at me with a smile.
After putting Ghara to sleep, while I recompose myself, Ghana hugs me from behind, kissing my neck, she pulls me off the floor and carries me to bed.
"I don't deserve..." I say before she puts a finger in my lips while sitting on top of me, " we both did awful things during or after The Twilight Gap, horrid unforgivable things, but we have to leave them in the past and build upon a new" she says taking off my shirt and petting my chest, she looks at me through a blush.
She kisses me, " what matters now is that I love you, and you love me. We have our own kid..." She grabs my hand and lays it in her belly, "...with another on it's way."
Her tenderness affection and kisses embroiling peace into me, soon she starts to snore. I look at her sleepy head and kiss her forehead, I am lucky to have her...