undisclosed cabin, September 2009, Port Charles
As Elizabeth drives to this address after receiving a note from Nikolas who still uses stationery paper wanting to talk about their kiss when she was reeling about Jake getting hurt and Lucky proposing and top it all off she sees Jason on a date with Sam. That hurt more than she thought it would and she wants him to be happy but does it have to be her? She just has to accept the truth and that is he never truly loved her and it is fine because she is going to stop this situation with Nikolas before it gets out of hand and marry Lucky and provide her sons with the life she never had. She pulls up and prepares herself. She loves Nikolas as a friend and he is attractive. If her heart did not belong to a man who she could never truly have and she was not with Lucky maybe things could be different. This cabin screams over the top and she rings the bell and when the door it is not Nikolas but Jason. She whispers out " Jason what is going on?" Something about Jason looks off and he opens the door wider and she hesitantly walks in. She says " If this is about Jake I thought we said all we needed to say you know he is going to be fine." But it dawns on her the note mentions the kiss which means Jason has seen them kissing son of bitch. Jason speaks " I saw you kissing Nikolas outside of our son's hospital room." She arches her eyebrow and responds " I do not have to explain myself to you now what I think about it I never really had to explain myself to you, have I? We were never a couple because for us to be a couple that would require you to claim me or be seen in public with me or fucking love me but no Samantha she gets of all that doesn't she? I would not be surprised in six months if you guys married and figured out how to have children but I just have your child who you will never claim because it is too fucking dangerous but you be around everyone's else children and be in everyone's else life but mine. It has always been that way even though we were just friends. Why can't you just admit the truth and admit that I am nothing more than an obligation because I saved your life a couple of times and you do not want Jake because he is mine?" Jason gets in her " Don't you ever fucking dare say that I never loved you or that I do not want my sons. That's right Cameron is my son in my heart because he is a part of you and You do not get it you never fucking did. Everyone else can be screwed up but not Jason. Lucky can cheat multiple times, become a drug addict, be a verbally abusive prick that you forgive over and over again but I make a mistake and it is the end of the fucking world." Elizabeth yells back at him " Excuse me you are back with the woman who put me through hell she verbally attacked all the time, telling Carly a woman who hates more than anyone on this planet which makes no fucking sense that I had your baby and she also verbally attacks and you just fucking let them and then sam put my children in harm's way on purpose more than once and you dare to mad at me." Jason says " Why can't you admit that you love Lucky more than you ever loved me? Because that is the only way to explain why he can hurt you the way he does and you welcome him back with open arms." Elizabeth says " Why can't you admit the same thing about Sam in some ways she is worse than he is and you want the truth well here is I go back to Lucky because he is the safe option and because he cannot break me because I have not been in love with him since I fucking met you. I have an excuse, what is yours Mr. know it all." Jason admits " I do not have an answer and I wish I could give you what you want but I can't ." Elizabeth sadly laughs " That is just fantastic because that confirms what Carly and Courtney both told me and that is you never loved me and that I made it all up in my head. I am so pathetic I am in love with a man who goes back to the woman who harmed the sons he claimed to love so much that he gave them up so they could be safe and I forgave him when he covered up Courtney hit n run because I missed my friend well you know what I do not forgive this time and when our sons get older I will tell them the truth about you and I will let them decide and from the bottom of my heart I hate you and if it were not for Jake I would regret ever meeting you." She turns away from him but he grabs her and kisses her. She pounds on his chest but he kisses her harder and is going to hate herself for this but she gives in. He pushes her to the door and yanks down her pants and underwear undoes his jeans pulls his boxers down and lifts her up and without hesitation he slides into her and pounds into her relentlessly. She feels him lick and nibbles on her neck and she leans her head against the door but he pulls her face down to him and he roughly kisses her as he thrust into her so damn hard she feels like she is going through the door. As she comes down from her high he keeps thrusting into her over and over again and he finally releases into her and she comes again. While she was catching her breath he took off all his clothes and pulled her to him again and he kissed her senselessly as he pulled to the couch and laid her down. He yanks off her shirt and has never been so grateful that she was not wearing a bra and leans down and nibbles and sucks on her breasts and she could just come from that. He has been so good with his mouth and the things he can do with his tongue are against the law. She is so lost in the feeling he enters her again and she wraps her legs around him. He leans into her neck and whispers " I have always loved the way you smell. I can close my eyes and be in the room with a hundred people and I would only smell you. Elizabeth replies " I have always wondered if you tasted as good as you looked and when I finally had a taste of you I was not disappointed." Jason grunts and responds " I am glad I can live up to your fantasy and you are the best thing I ever had tasted and I could have you for breakfast, lunch, and dinner and it still wouldn't quench my hunger for you." Elizabeth thinks that is the sexiest thing she has ever heard and replies " I will do my best to satisfy your hunger and I love how mouth feels on me" Jason smirks as he says " Is my mouth the only thing on my body that you love?" He does that thing with hips that she has missed and fuck it feels good. Elizabeth moans into his mouth and can barely form a sentence as she says " No baby I love your nice big ass." She giggles and moans at the same time and he feels challenged and changes their angle to get deeper Jason smugly says " I am in you so deep that it got you speechless and that is what you get you brat." She closes her eyes and can barely form a thought. They come together and fall onto the couch. She is tired and he kisses down her body and delivers on his promise and devours her that he so well that he made into her meal. He takes her in the bedroom with her riding him and finishes up in the shower where he takes her from behind. Thankfully it has two shower heads and they quietly get cleaned up and the water and soap are not enough to wash away their sins. After they get dressed Elizabeth is the one to break the silence " This does not solve anything and does not change how I feel. You went back to Sam and I went back to Lucky. Maybe we just need to accept that all we ever were two souls that connected when we were in pain and saved each other's lives but we keep choosing other people for a reason. You picked Courtney, Sam, Carly, Sonny, and Micheal and I chose Lucky and Ric. You do not love me Jason and maybe one day I will make peace with that. I once told you that you can't force someone to feel something that they don't either they do or they don't. You said you have no excuse for why you went back to Sam even though I gave you mine. I hope you find whatever it is you are looking for, Goodbye Jason." This time he lets her go and later when he hears she is pregnant he takes it as a sign but she confirms that based on the due date she was already pregnant when they slept together. After that, it is the last conversation until Jake dies.