Well, Happy New Year.
October 16, 2XXX
Dear Future Generation or to who find this,
I am currently writing this entry uncomfortably with my legs going numb. Hikigaya-kun's head was resting on my lap. He was asleep. If I have to sum up why he is using my lap as a pillow. It was because he killed a person.
It all started when we broke into a house to rest for the night. We went into pairs to explore the house as we were planning who goes where. I notice Isshiki-san was missing. I was about to ask if they have seen her when we heard a scream. Hikigaya-kun was the first to react. We follow him upstair. Hikigaya-kun got to the open door entry. We heard a crazed yell of a male voice. I still remember it…
"I'M THE CHOSEN ONE! THE CHOSEN ONE, I'LL PURIFY YOUR SOUL!"
As I got to the doorway, I saw the scene of an older male on top of Isshiki-san, her dress shirt torn open. He has his hand on the waist of his pants as he lowers them. Hikigaya-kun kicked the side of his face causing the man to fall off of Isshiki-san. Hikigaya-kun picked up an object beside Isshiki-san. The man got up and rush Hikigaya-kun but before he touched Hikigaya-kun. Hikigaya-kun swung his arm. The sound of flesh and bone hitting concrete filled the room. It was at that time, I saw that the object that Hikigaya-kun picked up. It was a brick. The man fell on his back and Hikigaya-kun got on top of him. They struggled as the man tried to aim for Hikigaya-kun's neck for a chokehold. He dodged the arms and swung his arm downward that held the brick. Another thumped sound was heard. I rush toward Isshiki-san and embrace her. I saw Hikigaya-kun use both arms now. He kept swinging the brick down.
Thump (A/N: I don't feel like this is the right onomatopoeia)
Thump
Thump
With each hit, I saw blood spray about. And the body of the old man from fighting to lifeless.
Thump
Thump
Thump
Hikigaya-kun kept hitting him over and over again. Blood and gray mass hitting the walls and floor. I wanted to stop him but I was scared. I was scared of Hikigaya-kun. It was not until the boy group reacted that he stop. Zaimokuza-san grabbed Hikigaya-kun's arms. Stopping him from continuing hitting the body. Hatano-san and Sagami-san were trying to push him off the body. He got off but tried to rush the body again but the boys held him back. It was at this time he looked around then turn away from us. He fell onto all fours and he started to vomit.
Sagami-san gave Isshiki-san his jacket to cover up. Hikigaya-kun got up and wipe his mouth. I saw his eyes they were filled with regret and fear. His poker face was already at its limit. I walked toward him. He tried to smile at me but I was not interested. My maternal instinct kicked in. I embrace his head. I held him against my breast. I wanted him to hear my heartbeat. There are scientific reports that a female's heartbeat can calm a baby. I need him to calm down after all he is our leader. I think the other girls also thought of the same idea. Yuigahama-san hugs him from behind, Isshiki-san took a hold of his right arm. Kawasaki-san took hold of the other arm and Shiromeguri-senpai embraces us all. After what seems to be an eternity, we let go. Zaimokuza-san told us that the guys are going to clean up the room and close it off. As I left the room and the door closed behind me, we heard crying. I felt heartbroken.
As we waited, we made sure that that Isshiki-san was safe. The guys return and we all enter the same room. It turns out that Hikigaya-kun decided that it would be safer to sleep in the same room after the ordeal. As I was not sleepy, I took the first watch. I saw Hikigaya-kun sleeping. I got up from my place and walked toward him. I kneel beside him and place his head on my lap. I stroke his hair and moved his hair out of his forehead. He slept peacefully.
Yeah, I was busy with university.