Crap its been a while and I'm sorry I had an eventful month filled with writing my other stories. So enjoy (although I wouldn't consider this chapter very good) and thanks for the 1000+ views this story may not be my best but it has received feedback in a shorter amount of time.

B.T.W the what if story will be titled Obsessed

Chapter: 5 (where we left off last time)

Dawn and I continued eating trying our best to avoid everyone's gazes although it didn't really work for me, I mean it was as if everyone's eyes were touching me (which sounds very disturbing now that I think about it). "Dawn what have you done!?" I thought. I had a straight face for the most part but on the inside I was dying of embarrassment.

A little Eevee then walked up to us, I'd put her around the age of five. "You two make a very nice couple." she commented with a cute smile. Dawn and I both blushed a bright red. "I, um thank you." Dawn replied in a shy manner.

I then noticed that Dawn was beginning to become a little too uncomfortable. Finally I spoke up. "Not to be rude or anything but can you guys stop staring? I kind of want to eat." I asked politely.

"Come on give the two their space" A Ninetails urged. That seemed to end the stare fest with everyone most of them seemed to disperse. "Thank you." I responded as I bowed my head in thanks.

"You handled that well." Dawn complemented barely above a whisper. "Better than I expected to, I'm not really good with you know, talking." I admitted as I took another sip out of my drink.

"Come on don't put yourself down be positive." She said

"Sorry it's a bit of a habit." I apologized.

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"So... now what do we do? I never thought I'd actually make it this far in a relationship." I said a little bluntly.

"Just enjoy yourself your supposed to be happy when it comes to this." Dawn replied with a smile. You know after all that's happened I surprised that Dawn is happy at all... Let me do a quick check list:

-I didn't give her much attention after high school

-I try to persuade her not go out with me

-I don't know if I have any feelings for her

-I nearly break my leg whilst trying to become isolated again

-I barely have any knowledge to grasp the basic concept of a relationship

-I'm not telling her that I want to travel

And to top it all off I am a anti-social nutcase. Am I even happy with this relationship? I mean I practically threw away my future just for her."Uh Spike, are you there" Dawn asked snapping me out of my trance. "Oh, uh yeah I'm fine just zoned out for a second there." I replied sheepishly as I took a bite out of a poffin. She just shrugged it off as we continued eating not saying a word (because we didn't want to attract any more attention).

Hours Later...

After that 'life changing' experience we decided to walk around the forest and take in the beauty of the scenery, even though it was the evening... and cloudy. Eventually we found a spot to relax. I just stood silent staring up at the sky, I kept on dwelling on what Dawn had said earlier. "Am I happy with this relationship? And if I am is she enjoying it?" I thought. I tried thinking on the bright side of this relationship only to think of nothing positive. Suddenly Dawn began wrapping her ribbons around me snapping me out of my thoughts. "What are you doing?" I asked.

"You seem to be stressed, is everything okay?" She replied as she brought me into a hug nuzzling me cheek.

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"I don't know and I guess that's the problem." I answered honestly as I pushed her away softly. She seemed to be shocked by my actions. "I need some time for myself, to think for a bit." I stated. Her expression then changed to a worried one. "I-is it about us?" She asked. I sighed and nodded slowly before running off ignoring the pain on my leg.

"Sorry Dawn." I muttered as I ran home as guilt began to flood my senses.

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I ran into my den only to slump down in exhaustion, that run took more energy than I had expected. I looked at the sky from my den only too see even more clouds building up it looked like it was going to rain. "Well I'm back to being alone now, I should be happy I got some time for my self...

But if that's the case...

Why do I feel so empty?"

I was cold, and it didn't help that I was out of fire wood. "I thought I still had some leftover firewood... Wait a minute... I was supposed to get some two days ago, but I helped Dawn instead. Oh well I guess I can manage one night without a fire" I thought to myself.

I stood up for hours ignoring my need to sleep I couldn't shake off the emptiness inside me until it hit me. "Am I seriously missing her!? Its been less than a day. I knew this was a bad idea Damn it! " I thought in frustration. Maybe its not too late to get out of this relationship.

No I can't leave her alone.

I wont a promise is a promise if I do miss her I should stay with her. Besides this probably for my own good. It's funny how fast you can change your opinion about something. But is this all really worth it? I mean this is my life's dream I don't want to be stuck in this small town anymore, I have been busting my ass off to actually save up money for this adventure of a lifetime. And I am giving it all up for one girl.

"Yeah one beautiful girl that actually cares about your sake and loves you for being yourself. I mean come on there's nothing necessarily bad about her" I thought as I shivered enduring the cold of the wind.

I didn't know which path to take It was my life's dream versus Dawns happiness and perhaps my own.

"What do I do!?" I thought clearly troubled.

"Spike?"

"GAH!" I yelped as I flung back in surprise.

I looked up only too see Dawn regarding me with a shy expression plastered on her face. "S-sorry Honey." She apologized with a light blush. "Oh Arceus not that name again." I thought. "It's fine you just caught me off guard there." I replied.

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"Why are you even here?" I asked.

"I want to stay with you..." She replied quietly. I cocked an eyebrow in response. "I-I couldn't sleep... I know you want to be alone right now but I-I just want to be with you right now." She stated with a red face. "Okay then, but I don't have any more firewood as you can see." I replied with a yawn. Dawn just smirked at this walking towards me slowly making me feel nervous. "Well I guess we'll just have to snuggle for warmth." She replied with a giggle. My face turned red when she said that. "I don't have a choice do I?" I stated. "Unless you want me to freeze." She answered playfully as she put her paws to her sides faking her shivers.

"...Alright you win." I sighed as I was immediately wrapped by Dawns ribbons and brought into a hug. My face heated up as Dawn brought her face close to my own bringing us into a kiss. She then slipped her tongue into my mouth. I don't think I will ever get used to that. I wrapped my own arms around her rubbing my paws down her back. Dawn ended the kiss only to hug me tighter and nuzzle me. "I love you Spike, so much..." Dawn crooned as she kissed my nose. I honestly wanted to say something to her that had meaning but I don't have anything to say except that I care for her."Night Dawn." I said as we both eventually fell asleep in each others embrace.

To be continued.

Once again sorry for the wait and I'll see ya next time. I got summer school T-T

-The Ultimate Spiderman