Hi everyone welcome back thanks for the feedback on chapter two I appreciate it and I'M SORRY I HAVEN"T BEEN UPDATING MY STORIES AS OFTEN AS I USED TO! Anyways as always enjoy...
Chapter: 3
The rest of the day went by relatively fast Dawn dragged me back to her home to treat my wound properly I'm just glad that it wasn't broken. And the kiss, It's not that I disliked it I'm just really, really, really uncomfortable with it... I actually sort of liked it, I think. As of right now Dawn is latched on to me at the moment. I however am trying to ignore it and trying keep myself from acting like an idiot.
"Why did I say yes to the kiss?" I thought to myself.
"Spike?" She asked suddenly. "Yeah?" I responded trying to keep my cool.
"I've been thinking about this for a little bit now and I wanted to know... how do you feel about this relationship with me? I want to know how you feel about me, I feel as if I just dragged you into this relationship without your consent. I mean you did sort of leave yesterday without warning." She replied as if she was afraid of what I was about to say.
"Well in my defense I did write a note." I replied with a sheepish laugh. She frowned as a response making me regret what I said. "I have got to stop joking around her" I thought. I then took a deep breath to collect my thoughts I didn't know what to think I barely had time to think. "Dawn I honestly don't know, you're a nice girl you really are, but I still don't know if I am ready for something like this. I can say you are the closest thing I have for a friend, and a part of me does want this relationship to last..."
I bit my tongue for a moment. A part of me didn't want me to tell her the truth, that I wanted to leave. She looked at me expecting me to say something. "It's just that I didn't ask for any of this. I honestly thought I was going to live my life alone, and I still want to. Then you show up claiming you love me and it surprises me really... I-I don't know what I want anymore." I continued honestly.
"Why would you want to be left alone, aren't there others who care about you?" She asked.
"Well not necessarily, my parents don't care about a single thing I do they kicked me out the second I turned 18, I have no siblings nor friends and considering my rep at school I isolated myself I felt as if there wasn't anyone who would understand me..." I answered deciding to leave out the part of me wanting to leave town without looking back.
"I guess that's why I choose to be alone." I finished quietly with my head held low she looked confused the second I brought up school but I guess she didn't know about much about the beatings I got.
I was interrupted from my thoughts as Dawn gave me a giant bear hug. "You're not alone Spike... Dammit I care about you, and I want to be at your side whether or not you want me to, lover or not." She whispered in my ear with a little dominance in her voice.
My body froze in shock and a little fear.
"W-wait what." I stuttered.
"I'm saying that if you do decide that this relationship wont work out we can still be friends." She clarified as she let go of me giving me a smile.
"Okay for a second there I thought she meant something drastic." I thought. A long silence passed and her happy expression then faltered. "...Right?" She asked in a hopeful voice.
How could I say no to her, deny her happiness?
"Yeah." I reassured her with a nod. Dawn's expression brightened up as a response. She snuggled up to me and began nuzzling my face causing my face to flare up once again.
I hate it when that happens.
"Good night Lover." She giggled cutely as she kissed me goodnight.
"She said it again." I sighed as I hesitantly wrapped my arms lightly around her and closed my eyes though the sleep wouldn't come.
The Next Day...
I couldn't move. "Spiiiikey." Dawn called in a sing-song voice."Mnnf..." I groaned. I wasn't getting up. My eyes were lidded and I was too tired to do anything. "Spike come on get up." She coaxed annoyance in her tone. My eyes closed in defiance as I tried to fall back asleep ignoring Dawn. I then felt something soft mash against my lips, my eyes widened up immediately.
She was kissing me, for the third time tongue and everything.
"Spike..." She tried to say in between kisses. My eyes were wide open the entire time. Her lips felt so soft but I was so freaking tired I just wanted to sleep a little longer, besides I'm still not used to the kissing, yet.
I finally pushed her away in surprise giving me time to catch my breath. "Little bit of a warning next time?!" I shouted. She looked generally shocked. "I-I thought you said that you'd give this relationship a chance." She whimpered in a fake tone. "She's seriously guilt-tripping me... and its working." I thought to myself. I sighed for a moment and got up slowly fighting against my drowsiness and the slight pain on my leg I can slightly hobble now. "Well, I guess I should have done this a while ago." I thought as I continued to make my way toward her and did something I never thought I'd do.
I pressed my lips against her cheek.
Her face flared up immediately when she felt my lips touch her cheek and I was starting to question what I was doing. Regretting what I did, I stopped "I meant what I said you know." I told her seriously. Her face was a bright red. "I know." She responded with a giggle before pressing her lips against my cheek. The moment she said those words, it hit me like a ton of bricks, she did this to get some form of affection from me. My face was a light pink. "You planned this, didn't you?" I replied. "And it worked like a charm." She responded with a cheerful nod.
She tackled me to the ground hugging me tightly and very close to her. "Am I going to have to get used to the tackling?" I asked with a red face. She just nodded in response with a blush of her own. "Can you let go now?" I asked slightly annoyed, She shook her head no causing me to sigh in response."What are we doing today?" I finally asked. "Well, I was wondering if... If we could go on a date." She stated.
I got very nervous for a second there... a date, a real date.
"I-I guess-?" I stuttered questioning my own decision. "Well come on." She said in an excited voice as she wrapped her ribbons around my paws and began tugging me out of the den. "R-right now!?" I stammered. "Yup." She replied simply. "But I'm not ready yet!" I shouted. She ignored my protests as she continued tugging me away. I tried to keep up to the best of my ability but my leg hasn't healed quite yet making it much harder to keep up with her.
"I have a really bad feeling about this."
To Be Continued
Okay originally I was going to have this chapter be longer but it took to long to get the first half done I am sorry. Anyways any of you want me to make a darker What If to this story?
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