A few days had passed since the charity meeting, and Emily had devoted much of her time to contemplating how best she could contribute to the cause.
To escape the constant bustle of her aunt's household, she often sought solace in the tranquility of Hyde Park. The long, shaded walkways provided the peace her mind needed to wander freely. Deep in thought, she found herself staring intently at the leaves of a nearby tree, as if waiting for inspiration to strike, when a deep voice suddenly interrupted her reverie.
"Miss Hawthorne."
Startled, she turned to find Benedict standing before her. "Mr. Bridgerton," she replied, her voice emerging a touch more awkward than she had intended.
For a moment, Emily hesitated, uncertain of what to say. The air between them was thick with unspoken words, and the tension from their last encounter at the ball still lingered.
"I—I didn't expect to see you here, Mr. Bridgerton," Emily stammered, managing a polite but uncertain smile.
"Nor did I expect to find you here, Miss Hawthorne," he said, glancing down at his hands as if searching for the right words.
As Emily watched couples walk by, arm in arm, she felt a pang of longing for that sort of companionship. Heavy with emotion, she instinctively took a small step back, as if to distance herself from the awkwardness that had settled around them.
"Have you been well these past few days?" He asked, attempting to bridge the silence.
"I have, thank you," she replied.
"And your family?" He continued.
"They are all in good health, thank you for asking." A pause lingered between them. "I have simply been enjoying the unseasonably warm weather in the park."
Benedict nodded, biting his lip as he glanced around. People passing by began to cast curious glances their way, and Emily felt her discomfort grow. She fidgeted, wondering how to politely end the conversation, despite her yearning to prolong it.
"Would you—might you like some company on your stroll?" he asked, sounding slightly nervous.
"Yes, I would appreciate that very much." With a shared sense of relief at having something to do, they began to walk along the edge of the lake, an unspoken tension still hanging in the air.
Clearing his throat, Benedict ventured, "I hope you enjoyed the ball the other night." Emily was taken aback that he had brought it up.
"I… yes." She hesitated, then took a deep breath, shaking her head. "No, actually, I did not enjoy it." Benedict turned sharply to look at her as they walked, but Emily kept her gaze focused on her feet, fearing she would lose her nerve.
"First, I found myself stuck dancing with the most insipid young man I have ever met, and then my friend was inexplicably rude to me, and I am quite unsure as to why."
Benedict pursed his lips, turning his attention to his own feet.
"I apologize," he finally said softly. "I was frustrated by something else, and I took that out on you. It was terribly wrong of me, and I am heartily ashamed of my behavior."
Emily let his words hang in the air, weighing them carefully.
"What had you so frustrated?" she asked, curious. Did he just blush?
"Oh, just… family matters. I allowed my mood to spill over into our conversation." His evasiveness was palpable, yet Emily decided to let it slide, recognizing that stubbornness on both sides would lead nowhere.
"I have missed our conversations," she said gently. As their eyes finally met, she felt as if she had been struck by lightning.
"As have I," he responded, his tone sincere. A warm smile broke across her face, and she sensed a shift between them.
"Friends?" he asked tentatively.
She nodded, "Of course."
The continued their walk, in a slightly easier manner.
"Have you kept busy?" He asked her. Emily nodded and then cast a glance around her to make sure no one could overhear.
"Can you keep a secret?" She whispered to him.
"I believe I can." She moved closer to him, so that their arms almost grazed as they walked.
"I have been invited by Mrs Moore to attend a school for poor girls later this week. I am determined to assist her cause as much as I possibly can."
Benedict was silent, clearly processing the information he had just been told. Emily did not realise she had been holding her breath until he began speaking.
"I imagine the need for secrecy arises from the fact that your aunt is unaware of your activities?"
Emily bowed her head, saying "I do not think she would understand, nor approve. I do not mean to say she is uncharitable, rather that women of a certain social background believe it is not their place to be so involved. And of course I am not saying I shall single handedly change the future of every poor woman, but I should certainly like to be actively involved in attempting to make a difference."
Emily took a deep breath, and realised she had just ranted for a full minute straight. She looked at Benedict, who was smiling at her as they walked.
"Then I shall certainly help you in anyway I can." Emily felt her heart flutter in her chest at the warmness of his words.
"Benedict, darling, here you are." Emily looked up to see Benedict's mother, Violet, standing before them, with her two youngest children.
"Mama, good morning."
"I sent word to your rooms this morning, but it appeared you had already left." She turned to look at Emily. "And here I find you with a lovely young companion."
Emily was not sure who blushed deeper - her or Benedict.
"Mama," he said, his tone warning.
Emily offered a polite curtsy, her cheeks still flushed as she took in the warm smile on Violet Bridgerton's face. Beside her, the two youngest Bridgertons peered up at her with wide, curious eyes.
"Miss Hawthorne, I hope I'm not interrupting your stroll," Violet said, her gaze dancing between Emily and her son. "It is lovely to see you again. I had hoped my son would be of help this morning. I am trying to make preparations for a gathering we're hosting next week at Aubrey Hall, our country estate."
Emily's curiosity piqued. She had heard about the Bridgerton estate—a grand and beautiful manor renowned for its lush gardens and lively gatherings.
"That sounds splendid," Emily replied, genuinely delighted for the Bridgertons. She could already imagine the atmosphere that such an invitation would create.
"Well," Violet said with a bright smile, "it would please me greatly if you would join us, Miss Hawthorne. I understand you're already acquainted with my son Benedict," she added, casting a quick, amused glance in his direction, "and I daresay my daughters would love to make your acquaintance as well."
Emily's heart skipped. An invitation to spend a week at Aubrey Hall! It was precisely the sort of escape she had been yearning for—a chance to experience the English countryside, surrounded by friends and, if she was honest, by Benedict as well. She glanced at him, hoping her reaction hadn't been too obvious.
Benedict gave her a subtle, reassuring nod. "It would be a pleasure to have you with us," he said softly, his gaze warm and inviting.
Emily turned back to Lady Bridgerton. "I would be honored, Lady Bridgerton. Thank you very much for including me."
"Wonderful!" Violet exclaimed, clapping her hands together. "I shall visit with your aunt later and make the arrangements with her."
She looked between the pair. "Benedict, dearest, I would still very much appreciate your help. With Anthony away…"
Benedict sighed, but in good spirits. "Then you shall have it. Miss Hawthorne," he said with a bow to her.
Violet offered her a warm farewell and then took Benedict's arm, leading him back toward the path with a gentle nudge. Emily caught the faintest trace of a mischievous smile on his lips as he glanced back at her, and she felt her heart flutter.
As she watched the Bridgertons walk away, Emily could hardly contain her anticipation. A week in the countryside with the Bridgertons, with Benedict… The thought filled her with a sense of possibility that made the world around her feel suddenly bright and expansive.
