Jack's resolve was set in the hours before his next session with Dr. Carter. The key to getting back to Cheyenne Mountain, back to his team, lay in navigating her questions with a combination of honesty and calculated omissions. He would give her what she wanted—he'd give her more than she expected—and play the game well enough to earn her approval. This wasn't his first rodeo; he knew the drill and had plenty of experience telling people what they wanted to hear.
Sam was preparing for this session in her townhousejust as intently, though her goal was entirely different. Jack's walls were high, but she was willing to bet he'd revealed enough weakness to think he could outmaneuver her. And she wouldn't be fooled by half-truths and rehearsed responses—not after years of training and cases that had taught her to recognize a mask even when it was nearly flawless. Today, she intended to catch him off guardandbreak down those walls piece by piece. She could see the stakes for him, could feel the intensity behind his resistance, and she was determined to dig deep, even if she had to tear away the shield he kept between them.
The tension between them was thick enough to feel like static in the air as Jack walked into her office. His expression wasunreadable as he settled into his usual chair, arms crossed. This time, Sam didn't sit behind her desk. She sat next to him, and for a moment, they simply stared at each other, each reading the other, assessing the boundaries they'd be pushing today.
"Colonel," she began, her tone steady and formal, "today, I'd like to explore a new theme in our sessions. We'll be focusing on your relationship with anger. Specifically, I want to understand how you process and deal with it in high-stress situations."
Jack's face remained impassive, though his jaw tightened slightly.
"Is that right?" he replied, a faint edge to his voice.
"Yes," she replied evenly, unflinching under his gaze. "I need to understand your methods of coping with anger, as it's a significant factor in managing the mental strain you're under."
He exhaled slowly, leaning back in his chair.
"Alright, Doc. Where do you want to start?"
She observed him momentarily, reading the tension in his posture before proceeding.
"When you feel anger on a mission, what's your usual response? Do you let it fuel your decisionsorwork to contain it?"
A shadow passed over his face, his expression hardening.
"I contain it. Anger doesn't belong in the field. It has no place in decisions that impact others' lives."
Sam nodded, noting his control, but her tone remained steady and probing. "Containing it requires effort, though. Do you find that difficult?"
He shrugged, his voice clipped. "Sometimes. But it's part of the job. Comes with the territory."
She leaned in slightly, her gaze unwavering. "But containment isn't the same as processing it, Colonel. How often do you actually confront the anger, rather than just suppressing it?"
A flicker of irritation crossed his face. "Not everything needs 'processing,' Doctor. Sometimes, you just deal with it and move on."
Her face remained impassive, her gaze steady. "And does it always stay where you leave it? Or does it find ways to resurface?"
Jack clenched his jaw, looking away.
"It stays where I put it," he replied tersely, his voice tight.
"Does it?" she challenged gently, her calm tone belying the intensity in her eyes. "Or does it sometimes come backstronger because it was left unresolved?"
His eyes snapped back to hers, a stormy defiance in his gaze. "I manage just fine, Doctor. I've been doing this a long time."
She inclined her head slightly, acknowledging his response but not relenting. "How do you handle that anger outside the field? Do you let it out anywhere?"
His hands clenched briefly before he forced them to relax. "I don't 'let it out,' Doc. I keep a lid on it. There are more important things than my feelings."
Sam paused, considering him carefully.
"Colonel, anger isn't a weakness to be ignored. It's a response. Sometimes, a healthy one. But keeping a lid on it indefinitely can make it rot." Her voice softened slightly, though her gaze remained steady. "Have you considered that anger might be something you must face rather than just contain?"
He stared at her, his gaze cold, deflecting. "I don't see what's to be gained by dredging it up. My anger isn't anyone's business but mine."
She nodded slowly, her expression thoughtful.
"But it impacts youand, by extension, those who rely on you. I'd say that makes it relevant to your mental health—and your readiness for duty."
Jack looked away, frustration simmering beneath the surface. "Look, Doc, if I didn't know how to manage my anger, I wouldn't still be here. I'd have cracked a long time ago."
Her tone remained calm, though her eyes were intense. "Perhaps. But maybe the fact that you haven't cracked doesn't mean the anger isn't taking its toll. So, here you are, in my office, following explicit orders from your commanding officer to attend this sessions."
The silence between them grew charged. Each held the other's gaze, neither willing to back down. Finally, Jack exhaled sharply, his frustration evident.
"Fine. I'll talk. But I'm not spilling my guts to satisfy your checklist."
A faint, almost imperceptible smile crossed her face, her gaze never wavering. "I don't need you to 'spill your guts,' Colonel. I just need honesty."
"Alright, Doc. Honesty," he replied, his voice sharp. He leaned forward, his eyes narrowing. "I get angry. There are things I've done—things I had to do—that I don't like to think about. But I'm not here to hash out regrets. My job doesn't let me waste time on feelings."
Her expression remained steady, though her eyes softened just slightly.
"But denying yourself that time doesn't erase the impact. It's still there, simmering. Perhaps allowing yourself to address it could lessen your burden. You know as well as I do that carrying anger alone weakens, rather than strengthens, a person." She tilted her head, her gaze probing. "Or are you going to tell me you're an exception?"
His jaw clenched, his gaze meeting hers with an intensity that sparked across the room.
"I've managed so far."
She studied him, the defiance in his tone almost tangible.
"Managed? Or barely held together?"
Jack's gaze turned stormy, and he took a sharp breath, visibly holding back his irritation.
"I'm here, aren't I? You've just reminded me that my CO sent me. Fine. I'll say what you want to hear."
Sam stiffened slightly, feeling the challenge in his toneandhow he dared her to push harder. But she wouldn't back down.
"I don't want you to 'say what I want to hear,' Colonel. I want the truth." She leaned forward, her voice low but unyielding. "Because if you keep hiding, you'll be stuck here indefinitely. And no amount of deflection will change that."
The silence between them grew tense, a thick and suffocating stillness that seemed to wrap around them both. Jack's expression darkened, his eyes narrowing as he stared at her.
"Is… is that a threat?"
"It's a reality check," she replied coldly. "If you don't want to cooperate, I can call General Hammond immediately and inform him that you're far from ready to return to duty. You'll be stuck here in D.C. indefinitely, Colonel. And something tells me you wouldn't like that."
A tense silence fell, and for a moment, he looked like he might explode. His eyes were hardand intense, a shade darker than usual, as he stared at her, his voice low and warning.
"You don't know what you're doing, Doctor."
"Enlighten me," she challenged, her tone equally sharp. "What am I doing, Colonel? Trying to get you to admit that maybe you need help?"
He shook his head, a bitter smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.
"You're keeping me here. You're keeping me away from what I'm supposed to be doing—what only I and my team can prevent. And you know what? While you sit here, picking me apart, people out there are in danger." He leaned forward, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. "Including you."
Sam blinked, momentarily thrown by the intensity of his statement, but she quickly regained her composure.
"What are you talking about? Colonel, if there's something relevant here, tell me. I need to know if you're in some kind of danger."
But his expression grew guarded, his anger still simmering beneath the surface.
"Nice try, Doc. Do you want the truth? You're not ready for it. None of you are."
With that, he stood, his movements sharp, as he turned and walked to the door without another word. Sam's heart pounded as she watched him leave, his words echoing in her mind as the door clicked shut behind him. She sat frozen in her chair, the frustration and desperation settling heavily over her.
She had intended to continue to break his mask, to force him into honesty, but in the end, he'd left her feeling like the one who'd been exposed, caught off guard, vulnerable. And now, sitting alone in the quiet of her office, she felt the raw edges of frustration mixed with a gnawing sense of unease.
Something about Jack's warning lingered like a shadow she couldn't shake. And for the first time in years, she questioned whether she knew the man sitting next to her—or the hidden battle he was fighting to protect.
After a few minutes of silent, frustrated thought, Sam reached for the phone, dialing the direct line to General Hammond. She'd resisted this step again for as long as possible, believing she could handle Jack without pulling anyone else into it. But his warning today had been… different. It had struck something deeper than just the usual resistance to therapy, and her instincts told her she was only seeing part of the picture. She needed to understand more about the pressures he was under—and she wasn't willing to wait any longer.
The line clicked, and Hammond's steady, familiar voice came through.
"General Hammond."
"General, this is Dr. Samantha Carter," she replied, her voice unwavering but carrying a tension she couldn't entirely hide. "I need to talk to you about Colonel O'Neill. Again."
He paused, and she could almost feel him calculating, knowing the implications of her tone.
"Go ahead, Doctor."
"Colonel O'Neill said something today that… well, it gave me serious pause. He implied that his work is of such importance that his absence could put people, including myself, in danger." She let the weight of her words settle before continuing. "General, if there's something I don't know about the nature of his role, if there's a reason his work is so urgent, I need to be informed. I can't help him effectively without understanding the whole picture."
Hammond was silent momentarily, a sound of contemplation on the other end of the line.
"Doctor Carter, that's… not something I can just tell you outright. You don't have the necessary clearance."
She took a deep breath, her grip tightening on the phone.
"With all due respect, General, I need to know if there's a risk associated with him staying here. And I don't mean just to him. He's repeatedly mentioned urgencyandhinted at things that go beyond psychological trauma. If this poses a larger risk, I must know what I'm dealing with. And, General, I need full disclosure to do my job."
"Doctor Carter," he said, his tone firmer, "I understand your position, but this information is highly classified. You'd need clearance to be read in on any of it."
"Then I'm requesting that clearance," she said, her voice low but persistent. "Please, General, authorize me to know what I'm truly dealing with here."
Hammond sighed a sound of consideration rather than dismissal.
"Very well, Doctor. I'll need to speak with my superiors. I'll get back to you."
She thanked him, her voice tinged with the unease she could no longer hide, and ended the call. Her hand hovered over the receiver as she considered Jack's words again, his expression cold, unreadable as he'd walked out.
"You're not ready for it," he'd said, leaving her in a strange mix of apprehension and determination. What kind of work could have such stakes that would make a trained officer so desperate to return?
Shaking off the lingering uncertainty, Sam moved through the rest of her day, her mind shifting between patients, charts, and assessments. But as she checked her watch near the end of her shift, her thoughts wandered back to her conversation with Hammond. Had she pushed him too far? Had she, in her need for clarity, somehow underestimated the risks she was prying into?
The sharp ring of her office phone interrupted her thoughts. She picked it up, expecting a colleague or the front desk. But it was General Hammond again.
"Doctor Carter," he began without preamble, "you've been granted clearance to receive limited information regarding Colonel O'Neill's assignment."
Relief and tension warred within her. "Thank you, General."
"There's a car en route to pick you up," he continued. "You'll be briefed at the Pentagon. Colonel O'Neill will be escorting you."
Her fingers tightened around the phone.
"The Pentagon… and Colonel O'Neill is—"
"Already on his way," Hammond confirmed. "You should prepare to leave immediately."
Sam's heart raced as she hung up, a dozen questions colliding in her mind. Her stomach twisted with anticipation and uncertainty as she gathered her things, her mind racing through the implications of her next steps. She was about to enter a world she hadn't been privy toandwasn't sure what she would find there. But if it meant she'd finally understand what had been pushing Jack, she'd face it.
"Martha, I have to go," Sam said, her voice tight as she gathered her coat and bag with quick, purposeful movements. "Cancel my next appointment, and push it to the next available slot in my schedule." She paused at the door, giving Martha a glance that wavered between urgency and distraction. "I… don't know how long this will take."
"Is everything okay, Doctor?" Martha asked, her eyebrows knitting with concern.
Sam hesitated, her hand still on the doorknob. "I wish I could say yes," she murmured. "I'll know more when I get there. Just—thank you, Martha. I really need to go."
Stepping out of her office, Sam barely made it to the elevator before two uniformed officers appeared in the hallway, sharp and formal, standing at attention.
"Dr. Carter," one of them said, nodding. "We're here to escort you to the Pentagon. Colonel O'Neill is downstairs, waiting."
Sam's heart pounded as they led her out of the building and into a waiting black SUV with government plates and tinted windows that hinted at the gravity of the situation. One of the officers opened the door without a word, and as she climbed in, her breath caught—Jack was already seated in the back, his face unreadable, his posture rigid in his impeccable Air Force dress blues. His gaze flicked to hers for a brief moment before he looked straight ahead, a silent acknowledgment that only deepened the mystery.
The door shut firmly behind her, and the two officers settled into the front seats, the engine humming to life as they pulled away.
She tried to stay calm as they moved through the city, her thoughts racing with questions about Jack and his work at Cheyenne Mountain. She knew he was involved in something classified, but he'd always been evasive. The silence hung thick as they drove through D.C., passing monuments, government buildings, and bustling streets.
"Colonel," she started quietly, choosing her words carefully, "what exactly am I going to learn today?"
He didn't turn his head, his gaze focused forward.
"You'll be briefed on a need-to-know basis," he said curtly.
The clipped response only fueled her frustration, but she pushed it down, focusing on her goal. "Look, I'm here to understand what's driving you. I don't want you in D.C. any longer than you have to be. But I need to know what kind of work requires this level of secrecy."
He finally turned to face her, his expression stern.
"You'll understand soon enough, Doctor." His tone was sharp, almost warning.
Sam held his gaze, the tension between them palpable, every second stretching into the next as he looked back at her. It wasn't the cold defiance she'd seen before nor the forced pleasantry he'd used to evade her questions. There was something darker there, a look that said he was fully prepared to keep his walls intact, no matter what she might learn today.
The car rolled to a stop at the Pentagon's guarded entrance, and Jack exited first, his movements precise and almost mechanical as he stepped out. He turned to hold the door for Sam, his face unreadable as she joined him on the pavement. They moved side-by-side through the imposing security gates, the quiet tension between them mirrored by the rigid protocols of their surroundings.
As they approached the main entrance, Sam took in the towering, windowless walls and the weighty presence of armed guards stationed along the perimeter. Her senses sharpened, and she felt the moment's gravity as they passed through a series of checkpoints. Each step brought another layer of protocol, the intensity of the security measures underscoring the significance of what lay ahead.
At the first checkpoint, a guard in dark fatigues requested her ID. Sam handed it over, her pulse quickening as the guard scanned her card, scrutinizing the document and her face before giving a slight nod and returning it.
"Dr. Carter," he said, his tone firm, "you're cleared for entry. But I'll need you to secure all electronic devices and personal items in a storage unit before proceeding."
Sam followed his gesture to a metal locker unit lining the wall. She opened one of the small steel doors and placed her phone and notebook inside, locking them up and removing the key. A few steps later, a female officer motioned for her to step forward for a security screening.
"Arms out to your sides, please," the officer instructed calmly, holding a handheld scanner.
Sam complied, lifting her arms as the officer slowly passed the scanner over her, ensuring no concealed devices or objects were missed. The search was thorough yet efficient, the officer's hands patting down her shoulders, sides, and jacket pockets with careful precision.
After the scan, Sam was directed to a second, high-security screening area—a sterile, windowless room monitored by security cameras. Her fingerprints and ID were scanned again, followed by a retinal scan that bathed her face in a soft blue light. Each step reinforced the secrecy and control of the Pentagon, and with each checkpoint cleared, she felt her heart beat a little faster.
Finally, she was escorted through a thick, reinforced door into the main hallway. Jack had waited quietly for her, his expression unreadable as she joined him again. The building's imposing structure loomed around them, the sense of weight and secrecy palpable in each stone arch and steel door they passed.
Inside a restricted corridor, Jack finally stopped in front of a large metal door. He turned to her, his face a careful mask as he addressed her, his voice low.
"Once we step inside, you'll get a glimpse of what I'm protecting," he said, his tone holding an edge she hadn't heard before. "But remember—you asked for this."
She nodded, her expression steely, though her heart pounded as he swiped his badge and pushed open the door.
As Sam entered the room, her eyes adjusted to the dimmed lighting and fell on a projector near the space's front. A thick, imposing file rested on the table, its cover stamped with "Classified" in bold red letters. Standing beside it was a man in a dark, unmarked uniform, a striking presence with intense blue eyes that seemed to analyze her instantly.
Jack closed the door behind them and slightly nodded toward the man.
"Doctor Samantha Carter, meet Doctor Daniel Jackson."
Sam extended her hand, still trying to process the surreal nature of it all. Daniel shook her hand with a friendly but focused expression, his grip firm but not overpowering.
"Hi," he said with a small smile. "Nice to meet you."
"Likewise," she replied, her voice more steady than she felt.
"Before I start, you'll have to sign this NDA," he said, putting the file with several pages before her.
Sam signed without even reading it. After exchanging a glance with Jack, Daniel nodded and put it away.
"Take a seat," Daniel gestured, his tone professional yet with an edge of anticipation, as if he knew that what he was about to tell her would change her perspective forever. Jack had already slumped into a chair beside them, his posture bored, though his eyes flicked between Sam and Daniel with something Sam couldn't quite read.
Sam sat down, her hands resting tensely in her lap, as Daniel leaned against the table, folding his arms.
"Alright, Doctor Carter, this is going to be a lot to take in," Daniel began, his gaze steady as he looked directly at her. "What I'm about to share is classified at the highest levels of national security. Jack has been assigned to a project under the Department of Defense known as the Stargate Program. His work at Cheyenne Mountain involves… exploration and defense, let's say, of an unconventional kind." He paused for a moment to let that sink in.
Sam leaned forward, feeling a chill run through her. "Exploration? Defense against what?"
Daniel glanced at her, assessing. "Have you ever heard of the Stargate?"
Sam shook her head. "No, never," she admited.
Daniel breathed and began, "For decades, we've been researching something called the Stargate. This ancient device—thousands of years old—allows us to travel across the galaxy to other planets in seconds."
Sam's mind reeled as she tried to process this revelation. She kept her expression as composed as possiblebutcould feel the words rippling through her like shockwaves. Other planets? She glanced at Jack, who was watching her reaction with mild interest, though he remained quiet.
Daniel continued, "The Stargate Program, or SGC, is an ongoing project based on exploration, diplomacy, and, often, defense. Through the Stargate, we've encountered other worlds, alien civilizations, and… entities that aren't always friendly. In fact," his tone hardened slightly, "several of these encounters have involved hostile alien species."
Sam's heart pounded as she considered the implications of his words.
"Hostile aliens?" she echoed, struggling to keep her voice steady.
Daniel nodded, his gaze still serious.
"Yes. Some of these species see Earth as a threat, whileothers see it as a resource. And when we encounter these… hostile entities, conflicts happen. There are fights, and there are casualties. And these encounters have placed the survival of our planet at risk more than once."
Sam sat in stunned silence for a moment, the weight of his words pressing down on her. Jack, meanwhile, remained silent, his arms crossed, his face unreadable. This was his world, she realized—the world he'd been fighting to return to.
Daniel continued, "Jack and I are members of SG-1, the lead team in the Stargate Program. We're the first to make contact on most missions to assess threats and defend Earth if necessary. It's… not always a straightforward jobandrequires a lot from each of us. Colonel O'Neill has been at the frontlines of these missions for years. He and the rest of our team face threats to Earth's security every time we step through the Stargate. Our work is vital, and it's high-stakes."
Sam looked at him, feeling the edges of this revelation stretch around her, and still, she could only comprehend fragments of it. Traveling to other planets, making contact with alien civilizations—her mind was racing with questions. She looked at the projector with a big, metal look like ring and the unopened file on the table, its secrets taunting her with every thought that crossed her mind.
"So that's it?" she managed, her voice a mixture of disbelief and curiosity. "You're… traveling to other worlds, meeting alien species, some of which are hostile? And your job is to defend Earth from these threats?"
Daniel nodded. "In simple terms, yes."
Jack, who had been silent until now, gave a slight shrug.
"See? Not as glamorous as it sounds."
Sam's gaze flickered back to Jack, absorbing his almost cavalier tone. But she saw something else beneath it—something colder, more weary, like the kind of exhaustion that only came from witnessing things that couldn't be unseen.
Her mind swirled with questions, a thousand thoughts colliding simultaneously, but she knew she had to be strategic in what she asked. She was here because of Jack, and understanding him was the priority. She looked back at Daniel, steadying her voice as best she could.
"You said these missions place… significant demands on your team members," she began carefully. "Could you explain what those demands entail? How exactly are they impacting Colonel O'Neill?"
Daniel hesitated, glancing at Jack before returning his gaze to her.
"Our missions are unlike any other. They require intense mental, emotional, and physical resilience. Every time we go out, we face unknown threats, sometimes… unimaginable situations." He paused, his tone softening. "It's not easy. The pressureand strain weighs on us all, but Jack has carried more than his share. He's the CO."
Sam's gaze softened as she looked at Jack, seeing him in a new light. She could sense the burdens he carried, the strain of years of facing things no one on Earth could ever understand. She wanted to ask more, to understand the personal toll this work had taken on him, but she held back, realizing that Jack wouldn't want to show that vulnerability, not here, not now.
The projector clicked off, and Daniel closed the file, the heavy silence settling over the room again. Sam sat there, staring at the blank wall, her mind racing. Everything had changed in a single afternoon, and she was barely beginning to comprehend the vast implications of it all. She took a steady breath, her thoughts aligning as she settled on the question she needed answered most.
"So, this is why Colonel O'Neill is here?" she asked, quiet but determined. "Because of the toll these missions have taken on him?"
Daniel exchanged a look with Jack, his expression thoughtful.
"Yes, Doctor Carter. Jack's been through more than most people can imagine. And given the risks and stakes, his well-being is crucial. But he's reluctant… to let others help him. And our last mission was…bad."
Sam nodded, feeling a strange pang of understanding.
"Thank you, Doctor Jackson."
Daniel nodded in return, his expression softer now, almost sympathetic.
"You'll need time to process all this, Doctor Carter. And if you have any questions—"
Jack stood abruptly, his chair scraping against the floor, interrupting Daniel's offer.
"Yeah, I think that's enough for today."
He moved to the door, his hand on the handle, waiting as Sam rose from her seat, still processing everything she'd just learned. As she followed Jack into the hallway, the strange, heavy silence settled over her again. She glanced at him, her mind buzzing with thoughts and questions, but his stony expression made it clear he wasn't in the mood to talk.
She collected her belongings silently as he watched her, arms crossed and an almost bored expression.
The ride back to her office was tense. Neither said a word. Jack sat beside her, his posture rigid, his eyes staring ahead. The weight of all she'd learned pressed down on her, but the tension radiating off Jack kept her questions at bay. She glanced at him, the lines around his eyes deepening as he clenched his jaw, his hands resting stiffly on his lap.
She wanted to ask about the missions, the things he'd faced, the horrors he'd seen that made him so desperate to leave D.C. But his distant, closed-off expression stopped her each time she opened her mouth. He was a fortress, and she felt every stone of his defenses like a wall between them.
The car pulled up to her office building, and Jack opened the door for her without a word. She stepped out, the cold air prickling her skin as she looked back at him, her heart pounding with questions she still couldn't ask.
"Thank you, Colonel," she said quietly, her voice laced with the tension she could no longer hide.
He nodded, his expression unchanging, and without another word, he closed the door, the car pulling away as she watched him disappear down the street.
The gravity of what she'd learned settled deeper within her as she stood there, a quiet understanding taking shape beneath the shock. Jack's lifeand work were far more than she'd ever imagined, and now she felt responsible for holding that knowledge.
But with it came a deeper question: How was she supposed to help a man haunted by things she could barely begin to understand?
When Sam entered her home that night, her mind was a whirlwind, still struggling to piece together the revelations she'd just been handed. Aliens. Travel to other planets. A program so secretive that even mentioning it seemed dangerous. She poured over every detail Daniel Jackson had revealed in the briefing, but it felt like trying to complete a puzzle where half the pieces were missing. She had more questions than ever—and everyone weighed heavily.
Her eyes were tired, but her mind buzzed too intensely to rest. With a sigh, she opened her laptop and typed in keywords: Stargate, Doctor Daniel Jackson, General George Hammond, Colonel Jack O'Neill. The search results yielded nothing relevant—no details, hints, or even a trace of the enigmatic program she'd been briefed on. She stared at the blank screen momentarily, feeling the absurdity of it all settle over her. Frustration, curiosity, and a strange sense of disbelief swirled within her.
Finally, she closed the laptop and wandered to the kitchen, reaching for a bottle of wine and a glass. If ever there was a night that called for reinforcements, it was this one. She poured a glass, took a long sip, and leaned against the kitchen counter, her mind still grappling with what she'd been told. She couldn't shake the images of hostile alien species, intergalactic travel, and the notion that Jack O'Neill—a man she'd been treating as just another patient—was at the center of it all. How was she supposed to address this in a session? How did she help someone deal with experiences beyond anything she could imagine?
For the first time in many years, that night, Samantha Carter had nightmares.
The following day, Sam sat at her desk, absorbed in her notes, trying to make sense of her tangled thoughts. Her head was still buzzing from the previous day's revelations when her office door swung open abruptly. She looked up, startled, to see her assistant, Martha, flustered and trying to stop a furious Jack O'Neill from storming into the room.
"Colonel, please," Martha insisted, her voice taut with alarm.
"It's okay, Martha," Sam said, straightening up and removing her glasses. "You can leave."
Martha shot Sam an uncertain glance but reluctantly backed out, closing the door behind her. The moment they were alone, Jack approached her desk, his eyes dark and nearly black with anger. Sam felt a prickle of unease as he glared down at her, his face taut with barely restrained fury.
"Which part of the NDA you signed yesterday didn't you understand, Doc?" he asked, his voice low and cold.
Sam raised her eyebrows, surprised at the accusatory edge in his tone.
"Excuse me?" she replied, genuinely confused.
Jack jabbed a finger in her direction, his expression unyielding.
"You went online last night and searched using terms explicitly forbidden in that agreement." His voice dropped to a menacing growl. "We could throw you in jail and lose the key."
The blood drained from Sam's face. She felt her heart hammering in her chest as she processed his words.
"You… you hacked my computer?" she asked, her voice barely a whisper, as a mixture of shock and anger churned inside her.
A mirthless smile tugged at the corner of Jack's mouth.
"We have security protocols. Anytime anyone types certain keywords, it raises a red flag. Last night, you threw a whole damn party of them," he said, the menace in his tone clear as he took a step closer.
Heat flooded Sam's cheeks, and she felt a surge of embarrassment.
"I… I'm sorry," she stammered, forcing herself to meet his gaze despite the shame prickling through her. "I got curious. It was… it was a lot to process."
Jack straightened, his mouth settling into a thin, hard line.
"Consider this your only warning," he said, his voice icy and unyielding, eyes boring into hers. "One more slip-up, and the only view you'll have is the sun through bars—or, perhaps, the endless horizon of a remote desert facility. Don't count on lawyers, and say goodbye to those heels. Orange will be your new look."
And with that, he turned on his heel and left, his footsteps echoing down the hallway as the door clicked shut behind him.
Sam sat there momentarily, stunned, her heart racing as the weight of Jack's warning settled over her. Her hands were shaking, and she could still feel the icy chill of his gaze lingering in the room. She tried to steady herself, but the shame and frustration burned inside her, twisting into a sensation she couldn't quite name. She'd known the stakes were high, but she hadn't expected this level of scrutiny, this severity of consequence. The suffocating pressure of her new reality pressed down on her.
Taking a deep breath, she forced herself to try to refocus on her notes, but the words swam on the screen. Her hands still trembled as the tension coiled inside her, refusing to be pushed down. With a final exhale, she gathered her things, stepped out of her office, and told Martha to cancel all her appointments.
"I just… I need a break, Martha," she said, her voice barely masking the strain.
Martha looked at her with concern but nodded.
"Of course, Doctor Carter. Take care."
Sam forced a grateful smile, but the mask slipped when she turned away. She walked briskly to the garage, her mind whirring as she unlocked her Mercedes, freshly returned from the deep cleaning she'd ordered after the fish debacle in the trunk. Sliding into the driver's seat, she gripped the wheel tightly, her knuckles white against the polished leather. The office building ahead felt stifling, like a cage closing around her, despite the pristine, spotless car she was sitting in. She needed to escape—away from the pressure, the scrutiny, and everything that had thrown her life off balance in the last twenty-four hours.
With no clear destination in mind, she started the engine and pulled out of the garage, her tires rolling swiftly over the concrete as she merged into traffic. The city blurred past her as she pressed her foot on the accelerator, and the streets were streaked with colors and shapes. The thrill of speed cut through the thick fog in her mind, the rush of movement clearing the jumble of emotions that clung to her like a second skin.
The city faded, replaced by quieter roads as she drove farther and faster, the engine a steady roar beneath her. She let her mind drift as she drove, trying to push away the shame, the frustration, and the intense pressure that had built up from her encounter with Jack. The threat of seeing "the sun through bars" rang in her mind, a harsh reminder of the consequences she faced if she dared step out of line again.
As the buildings thinned, giving way to open stretches of highway, the memories of the last twenty-four hours played over in her mind: Jack's cryptic warning in her office, Daniel's introduction to a world that should have been nothing more than science fiction, the classified nature of their work, and her burning curiosity that had only landed her deeper in trouble.
She realized that despite the danger, the stakes, and the secrecy, she wanted to know more—she needed to understand. But how could she move forward when even a basic question about her patient was enough to draw threats of prison? How could she ever help Jack if every attempt to understand him put her at risk of losing everything?
The highway stretched on before her, an endless line into the horizon, and Sam kept driving, the freedom of the open road a brief reprieve from the suffocating walls she'd left behind. But as she sped down the road, she knew this reprieve was temporary. Eventually, she'd have to go back. She'd have to face Jack, confront the murky world of secrets she'd been drawn into, and somehow find a way to navigate it without losing herself in the process.
