Sorry this took so long, the past couple of weeks have been crazy! But here's an update for you, I hope you enjoy it.

Olivia was tucking Noah into bed for the night, he'd had rice for dinner and applesauce for dessert, he was starting to feel a little better, but Olivia still wanted him to rest for the rest of the weekend so he'd be feeling better by Monday. "Goodnight sweetheart," she whispered and kissed his forehead. She turned out the light and walked out of his room and into her bedroom where she saw Trevor.

Trevor smiled at her. "Everything's all cleaned up."

Olivia smiled. "You're a godsend, Trevor." She looked at her watch before taking it off. "I don't know about you, but I need a shower."

Trevor smiled. "I could go for a shower."

Olivia held her hand out. "Come shower with me?"

Trevor got up and took her hand. "Gladly."

Olivia led him into the en-suite bathroom and closed the door. She turned to face him and took a deep breath. "We should get out of these clothes," she whispered.

Trevor moved closer to her. "Hey, you okay?"

Olivia gave a half smile and looked at him. "Just a little nervous. It's been years since I've been naked in front of a man who matters."

Trevor caressed her face. "Olivia, I promise you, I won't see anything but beauty when I see you naked. But I think it's normal for the first time you're naked with someone that you're nervous."

Olivia nodded. "I'm just gonna rip the band-aid off."

Trevor smiled. "I will too then."

Olivia whipped her shirt over her head. She dropped her shorts, leaving her in a matching bra and panty set.

Trevor watched each new piece of skin come into view and he groaned. "Good god Liv, you're so sexy."

Olivia blushed. "You need to take your clothes off."

Trevor smiled and took his shirt off, followed by his pants. He stood in front of her in his boxer briefs.

Olivia looked over at him and licked her lips. "Wow." Trevor wasn't jacked. He didn't look like a bodybuilder, but he still had a muscular chest and lightly defined abs.

Trevor grinned and took her in his arms. "You look like the woman of my dreams."

Olivia looked down at her toned body and she smiled. "Am I? The woman of your dreams?"

Trevor caressed her face and lifted her chin. "Yes," he whispered. "Have been for some time."

Olivia leaned in and kissed his lips softly. She broke the kiss and stepped back, reaching behind her and unclasped her bra, letting it fall off her arms and to the floor. She pushed her panties down and stepped out of them. "Well?"

Trevor stepped closer to her and pulled her into a passionate kiss. He took his boxers off as they kissed and pulled away softly. "You're beautiful. Absolutely beautiful. Gorgeous. Stunning. Perfect."

Olivia looked down and gasped. "Is that because of me… because of my body?" She asked, referring to his erection.

Trevor blushed. "It is."

Olivia moved closer and kissed him passionately. She never doubted Trevor thought she was beautiful, but seeing his erection caused by her body made her want to cry. She broke the kiss and searched his eyes. "No intercourse tonight, but oral is on the agenda."

Trevor smirked. "We should probably get all our fooling around done before we get in the shower, what's the point of showering if we're just gonna get all sweaty again?"

Olivia giggled and tapped his chest with her finger. "You have a point. She kissed him again and took his cock in her hand. "Allow me," she whispered. She dropped to her knees and licked up his shaft before continuing to stroke it. "My god, Trev, you're so big."

Trevor moaned and leaned over and rested his hands on the counter. "Fuck, your tongue."

Olivia smiled. "You like that? Hmm? My tongue running all over your cock?" She asked before taking him back in her mouth.

Trevor groaned and took her hair in his hand. He saw her eyes lift to meet his. He gently tugged in her hair and she moaned. "God Liv, I'm gonna cum."

Olivia smiled and let him go, stroking him. "So cum. Let me taste you." She took him back in her mouth, worked him with both her hands and sucking gently.

Trevor let out a breath and came into her mouth. Olivia took all his cum and swallowed it, sucking him gently until he pulled her away. "It's too much, baby."

Olivia smiled and stood up. "Baby, hmm?" She smirked and kissed him passionately.

Trevor lifted her onto the counter and broke the kiss. "Yeah, you like that?"

Olivia smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck. "I do. I like it a lot. As long as I can call you baby too."

Trevor grinned. "You can call me whatever you wish, my queen."

Olivia bit her bottom lip. "Okay, baby. Now, I want you to eat my pussy."

Trevor kissed her neck and let out a moan. "Anything for you." He kissed down her bare torso and knelt before her. He picked up her legs and rested her feet on the counter, spreading her legs and running his fingers over her dripping wet pussy. "Oh, you're so wet for me."

Olivia let her head fall back, a moan falling from her lips. "All for you baby, all for you."

Trevor leaned in and softly kissed her clit. "You smell so sweet," he whispered, gently blowing on her clit.

Olivia gasped and looked down at him. "Oh God, do something, please." She begged. She gripped his hair and gently tugged. He'd barely done anything and she was so close. He drove her wild, and she needed him to finish what he started. Her orgasm had built in her stomach and she whined. "Baby, please. Don't tease me. I'm so fucking close."

Trevor spread her pussy lips and let his tongue run over it; his tongue flat so that it covered more of her. As he finished licking her, he pushed his tongue into her and started tongue fucking her.

Olivia's eyes rolled back in her head and her chest flushed. "Yeah, baby! Don't stop!" Within moments she was cumming hard around his tongue. He licked her clean and brought her down, kissing and licking until she pulled him away. She slumped on the counter against the wall. "Oh my god, that was so good." She squeezed one of her breasts and inhaled sharply through her teeth. "If I was a smoking woman I'd light a cigarette right now." She pulled him up and kissed him passionately. "Mmm, I taste good on your lips."

Trevor smirked. "We taste good together," he whispered against her lips and kissed her again.

Olivia broke the kiss and looked into his eyes. "You're good at that," she whispered and ran her finger over his torso. "And if you're that good with your tongue I can't wait to see what you're like with your cock."

Trevor groaned. "God you're so sexy," he whispered. "I can't wait to feel what it feels like to be inside of you."

Olivia smiled. "Mm, you make me feel sexy," she whispered and kissed him softly.

Trevor caressed her breast and then down her side. Her scars were mere marks on her skin, they weren't raised, so he couldn't feel them. But he could see them when he looked at her, but he didn't focus on them. "You are so beautiful, Olivia Benson."

Olivia blushed and sat up straight, looking into his eyes. "Thank you," she whispered. "For seeing me, all of me, and still thinking I'm beautiful."

Trevor caressed her face. "Who made you feel not beautiful?"

Olivia shrugged. "Burton never really looked at my body. It all happened so fast, he didn't have time to make me feel beautiful. Ed made me feel beautiful, but I got scared and blew that up. Brian Cassidy focused on my scars. But they were fresh at the time so I understand why." She said gently. "There was a time when I was so confident in my body. William Lewis took that from me. Twice." She took a deep breath. "But I survived what he did to me. Even when I thought I wouldn't. And I fought so hard to get here, just to sleep with a guy like Burton."

Trevor wiped away the tear that fell from her eye. "Well, I see you, all of you, and I think you are the strongest, most courageous, most beautiful woman in the world. Inside and out."

Olivia smiled and kissed him. "We should get in the shower," she whispered, touching his chest. "We can kiss under the spray of the shower."

Trevor smiled. "Can I wash you?" He asked in a whisper.

Olivia blushed. "I'd like that," she whispered back. "Come on, I'll start the shower." She hopped off the counter and led him over to the massive shower stall. She grinned and turned the water on, letting it heat up for a moment then stepping in and putting her hand out for him to take.

Trevor took her hand and stepped in, under the shower spray. He caressed her face and kissed her as the water beat down on them. He broke the kiss and smiled at her. "Beautiful."

Olivia wiped the water from her eyes. "Wash me?"

Trevor smiled. "Want me to wash your hair too?"

Olivia nodded. "I'd love it."

Trevor smiled and grabbed her shampoo and lathered it in her hair, giving her a scalp massage. "Your shampoo smells so good. I knew that already because your hair smells good, but smelling the full-on vanilla sandalwood is tantalizing."

Olivia moaned. "Oh baby, you may have just found yourself a new job." She closed her eyes and smiled.

Trevor grinned. "I will gladly wash your hair whenever you want."

Olivia smiled. "Mm, I don't want you to stop."

Trevor turned her around and rinsed the lather from her hair. "I don't want to keep going because I don't want your hair all knotty."

Olivia smirked. "What if I'm naughty?"

Trevor smirked. "You are allowed to be naughty," he whispered and kissed her. He broke the kiss picked up her conditioner and ran it through her tresses. He pulled her away from the spray of the shower and pinned her against the shower stall.

Olivia looked into his eyes, her breath heavy. "Kiss me," she whispered.

Trevor leaned in and captured her lips in a passionate kiss. Olivia moaned and Trevor smiled, running his hand over her body. He broke the kiss and grabbed her body wash. "Now to wash your body," he whispered.

Olivia gasped and watched him pour some body wash into his hands and then felt his hands on her body. She moaned and arched her back. "Mm, yeah."

Trevor smiled. And he started to wash her breasts, gently squeezing them and running his thumbs over her nipples.

Olivia looked down at his hands and let out a breathless moan. Olivia pulled him in for a passionate kiss. She moaned into his mouth and slipped her tongue past his lips. She broke the kiss and looked into his eyes, drunk on pleasure. "I wanna fuck you."

Trevor smirked. "We can move this to the bed."

Olivia shook her head. "Not now. Not with Noah here. I want to be loud the first time we fuck, I want you to know how good you make me feel."

Trevor groaned. "I'd love to hear you, baby, knowing that the moans are for me."

Olivia smiled. "All for you, baby. All for you." She kissed him again and rinsed her body off and looked at Trevor. "Can I wash you?"

Trevor smiled. "I'm okay, I showered at home, but we can go to bed and I'll hold you all night."

Olivia wrapped her arms around his neck. "You have yourself a deal counselor." She leaned in and placed a quick kiss on his lips before turning the shower head off. She stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around her breasts. And handed him a clean towel to wrap around his waist. She held her hand out for him. "Come on, let's go cuddle."

A/N: Thanks for reading! Leave a review if you're so inclined! Have a happy and safe pride month everyone!