Hi Kir here, been many years since I last updated this, like way to many. XD

Shizuo slowly placed his beloved new pet gently in his lap, his gaze still locked on tiny curious reddish amber eyes staring up at him "Ya know Flea there was someone that once told me… almost daily, that I'm a monster… I think that he may have been right…" Leaning his head fowand into his palms they were no long maintaining eye contact and the blond was quite for a long moment.

Izaya slowly tilted his head to the side 'confessing your sins to cat now are we Shizu-chan, you can't really prove me wrong now' Look down briefly at his small furry paw he let out a nearly inaudible sigh.. 'Given the main catalyst that ended me up like this I don't think even you can deny you are truly a beast'

" The day I picked you up" the man continued "I killed that person" he choked on the word person "…yeah… person… for all that I tried to make him out as a pest, nothing more than a parasite he was just a person that could bleed and die"

Shizuo Picked the kitten up again bringing him to his chest and just under his chin as he lay back against the back of the coach. "Fuck, thinking about it now that louse was always on the small and skinny side, for as fast as he was its obvious he was damn fragile"

Izaya huffs, he was mildly annoyed at being the emotional outlet for his own death to his killer. 'calling me fragile is an insult Shizu-chan, it's not like I can't take a hit… the dumpster was just over kill' as he was muttering to himself the top of his back and neck started to feel weird, warm and…. Wet?

He struggles in Shizuo's grip twisting his lithe body around and pushing the brutes face away with tiny paws. It was clear now that what he had felt was tears, Shizuo Heiwajime the beast of Ikebukaro, the man that has been threatening to murder Izaya in the streets for nearly a decade was now crying into his pet cats fur because he finally did just that, and Izaya had no idea what to think.

A good ten minutes had passed with the blond crying and his tiny Raven kitten staring at him from his chest, finally Izaya had enough. He lifted his paw up and swiped it across Shizuo's other cheek so it now matched the other from the morning and let out a small hiss.

'Snap out of it you dumb beast! I'm dead so what, it's what you've wanted since the day you first met me right!' e

Even knowing all that was coming out was angry sputtering and hisses Izaya continued yelling at the brute, it was just so wrong that he was acting so out of character just cuz he finally succeeded, what the hell did Shizuo think killing him even meant obviously he would bleed and die. Did the idiot really think it was gonna be like swatting a stupid bug, that he'd just curl up and die no blood no hassle.

Izaya took a deep breath. Yeah that actually exactly how it should have been for the monster a monster shouldn't be giving a shit about killing someone he saw as an insect, this break down was much too human and that was really pissing him off. 'Don't pretend to be human Shizu-chan its just wrong' with that one last sputtered hiss he leapt off the stunned blonds lap.

The raven glanced back at him from the floor and the blond started to reboot, slowly touching the scratch on his cheek to blond the focused on his kitten. "Oh right you probably hungry, I should get you some supper."

Izaya huffed and followed Sizuo into the kitchen with a sour face. 'Idiot' he grumbled as he slowly trailed behind.

Err, guess Iza-nyas not the comforting type, and Shizuo's starting to breakdown a bit over what he did.

Anyway please review?

~Kir