I DON'T OWN ANYTHING

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N's pov

I looked at the screen, " So, her brother canceled her trainer card and she is still unaware of it " I asked to the member of shadow triads " yes, lord N" I stared at her face, she was sitting with her eevee on her lap and zorua by her side. " Touya is still in hospital, right?" " yes,it will take him few more days to get discharged from that hospital " one of them said.

" Okay, you may leave " I said and turned my office chair to the opposite direction, to look out of window. After everything that happened in pinwheel, I came to our HQ in castelia. " Everyone is busy with gorm's funeral , so we can slip out for today you know" I looked at my zorua and he jumped with joy ' where will we go! art museum, that park which is on the outskirts of the city or-" " sorry to disappoint you but what I meant to say is, we could meet up with touko " I said but still he smiled and said ' that's still better, I will get to see her zorua ' he said and blushed " do you like her?" he nodded ' I love her!' he said.

' Hey, N'

" hm?"

' do you love her?'

" I love all pokemons zorua " I said while scrolling my xtransceiver.

' I am not talking about pokemons...' he said and jumped on my lap then on my shoulder. 'I am talking about,...touko ' I felt like heat rushed towards my cheeks and my heart beats and stomach felt weird. " N...no, not like...or something like " zorua smirked "what? is it some kind of weird thing to say" 'nope,not at all...it is just that ...I thought you would say what you really want ' " see, our main plan is to lure her to become one of our part and then to win her trust, so that she will summon zekrom " I know he might have seen through my lies but said nothing.

' N...do you really think like that about her?' I don't know what I think about her, she is just one of the other trainers with the exception of her being nice to them and being able to talk to them. " I just feel like...how could I put it...I feel warm near her, when we first met and when I learned about her conditions, I felt pity " I said and got up, zorua didn't said anything and we just went out as planned, to call touko with me and try to win her trust.

Outside, I met her where we planned to meet. " Oh, you came on time..." she said and crouched down to pat zorua. " How are you?" ' I am fine but it seems my trainer is not' it caught me off guard. I looked at him with a visible shock," what do you mean?" touko tilted her head and then looked at me. " It's nothing, really " she looked skeptical but didn't asked anything.

" So, where do you think we should go?" I changed the topic, she gave it a thought for a moment then said " let's go to the art museum " it was a relief because I had planned to take her there. " Okay ".

" It is beautiful, isn't it?" she asked as we wander around slowly to observe all paintings. In this more than half of the paintings were made by the late gym leader burgh. " The city was shocked " touko started " when they heard that the gym leader burgh...is no more " there was hints of sadness in her tone. " Touya and I had met him when I was seven years old " 'I don't understand why she is caring about a person who hurts pokemons ' I know she was groomed like this by her parents and brother, but hadn't she ever heard their cries of pain.

Soon we came across the painting that I wanted to show her, ' the heroes of creation' " Touko do you know th-" her eye brows furrowed and then she looked down then towards me " N, I don't want to stay here" she grabbed me sleeve and pulled me. " W- Wait touko, " " no, please I...I can't...I am feeling..." she hold herself and went out, I followed her.

" What is happening touko ?" she sighed and said " suddenly...I felt the urge to leave that place " I stared at her nape where there was a small spot, at first glance it seemed as a mole but it was ...swirling. I tried to touch it but then touko looked at me, her eyes were looking different. " I...I want to go home, bye" she left. ' What were you trying to do, huh?' "I was trying to touch that spot which was on her nape...it was swirling " I looked at my hand " from looking in her eyes I could tell that...she was disturbed by something " zorua stared at the direction from where she went . 'N, by any means, do you think that she was not the real touko ' " she was, zorua...I am just saying...well let it be " I said and turned in the direction where my office is.

Touko's pov

This morning I heard it from my dad, that my trainer card is canceled, on top of that again I had that nightmare. The nightmare where I am surrounded by fire. I just hate it, I just hate the way it is. It burns my body, hurts my skin and in just a few moments later I found myself in thunderstorm. It is scary, it is very very scary. Then I meet the younger self of myself who always asks me that if I am running from reality.

I don't want to see any of it. It is painful, very painful and difficult to understand. Today, I got scared and ruined my date with N ' he might be thinking that how weird I am' though only I was the one who thought of it as a date.

N's pov

" So, that happened " I told the whole story to ghetsis and he just didn't said anything immediately. " Well, it might be that she might have recognized something, but then again if we talk about that mole thing that you said...it might be...let it be, I will confirm about it and then inform you " he said.

' N, do you think that she might be in danger?' zorua asked " don't know, I don't know what is going on...with touko, with dad" ' you know, this is the first time after many years...that you referred ghetsis as your father' " it's not like that...it is just, he don't show how much he cares, I think so"

' Have you lost your mind N ! that man don't care about-' "zorua...! it's okay, you won't understand " I looked away and we didn't spoke anything with each other until we reached to the room we are currently staying.

'what happened?' a child asked me 'nothing...,but who are you?' I asked, everything around me was dark and blurry. 'I am you' ' huh?' ' the you from the past, the you who have negative thoughts and feelings like sadness, anger, the suicidal thoughts that you repressed in your unconsciousness ' ' my...negative feelings, I don't remember any' ' that's why they are stored in me right ' he continued ' now, there is one more negative feeling that you are trying to repress and that is...jealousy.'

'Jealousy...? for what' I asked in confused tone ' jealousy, that you can't control touko, you are jealous of people around her, you are jealous that you can't capture her can't manipulate her, you say others that you don't know your feelings for her but you yourself know how much you wish to capture her, to seize her, to shut her in some cage and use her for your own personal pleasure' . ' No, she will get hurt and I-' 'is that your lie for yourself, so you won't do anything wrong ' 'No,I mean-' ' you will yourself? till when ' ' no, I...I, no...that -' 'liar'

'No'

'You are a liar'

'No,you are not understanding-'

' You are trying to say ,I am a liar ' his calm and slow voice is something that is already giving me creeps.

' No'

'No what?'

' No,no no no no ...,NO!'

" NO!" I woke up and zorua also woked as I shouted 'a dream...no, what was that' 'N what happened?' I shook my head and looked outside. It is already night and I don't have any work today so I tried to sleep. Zorua was concerned for a while and then slept next to me.

I hope it was enjoyable chapter...so, enjoy