A/N: Heyyyy Everybody. Sorry for not updating in like a million eons, I've been working and studying and balancing my mental health and sanity xO.

This is an AU NaruxSasu College fanfic with eventual lemon. If you don't like boyxboy, don't read.

Warning: Do I really need to put the swear alert everytime.

Warning 2: Dark themes ahead and emotional OOC everyone alert.

Disclaimer: Naruto belongs to Kishimoto-sama and I wish I could be trapped in one of Itachi's genjutsus xO

Please RnR xoxoxoxoxox

Chapter 10: Black Widow

"Hello Sasuke" said the woman ominously, the air around everyone seeming to freeze instantaneously. Saikon, Ukon and Tayuya seemed to have the biggest smiles on their faces upon her appearance.

"Shion look at you, you look hotter than the last time I saw you!" exclaimed Saikon while heading over to the woman. Her long blond hair lay flowingly open but her purplish blue eyes were narrowed and held all the hatred in the world.

"What do you want here?" spat the Uchiha out with the most unbelievable amount of hate. The teen's friends turned towards him in surprise, especially Naruto.

"It's a public festival Sasuke, don't make yourself feel so important," said Shion snarkily causing the raven to clench his fists.

"Public festival my fucking ass, you're not even allowed to be back in Konoha after what you fucking did to me!" exclaimed the teen and Gaara had to literally pull the teen back.

"Oh are you still sore about that Sasuke? Why don't you do me a favor and grow up?" said Shion while enjoying the way Sasuke's eyes burned with hate.

"Listen here you bitch..." began the teen but was cut off by satan's wife.

"Is that my little boy Sasuke?" she asked with a slow, evil smirk and Sasuke instantly lunged towards and grabbed her by the neck.

"You stay away from my fucking son you hear me!" exclaimed the raven while trying to choke the shit out of her. Neji, Kiba and Gaara, hell even Saikon and Ukon tried pulling him off Shion.

Once they pried the teen off, he tried going back to her. Shion didn't even look hurt, she just had a sadistic smile on her face and even started laughing at Sasuke.

"YOU COME NEAR SHIRO AND I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU, YOU HEAR ME YOU EVIL BITCH!" screamed the teen while his friends tried to usher him away.

Neji made the mistake of loosening his grip on the teen and before everyone knew it, he was running back towards Shion. Naruto managed to grab him from behind and Ukon blocked him from the front.

"Let me pass Ukon or else I swear I won't hesitate to fucking snap your neck!" spat the raven out and Ukon remained unwavered.

"You know what she fucking did, don't act all innocent. You were fucking there that night and I fucking trusted you!" exclaimed the teen and tried to shove Ukon away.

"Don't you dare try to put the fucking blame on me Sasuke, you know I tried to help you but Kimimaro stopped me!" said Ukon while shoving the raven back.

"Oh and your assistance was quite helpful I suppose!" sneered Sasuke sarcastically and Ukon actually looked hurt at that comment.

"Fine go try to kill Shion but we both know she will get full custody of your son if you do that!" warned Ukon before stepping aside.

Sasuke turned to look at his former friend and then back to Naruto who looked like he was going to pass out from how worried he looked. The teen then turned to Shion who still had a condescending look on her face.

"You might have gotten under my skin tonight but this is the last time you'll ever have the upper hand. I promise you if you ever come near me or my son again, that will be the last thing you ever do," warned the teen in a chilling tone.

Shion knew better to comment at that moment and just turned on her heels and walked away.

Sasuke then turned as well and walked over to a fearful Hinata who was holding his son who had tears in his eyes. He then took his son and just started walking away.

The friends stared at his retreating back in shock and Naruto managed to jump out of his stupor first and ran after his boyfriend. He thankfully managed to catch up with him a few minutes later.

"Sasuke wait!" exclaimed the blond but said teen didn't even react. He pulled him by his one arm to turn him around and Naruto's heart physically broke at the expressionless look on his boyfriend's face.

"What do you want?" asked the raven dad bitterly and Naruto couldn't help the tears that escaped his eyes. He pulled the raven in for a hug while the tears fell silently from his eyes.

"I don't know what happened between you two babe but I'lI always be here for you no matter what. I want you to tell me everything Sas, don't hold all this hatred in your heart because it's gonna kill you ya know," whispered the teen.

Naruto could feel Shiro shiver against his chest and pulled out of the hug to acknowledge the toddler.

"Baby look at me," he started softly and gently touched the tiny shoulder. Shiro turned around with a tear stained face and started crying at Naruto's soft gaze.

Sasuke surprisingly gave his son to Naruto and the blond teen proceeded to try and comfort the crying child. The blond managed to find a bench and he sat down and tried to rock the child to sleep.

"I know that was scary baby and that daddy was angry but he's not angry with you okay," he whispered reassuringly into the child's ear who clutched tightly onto his shirt.

Naruto turned to his boyfriend and said man just sat next to him while staring off into space emotionlessly. He reached for the raven's hand and he didn't even react to the gesture.

Suddenly, the blond heard some yelling and turned to see Itachi and Deidara running towards them.

Itachi looked at Naruto and his sniffling nephew and turned to look at his brother. The look of worry on his face visually worsened.

"Sasuke look at me," he asked softly and crouched in front of his brother. Said teen didn't even acknowledge his presence.

"What happened un?" Deidara asked Naruto who in turn just sighed.

"I'm so lost Deidara, I don't even know what's happening myself. We were at my class gathering and some guys showed up that knew Sasuke and then this blond lady showed up and Sasuke went berserk. I think he said her name was Shion or something," said the blond and Itachi whipped his head so fast towards him.

"Shion!?" he exclaimed and even Sasuke got startled. "What the fuck did she want?" asked Itachi with an angry look.

"I don't know Itachi," said the blond teen softly.

Shiro then turned to look at his uncle and the angry look all but dissappeared on Itachi's face.

"Come here my love," he said and Shiro looked like he wanted to start crying again when he was in his uncle's arms. "It's okay buddy," he muttered while trying to soothe the child.

Deidara tried coaxing some sort of reaction out of Sasuke and ran his fingers through his hair soothingly.

Gaara suddenly appeared and looked at his friends worriedly. Naruto got up and stood next to his friend.

"How's he doing Naruto?" he asked and Naruto sighed sadly.

"Not good," replied the teen honestly and ran his hands through his hair. "I don't know what to do Gaara," said the teen with tears in his eyes.

"It's okay Naruto. We'll take this one step at a time, you know we're all here for you and Sasuke," he said and Naruto was grateful for all his supportive friends.

"Are you Gaara Sabaku?" asked a random guy and everyone turned to look at him.

"Yes, I need you to check up on my friend. He's a dialysis patient," said the redhead and the man, who was a festival paramedic, took out some of his tools from his first aid kit and went to go sit next to the raven teen.

Itachi looked at Gaara with a grateful smile as the paramedic did a checkup on his brother. His nephew was thankfully asleep, his light snoozing breaths tickling the raven's neck.

"His blood pressure is very low at the moment, I'll have do insert a drip for him and then you guys can take him home," explained the paramedic and the guys all agreed. He then dissappeared for a few moments and came back with the necessary items.

"Please monitor him and take him to the hospital immediately if he doesn't improve," he advised them as he inserted the drip.

"I will, thank you very much," said Itachi sincerely as Naruto tried coaxing Sasuke to stand.

Naruto then walked over to his boyfriend and lifted him up bridal style while Deidara held the drip bag. They then all walked to the parking lot where Naruto struggled but managed to get the now sleeping raven into the car.

"Thanks Gaara, I'll let you know how he's doing," said the blond to his friend gratefully who gave him a pat on the shoulder.

"You're a good friend Gaara, thank you," said Itachi and Gaara merely nodded.

They then got into the car and the slight jostling had Shiro waking up.

"Shhhh baby, go back to sleep," cooed Itachi while trying to rock his nephew back to sleep. Remembering the events of earlier, the toddler started crying and causing Deidara to pull over and Naruto reached over to grab his tiny hand.

Upon seeing Naruto, Shiro started crying louder causing the blond teen to reach over and take the crying child from Itachi.

"It's okay Dei, I got him. Just drive us back home please," said the teary eyed blond to which Deidara just nodded and started the car again.

Naruto started running his fingers relaxingly through Shiro's silky raven hair while rocking him and humming a soft lullaby. The child eventually quieted down but didn't go to sleep.

"Nii-chan, c-can I g-go sit b-by d-daddy?" hiccuped the toddler with teary eyes and a slight sniffle.

"Of course baby," replied the teen and turned to adjust the drip bag so Shiro could sit on his father's lap. The slight movement woke Sasuke up and he looked around disoriented.

"Hey babe, you okay?" asked Naruto gently while caressing the raven's cheek. Sasuke blinked a few times then nodded his head causing Naruto to lean over and plant a soft kiss on his cheek.

"Okay buddy, daddy's awake now. Don't too rough," he cautioned and Shiro merely nodded, a fresh set of tears silently rolling down his face as Naruto placed him by his father.

Sasuke immediately cradled his son to his chest and started rocking him slowly. The tiny child tangled his fingers into his father's hair and started crying softly.

"I'm sorry baby," whispered the raven father repeatedly as he tried to comfort his son who kept saying that he was scared the way Sasuke acted and of the scary lady.

Itachi turned around and placed a comforting hand on Sasuke's knee. The teen dad then looked up and Itachi saw the tears in his eyes that his little brother was too stubborn to shed. Hell, he was doing the same thing.

Sasuke looked away from his brother to Deidara, who was driving but kept wiping his face and nose every two seconds to Naruto who looked at him with so much love in his teary eyes then back to his son, who cries died down to a sniffle but held onto his father for dear life.

The raven then vowed then and there that the past could go fuck itself and that he needed to stop causing the people in his present so much heartache.

The family of 5 arrived back home roughly 10 minutes later. Itachi got out of the car to take the things out from the boot meanwhile Deidara ran ahead to go unlock the house doors for him.

Naruto turned to look at Shiro, who was sleeping in his father's arms, to Sasuke who was staring unseeingly out of the window.

"Babe, we're home," said the blond teen softly while gently touching his boyfriend's shoulder. Sasuke turned to look at him and gave him an acknowledging nod and turned to open his door.

Naruto got out and ran to Sasuke's side to help him with carrying Shiro and adjusted his drip for him.

"Do you want to go to bed?" asked the blond to which Sasuke shook his head.

"I need to get Shiro ready for bed first," replied the teen while looking at his son.

"No it's okay Sas, I got him," said Itachi while materializing out of thin air. He took the sleeping child from Naruto and gave the blond an understanding look before leaving to go to the bathroom.

Naruto then turned to his love, grabbed his hand and started guiding him to the raven's bedroom. Once inside, he sat the teen down on his bed and went to the wardrobe to retrieve two pairs of pajamas.

After he was done, he found the teen already removing his yukata, revealing a white vest with boxers. Naruto helped his boyfriend into his pajamas and then got into his quickly. He then quickly switched off the lights and then proceeded to help him get into the bed and then spooned the raven to his chest.

The two laid in silence for what felt like an eternity, the only sounds that could be heard was their shallow breathing and the rustling of the sheet as Naruto kept on moving his legs.

"Naruto," began Sasuke, so softly that the blond wasn't sure if he was hearing things.

"Yes my love," answered the blond causing Sasuke to turn towards him.

There was a full moon outside so the room was bright enough to see the sad look and tears in his love's eyes. Naruto brushed a tear that managed to escape and then proceeded to place a butterfly light kiss on the pale forehead in front of him.

"I'm ready sorry," started the teen, his voice hoarse with emotion. "I didn't mean to do that in front on you, in front of Shiro and your friends, hell even in front of your whole class," apologized the teen.

"It's okay baby, I know you, I know how you are. You'd never lash out like that without a reason," answered the blond gently while running his fingers through the raven's hair.

"You don't understand Naru, you can't possibly know how much I hate that woman. She's the devil himself and when she looked at Shiro, everything that she's ever done came back and all I knew was that I'd rather kill her before she ever thought about touching my son ever again," said the teen in a rush.

"What do you mean babe?" asked Naruto worriedly. "What did she do to you Sasuke?"

"I was 14 when I met her, her guardian was someone Orochimaru knew. She's a good 6 years older than me and when she walked in, the room basically went silent. She has this air of arrogance around her that's hard not to notice. She came in and announced that she was going to be in charge of our division."

"What do you mean by division?" asked Naruto causing Sasuke to look away from him.

"Orochimaru is in charge of a child prostitution ring. He adopted Itachi and I because he thought we would make a great addition to his collection," said the teen softly causing Naruto to stare at his boyfriend in shock.

"Itachi and I were always together but when he turned 18, he put him in a different division and we barely saw each other. After Itachi left, the guys started getting rougher on me and I started drinking to just get through the days. So when I laid eyes on Shion, I felt like I could breathe for the first time.

We instantly hit it off and started dating and everything was okay until I caught her one day. She had slept with some guy and she was arguing with him because he refused to pay her in full. She then took a gun out and shot the guy right in front of me," said Sasuke while breathing harshly.

"Oh babe," said the blond with tears running down his face and pulled his boyfriend into his arms.

"She didn't stop till the gun was empty. I couldn't tear my eyes away from the guy's bloodied corpse and the blood that kept splattering everywhere, even on me. She turned towards me and demanded that I help her dispose of the guy. I just stood there frozen even as she slapped me out of my trance. I then ran out of the room and ran to my own. She came to my room after a few minutes and as soon as I saw her Naru, I started having like a panic attack.

She tried shaking me and before I knew it, I felt a pinch in my arm and hot liquid started flowing through my veins. The calming effect was almost immediate and before I knew it, we were on the bed and I was having sex with her."

Sasuke was practically sobbing at this point and Naruto just held onto him while he did the same.

"After that night, I was completely hooked. The heroin withdrawals hit me first thing in the morning and I needed more to escape my mind. Shion didn't want to give it to me no matter how much I begged and that's when I told her I'd do anything for her. She just laughed at me and got up and left. She left me alone for a few days while I struggled to grasp onto reality and wanting to escape it. When I finally met her again, she made sleep with her to get my next fix. I honestly didn't give a fuck at that point.

Shion, s-she would always leave and then when I was on the brink of losing my sanity, she would return and the cycle would never end. Once she left me for a whole week and I became so desperate that I stole some anxiety medication and snorted about three of them. That made everything much worse because a few days later, Shion caught me and started bringing heavier things to snort. I was so fucked Naru and soon the scumbags started finding out that I was doing drugs and would bring it with them and I'd do crazy shit with them just to get it.

But one day when I went to go get the stuff from Shion, I ran into Itachi and he was visibly died when he saw how I looked but I didn't care and I was really horrible to him and we even ended up physically fighting. At that point I honestly didn't care but when I think about it now, it kills me that I did that to him. He would visit me as often as he could and I was practically dying in front of him but I couldn't give it up and Shion knew this."

Naruto held onto his love for dear life while Sasuke poured his heart out. Knowing the man that Sasuke is now, you'd never guess that he'd been through such hell.

"Shion knew how addicted I had become so she started making me tag along with her when she had to retrieve payments for her guardian's company. If the guys wouldn't pay up, she'd make me tie them up and then she'd torture them and eventually she started making me do that as well. But I didn't care because all I cared about was my fix and she would always make sure to have the best stuff.

One day I was at one of her rager parties, she'd throw them once a year and have everything an addict like myself could ever want, booze, drugs and lots of sex. It was my first time going for one of those types of parties so I went there with Sakon and Ukon. Ukon and I were close due to the drugs and stuff so I trusted him to be there for me.

Anyways the night was one big blur honestly and all I remember was that I was so stoned that I don't even remember what was happening. There was some guy in front of me with a camera and he was taking pictures and Shion was standing next to him while laughing and there was some guy on me and whatever he was doing was really starting to hurt. I tried pushing him away but I was too weak and then he suddenly thrusted into me so violently that I blacked out and when I came to, there were people lying on the floor in pools of blood and the guy who had raped me was beneath me with his face disfigured."

Naruto stared into the darkness in horror and tried to imagine how the scenario played out. It was obvious that Shion had given his boyfriend something and took advantage of him when he was the most vulnerable.

"I remember staring at my bloodied and bruised hands and then Itachi appeared with Orochimaru and then two of them practically dragged me out of the building. Since the party had nothing to do with Orochimaru, he got one of his cop buddies to get a restraining order against Shion and everyone who witnessed anything never spoke up so I didn't get arrested.

Despite being an ass most of the time, Orochimaru helped me get sober and Itachi was with me every step of the way. It took a good few months but rehab really helped and I started focusing on my studies and going for therapy to deal with everything. One day Shion came and she brought with her a 2 month old baby. The baby was in a terrible condition and after yelling at me to look after my son or else she'll finish him off, I took him and that's the last time I ever saw her.

"But Naru, you should have seen Shiro. He was basically skin and bone, his skin was dull and sunken in his face and he had sores all over," cried the raven while thinking about his son. Naruto rubbed his back and cried silently with him. He couldn't even fathom his beloved Shiro looking like that.

"I loved him Naru, before I even knew he was mine and I was determined to see him healthy, even when one of the doctors said it would be better to put him out of his misery. I did everything I could for him and Itachi was my rock, he looked after me so I could look after Shiro. Two weeks later I got the paternity test results that Shiro was mine and Itachi and I packed our stuff up and basically ran away.

We couldn't move around much though because either Shiro or I would always get sick. One day we ended up in Konoha, I don't know how long we traveled but Itachi decided that this is where he wanted us to settle. Otto was on the other side of the country so he felt like we were far away enough. He made a call to Dei and he managed to arrange for us a place this side and that's where we've been ever since. Deidara moved back to Konoha and the rest was history," finished the teen who had calmed down slightly after his crying attack.

The raven then turned to look at his boyfriend and instead of seeing disgust and hate, he saw nothing but love and understanding in those cerulean eyes.

"Thanking for telling me babe," he said and leaned over to plant a chaste kiss on the raven's lips. He then pulled him into a hug and held onto his love.

"You're such a strong person Sas and such a good father. Your past doesn't change how I feel for you. Anyone else would have just given up but you pushed on, you turned your life around and you became a better person. I have so much respect for you Sasuke and for Itachi too," whispered the blond teen thick with emotion as he buried his face into his boyfriend's hair.

"Thank you," whispered Sasuke as he tried to push back some more tears. He didn't know what he did to deserve this blond man in his arms but he was eternally grateful for him.

Sasuke then pulled back to looked at his love's face. He had tear streaks on his face and kept sniffling. He then leaned over and placed a kiss on those lips that he loves so much. Naruto returned the kiss and deepened it to convey his feelings, to show that he understood, that he didn't judge him, that he loved him, that he appreciated him and so on.

Sasuke return the kiss with equal fevor and poured his heart into it, he exposed all his wounds in it, his insecurities, his imperfections, his feelings of love for the man next to him and his eternal appreciation.

They pulled apart after what seemed like a million years and when Naruto gave him his signature smile, Sasuke knew everything was gonna be okay. He returned the smile with his special smile and then fell off to sleep with his head resting on his love's chest, his steady heartbeat lulling him peacefully into the land of dreams.

A/N: And the angstiest chapter is complete. This fic isn't over, I repeat, this fic isn't over.

I'm sorry for the delay in releasing this chapter, life has been lifing as usual (bombastic side eye) xO

Anyways who guessed Shion as the mysterious lady? And I know Shion doesn't have purple blue eyes but I couldn't find a lady that matched Shiro eyes and I already introduced Ino. I didn't feel like making up an OC plus I don't like Shion.

Anyways I wrote half of this chapter after releasing Chapter 9 but got writers block as usual :O

Let me know you thoughts on this, reviews are always welcome, except bad and hateful ones because I will amaterasu your ass :p

Sasukiya-sama out to tackle her mountain load of work :(